[Danmei] You and I never meet

Soon, this not short or long but the most difficult winter vacation in my life passed.School will start soon.A new round of war is about to break out. However, the charter still hasn't come back, even there is no news, the phone can't be contacted, and the mailbox has not been answered.It was as if he had disappeared from my life since then.But, I know, he will come back.I believe unswervingly, like believing in light, believing in heat, and believing in love.

The night before school started, I was packing my schoolbag and school uniform, when Tao Zi’s phone call came.

"Hello?" I sat cross-legged on the bed.

"Hello, Qiyang." Tao Zi's voice was soft, as if she was afraid of disturbing something, "School will start tomorrow, how are you preparing?"

I knew what she was going to ask, so I said frankly, "I'm fine, don't worry."

"Yeah." Her voice sounded really light, "I know, Qiyang is the best!"

I was disgusted by her pretending voice, and I didn't speak for a long time, "..."

She probably noticed it too, so she kept silent with me in embarrassment.

The silence lasted almost a minute before I finally broke it, "How are you and Lu Junwen?"

"He?" She didn't know that whenever she mentioned him, her voice would involuntarily carry a hint of anticipation, surprise, joy, and kindness at the end, full of love "He's still the same as before, he's as wooden as ever, and doesn't talk, but he's grown a little recently, getting taller and taller!"

"Hmm." I nodded subconsciously, and then realized that what I was facing was just a wall.So I smiled involuntarily. I don’t know if I don’t smile. When I smile, my mouth feels like it’s cracked. How long has it been since I smiled before making it protest to me with just a small smile?Dear, I'm sorry, these days have caused you to suffer, let you stay with me in this small room from early morning to evening like an ascetic monk, staring at a pile of books all day long.I put my hands on the corners of my mouth and said, "You guys are fine, so I'm relieved."

"Why are you saying such old-fashioned things all of a sudden?" Tao Zi muttered on the phone as if complaining.

Because I'm going to fight.peach.I said, "Is there? Why don't I think so? Haha!"

Hanging up the phone, I lay flat on the soft bed, thinking about it.

The next day, with my schoolbag on my back, my dad drove me to school.Because of the start of school, a series of procedures need to be completed. My father accompanied me to the class, and there was a long line of parents outside the classroom to pay the tuition.I looked from the window, and it turned out that the head teacher moved a table and placed it at the door of the classroom to facilitate collection of money.Parents are queuing up, but the students are standing in the corridor relaxedly, chatting in groups of three or five about interesting things about the winter vacation, and some even stealthily copy their homework.

The classmates in the class have always been half curious and half in awe of me.Therefore, I did not get closer to any classmate in the class.Except Qi Yang.However, Qi Yang is already in the past tense.

Soon it was Dad's turn, and the head teacher shouted enthusiastically: "Professor Xu, you bring the child to start school yourself!" That sunny face was completely different from the way he usually looked at me.