I am fickle

"What do you like about me?"

Chang An trembled all over, and her tears dripped on my hand.I don't understand why the guilt in my heart is getting heavier and heavier. I didn't even dare to look into her hurt eyes, so I had to pretend to be impatient and ask.

Her slender fingers gently stroked my face, sobbing: "Jiang Shengxian, I stubbornly believe that you and I are a match made in heaven, and you and I are the best match."

"I am ruthless. No matter who it is or what kind of face it is, happiness will only last for a month at most."

Changan bit his white lips, "I am the biggest joke in the world, I know it all, I understand it, but I still jump into the fire pit of you, I betrayed my people and love you without hesitation..."

"Why... why can't you give me a little bit of love..."

I admit that apart from my aunt and the others, Changan is indeed the person who treats me the best in this world, but I can't accept her kindness...

She likes me like she's digging her own grave.

Since the death of my aunt, I have been unable to sleep at night, and the arrogance and arrogance of the past have become much less. The lack of security makes me panic.

I don't know if I will win this battle, I don't know what the whole Tushan will be like if I die, I don't know if this woman who loves me so much will be implicated... The worst thing in my life I am afraid of failing, and I am most afraid of being owed, and now I am even more afraid...

Chang An fainted in my arms, I hugged her thin body and sighed for a while, and gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes: "I'm also to blame for provoking you, you see my viciousness but are still so stupid, why bother? "

"People who have entangled with me will end badly. I didn't believe in retribution before, but now I really believe in it."

I looked at her and muttered to myself: "It is not a pity for a person like me to die, but I like to be quiet, and I don't want to be disturbed after death."

"I really hope that after I die, I can turn into a pool of ashes and go with the wind and feel at ease."

I wanted to take her back to rest, but seeing her peaceful sleeping face, I stopped. Since I want to be cruel, I can't be indecisive.

I put her on the cold ground and walked away.

Although Chang An is arrogant, domineering and jealous, she is tolerant of me in every possible way, and she pretends to have nothing to do with her smile many times.I think it's better to let her hate me, hate me fiercely, hate me with gritted teeth...

At this moment, I suddenly felt that I was pitiful and ridiculous. I didn't deserve her love. I should let all the warriors in the world cut me to pieces...

My laughter is so lonely, floating in this vast world.

When I went back, Gu Yu's lavender sleeves were slightly raised, and there was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.Gu Yu waved to me and made me a cup of fragrant pear tea, "Susu, drink tea."

"You are not well yet, why don't you lie down properly?" I frowned, looking at his pale face even more worried.

"Mr. Su Su is like this, even though I am injured, I can still help you."

I knew he was blaming me for putting tranquilizing incense on him, so I took a sip of tea and said, "People around me are leaving one by one, ghost, I really can't live without you, what should I do if something happens to you?" ?”

"But what if you ask me to do something, Susu, you are my only relative in this world." Gu Yu held my hand tightly, with a sincere face.