Affectionate father and son in the vast sea boat

Leader Zhan leaned back on the sofa silently. In the past 20 years, his son belongs to someone else, even though this person is his father.

For 20 years, I struggled desperately in hatred for 20 years. In the end, even the hatred seemed to have faded. In the end, I was caught in a dilemma. In the end, I realized that the one I couldn't let go was the child who I used as a tool for revenge. , there is no resentment, only regret, only... love!

It's all over, where it came from, and where it's going.After trying my best to go around in a big circle, I finally returned to the original point.It's just that he is not the only one who is going through a difficult journey.The child, almost shed his blood before he could be reborn.Let go, it's time to be satisfied, you can get your child's unconditional forgiveness, you have done nothing, you have done nothing!All you do is bring him harm, only endless fear, what he wants, you can't give, can't give!

Close your eyes, the sound of the clock "didi" is next to your ears, why, time goes so fast, 20 years have passed before I have time to make up for it, why, time goes so slowly, I just want to see him, 2 why not yet.

"Haner, Haner..."

He silently read his son's name in his heart, and the bursts of heartache made him wake up instead. Yes, Han Hai has been by his side for 20 years, but all he got was pain. Even if he wakes up and wants to make up for the child, so what?The damage has already been done, so what right do I have to feel sad about losing my son now?No, you don't even have the right to feel sorry for him!

In the past 20 years, Han Hai didn't know the truth, so he silently endured his own cruelty. In his eyes, it was always his fear of himself and his undisguised expectations.But the moment he knew the truth, the hope in his eyes turned into despair, gouging out his heart like a sharp knife.At that moment, I realized how scared I was.Fear of losing my son.Sometimes I think about it, whether my harshness towards Haner is because I want to feel less sorry for myself when Haner leaves, and make myself more ruthless.Let Han Hai's injuries remind him.This is the enemy's son, but he is even more afraid that Han Hai will leave him more resolutely because of every scar on his body.Contradictions, have you been on the verge of love and hate for the past 20 years?Did he already regard Han Hai as his own son a long time ago?It's just that I don't know it yet!

Now, Han Hai has forgiven himself, but he knows that he will never be able to replace Zhou Jin.The happiness in his eyes does not come from himself.Mother and child are connected, father and son are born by nature, really lost, and lost completely!

"Leader, the young master and Mr. Zhou have arrived!"

Hearing the transmission, Leader Zhan suddenly came back to his senses, and looked at the clock, it turned out that it was already time!

"Understood, let everyone stay away, and no one is allowed to approach the living room! I'll be right there!"

Zhan Hanhai and Zhou Jin were already sitting in the living room waiting, sitting on the sofa, Zhan Hanhai was both happy and anxious.I don't know if something unpredictable will happen after my father and foster father meet!Although his father did it unintentionally, it is also a fact that his adoptive father lost his wife. Originally, he was only worried about his adoptive father, but his father's expression that day made him uneasy, and he didn't know if his father was suspicious.Glancing at his father out of the corner of his eye, Zhan Hanhai heaved a sigh of relief.

"What's wrong?" Zhou Jin also noticed his son's small movements, and asked directly.

what?

"No, it's nothing!" Zhan Hanhai hurriedly turned his head to hide his rolling eyes.

"Hmm..." Zhou Jin stretched his face, but his tone was not as smelly as his face.

Zhan Hanhai also knew that his father was not really angry, and he could hide his thoughts from his father, but now he can rely on what he can, anyway, cheating death will not pay for life!

Showing an innocent smile: "Father, foster father is coming soon, please let me go, you won't teach me in front of foster father!"

"You, if you do something wrong, I will hit you right in front of the emperor! I am your father, and I don't need a reason to beat you!" Zhou Jin was happy, and his son would bargain with himself.After his son came back, there were more and more smiling faces. Now facing himself, he can cheat as much as he can, which is somewhat similar to that boy Yifei. Thinking of Yifei and thinking about his son, Zhou Jin is now thinking about how to make Yifei come back ...

