[Qiyan] can't escape

The day Kariya sneaked out was already the spring of the following year.

Kotomine Kirei was surprised by this matter.He carefully made the magic power in Kariya's body so small that it could only sustain life, so as to prevent the other party from being able to act independently.

——I won't let this person die; at least, before I get tired of it.

With such obscure and gloomy thoughts in mind, Kotomine Kirei imprisoned Kariya.

——The way that guy glared at him angrily but couldn't do anything but bicker was so pleasing.That kind of scene must be enjoyed by oneself alone.

When he opened the door and found that the dark room was empty, Kotomine Kirei was a little annoyed, and immediately after that, his lifeless heart was filled with great surprise.

——Although the staging of the script is always enjoyable, it is also fun to occasionally be unexpected.

With an evil yet pleasant smile on his lips, Kotomine Kirei walked out of the room and left the church with brisk steps.

He could only think of one place where Matou Kariya would go.

After confirming that Sakura Matou did not dare to resist, Zouken Matou left Fuyuki City to take care of the property of the Matou family.Matou Sakura, who gained a little freedom, made many friends in school.

These are the results obtained by Kotomine Kirei's secret investigation many times.And these were all used by him as bargaining chips in the deal with Kariya.Whenever that man took the initiative to please himself with a reluctant attitude, his heart, which was unmoved by most things, would beat wildly.

——Although the reason for what Matou Kariya did has nothing to do with him.

Thinking of this, Kotomine Kirei couldn't help but stop.

On the lawn not far ahead, a thin white-haired young man stood face to face with a little girl.

The endless torture suffered in the Matou family has completely numb Matou Sakura, and even forgot that the only person in the Matou family who treated her kindly.Facing Kariya who was trying to suppress her excitement and smiled lightly, her dazed little face showed a strange expression: "Who are you? Why, looking at me like that?"

Kotomine Kirei clearly saw Kariya's slender shoulders tremble suddenly.

"I am the one who wants you to be happy, Sakura." The left eye, which had been blind for a long time, was already cold and gray, and the right eye was also filled with sadness; despite this, Kariya answered the girl's question in a more gentle tone. question.

"You...know me, right?" The girl tilted her head and continued to ask, "Although I don't remember you, I am familiar with you."

Hearing that, Kariya's pale face had a gleam of hope: "We do know each other." He was a little anxious, "When you were at Tohsaka's house, I would see you every year. After you arrived at Matou's house ...and we see each other often."

As if not paying attention to Kariya's gradually sad tone, the girl tried hard to think: "Sorry, I only remember being Matou Sakura. However, there was someone who was very gentle to me in Matou's house. That person, Really tender. But, he's dead."

As if being pushed by someone, Kariya took a step back abruptly.

How would you describe that expression?Kirei stared fixedly at Kariya's face, thinking to himself.

Sad to the extreme, but in an instant it was filled with tranquil despair.The man who seemed about to cry a second ago, now withdrew all his sad emotions and smiled gently again.

"It's okay if you don't remember me. But," Kariya slowly bent down in front of Matou Sakura, and touched the girl's head, "Please be happy, Sakura."

"happiness?"

"Well. That is, to live a life free from sorrow and misfortune."

The girl thought for a while, and a smile of expectation appeared on her face: "In that case, I will definitely like it very much! Thank you for your blessing!"

Being watched by the girl with a smile, Kariya also showed a gratified expression.He seemed to want to say something, but Matou Sakura's friend ran over and pulled the girl away.

"The scar on that man's face is so scary, and his hair is so weird! He can't be a bad person, Sakura!"

Not paying attention to the words of the girl whom he met for the first time, Kariya put on his hat and took a deep breath.

——It's almost exhausted.Sure enough, the little magic power left to support him walking from the church is already the limit.

——Will my self, who lacks magic power, just die here?

——If that's the case, there's nothing wrong with it.I can only live by the priest and I am powerless to save Sakura. Fortunately, Sakura has new friends at school and is having a great time.

——I saw Sakura, and my tiniest wish has been fulfilled.It doesn't matter if this rotten body comes to an end in the next second.

The relieved smile on Kariya's face was captured by Kirei.

For some reason, an uncontrollable intense anxiety rose in the priest's heart.

It is clearly an extremely small ant, but it has a terrifyingly strong persistence.

He is clearly under his control, but he often behaves in unexpected ways.

The time spent with Kariya revived in his mind, and Kotomine Kirei suddenly noticed something.

Matou Kariya, never smiled at himself——

Of course, I just want to squeeze pleasure from the other party, and this kind of thing is not important at all.

