Eccentricity

Chen Ziying didn't expect that Gu Qiong would shamelessly come over and hug her directly. She didn't panic until the moment she was trapped in her arms, and pushed her away. She was a few seconds late, and happened to miss the path behind the old tree in the distance. , a familiar figure walked away quickly.

"What do you mean?" Chen Ziying stepped back quickly, pulling a distance of more than one meter away from Gu Qiong, squinting her eyes, watching her vigilantly.

Gu Qiong was pushed away by her, as if he had expected it, there was no anger on his face, he hugged his chest, and smiled lightly, "What do you mean? I have already broken up with your sister as you said. The relevant procedures are almost done for you, shouldn't you also fulfill your previous promise and pay me the deposit?"

"My sister hasn't forgotten about you yet. What are you in a hurry for?" Chen Ziying's eyes were fierce, "Besides, it's not even close to actually going out. Let's wait until the day you get on the plane."

Gu Qiong was not in a hurry, smiled slightly, watched her turn and leave, and shouted with determination: "Chen Ziying, you can't take your word for it."

Chen Ziying paused, and left without looking back.

Gu Qiong looked at her back, confident and eager to try.

She was not afraid that Chen Ziying would repent, she could see the desire and ambition in Chen Ziying's eyes.A person with desires is best to control, as long as she knows what she wants most in her heart, and then use it as a bargaining chip, it is like dangling a carrot that will never be eaten in front of a donkey that refuses to grind, The donkey naturally turned around obediently.

What is difficult to control is a person like Chen Yuran. Her desire = desire is too low, and it is difficult to give. After a long time, it will cause huge psychological pressure on the controller himself.

Thinking of Chen Xunran, Gu Qiong was a little lost in thought, and hadn't contacted her for a long time, where is she now?Are you still working?how have you been?The other day I heard her say that she did well in the college entrance examination, so it's time to finish filling out the volunteers. Did she fill in the Linshi University that she had always dreamed of?

During the days when Chen Ziran was gone, Gu Qiong thought of her every now and then.

When we were together, an inconspicuous person could have everything. After Chen Ziran left, the big room where Gu Qiong lived alone was empty in no time. He was about to go downstairs to Chen Ziran's house, and wanted to go up to find her, but after thinking about it, he turned his head and walked in another direction.

Chen Yuran... is very pitiful, since I have made up my mind to break up with her, I don't want to bother her anymore.

After breaking up with Chen Ziran that day, Gu Qiong went to Yao Yao's house to hide for several days, and did not dare to return to his house until he confirmed that Chen Ziran had really left.

She dared not face Chen Qiran.

After returning, the smell left by Chen Ziran in the house had dissipated, as if this person had never been here.She didn't take away anything that didn't belong to her. The bank card that Gu Qiong gave her a month ago was left unscathed in a conspicuous place on the coffee table, and the 5 yuan in the card remained untouched.

Gu Qiong held the card and sat on the sofa in a daze for a long time, feeling an imperceptible pain in his heart, and the pain lasted forever, as long as he thought of Chen Ziran's name, it would hurt.

Forget it.

Gu Qiong grabbed her hair at the temples and went crazy, she scolded Chen Qiran in her heart that she was an idiot like no other in the world, she was dumped, and she didn't even know how to get the youth loss fee, but it was only 5 yuan, which was not enough for Gu Qiong's allowance for a month If someone else changed the money, they would have to point at Gu Qiong's nose and yell at him for less money. Only Chen Ziran, who can't turn his head, would not want the money he deserved!

The more this is the case, the longer and deeper the pain in Gu Qiong's heart will be, and he can't think about it, but it hurts when he thinks about it.

Even when I was reading that day, I accidentally saw the words solitary body, and Chen solitary body appeared vividly on the paper. Gu Qiong's eyes were pierced so uncomfortable that he hurriedly closed the book and threw it aside.

