octopus don't cry

At this moment, I have many words to refute him.

But think about it or forget it, after all, the relationship between me and Qi Ji is already too complicated, many things are unclear, and I don't need others to judge what is right and what is wrong.

There is no right or wrong in this.

"I know, you will think that I don't understand the things between you, that's true." However, Qin Qian is very smart, "I don't want to stand on my brother's side to persuade you, in fact, my brother has always been very Afraid that I would speak ill of him."

He smiled, and there was no rush to excuse himself in his expression, which made people relax unconsciously, "It's just that from the perspective of me, an outsider, I always feel that you have only one ending."

I froze for a moment, looking at him in disbelief.

But he didn't continue, but changed the subject, "My brother, he will probably only love you in this life. But in fact, he is actually the most unsuitable person to be with. I grew up with him , He had a very bad life when he was young, and there were very few things he could get. So in terms of feelings..."

He smiled at me, his eyes seemed to gather sunlight, but he said without any hesitation, "He has been surrounded by suitors since he was a child, but his mind has never been on this, and he has few friends. Until he went to college, He finally has a senior who plays well."

He paused, "He must have never told you. That senior is now a teacher in school, and he is planning to marry a professor's daughter. His name is Shen Yi."

I was so shocked that I almost jumped up from the chair, and blurted out: "What did you say?"

I wanted to find a flaw on his face, but in fact, he had restrained his smile, and his always gentle face looked serious.My mind was confused, and I somehow remembered the small restaurant by the lake, and the coffee shop that I could see from the window...

And Qin Qian continued: "This may be ridiculous, maybe you won't believe it. But my brother once told me that when he saw the senior and you for the first time, he knew what love is."

"You know, in my brother's eyes, it's not just liking. In his heart, you represent a lot of very fresh and beautiful meanings. So much so that he couldn't believe it at the beginning, why did you break up with Shen Yi; I thought about it, trying to convince you."

"It's unbelievable, isn't it?" Qin Qian frowned at me, but his eyes were sad. "In my eyes, he has been serious and stern since he was a child. Who would have thought that he would have such thoughts."

"But what he can't accept the most is that he fell in love with you later."

-

I really want to refute him if I can.

But I know Qi Ji too well. I know his birth, his family, and even some of his past.In fact, I realized it when Qin Qian talked about Shen Yi, but when he finished speaking, I lost all strength, and my chest was stuffy, as if I was pressed by some huge and heavy thing, which made me Can't say a word.

When I spoke again, it was orange juice that was brought in.

"I didn't expect you to say these words to me." I managed to contain my emotions, "I can't thank you for saying these words, but I know what you mean."

I don't think I can stay here any longer, and I can't wait to leave, "Since you're done talking, I'll go out first."

"You don't understand." Qin Qian was a little embarrassed when I saw through his meaning, but now he was really anxious, and he stopped me, "Although it's not your fault, but if you... Cruel."

I walked out of the room and closed the door.

-

I know I'm not in the right mood, and Qi Ji can tell at a glance.

But I didn't have the heart to deal with him, "I'm going out for a walk."

In fact, I didn't go far, or even leave the building. I took the elevator directly to the top of the building. It's rare that no one came up from behind.

But I can't control that much anymore, I put my hands on the railing, gasping for breath, feeling the emotions in my chest coming out, I can't control it.

My head was blank, and a large area of ​​confusion appeared in front of my eyes, as if I had received too much information at once, and I couldn't bear it. My thinking was entangled, and even a little recollection of the previous words made my head dull.

too late.

I close my eyes suddenly.too late.

After an unknown amount of time, a voice rang out:

"Don't cry, okay?"

I trembled when I heard this voice, and said roughly for a long time: "What are you doing here?"

I can't face Qi Ji now, although I know Qin Qian won't talk too much, but...

However there was no reply.When I realized something was wrong, I hurriedly turned around, and he was already kneeling on the ground.Probably it was really too painful, he had just finished the operation, and it was in the stomach, so he usually felt pain when he got up.But now there is no one around, and I can't even imagine how he came up.

He wants to come to me by himself.

