octopus don't cry

27 love light

I must have asked myself similar questions back then.

I asked myself, what should Qi Ji do to like me?

But that's a thing of the past.

I dare not touch him casually, because he is very angry and wronged now.I was afraid that my comforting him would be counterproductive, so I had to change the subject, "I know many children, and every child lives differently from you, so how do you want to get along with Dad most?"

He stared at me, as if he couldn't turn his head because of a series of words I suddenly said.

So I slowed down my speech, "How do you want your father to treat you well?"

Unexpectedly, his eyes widened and his eye circles were red, but he wanted to refute me righteously: "You are wrong! Aunt Zhang told me that as long as he likes you, everything will be good to you So, it is obvious that there is no distinction between 'appearance'!"

I looked at him in surprise, for a long time, unable to speak.

Although he used some wrong words, he had already refuted me speechless, but he was not necessarily happy, but buried his head in the belly of the big whale, and I could only hear his crying intermittently.

I haven't recovered from the shock yet, hearing this voice again.

"...Dad, Dad doesn't like Mom...how could he treat me well..."

-

Too bad, I think.

I obviously hold the idea of ​​"enjoying being pursued", but now I want to make chicken soup for the soul for children, and comfort this little Douding "don't cry".

I think it's probably impossible for him to blur the past when he's said so far.

It must be owed in the previous life.

Qishen is still a child, so I don't intend to make a long speech, and I feel that I have no obligation to make a long speech.But I didn't want to take the usual path either. After all, Qi Shen was going to go to Qi Ji's world when he grew up. If he accepted too ordinary things, he would be eliminated easily.

I try to use his understanding to say: "Look, I will give you two fruits you like, grapes and apples, but you can only choose one. If you choose one, you will lose the other."

"Your father rarely sees you because he wants to make money outside, so that you can live in the best house, have the best teachers, and live the best life. Many children don't have such a life."

I don't think about whether it is good or bad to instill the concept of "money" in him. Qi Shen is not really an ordinary child.

And on the first day I returned to City B, I saw Qi Ji picking up his son in person, which shows that Qi Ji doesn't really care about him.It’s just that there are many things that need to be experienced by oneself. As an outsider, this is enough for me to say.

That's what my dad taught me at the beginning. I really live a more realistic life than ordinary people, and there's nothing wrong with that.

-

I picked Qi Shen up from the big whale and hugged him in my arms, I couldn't even sigh in my heart, I thought I really had a soft heart.

I patted his head, patted his back, and said slowly: "It's not that your father doesn't love you, he just loves you in a different way."

He raised his face stubbornly, "Really?"

I nodded.

But he didn't stop there, "Then why didn't you forgive Dad?"

"My dad likes you very much too, I can tell." He grabbed my clothes, as if he didn't want to admit it, "He likes you a little more than he likes me."

It is said that children's words, there is always a certain sentence that can directly hit the soul.

I think this is true.

But even children know that "like" and "like" are not distinguished by "appearance". I am 29 years old, how could I not understand.

Otherwise, it will not be gone, it will be five years.

However, I didn't refute him, I just wanted to make it vague, I patted his head, "Oh, yes, you are so amazing, I didn't even see it."

Qi Shen was taken aback by the sudden compliment, and then I briskly changed the topic.

His emotions were gradually appeased by me, and his vulnerable side was slowly put away.He didn't want to stay in my arms all the time, and he was too shy to move. When I realized it, I picked him up and put him back on the big white whale.

Sometimes raising a child can be like raising a cat.

I turned on the movie, got up and went to the kitchen to get some fruit and a glass of milk by the way.Qishen drank milk very early, because such a young child would easily wake up at night or wet the bed if he drank something before going to bed.So I usually give him a drink at 08:30, and then go to bed at 09:30.

Today is a bit special, he finished the movie at ten o'clock.

