I am fickle

I sat on the stone, took out "No Harm" and wiped the blood carefully, my eyes were three-pointed and seven-pointed indifferent.Looking at the black pot with ghost dolls, I couldn't help but laugh, the quiet atmosphere was very strange.

I know Shangxian Yunhuai closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep, but here I don't talk to him and I feel so bored that I can't fall asleep. "Shangxian Yunhuai, you close your eyes because I'm in the way, and you open them because I'm ridiculous. I really don't understand why you hate me so much? Why did you save me so many times?" My tone softened, the same as before. Hysteria is like two different people.

I didn't expect him to talk to me, I just thought of it as a person talking to himself to relieve his worries. "People in this world are cruel and indifferent, why don't you say I slaughter this world and rebuild a new world?"

The killing in my heart is very strong, and the pleasure of killing makes me satisfied. Seeing selfish and vicious people begging for mercy on their knees makes me feel extremely happy.I remember that my father said that as long as you have the ability to dominate life and death, power can taste the joy of bloodthirsty, and how majestic you will be if you make everyone submit to you.

Almost everything I want can be picked up, but when I have everything, my heart starts to feel empty, and after emptying, there is only deep irritability.

"Killing doesn't solve problems."

I looked at him as if I heard a big joke, "But you did the same thing, Husky was pushed by you every step of the way, and Bai Zhuo was pushed to nowhere by you. They are affectionate and righteous, but you don't want to." Being moved, I kill people like hemp, why don't you?"

His tone is still light, "The words are unreasonable, you know that the two should not be confused."

"What about the ghost baby, you can clearly see my murderous intentions, why don't you stop me?"

"I can't stop you."

I stood up decadently, laughing wantonly, and the horrifying laughter echoed in the cave.Shangxian Yunhuai just looked at me quietly, his eyes were gentle and clean, as delicate as the colorful clouds spun by Fairy Zhiyun.

"Yun Zaisi, although I'm surrounded by cronies, what about you? What do you have? What else do you have besides a good name and reputation?"

"If you're tired, come over and have a rest." Shangxian Yunhuai was not angry with me for my words, I waved my hands and sat down angrily.

I couldn't help but think of my dream. In the dream, the little boy holding the sword protected me and hugged my trembling body. Thinking about it carefully, he was somewhat similar to the Immortal Yunhuai.The little boy spoke like an adult, yet he laughed at the incompetence of an adult like me.I heard that the Nightmare of Dream Beasts is born to speculate on people's hearts. Why did someone so resembling him appear in my dream? Could it be that we have seen it before.

"Jiang Shengxian, if we give up our identities, is it possible..." After a long, long time, the words of Shangxian Yunhuai broke the silence.

"People never live in dreams. We all carry each other's burdens, and we are never just you and me." His ridiculous words today really surprised me.

The stumbling growth made me understand that this reality does not exist. I live by dreams. Just like me, I am so hungry that the delicacies in my dreams can never enter my stomach.Facing Yunhuai Shangxian's lowered words, my answer was unusually calm and serious, and my seriousness cut off our retreat.

"Tu Shan doesn't owe anyone any favors, I will pay you back, clean and tidy."

"Really...can it still be clean?" His eyes flickered, and the corners of his mouth trembled.

Looking at my serious face, Yunhuai Shangxian secretly sighed, I didn't hear his slight words: "I never ask you to pay me anything, we are still so far apart."

Even if life is given to you, in the end we owe and repay.