"Mr. Zhou..." Leader Zhan interrupted the conversation between the father and son. He heard what he said just now. It turns out that this is the real Han Hai. He is also eager to get how much emotion Han Hai has hidden in front of him for so many years. I care about him, but how I treated him caused him to suffer alone at such a young age, swallowing even a word of intimacy under his glaring eyes. In the past 20 years, Han Hai never dared to speak in front of him. As a coincidence, even if he knew about his son's arrogance, it was probably to arouse his concern!Han'er's joys, sorrows, sorrows, and joys, I have never cared about them. Now that I see Zhou Jin and his son's ordinary words, can this also make me jealous to the point of madness?

Zhan Hanhai immediately stood up, "Father!" The smile remained the same, and the "Father" was called so kindly, which made Leader Zhan feel a little relieved.

"Han'er..."

The words came to his lips, but they were like fish stuck in his throat.Seeing Zhou Jin sitting on the sofa without saying a word, his gloomy face gave him more energy. Zhou Jin didn't just let Han'er come to see him!It seems that today is a tough battle!There is no danger in the hail of bullets, but it is still depressing.

Zhan Hanhai opened his mouth, wanting to say something.Zhou Jin stood up, turned around and met Leader Zhan's eyes.

Zhan Hanhai could really feel his father's anger, and at the same time feel his adoptive father's strange calmness.For a moment he only felt in a dilemma, he didn't know how to resolve this situation, he vaguely guessed the reason of his father's anger, but he didn't know what to do!

Zhan Hanhai lowered his head and silently endured the inexplicable depression. He didn't dare to breathe, for fear that he would be unable to support himself once he was relieved!

"Leader Zhan." Zhou Jin broke the silence at this moment, his tone was not as angry as Zhan Hanhai imagined, but very cold, Zhan Hanhai secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

Leader Zhan smiled slightly, "Mr. Zhou, please sit down, please forgive me for the poor hospitality, Han'er can sit too!" After speaking, Leader Zhan sat directly opposite Zhou Jin.

Zhan Hanhai hesitated for a while, then went to sit next to Zhou Jin, and took a look at Leader Zhan. Except for the faint smile of his adoptive father, he didn't feel anything unusual!

Leader Zhan, I already understand what happened back then. Mr. Zhou felt guilty for losing his beloved wife because of Zhou’s unintentional mistake. However, the deceased is already dead. Zhou Jin can’t give you back a wife. What will Mr. Zhan do? , I will accompany Zhou Jin to the end! "

"Dad!" Hearing Zhou Jin's obvious provocation, Zhan Hanhai gasped. He couldn't provoke his adoptive father at this time. If the two fought, his father would definitely not be his foster father's opponent. Will also be in a dilemma.

Seeing Han Hai's appearance, Leader Zhan knew what he was worried about and gave him a reassuring look.Since Zhou Jin didn't go around the corner, he was honest and unfair.

"Mr. Zhou, don't worry about it. Last time in Han'er's ward, I made it very clear that Zhanmou has let go of what happened back then, so I won't bother Mr. Zhou again! What's more, Han'er has to deal with this matter because of this matter." I have suffered too much, and any hatred should be resolved!"

"Oh?" Zhou Jin seemed very surprised, it's unimaginable for such a deep hatred to be revealed in such a stroke.

But Zhan Hanhai understands that his adoptive father is willing to let go of all the hatred for himself.Biting his lip, Zhan Hanhai tried his best to hold back the emotion in his heart. At this moment, he really forgave his adoptive father. No matter how cruel his adoptive father treated him, it doesn't matter anymore!

However, in the next second, his heart mentioned Lao Gao again.

"Mr. Zhan is relieved, and Zhou is very grateful. But Zhou Jin also said that if this matter is true, Zhou Jin will never let it go!" Zhou Jin glared at Mr. Zhan, as if the hatred in his heart was deeper than Mr. Zhan Some.