Chen Ziran said that she didn't like her name, she was too lonely.Thinking back to the days when Chen Ziran was growing up, he didn't have a single friend.I don't know how she survived 18 years.

Gu Qiong thought of her mother by tactile clues. She was bitter and mean, with a face full of snobbery, and she was also extremely bad to Chen Ziran. Chen had nowhere to go and could only go home, but after returning home she Can life be better?

Gu Qiong sweated for her and wanted to visit her.

It's not for getting back together, and it doesn't need to appear in front of her to make her sadder, just take a look, just one look!Not for anything else, just to see if she is doing well.

After doing enough mental preparation, Gu Qiong really went, stood downstairs in her house, looked up at the balcony of her house for half an hour, and saw no one poking his head out.Gu Qiong was not reconciled, so he hypnotized himself again, not because of Chen Qiran, he went upstairs and knocked on the door of their house, but still no one answered.

Strange, even if the Chen family's parents are not there, Chen Ziran should be at home. Before Gu Qiong came here, he called the restaurant where she worked to ask, and it was her turn to rest today.Gu Qiong knows Chen Ziran's character best. She is quiet, introverted, doesn't like to play, and likes to stay at home and read books. Where can she go?

Gu Qiong knocked on the door several times to no avail, so he had to send a message to Chen Ziying asking: [Do you know where your sister went? ]

After waiting for another half an hour, the news disappeared without reply.

Gu Qi gradually had a bad premonition in his heart.

Chen Ziying and Chen Ziran are not at home, the biggest possibility is that the younger sister forced her to go out to relax, what else could be the big deal?

But Gu Qiong's breathing was tense, and he had an intuition that something had happened to Chen Ziran.After thinking about it, she slid down a few pages from the address book, stopped at a name that was not commonly used, and dialed the number.

It was quickly connected over there, "Miss, what's the matter?"

"Help me find out the recent movements of a person named Chen Yuran. His ID number is..." Gu Qiong said as he walked.

……

When Chen Ziying received the news and rushed to the hospital, Chen Ziran was in the operating room for rescue.

Her father, Chen Dazhi, arrived at the hospital earlier than her. At the door of the operating room, he was running around like a headless chicken. Chen Ziying called Dad, rushed up, grabbed Chen Dazhi's elbow, and asked anxiously: " What's going on? Why did my sister have a car accident? How is the situation now?"

"I don't know. I rushed to the hospital immediately after receiving a call from the hospital. The police said that it was a serious traffic accident caused by drunk driving in the wrong direction. The person was still being rescued inside. It has been several hours. It may be... I am afraid it is..." Chen Dazhi As he said that, his throat choked, and he couldn't say a word anymore. He sat on the bench in the corridor with his hands shaken, and sighed heavily.

Chen Ziying's heart was half cold, her soul was gone, and she sat down on the bench, shaking her head and muttering, "No, sister, she is auspicious, she will be fine, no Will do……"

Her cell phone vibrated several times in her pocket, but she was in no mood to care about it at the moment.

At this time, a nurse came to inform the family members of the injured to go to the front desk to pay the fee as soon as possible.

Chen Dazhi had a sad face, and wiped his face with rough palms, "Your mother basically took away all the money in the family, so there is no money left! Even if your sister can be rescued, what about the follow-up medical expenses?"

"Dad, don't worry, I still have a scholarship worth tens of thousands of dollars. Mom doesn't know. I'll pay the money first, and I'll deal with it temporarily. I'll figure out a way to pay for the follow-up treatment. Let's get over the current difficulties first. Never..." Chen Ziying gritted her teeth to hold back her tears, "I will never let my sister have no money for treatment!"

The responsibility for the traffic accident is still being determined. Even if there is compensation, it won't come down for a while. Chen Ziran's current situation is a human-shaped money shredder, and 3 yuan may not last for a few days. It can only temporarily relieve the urgent need.

