sunk into the earth

This article originally originated from the most famous big brick of Radiohead. When I listened to that album, I suddenly wanted to write such a story.

When I write about them, I always feel that Zhang Chen is like a shivering s with a broken feeling, and Cheng Sheng is like a radical shivering m. If I have to find a reason for this strong emotion, I think it should be that their characteristics are just right. Hook out the other party's suppressed desire and pure self.

The internal and external struggle dynamics of desire and repression are most evident in Zhang Chen.He has obviously been in an extremely depressive environment for a long time, but his inner emotions are so strong that the backlog is so extreme that he does not hesitate to beat himself and others with a steel rod.In my heart, he is a person with unlimited potential. This discovery comes from the fact that at the end of the first part, he dragged his blood-sold arm to touch the guitar. Poetry was born from the garbage dump. The suffering of life is not important to him at all. He needed something that floated in the air.

As for Cheng Sheng, he has figured out his inner logic by himself, and there is nothing to say. He hopes to use death as a way to break through his own dead end. With his character, he is sure to die. If what he meets is not Zhang Chen, Zhang Chen is a People who are good at solving real survival problems with virtual concepts.

Death is not the goal, but the way they solve the dead situation. Only when they truly experience the moment of death can they break through the dead situation and gain freedom.Freed only after death?Do they have to jump off the building?I can only say that this article is really not for everyone.But it doesn't matter to Zhang Cheng, they don't need to be understood, and they have been doing things that are not understood.The author blesses them and wishes them to be free forever.

The author says:

The dynamic imbalance of all desires and repressions is always waiting for an opportunity to get out of control, which will bring harm and unsolvable problems. This is indeed a dead end, but all disturbances are completely over at the moment of death.Back to basics, back to freedom.Thanks so much everyone for reading this story!