Second break up

Xiang Yuan was the only one who could come up with such a disturbing word.

Xiang Yuan recalled it for a while, but couldn’t remember the time, but only remembered this incident, he and Gu Cheng talked about how they would be when they got old, whether they supported each other for a walk, or whether one person was sick and the other took care of him, or there was already One is gone.

Speaking of the last two people are silent.

They also discussed who would die first in a serious manner, and each insisted on their own arguments, with reasons and evidence. Later, Xiang Yuan thought that they would be [-] tomorrow.

Xiang Yuan made a joke: "I'd rather change your diapers when I get old. I'm not willing to die if I don't."

Gu Cheng didn't speak at that time.

But he didn't know when it was embroidered on the handkerchief.

It seems that it was also in the past, Xiang Yuan saw a coil of thread in a drawer one year, but it disappeared soon, and he didn't take it to heart.

Why did they come to this point in the end?

Fu Rong sat next to him, picked up the orange on the table, weighed it a few times, and handed it to Xiang Yuan, "Honey, peel it for me."

Xiang Yuan was absent-minded, picked up a fruit knife and cut a few times, "Here you are."

Fu Rong: "...I want to be complete."

Xiang Yuan glanced at him, unmoved, "The cut body is sweeter, don't believe me, you can eat it?"

After hearing what he said, Fu Rong silently spit out the piece of orange he took a bite out of, threw the rest into the trash can, and said sincerely: "Please, next time, use a better analogy. The smell of blood."

Xiang Yuan twitched the corner of his mouth, as if he disliked his fragile mentality, and ate the remaining oranges in silence.

Fu Rong propped his chin and looked at him, "You can just look at this handkerchief for a long time?" He pointed to the handkerchief beside Xiang Yuan with his chin.

Xiang Yuan said, "This handkerchief is also very expensive to buy."

Fu Rong let out a long "oh", making it clear that he didn't believe his words.

After Xiang Yuan finished eating, he got up and washed his hands. After wiping it clean, he picked up the handkerchief, looked left and right, and finally put it in the suitcase.Fu Rong followed behind him, "I thought you were going to be hugged by the pillow every day to sleep."

Xiang Yuan was very helpless, "Are you in good health? You will run on me when you come back."

When Fu Rong was reminded by him, she seemed to really feel uncomfortable, and finally stopped being a little tail, and lay on the sofa with her belly in her arms.

Xiang Yuan put the suitcase away and stood there in a daze for a while.

For no reason, he thought of the cards and some small notes found in the bookshelf.

Gu Cheng is actually very good at drawing Q-version character pictures, which Xiang Yuan only knew when he saw the card.Each card has a Q version of Xiang Yuan drawn on it, along with what he did.

There is a painting of a person sleeping in class, with hair on the top of his head, and a drawing of saliva, with the words "you dare to sleep in my class".

There is also playing basketball, drawing the scene of jumping up and shooting, and the basketball hitting the head.

Slowly, the cards and notes recorded his preferences, accompanied by Gu Cheng's own complaints.

After they broke up for the first time, Gu Cheng drew himself, making a scissors hand with a blank face, and Xiang Yuan next to him was wiped away, leaving only a faint outline.It was a photo from before, and Xiang Yuan forced him to pose.

In the last one, they are leaning against each other, just like the embroidery on the handkerchief.No words, signed date, three years ago.

From the earliest high school days, to after work.But after work, I did not draw much, and then stopped abruptly.

Gu Cheng drew little by little the time they spent together, his pen tip outlined his care and feelings, but it was hidden in a place that no one could see.Only by digging out old things can we get a glimpse of the clues.It's just that it's all in the past.

In the early morning of that day, Xiang Yuan sat quietly in the study for two hours.

He soon went to his parents' grave and found another bouquet that did not belong to him and was exactly the same as the one he had sent.

The first time he took Gu Cheng to visit the tomb, Xiang Yuan took him to the flower shop and picked and matched them himself.They will be used exactly the same in the future, and the only one who knows is Gu Cheng.

He also didn't forget the anniversary of his parents' death, and even went by himself after him, but pretended to forget it.

Xiang Yuan was puzzled, but their relationship was already embarrassing, so it was a bit unnecessary to ask him about it.

After much deliberation, Xiang Yuan only thought that Gu Cheng was out of his mind.

After all, he couldn't be cruel to Gu Cheng.

Every time Xiang Yuan sees the photo given by Gu Cheng, he feels cold in his heart, as if reminding him not to be stupid, even if he has feelings, it doesn't necessarily mean that he can live together for a lifetime.

Seeing Gu Cheng in the hospital today, Xiang Yuan suddenly remembered that he had never accompanied Gu Cheng to the hospital, and Gu Cheng had never been ill in his memory... No, yes, when he knew, Gu Cheng had already been sick. alright.

Xiang Yuan sighed.

He used to think that he knew Gu Cheng very well, but for ten years he always thought it was his own wishful thinking, and because of this, he subconsciously ignored Gu Cheng's own thoughts.Because the reason for being together is too ridiculous, he subconsciously thinks that Gu Cheng will not really love him.

Xiang Yuan laughed at himself.

Now that I recall it in another way, I can see it more clearly.

Gu Cheng's indifference to him was because he had cooled down first, and the reason...Xiang Yuan couldn't even remember.

At this point, it is inexplicable that Gu Cheng is alone, and he himself cannot be slapped.

Xiang Yuan lit a cigarette, took a deep puff, and let it out slowly.

He leaned against the window sill and finished smoking half a pack of cigarettes, and he calmed down a lot.

Xiang Yuan pinched out his cigarette, stretched his waist, and said what to do, how could the past be cleared up, and the days to come live as he pleases, that's all right.

Except for the daily greeting text messages, Gu Cheng never appeared in front of Xiang Yuan again.

Fu Rong stayed for a week and said goodbye to him.Gu Changming also left, and Xiang Yuan returned to his life when he first came to Haicheng.

Xiang Yuan glanced at the text messages every now and then. It was a simple greeting text message without any ambiguity, and sometimes there were some jokes. The lines between the lines were in Gu Cheng's style, dry and boring.

Xiang Yuan read a few texts, and at the end of the text message, he would ask him if he was funny?

At first, Xiang Yuan replied honestly that it wasn't funny.

Later, I found out that Gu Cheng wrote it by himself, and he still praised the venue and replied, "I coughed out my lungs from laughing, so powerful hahahaha".

Then Gu Chenghui didn't send him text messages for a whole day.

One day Gu Cheng asked him: "What is our relationship now?"

Xiang Yuan pondered for a while, "Aren't you a teacher and a student? Teacher and student reunited after a long absence, Mr. Gu, you resigned as a teacher and went to drive a taxi. No wonder."

Gu Cheng heard him finish, "Then are we friends now?"

Xiang Yuan replied: "How is it possible, a teacher for one day and a father for the rest of his life, are you friends with your father?"

Gu Cheng: "..."

Xiang Yuan sneered, Gu Changming's character, in fact, father and son can really be friends.

Gu Cheng was silent, and Xiang Yuan said again: "The teacher in the past, the boss today, so impressed."

Before hanging up the phone, Gu Cheng said, "In a few days, my elder brother will die."

Xiang Yuan said, "I know." He originally planned to go back, after all, Gu Wenzhao treated him well during his lifetime.

He glanced out the window, green shoots were sprouting, and spring was here.