Chen Ziran spent more than ten hours on the operating table, until 2:[-] in the morning, when the lights in the operating room were finally turned off. She was pushed into the intensive care unit with a breathing tube and various unknown vital signs. observe.

"Doctor, how is my sister?" Chen Ziying asked in a panic as she stood outside the ward.

Chen Ziran was covered with bandages all over his body, even his head was covered so that his face could not be seen, only a little gap between his mouth and nasal cavity was exposed, which was used to insert a medical tube, he was motionless, and he could not feel his weak breathing, if it wasn't for The sound of the instrument that was still ringing regularly next to it seemed to be dead.

"There are more than a dozen fractures all over the body, and many organs have been damaged. At present, they are not out of danger. The most serious one is the fracture of the right arm, which may cause permanent disabilities, and the lacerations on the face will also leave scars. You guys Families need to be mentally prepared."

Chen Ziying leaned against the wall in a daze, tears streaming down her face.

Permanently disabled, with facial scars.

That is to say, the whole life is ruined.

How did that happen?why?

Chen Ziying's mind is dumb.

Her elder sister, her such a good elder sister, is silent, introverted, never complains, has a bright ideal in her heart, and wants to be a teacher.

Her wish is so small and good, and it is close in front of her eyes, it is almost certain to be realized, but now she is sentenced to death by a word from the doctor.

Chen Qiran is an introverted person, she doesn't like the excitement, and there is no excitement for her to join in. She has no friends, where else can she go besides working in a restaurant?But yesterday was a rest day, and Chen Ziying dared to go to Gu Qiong only because she was sure that she must be at home.

Why is she going out?Where is her destination?

Chen Ziying didn't know, the only thing she knew was that Chen Ziran's dream had been shattered.

If only I hadn't gone out.Chen Ziying covered her head with self-blame, and kept beating her own head. If only I stayed at home with my sister and wouldn't let her go out!She won't be in a car accident!He won't be lying in the ICU as he is now, with his life and death uncertain!

But it's too late to say anything now, there is no medicine for regret in the world.

……

Chen Ziran was in a coma for two days in the ICU, and was rescued three times on the way.During the two days after she was rescued, news came from the hospital that the other two victims of the same car accident were unable to be rescued and unfortunately died.

Every time she heard it, Chen Ziying's heart was full of chills and fear, fearing that it would be her sister's turn next, and she trembled even when a doctor passed by her, afraid to report her death.

Sister, you must persevere, your life has just begun, you must not give up, at worst, I will support you for the rest of your life.

On the second day when Chen Ziran was admitted to the ICU, Gu Qiong also rushed over upon hearing the news. When he saw Chen Ziying, he immediately questioned him, "Why did Chen Ziran get into a car accident? How did you become a younger sister? You can't even protect yourself?"

With red eyes, Chen Ziying satirized her sharply: "What does it matter to you? She is my sister and has nothing to do with you. Get the hell out! My sister and I don't want to see you!"

The passing nurse frowned and chased the two away together, "No noise is allowed in the ward, let alone the intensive care unit. It's accommodating for you to come over and take a look at the patient's condition. What are you shouting for? Aren't you afraid of aggravating the patient's condition?"

After a reprimand, the two of them were ashamed, and they all shut up.

……

Chen Ziran couldn't hear their noise, her consciousness was floating in another world.

It was a very beautiful world, where the sky would never be dark, there would always be bright sunshine, and it would never be too hot. There would be flowers and birds singing all around, and small animals would scurry into the grass from around.

In this world, Chen Ziran got his wish and became a teacher, teaching children to read poems on the grass in full bloom.

"Huang Siniang's house is full of flowers, and thousands of flowers weigh down the branches."

She read a sentence, and the children followed suit. A few naughty children didn't like to recite poems, so they picked a small light yellow wild flower, ran towards her, plunged into her arms, and hugged her. Neck, put the little yellow flower on her hair, and when he left, he still didn't forget to kiss her face and drool.

