[Danmei] You and I never meet

After hanging up the phone, I sat on the sofa, unable to arouse any interest in making lunch.

Unexpectedly, it was time to leave so soon.At this time, I finally thought about Zhang Zhang. If one day, Zhang Zhang finds out that I am missing, what will he do.It's not that I never thought about it before, but that I deliberately don't want to think about it.I always avoid it, thinking that this way I can avoid this problem, but when things are about to happen, I realize that I have to face this problem directly.

He would look for me everywhere.He will press Tao Zi and Lu Junwen.Maybe he will be sad for a while, he will be sad for a while, he will be frustrated for a while.But, I think, time is the medicine that heals everything. By his side, there are his sister, his mother, Shen Jieyu, and his good buddies. They will accompany him through this difficult time.

In the end, I will slowly fade away in his life and become a role that can be replaced by a name.

No matter how reluctant I am, I have to admit this and, hopefully, this.

I called Taozi and said, "I'm leaving."

Tao Zi didn't make a sound for a long time. After a long time, she asked, "Is it these few days?"

I said yes.

For another long time, she didn't speak.

I said: "My parents left me a house, and I will leave the keys with you. If you want to use it, you can use it."

She didn't speak, she was as silent as the depths of the ocean.

Looking at the warm winter sun outside the window, I smiled and said, "Taozi, nice to meet you."

She cried out on the phone, crying heartbreakingly, and I said, "I'm not dead yet, why are you crying so sadly now?"

I heard Lu Junwen's voice from the phone: "Taozi, what's the matter with you? What's the matter with you?"

Lu Junwen couldn't get out of bed, so he could only cry anxiously on the bed.

Listening to the voices of the two of them, I know that maybe even though my life is only seventeen years short, I have had a person I love deeply, I have had two good friends, and I have had a period of troubled times. In my youth, I had some heavy feelings, what else do I need, my life is rich enough.

I went to buy a chicken, a duck, a crucian carp, and a lot of vegetables.I cook every dish I know how to cook, stewed chicken with mushrooms, old duck soup, tofu crucian carp, sweet and sour pork ribs, vinegar cucumber, dry fried bamboo shoots... I was busy all afternoon, looking at the dazzling array of dishes on the table After 10 minutes, the charter will return home from the company.

I saw that there was a constant flow of traffic on the street outside the window.I saw that the street lights had been turned on under the dim yellow sky.I saw many couples with tired faces but happy eyes walking downstairs, leaning on each other.I see that the clouds in the sky are still clouds, and the rivers on the ground are still rivers.I saw that the stars were already standing behind the scenes at dusk waiting to play.I saw those past scenes flying past my eyes like white doves.

Finally the doorbell rang.