The protagonist is blocked by me [Quick Transmigration]

I always remember that day, the first day I met him.

It was a gray day, and there was still light rain in the air.I don't remember if he cried, because he always kept his head down, but I thought, he must have cried.

At his father's funeral, he had no reason not to cry.

Although his father was not a good father.

After the funeral, I walked up to him with an umbrella, thinking that I would be able to protect him from the wind and rain as I do now for a long time to come.

I don't know why I thought that, but I just thought and did that at the time.

Maybe it's because his shadow standing in the wind is too thin.

I asked him.

Do you want to come with me now.

He looks up at me.Did not speak.Just the moment he looked up, I saw a tear-stained face.

Just as I had imagined.

He was silent for a long time.I have no interest in waiting.

It's just that when he turned around to leave, there was an extra slender and pale hand on the back of the suit.

Then naturally, there was an extra person on my co-pilot.

He was quiet, very quiet, even in the saddest of times.The journey back was not short, but he never said a word. He just closed his eyes and shed tears, and then wept and wept, but he couldn't shed them cleanly.

I never knew that a person can have so many tears.

I didn't want to do anything to him that night, but he tugged on my sleeve and said nothing to let me go. He hugged me with tears and kissed me indiscriminately.

Such a kiss is not considered enjoyment, but I unexpectedly did not refuse it.

I slowly kissed him back and kept telling him I was, I was, and I will always be.

Of course, at that time, it can't always be taken seriously.

Later, I thought about it over and over for a long time.

It turned out that it was his first and only time to take the initiative.

Afterwards, just like the first time I met him, he became as quiet as water, without waves anymore.

I did spoil him for a while.

At that time, I would go to him whenever I had free time, tease him tirelessly, and the happiest thing for me was to watch his calm face get a blush, and then push my body away and say he didn't want it anymore.

But the more he said no, the more I wanted it.

It's just that he is different from others after all.

He has been with me for three years, but he has never asked me for anything.The only thing he said he wanted was that he wanted to play tricks on the set.

I laughed at him at the time, saying that what he wanted to do was not good, but he wanted to be a trick.I said that I can let him play the leading role, and even tailor-made a script for him, making him an overnight hit, and he can do whatever he wants.

But he said no.He just wants to play tricks on the set.

This is of course inevitable for me.Besides, I doted on him so much at that time.

So for a long, long time later, he moved around in various studios, playing different roles and running different tricks.

But if you drink too much boiled water, you will always feel tasteless.

If I see too much of that poker face, I'll feel annoyed too.

I spend less and less time with him.

But I still can't forget him.

Sometimes when I wake up in the middle of the night, I will think of that face that never changes.

Then I was suddenly furious, and I suddenly wanted to know if that person really cared about me.I started taking different men and women back, in front of him, our room was so close, but I pretended that he didn't exist as if I had never seen him.

But no matter what I do.He is still so quiet.

In fact, I just want to see him cry and laugh and make a scene.

Because only in that way, can I truly feel his existence, and also truly feel the little bit of care he has for me.

I treat him differently after all, right?

I ask myself this question day after day.But he dared not answer seriously day by day.

So I gradually lost my mind.

Let him sit quietly in the dim candlelight.Then I thought to myself, it would be the same as him with me or without me.

I started to distance myself from him.

until.The day he left suddenly.

Then I experienced such a deep panic that I have never experienced in my life.I started looking for him all over the world, and finally found him on a certain set.

But at the same time, I heard the news that he was with someone else.

My panic turned into anger in an instant.

he's mine.

Without my permission, how could he leave, and how could he fall in love with others.

I started trying to get him back.

But later on I finally knew.

Some people, I can't get back no matter what.That's when the guy said that to me.

He said I lost from the beginning.

Because I treat Xia Tong as a pet.He regards Xia Tong as his lover.

I finally understand what Xia Tong has been afraid of all this time.Finally, he understood why Xia Tong liked flickering candles.

I finally understand why Xia Tong likes to play tricks and hang around in various studios.

He wants to interpret other people's lives.

Because as long as this is the case, he can hide himself very well.

so he.

hide in others.Say peace.

I'm still one step too late after all.