Before the poem was finished, the bell rang for the end of get out of class. An adult walked by from a distance, holding a child in his arms. He got closer and stood in front of her. up.

Chen Ziran took the soft and milky dumpling from her hand, and the three walked home slowly together.

Lunch is very simple, two meat, one vegetable and one soup. Their little milk dumpling is growing up, and I specially made her a stewed egg with milk. She sat in her children's chair and ate happily, her mouth was full of egg crumbs, giggling laugh.

The family of three enjoyed a sweet meal. Her lover sat across from her and brought her some food. She did not forget to tell her that she had to go to class in the afternoon, so she had to eat more.

All of Chen Ziran's once unattainable wishes have now come true, becoming a teacher, having a family, and exactly what she wants, a partner who loves her, and a lovely child that belongs to them.She will watch her children grow up and her lover grow old.

Everything was perfect and seamless.

But why hasn't the hole in my heart been filled, and why is it still leaking?

Chen Ziran didn't know, she could only feel the pain in her body from a distance, she couldn't tell where it hurt, and it seemed that every bone in her body was hurting.

"Sister, sister...you wake up...I can't live without you..." Chen Ziran heard someone crying.

The cries are getting closer, but Chen Ziran's lover and lovely daughter are getting farther and farther away.

No, don't go, come back!Come back soon!

Chen Ziran stretched out his hand to grab it, only to realize that there was no lover or child, it was just a ball of bubbles, once he grabbed it, it would burst.

A tear fell from the corner of Chen Yuran's eyes, and he reluctantly opened his eyes from the beautiful illusion.

Her face was entangled by something, tense, and it was difficult to open her eyes. She felt that her throat was dry and smoky, and she wanted to open her mouth for water, but found that her mouth could not be opened, and her jaws were tied It seems to be entangled, and I can only move slightly, and it still hurts.

She couldn't see what she looked like, but felt pain as if her face was torn apart, not only the face, neck, shoulders, arms, chest... until the calf, she couldn't find a whole bone that didn't hurt, nor I can't feel a place where I can move without being entangled.

"elder sister!"

Chen Ziran heard someone shouting excitedly, that person's face appeared above her head, Chen Ziran recognized it for a while, and his mind went blank.

Chen Ziying looked at Chen Ziran's dull, non-moving eyeballs, she didn't care about being happy, she rang the call bell first, and called all the doctors and nurses to give Chen Ziran a further examination.

Chen Ziran has been in a coma for half a month.

In the past half a month, she was moved from the intensive care unit to the general ward. The doctor said that her physical condition was finally stable and her life was considered out of danger, but Chen Ziying appeared in front of her, but she didn't recognize her.

"The patient suffered a strong impact on the brain, and it is normal to be temporarily unconscious, and it will recover slowly."

The doctor's words reassured Chen Ziying.

During this half month, Chen Ziying and Gu Qiong took turns guarding Chen Ziran.

Chen Ziying's 3 yuan scholarship was like flowing water when she entered the hospital, and it was spent within a few days, and the follow-up medical expenses were all paid by Gu Qiong.

The responsibility for that traffic accident is also clear. The driver of the limousine drove drunk, went the wrong way, speeded, and ran a red light. The driver was found to be fully responsible. The driver was dead. Before coming down, she refused to pay a penny for compensation. Liang Roujie heard that it was worth it, so she stopped playing cards. She got entangled with a group of poker players and blocked the door of the local boss's company every day to make a fuss. They wanted compensation, which alarmed the police and the media. , once the conflict between her and the perpetrator's wife escalated, and she started fighting. Two middle-aged shrews and two gangs of rude social blind people beat their heads and blood, and they were tortured by the police and detained for fifteen days. , It has not been released yet, but it can be regarded as a little bit of a pause.

Gu Qiong entrusted the case to a reliable lawyer. Chen Ziying knew a little bit about her family background, and knew that the lawyer she found must be ten thousand times better than the lawyer she found in an outside law firm. She didn't refuse, and the case was handed over to The professional team went to do it, and I concentrated on taking care of my sister in the hospital.