There was already a trace of blood in his abdomen, and I was so frightened that I didn't know what to say, so I hurriedly taught him, "...Are you sick? Who put you up here? I won't run away! You just last night Can you stop being so self-willed during the operation!" I knelt in front of him, not daring to touch his wound at all, my emotions were not calm at first, but when I was frightened by him, tears really flowed out.

He also wanted to show a smile.Cold sweat moistened his hair and stuck it to his forehead, while his slender fingers stubbornly rubbed against my cheek, wiping away the tears from my eyes.

I bit my lip and jumped up to call someone.

"Don't go." He grabbed my wrist, his face was pale, but the strength in his hand was astonishing, I was pulled by him and almost fell on him.I couldn't break free, and didn't dare to use force, so I could only stare at him with my eyes. After thinking about it, I softened up and discussed with him: "Let's go down first, okay? I promise you whatever you say, okay?"

"Not good." It was difficult for him to speak, but he didn't let go, "You will get angry later."

"You know I'm going to be angry!" I couldn't help raising my voice.

But he still wanted to comfort me beyond his limits, with a smile on his lips, "Don't worry, okay, it's okay, I can handle it myself. It's okay."

I almost didn't want to pay attention to him, but his eyes looked straight into my eyes, his eyes were like drops of water rolling on the leaves, it was rare for him to have such vivid emotions, and the words he said made it hard for me to resist.

He twitched the corner of his mouth weakly, but his voice was as steady as ever, "I don't want to be with me when I'm good, and I can't be cruel when I'm bad, right?"

I was stunned.

What he said was vague, but my expression turned cold instantly.

"What do you mean."

He pursed his lips, as if he was a little embarrassed, "Qin Qian told you everything. What do you mean by me?"

I couldn't help trembling, as if someone had stripped me of my skin, and the violence was in broad daylight, my whole body was full of weaknesses that I could handle.I opened my mouth, and growled almost gritted my teeth: "Yes, he told me everything... so you already knew, right? I used you to avoid the feelings of failure at the beginning, and then I became passionate... Now I can't let it go , and I keep rejecting you hypocritically, do you think I'm very cheap?"

I blinked and felt big tears leave my eyes, "Then let go, let go!"

I'm in so much pain, why am I so stupid, I didn't expect him to see my original purpose, but he just watched it coldly.Fate is so ridiculous, no wonder he doesn't believe it, no wonder he doesn't believe it... However, I know the reason for all of this, but I can't feel better in my heart. Sad emotions are like pervasive poisonous gas, eroding from the heart and lungs to the cells of the whole body bit by bit Go in and leave me out of breath.

"You, don't cry."

He looked at me in a daze, as if he didn't react.However, after a long while, he sighed softly again, but the corner of his mouth slowly outlined a smile mixed with a little surprise, helpless but tolerant.Obviously his lips are pale, but when he bends his eyes, his face is still so pretty, it makes me feel like there is light rain in the sky, dripping in my heart bit by bit, slowly swaying in circles circle of ripples.

"You..." He seemed to be sighing, but also seemed to be delighted because of something, "No one thinks you are cheap. You have to show me weakness, so you can understand? Then listen carefully, I will only say it once of: I like you."

He looked at me with a silly expression, as if he couldn't help laughing at last, his dark eyes were no longer emotionless, but full of smile and affection, he slowly took me into his arms, like Treating some priceless treasure; and because of the pain in the abdomen, my chin rested lightly on my shoulder.

"Listen, I love you."

-

He always does.

Only when the two of them reach this point, he will show such a gentle expression, such a bewitching smile, as if he is no longer that serious and cold person, his language, his wink, and even every strand of hair , It makes people want to try to widen their eyes to see clearly, but can't help but close their eyes, fearing that the heart is beating too fast, and it will pop out of the chest cavity with a "thump".

Such a difference made me always clearly realize that it is not that he is not gentle, but that the object of his tenderness will not be me.

But now I seem to be wrong.

The author has something to say:

In such an unobtrusive time, I am here to update the article again... Uh huh, I always feel that although I posted this chapter, there are still some things that have not been explained clearly... That's the way it is Da, the stupid author has limited writing skills, but he will never give up.By the way, molested a little cute Baishui _(:з」∠)_Thank you for your mine.The first in life (?ò?ó?)