"Mr. Zhou, I lost my beloved wife that day, and I was heartbroken. It was indeed against the morals of the world to do this. It is only natural for Mr. Zhou to want justice for Han'er! It should be borne by a child!" Looking at Han Hai, his eyes were full of guilt!

"That's right, since Leader Zhan knows this truth well, why don't you get your hands on it? If you want revenge, just come at me. Han Hai is just a child, so innocent! Zhou can't imagine what kind of inhuman torture this child has suffered in the past 20 years." Dare to ask Leader Zhan, how many scars on Han Hai's body are thanks to Leader Zhan!" Now Zhou Jin is a tiger desperately protecting the child, wishing to swallow the person who hurt the child in one gulp!

"Dad, foster father didn't torture me, really, foster father treated me very well!" Zhan Hanhai was startled by Zhou Jin's anger, his aggressive demeanor made people admire him, he hurriedly opened his mouth to defend foster father, even though he knew It probably won't help!

Leader Zhan's heart ached, this silly boy! "Han'er, you don't need to defend your adoptive father. Your adoptive father will never forget what you did to you. Those punishments were applied to you. You hurt, and so does your adoptive father. You can forget it, and your adoptive father will never forget it!"

"Father, Han'er doesn't hurt! It's Han'er who did something wrong, and it's right for father to teach me." Zhan Hanhai didn't know what to say, he only felt that his foster father was deeply sorry for himself. .I felt very uncomfortable for a while!

Looking up at Zhou Jin, the heartache in Zhou Jin's eyes was beyond words.With a smile, he shook Zhou Jin's hand and said softly, "Dad, Han'er really doesn't hurt!"

How could he not understand his son's thoughts, but such a sensible son made his heart ache.He took his son into his arms.Gently rubbing his hair, he felt his son trembling slightly, did he remember the pain during the torture?Were those painful memories frightening him?But he still said it didn't hurt, he still called that person "foster father", he was still so sensible!

Zhan Hanhai leaned on Zhou Jin and said, "Dad, don't complain about me and my adoptive father anymore, okay? Without the strictness of my adoptive father, Han'er would not have achieved what I am today, and Han'er would not have known that there was What a wonderful thing it is for my father to love me. Although my adoptive father did something wrong, I also hated him. But when I look back, I want Haner to be my adoptive father because my father did not have the opportunity to have fun with his wife and children. The son who has been with his adoptive father for 20 years! This is God’s mercy to Han’er. After 20 years in Hanhai, he can get the love of his adoptive father and return to his father’s side. Han’er is very happy! So, Forgive foster father, okay?"

Zhou Jin was very reluctant at first for his son to intercede for the leader of Zhan, but his son really made him feel relieved. Such a loving and righteous son, let him give up his hatred, so why not!

Looking at the leader of Zhanmeng, he found that the helm of Dameng had tears in his eyes.Zhou Jin was a little moved. If a person knows how to shed tears, then there is nothing unforgivable.The vengeance of killing his wife and the leader of the alliance have all been put down, and he has only been separated from his son for 20 years.His son can forgive him, let alone himself!

"Han Hai, if your adoptive father can give up revenge for you, then dad can also give up hatred for you!"

Zhan Hanhai raised his head and looked at his father at the same level, Zhou Jin was very satisfied with his faint smile.The happiness of a son is the happiness of every parent!

"Leader Zhan, the heart of the world's parents, I don't want my son to be sad, so I choose to let go just like you! No matter what you did to Han Hai, since Han Hai has forgiven you, I have nothing to worry about! In fact, Han Hai said That's right, Zhou Jin should thank Master Zhan for raising such an excellent son for Zhou Jin, my wife A Tong can smile in the sky!"

Hearing his father mentioning his mother, Zhan Hanhai's heart ached. He blamed himself a bit, why he didn't come back sooner, maybe if he came back earlier, his mother wouldn't die!

"Dad, mom..."

Zhou Jin also knew that Zhan Hanhai would blame himself, but it wasn't his son's fault: "Let's go see your mother later!"