Even though Chen Ziying didn't want to see Gu Qiong, she had to thank Gu Qiong for everything she had done these days. She also thought to herself that money is indeed omnipotent. At this moment, Chen Ziran had to give up treatment.

Chen Ziying also wanted to make money in the past, but at that time it was just to make money to give Chen Ziran a good life, and she didn't have a clear understanding. This was the first time that Chen Ziran clearly realized the importance of money and the importance of making money.

Chen Ziying thought to herself, money is not enough, but the more the better.

……

Chen Yuran's confusion didn't last for a few days, but for nearly a month. During this month, she recovered bit by bit. She was able to speak a few words, knew what she wanted, and gradually recognized people...

It wasn't until mid-August that Chen Ziran's consciousness gradually returned to the level before the car accident. He could speak clearly, and he could recognize who was who. The gash on his face no longer hurt, and the stitches were removed.

However, she couldn't get out of bed all the time, she had to rely on the nurses and Chen Ziying to take care of her food and drink, and Chen Ziran hadn't been able to look in the mirror, nor had she been able to see clearly how injured she was.

Everyone who came to her ward never mentioned her injury, only Chen Ziying said with a smile when she wiped her body every day: "Sister, don't worry, you are recovering very well, all the wounds have healed, and the bones have begun to grow well." , the doctor said that in another week, you can try to walk slowly."

Chen Ziran listened silently, without speaking or responding.

She knew the injury she had suffered. Her right arm still hurts even now when she moves it. It is so serious that it is estimated that the root cause of the disease will remain in her life. It is impossible for her to recover as before.

But in private, Chen Ziran tried it secretly. Her right hand is still feeling, she can make a fist, and she can do some dexterous movements. It is not completely broken, and hope rises in her heart.

As long as she can write, she can go to school if she can write, and she can be a teacher if she can go to school. Her dream can still be realized, and it will not be empty.

This is enough.

After going through this catastrophe from the gate of hell, Chen Ziran figured it out. It doesn't matter if she is loved or not. She still has ideals, beliefs, and she can live. This is the most important thing.

But Gu Qiong and Chen Ziying were always wandering in and out of the ward, reminding Chen Ziran all the time that she saw the two of them hugging on the day of the car accident.

They are so tacit, taking care of themselves in the ward together, one with the day and one with the night, and keeping a reasonable distance, acting like two acquaintances who have no friendship, they don't know that every detail of their interaction with each other falls into place. Chen Ziran's eyes were like needles, reminding Chen Ziran that the two of them are a pleasing couple. Gu Qiong liked Chen Ziying from the beginning to the end, and she was just a springboard, because it was convenient to get close to Chen Ziying Just used it.

Chen Qiran couldn't move, couldn't resist, and didn't want to speak, so she could only resist silently. She couldn't avoid Chen Ziying or Gu Qiong, so she could only pretend to be asleep most of the time, with her eyes closed and her heart pure.

People have a limited amount of time to sleep in a day. If you sleep too much during the day, you will not be able to sleep at night. At night, the wound hurts more, piercing into the bone crevice. Chen Ziran gritted his teeth and endured it. Those inadvertent eyes and small movements of Qiong and Chen Ziying became more and more ambiguous to the bone, piercing her eyes and heart. The pain in her chest couldn't even be relieved by chiseling. Affectionate, but also caring for fear that Chen Ziran would be stimulated and endure the sneaking without being discovered.

Chen Ziran thought about these things all night long, and opened his eyes until dawn.

Tears soaked the pillow and dried it up again.

Will Gu Qiong kiss Chen Ziying and call her baby?

Chen Ziran pulled the corners of her lips in a self-deprecating manner, how could it be, these are used to coax fools, such as Chen Ziran himself, a smart person like Chen Ziying, of course Gu Qiong can only treat her with sincerity.

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