After sending Qi Shen to bed, I went down to watch TV alone.In fact, I usually have very little entertainment, either watching TV or playing with my mobile phone, but I have learned [-]% from that dead house of Lin Lin.I actually like chatting with people and reading books.But lately it has become increasingly difficult to calm down.

The hour hand pointed to twelve o'clock, and when I realized it, I realized that what I was thinking in my mind just now was whether Qi Ji would come back tonight.

Shaking my head, I found that my mind was full of his appearance these days, but the shadow of that year has faded instead.

I made a bitter face and twitched the corner of my mouth.

-

When I woke up the next morning, it was a sunny day.

Fortunately, I didn't go out to play today, otherwise I would definitely be sunburned to death, I lay on the bed and thought in a daze.

I wanted to turn over on the bed as usual, but suddenly found an extra arm around my waist.

I somehow held my breath, and slowly, turned around.

Qi Ji.

I have read many novels describing how a person falls asleep, and I have read many describing my current morning, but I don’t take it seriously, because I have tried it myself.In fact, when I wake up in the morning, my hair is messy and the quilt is rolled up like pickles, so there is no beauty.

But it turns out there are.

He slept soundly, and I could still smell a faint smell of alcohol. He hadn't moved much for about a night, so his crow-feather hair was quietly pinned behind his ears.His body was backlit, but I was too close to him, so I could see every eyelash clearly, long and curled.It is said that the skin is so white, it is "white as porcelain", but I suddenly feel that this description is too cold and hard. His skin is like snow, finely broken, so beautiful that it seems that a little temperature from the fingertips can make it easy. fade away.

I was a little taken aback, and I didn't even dare to look a little harder.

Although I kept building my heart before, I still couldn't help being happy at this moment.

But he never woke up.

I'm not really interested in touching his cheek with my fingers like in the novel.

But this world is so wonderful, and emotions are the most elusive and indescribable things in it.Obviously the two of them were still facing each other last night, refusing to budge an inch.However, it only takes such a morning, and there is a faint smell of alcohol in my nostrils, which does not smell like other perfumes, but I feel my heart soften instantly.

I feel that my heart seems to be a little more complete, something is slowly getting lighter, and maybe it will disappear completely in the near future.

I carefully took his hand away, withdrew from his arms, and ran to the bathroom to wash up.By the way, I checked the time, it was already 08:30, Qi Shen probably got up earlier than me.

He played all day yesterday, so there will be more classes scheduled today.

I ignored the person who was sleeping soundly on the bed, and went downstairs directly. I saw that Qi Shen had already finished his breakfast, and even his math teacher had arrived.The teacher had never met me, but he also thought that I was probably a guest in the villa.I wasn't in the mood for conversation, but just patted Qi Shen's head. He slept late last night, but he was in good spirits this morning, and he's completely calmed down. He's just a little embarrassed to see me.

I smiled at his math teacher and they went upstairs.And I sat down at the table and had breakfast.

The mood is suddenly rare and sunny.

-

I didn't see Qi Ji come down until I finished my breakfast.Because there is a teacher in the villa, I don't think it's good to watch TV on the sofa in my living room, so I decided to go upstairs to read a book.

When I was about to go upstairs with a plate of watermelon, the servant asked me to bring breakfast up.It seems that Qi Ji actually wants to save face, and he doesn't want outsiders to find out that his master wakes up later than anyone else.I didn't refuse either, and took the breakfast and put it directly in the study.After waiting for a while, I realized that someone hadn't appeared yet. I hesitated and went back to the bedroom.

I don't quite believe my eyes now, Qi Ji is still sleeping peacefully on the bed.

I walked over, intending to pat him on the shoulder.However, the moment my hand just touched him, he suddenly opened his eyes.

I raised my eyebrows in surprise, opened my mouth, but said nothing.

But he showed a pure smile, and his eyes did not have the sleepiness of just waking up.

He's smiling, and it doesn't seem like enough.

He said: "I just really want to ask you to wake me up."

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