What am I going to use to survive?

After Song Ming came back to his senses, he got up from Lin Yan. He wanted to help Lin Yan untie the belt, but as soon as he moved, Lin Yan roared as if he was stimulated by something.

"Don't come close! Don't come close to me...don't let you come close to me..." His eyes were red, tears were streaming down the corners of his eyes, and he looked terrified.

Lin Yan thought he couldn't escape, but he didn't expect Song Ming to have a conscience, so he suppressed his madness forcefully, which made him feel relieved, now that the time has not come, he can't do this kind of thing.

Song Ming said: "I was impulsive just now, and my mood is a little unstable. Don't move and I will help you untie it."

Lin Yan looked at him timidly, hesitating whether to believe it or not, but before he could figure it out, Song Ming grabbed his hand and took the belt off his hand.

Lin Yan was startled, "You you you..."

"Don't worry, I won't do anything to you, I just lost control before." Song Ming explained.

Lin Yan, who lost his memory, didn't believe him anymore. He gathered up his torn clothes, huddled into a ball and hugged him tightly, resisting Song Ming's approach very much.

"I want to go back to the Lin family." He said.

"No, you have to stay here." Song Ming said, "The two months you promised must not be counted. If you dare to go back on your word, I will punish you now!"

Lin Yan was startled by him, "But it's dangerous to stay with you, or I'll do it for you directly, can you let me go?"

Song Ming turned his head, "No."

Lin Yan opened his mouth, but stopped talking.

Song Ming asked: "How much do you know about our past?"

"After the business war, you threatened me with people around me to be with you." He said sullenly.

"They are all one-sided words, you can't just look at the surface." Song Ming was silent for a while, and then said: "Actually, you liked me first at the beginning."

Lin Yan looked terrified, is it really good to play like this?He thought this was over, but Song Ming was still thinking about it.

"Think about it, with your character, how could you give in to me, or even let me threaten you? It's all because you like me. But I didn't know, so I did something too much to you, It made you lose heart and give up on me. Later, in order to keep you, I could only threaten..." Song Ming said a lot, although almost all of them were correct, but he misinterpreted many facts.

Song Ming was being pitiful, Lin Yan couldn't help complaining as he listened, why didn't he know that Song Ming had such attributes?

"I think you're lying to me. I'm sure I won't fall in love with you first." Lin Yan firmly refused to believe it, because he didn't have one in the first place, okay?

"Even if you don't believe it, it's still true. If you don't believe me, ask Zhou Hua." He added.

Lin Yan shook his head: "I don't even believe him now, don't think that I don't know that he hooked up with Zheng Kai in private, and I bumped into them when they met secretly."

Song Ming was taken aback: "Are you sure you didn't already know?"

"If you hadn't asked me out today, he would be staying at Lin's house for interrogation now. It's not good to get mixed up with anyone, but it must be someone from your side."

"Aren't you messing with me yourself?"

"I don't remember, so it doesn't count." Lin Yan said very rascally.

Song Ming looked at him quietly, "You are prejudice."

Lin Yan turned his head away humbly, he was just upset anyway, how about it?