But why, when Kariya smiled at Matou Sakura, when Kariya put aside the coldness and viciousness when facing him and smiled in relief, panic arose in his heart?

Kirei recovered from his thoughts, and found that Kariya was moving with difficulty, heading in a direction away from him.

Escaping from him was probably Matou Kariya's long-cherished wish.

It's just that I will never allow this kind of thing——

Quickly walking behind Kariya, Kirei quietly wrapped the thin body in front of him into his arms.His thin shoulders trembled at his own touch, and then remained stiff in alertness.

"Farewell to the girl you love so much, Kariya?" Kirei whispered in Kariya's ear as if intimately, but what he said were sharp words that were almost cursed, "You hated Tohsaka Tokiomi, hated Matou Zouken, but you never hated Matou Sakura, did you? But because of this girl who has nothing to do with you, you lost your peaceful life and turned into a half-dead monster. And she never even appreciated it I missed you. No, I completely forgot about you."

Yes, this extremely humble emotion that was not even understood by the person involved, but which made Kariya pay everything, was the source of Kotomine Kirei's confusion and interest.

Obviously he could hide away selfishly, and he could pull away; this thin and fragile man, but he was obsessed with getting himself covered in bruises, just to save the girl who had nothing to do with him.

If this is the "love" that normal people can experience, then this kind of emotion is too stupid.And Matou Kariya is so stupid that he is hopelessly stupid.

However, he was attracted by this incomprehensible love, attracted by this indestructible persistence, attracted by the small and tough soul of Kariya Matou.

The person in his arms didn't respond, as if he wanted to ignore him like he usually gets along with each other.But Kirei stubbornly tightened his arms, threatening Kariya with pain to answer.

His body, which had long been accustomed to pain and humiliation, would not feel sorry for Kirei's actions, but Kariya himself couldn't bear to hug a man tightly in public.He moved his shoulders: "Stop messing around, Father." He removed the sharpness of the past, and his voice was full of fatigue, "Don't you want to destroy me? Now, I can do what you want. I Sakura cannot be saved, and there is no point in continuing to exist."

Kotomine Kirei was taken aback, then pressed his lips together.Anger as thick as black mud rolled in his heart.

——how could it be meaningless?

——The meaning of your existence is to make me feel happy——

Completely ignoring the gazes of his surroundings, Kirei picked up the weak Kariya and strode away.

From the performance of the first script, it seems that the chaotic life born in the fog has changed.But right now, holding this man who made him feel deeply joyful in the palm of his hand, he deeply felt the feeling of being alive; before this, this kind of cognition had never been so clear.

Kariya Matou would not seek death - Kirei was extremely sure of this.As long as there is still a possibility to meet Matou Sakura, as long as there is a glimmer of hope to save him, Kariya will not die willingly.

This tough and fragile young man is just tired of playing in the dark.

It doesn't matter.He always has a way to make Kariya "come back to life".

The moment Kirei threw him on the bed, Kariya's indifferent face finally changed.

"It's impossible to run away from me, Kariya." Holding the hand that was pressing on his chest trying to push him away, Kirei said in an uncompromising tone.

The crazy eyes, as if born from the abyss of darkness, made Kariya close his eyes unbearably.

This guy, in the end...

[cannot be described here]

This body, which would have surrendered to Kotomine Kirei, must have broken down long ago.

However, even dragging this dilapidated body, I still want to live.

"I want to live..." Kariya felt a sharp pain in his sober mind.He shed tears unknowingly, "I haven't rescued Sakura yet...I want...to live with her..."

Kirei didn't answer right away.

After everything was over, Kariya calmed down and turned his head away.But the priest suddenly said, "Gilgamesh can rescue Sakura Matou."

Looking at Kirei suddenly, Kariya's remaining eyes widened to the limit.

"That is the oldest king in the world. It is easy for him to kill Matou Zouken and rescue Matou Sakura." Kirei stared at Kariya with dark eyes, "But, what do you want to exchange?"

exchange?Could it be that this lifeless priest also harbored certain expectations?

Kariya quietly looked back at Kirei.Kariya found an emotion called "panic" in the dark eyes that were staring at him.Although it was only an extremely small trace, it made him understand everything.

It turned out that this guy didn't want to die.

It turns out that people like me are also needed by others.

Kariya smiled slightly.Not understanding why the other party suddenly showed such a soft expression, Kirei frowned, staring at Kariya's face intently.

"Father, I will live by your side, in the way you expect. As long as you can save Sakura."

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