"Ok!"

"Han Hai, kowtow to your adoptive father in the past, after all, he raised you by himself!"

"Yes!"

Zhan Hanhai knelt in front of Leader Zhan, kowtowed three times, raised his head, his voice was a little choked: "Father, Hanhai doesn't hate you, father, Hanhai will always treat you as his own father!"

Leader Zhan turned his head, not daring to look into his son's eyes.

Zhan Hanhai took his adoptive father's hand, suppressed his tears, and said with a smile: "The foster father will not want Han'er!"

Now Leader Zhan couldn't bear it anymore, squatted down and took the child into his arms, "Why would the foster father not want you? The foster father just doesn't want you! Promise the foster father, you must be happy, be happy! Listen to your father If so, foster father will come to see you in the future!"

"Well, Han'er knows!"

Leader Zhan helped his son up, and said to Zhou Jin: "Mr. Zhou, Mr. Zhan made an agreement with you here. As long as Han'er is in Heji for a day, Dameng will not be against Heji. But Mr. Zhou, can you promise me one thing?" ?”

"Leader Zhan, please speak!"

"I hope that Hanhai's first child will be named Zhan with me. I wonder if Mr. Zhou will agree!"

Zhou Jin hesitated for a while, and said: "Okay, I promise, it was Zhou who caused Zhan Zhan to lose his wife and children, and Zhan Zhan's request is not too much for emotion and reason!"

"Thank you dad!" Zhan Hanhai sincerely thanked his father on behalf of his adoptive father.

"Han'er, it's enough for foster father to have a son like you in this life!"

"Father, father..."

Zhou Jin and Leader Zhan looked at each other, and there was no hatred in their eyes.

Cemetery

Zhan Hanhai followed Zhou Fu further to Ah Tong's tomb.In fact, before the father and son met, Zhan Hanhai accompanied Zhou in several times.But every time he can only place flowers in front of his mother's tomb, and look at his mother a few times when he puts fruits on the table. Once he was fascinated by watching, and Zhou Jin said a few words.Then he'd have to stay far away in the car until Mom and Dad finished talking and take him home.In fact, he really wanted to say that I also wanted to talk to my mother, but he couldn't!I remember when he came here for the first time, he just wanted to cry when he saw his mother on the tombstone and those eyes that were exactly the same as his own.But he was just a younger brother. Once when Zhou Jin was asleep, he secretly ran to see Ah Tong and knelt in front of the tomb by himself.That time he cried.When he knew the truth, he wanted to come back, but when he came back, he could only see a sad father.He and his mother are separated like this.

Now Zhou Jin took Zhan Hanhai, not the boss and the younger brother, but a father took his son to worship his wife, the son's mother.

It's almost there.In the distance, he saw a person kneeling in front of Ah Tong's grave, it was Yifei.

"Dad, it's Brother Fei!"

Hearing Zhan Hanhai's voice, Huo Yifei turned his head and saw the father and son.Overjoyed, he stood up and shouted, "Brother Jin!"

Zhou Jin felt warm in his heart: "Yifei, why are you here!"

Huo Yifei said: "Brother Jin, I have already left the Red Blood Society!" What?Zhou Jin was pleasantly surprised but still worried, would the red blood be easily let go?

Seeing the worry on Zhou Jin's face, Huo Yifei hurriedly said: "Brother Jin, I came back in a legitimate way. Brother Fu has already figured it out, and he has thought about it for me step by step. Back then, Brother Fu took care of the mahogany stick for me. I suffered, so strictly speaking, I am not a member of the Red Blood Society at all!"

Hearing this, both Zhou Jin and Zhan Hanhai breathed a sigh of relief.Zhou Jin looked at Yifei's smiling face, he really suffered for this child in the past few months, the two children in front of him have suffered so much for themselves!

Zhan Hanhai thought of it with Zhou Jin in a tacit understanding, "Dad, let my brother and I burn incense sticks for mom!"

