I am fickle

Some people say that I have a cold nature and kill people without blinking an eye.

It's just that no one saw me, I was bullied by dogs with a sincere heart, and ridiculed by people with tears in my line.

I am the legitimate son of Patriarch Tu Shan and Princess Shui Fu, I was born noble but I have to bear a lot of sadness.Every time I open my eyes, the eyes I see are the greatest charity, Xie Er waited for the grace of not killing, Jiang Shengxian never forgets the pain all over his body.

My master first came to teach a group of brothers and sisters. I was afraid that I would offend the fourth sister and third brother, so I sat in the back by myself.Relying on her father's favor, Jiang Wenlin acted recklessly in class. The angry teacher blew his beard and stared, and I only had to sneak a few glances and then smiled.The master took all his anger on me, and all kinds of ugly words came from the mouth of a knowledgeable person. I wanted to defend myself but I couldn't say anything.Later I realized that there is a saying called: If you want to commit a crime, there is no excuse for any trouble.

Jiang Wenlin looked down on me since she was a child. Although she is a daughter adopted by her father, she is far more popular than me as a legitimate son. Even the servant girl at home laughed a little when she saw her.At that time, I was also jealous that she took away the glory that belonged to me. I was as ignorant as I was, I was hungry, cold and wronged, and finally realized that I had nothing, because no one wanted such a shameful burden like me.

My homework was torn to pieces by her, so I pushed her in a fit of anger, Jiang Keyuan rushed over and punched me hard when he saw it.I covered my stomach in pain, and the corners of my mouth were bleeding, but the fists that landed on my body were like raindrops, which made me dizzy and the whole world was dark.

I just lay there quietly for a whole day, my whole body was stiff, and no one came to look for me.

It was very windy and cold at night, I wrapped my clothes and stared mockingly at the dead night sky.

That night, I suddenly thought of my mother, Princess Shuifu, and I pushed open the door of her room anxiously.Mother was taking off the gold hairpin from her hair, admiring her beautiful face in front of the bronze mirror. Father hadn't stepped through this door for a long time.I caught a flash of joy in her eyes, and it wasn't a look for me.

"What are you doing here?" She didn't stop the movement of her hands, and naturally she didn't notice my bleeding hand.

"I miss my mother." I hugged her tightly with a crying sound, I really wished she could touch my head and sing a nice song to coax me.

Without looking back, my mother said, "Do you miss me? Why do you miss me? I don't want to see you at all." No need to pretend, the ruthlessness that came directly broke me down.

A burst of blood stuck in his throat, and his eyes were a little dry, "Mother, Ah Xian only has a mother, and they all bully Ah Xian, does mother not want me?"

My mother turned her head and looked at me for the first time for so long. Her clean hands stroked my dirty face: "You are a mistake. I have been a clean fairy in my life, but Unfortunately, you were defiled by your father and looked down upon by the world."

At that moment, I suddenly understood that I was a mistake, and it was impossible to seek warmth from my mother.I can only humiliate her.

Mother said blankly: "I'm going to rest, you step back."

"But where can I go, they are guarding outside my room, I don't want to be beaten." Looking at her pitifully, she wanted to ask her to take me in for a night.

My mother said calmly: "If you are beaten, it only shows that you are weak. Why should I care about a trash." She didn't have any emotion for me, even sympathy.

I didn't continue to beg her, I didn't continue to beg for a hard-hearted heart to bloom, I sat outside her door all night.The wind that night was like a weeping woman, telling some sad stories in my ears.