Both Zhou Jin and Huo Yifei were taken aback by Zhan Hanhai's "brother", but immediately laughed again.Both of them were a little excited, but Huo Yifei couldn't help but shed tears.

Zhou Jin was very happy. Originally, he thought Yifei was his long-standing plan, but after meeting Han Hai, he was worried about his son's discomfort.Now it seems that I am worrying too much.My Zhou Jin's son should have such a bearing.

Seeing that Huo Yifei was only focused on crying, he couldn't help cursing: "Stinky boy, why don't you hurry up, why are you crying, being my Zhou Jin's son has wronged you!"

Huo Yifei laughed through his tears: "No, I'm just too happy! Brother Jin, I..."

Zhan Hanhai smiled and said, "Brother, what do you call my dad?"

Huo Yifei blushed: "Dad..."

Zhou Jin hugged and flew away, a loving smile came to the corner of his mouth.Patting Yifei on the back, "If you recognize your father, you must recognize your mother. Go, your mother can't wait to recognize you!"

"Ok!"

The two brothers knelt side by side on the ground, both joyful and sad.

"Mom, Xiaozhu is back!" Zhan Hanhai felt desolate, he never had his mother by his side, and when he came back, there was only her mother's cold tomb, how could he feel so miserable!A tear fell from the corner of his eye.

Huo Yifei was a little ashamed of Han Hai, and he should be partly responsible for his sister-in-law's death, so he gently tugged on the corner of La Hanhai's clothes. "sorry……"

"Needless to say I'm sorry, I know it's not my brother's fault, I have done as much for my dad as I have! Don't blame yourself, brother!"

"Yeah!" Yi Fei stared at Ah Tong's photo, "Don't worry, Mom, Han Hai and Dad will be taken care of by Xiao Fei!"

With these two sensible children, Zhou Jin still has nothing to be satisfied with.

"A Tong, the thing you couldn't let go of was your child. I swear, Zhou Jin will not let our two children suffer any harm if he lives one day. Don't worry!"

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Extra

July, full of enthusiasm, young guys always like to give themselves a passion in this weather, but now Zhan Hanhai is kneeling in his yard, begging his father for forgiveness.This is my home, here is my father, but now I can only kneel here and look at my father. I used to be so eager to come back, and I was so excited to be welcomed back by my father, but, father, why is it just a few months? At this time, do you really not want a son?

Dad, Han Hai really didn't mean to make you angry. If you are really angry, you can hit me and punish me, but just don't want me!Hanhai can endure everything, but it cannot live without your love!Dad... Dad... the scorching sun scorched the earth like fire, but there was no wind this afternoon, it was hot, so sweltering!Look up at the sky, a dark cloud is moving towards the city from a distance, it's going to rain, Dad, do you really have no pity for Han'er?Han'er didn't do it on purpose, Han'er just couldn't bear the heart of his father to be helpless... Do you want your son to be such a heartless person?

Zhou Jin stood in a place where his son couldn't see and watched quietly, didn't he feel distressed?No!It really hurts, this child never mentioned the past in front of me, when Lao Qi put everything bloody in front of him, at that moment, the heartache was so painful that he was about to suffocate, my son!Dad loves you so much!But why do you always use your kindness to make Dad hate that person even more!Mother's heart hurts from beating Zai'er, your mother is gone, doesn't it hurt dad?

"Come on, if you want it to rain today, the child has been punished enough, let him get up!" Ying Qi has always helped Huo Yifei mostly, but since Han Hai came back, she has been respectful and polite to herself, and is well-behaved. Sensible, Ying Qi really can't help but feel distressed, plus last time Zhou Jin asked him to find out what Zhan Hanhai liked before, it's funny to think about it, originally he just wanted to please Zhan Hanhai, but he didn't expect that it didn't matter, he found out With such a distressing past, Ying Qi naturally has no prejudice against Zhan Hanhai. After Zhou Jin knew about it, he felt more pity for Hanhai, but he didn't expect such a thing to happen, hey!After all, this kid is so kind!

A loud "boom" broke the sky, and a thunderstorm hit City H. The rain was quite heavy, and Zhou Jin couldn't help looking in the direction of his son... Zhan Hanhai knelt straight on the ground, and the rain soaked him, making him drenched His hair hangs down in front of his forehead, and water drips down his cheeks along his hair tip. He was sweating all over his body, but now he mixes with the rain, and some seeps into his eyes, which hurts so much. The salt water mixed with rain, that It tastes really bad!Zhan Hanhai closed his eyes, he was already dizzy from the sun exposure all afternoon, and his head hurt more and more from the heavy rain afterwards, and his vision became more and more blurred, but deep down he told himself that his father had not forgiven him yet. I, Dad, don't like cowardly children the least, I can do it, I can do it!

The stubborn figure of his son hurt his eyes, and he tilted his head, "Lao Qi, let him go, don't appear in front of my eyes!" He obviously wanted to let him in, so as not to get wet, but he said The words are so ruthless!

Ying Qike was furious, "Zhou Jin, are you human or not? That's your son, not mine. If it were me, I would have hugged my son and it hurts! I used to blame me for being cruel to your son, now let's see who is cruel. Who cares who's son, I'm not your microphone, Seventh!"

"Okay, I'll go by myself!"

The sound of footsteps in the water was always heard so clearly, Zhan Hanhai reluctantly opened his stinging eyes, the familiar figure made him ecstatic, his eyes immediately brightened, "Dad! You are finally willing to see Han'er!"

Zhou Jin didn't open an umbrella, even he himself ignored that he just came out just to make sure his son was okay!

"Dad, why didn't you open an umbrella, you'll get sick!"

Seeing his father not saying a word, Zhan Hanhai's heart was half cold, his trembling lips were tightly pressed together to cover up the purple, his face was so pale that he was afraid of others, Dad, you still haven't forgiven me, have you?

"Dad, Hanhai is wrong. If Dad refuses to forgive me, Hanhai can keep kneeling...Dad, don't get angry because of Hanhai, Hanhai can't bear it..." Zhan Hanhai's voice became weaker and weaker, and Zhou Jinka The words in his throat made him get up, but he couldn't come out, but he really wanted him to go, and he couldn't bear it. Now that his son's body really couldn't hold on, the words just now hit my heart like rain. Too big and the child will get sick... the child will get sick...

Zhan Hanhai took a knee step forward, and carefully tugged on Zhou Jin's cuff. Zhou Jin didn't let go of him, and he was relieved. Hugging Zhou Jin's leg, choked with sobs: "Dad... don't drive me away... Han'er really doesn't want to live alone anymore... It hurts to be punished in the execution room, because the foster father never hugged me. I, never give me medicine... Dad, please, don't do this, don't want me, I'm so afraid... This kind of torture hurts more than being punished..."

Zhou Jin couldn't bear it anymore, hugged his son's trembling body, tears welled up in his eyes!

"Dad..." Zhan Hanhai knew that his father always loved him, exhausted his last strength, and murmured, "Dad... Han'er...want to go home, want...to go back..."

As soon as Zhou Jin heard it, he knew that Zhan Hanhai couldn't take it anymore, and sure enough, Zhan Hanhai passed out in his arms, "Silly boy, how could Dad really not want you..."

Picking up his son, he walked into the house, and immediately saw Ying Qi sitting on the sofa with a proud face, "Hey! You are so kind and filial. Sure enough, I will never be able to bargain in front of my son..."

"Really?" Zhou Jin was embarrassed by Ying Qi's words, but he still bite the bullet and said: "Who said, I will deal with this kid sooner or later!"

He went upstairs to Zhan Hanhai's room, and did not forget to tell: "Go and call Willom for me, tell him to come over right away, and make me a bowl of ginger soup after the call!"

Ying Qi kicked the sofa angrily, "You fucking treat me like a microphone and a nanny!"

The author has something to say: it’s more convenient to put the episode here