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The Han Xuan in this memory is in junior high school, with excellent grades and a rebellious personality, the kind of child whose parents love and hate

Most children of this age like to use their grades to ask their parents for something, but Han Xuan is different. She never negotiates conditions with her parents, and she asks her parents to give something to her. Han Xuan is very disdainful of this.

Her grades have been stable in the top ten of the grade all year round, and she is second in the class. She has the capital of arrogance, but her arrogance is not aimed at classmates and teachers.

Only for parents, especially her mother.

Because of her good foundation, Han Xuan was quite relaxed in the review stage of the third year of junior high school. Although the school added evening self-study at night, it ended at [-] o'clock.

The other students went home after school and continued to do questions or memorize words, but Han Xuan did not, wandering the streets alone like a ghost.

Han Xuan is very satisfied with her grades. She doesn't want to put too much pressure on herself. Anyway, her grades are more than enough for the key class of Jiaoyang No. [-] Middle School.

But her mother was dissatisfied, "Why can't you be the first in the class?"

Before, her mother kept saying, "Why can't you get in the top five of the grade?" In the two mock exams, she stabilized her grade at the fourth in the grade, but her mother was still not satisfied.

"Why do you always let No.1 overwhelm you?"

Han Xuan couldn't understand it very much, why must he fight for the first place?She is evenly matched with No.1, which means she loses one or two points every time. She thinks she is doing well, and No.1 is under too much pressure.

But because of this, her mother has said countless times that she is worthless.

What, being second is useless?

Han Xuan didn't bother to talk about her thoughts with her menopausal mother. Anyway, in her opinion, no matter how fancy she said, she just had no fighting spirit.

Because this kind of thing quarreled too many times, Han Xuan didn't bother to talk to her mother, and went back late every night, and went to bed when she got back, not wanting to say a word to her.

But some things cannot be avoided with the hard work of one party, just like Han Xuan has tried her best to avoid being alone with her mother, but it cannot be avoided during lunch.

And her mother didn't know what to think, no matter how her father persuaded her, she had to take the entrance examination for the attached high school by herself.

Han Jieyuan himself doesn't have much feeling about the quality of his child's grades. Anyway, happiness is the most important thing. Besides, Han Xuan's grades have always been very good, and he is also a leader among his peers.

So he didn't understand why his wife was so obsessed with being number one.

Moreover, if Han Xuan wants to go to Scorching Sun No. [-] Middle School, she can just let her go, and the teaching staff of Scorching Sun No. [-] Middle School is not much worse than that of the attached middle school.

But her mother disagreed, "If you go to the attached high school, there is a [-]% chance that you will be recommended to a teacher's school. Let Han Xuan rush to be a teacher in the future."

Han Xuan's face changed when he heard this, and he put down his chopsticks heavily.

Just as he was about to say something, Han Jieyuan spoke first, "You arrange so much to do, the child is not too young, and has his own ideas, you just care about the food and drink, and don't worry about your studies."

Hearing this, Han Xuan's complexion improved a bit, but her mother's next words directly made Han Xuan not in the mood to eat anymore.

"I have already handed in the materials to her. This Saturday, she has to take the exam."

Han Xuan wanted to quarrel when he dropped the bowl, but finally endured it, slammed the door and left.

The admissions exam was originally just an exam for the attached middle school to select top students, but in recent years, more and more people took part in the exam, and the exam has already changed in the eyes of parents.

Only children who are good enough can take this exam, and only children who are better can be exempted from the exam. This is one of the important reasons why Han Xuan's mother signed her up.

Bai Lu, who had been watching silently, saw this and poked Shi Qi, "Hour Qi, did you take this exam?"

Shi Qi shook his head, "I don't want to, the teacher and my mother didn't force me either."

In this regard, Shi Qi is much better than Han Xuan, because Shi's mother is not in good health and rarely cares about Shi Qi, but gives Shi Qi a lot of autonomy.

Although Han Xuan didn't want to take the exam, the news that she signed up had already been spread by her mother. The teachers and classmates were all waiting for her good news. She really didn't want to let everyone down.

Han Xuan, who rushed the ducks to the shelves, performed well, and got forty in the exam. This is still in the case of missing one question.

Her mother was very satisfied with this, not because of the result, but because the teacher from the attached high school came to visit after the exam.

The teachers of the attached middle school came to recruit people in person. This kind of thing greatly satisfied the vanity of Han Xuan's mother.

But Han Xuan was very upset, she really didn't want to go to the middle school.

The attached middle school puts more emphasis on science, but she wants to study literature. The liberal arts in Jiaoyang No. [-] Middle School are better than those in the attached middle school.

But her mother disagreed a hundred times, "Those who study literature are those who can't study science and have no choice but to study literature. After studying science, there are many ways out."

Inevitably, the mother and daughter quarreled again, and Han Xuan felt that her mother was unreasonable, "Even if life is not good in the future, it is my own business. Since you are related to everything, then you can help me go to school. Help me work, and you will do everything for me in the future."

Han Xuan's mother was also so angry that she dropped the bowl in her hand that was going to serve the meal, which annoyed Han Jieyuan who had just returned home.

Compared with his wife, Han Jieyuan is very relaxed about Han Xuan's further education. When he learned of his wife's thoughts, he also disagreed very much, "She can study whatever she wants, and it is not easy to find a job after she graduates from any major."

Han Xuan's mother laughed back angrily, "She can do whatever she wants, and she can do everything she wants? Is it for myself that I have put so much effort into it? Isn't it for her own good."

Han Xuan didn't want to be here anymore, turned around and left, Han Jieyuan didn't know what to say, but still didn't move Han Xuan's mother.

In the end, Han Xuan went to the attached middle school and learned the truth.

The onlookers were very puzzled when they saw this. In these memories of Han Jieyuan, except for the cat, they were all biased towards Han Xuan. No matter how they looked at it, they felt that the related person should be Han Xuan's mother. How could it be Han Jieyuan?

In my memory, Han Xuan went to the attached middle school and was still in the key class. The class was full of top students. Han Xuan was not bad among them, but compared to the hard work of other students, Han Xuan was more careless and lazy.

The teacher noticed it, and reminded her several times gently that Han Xuan respected her teacher very much, but she still had resentment in her heart and still went her own way.

Fortunately, the results did not have much impact.

Except for chemistry and biology, the other subjects are in the top grades.

But chemistry and biology are also the top science subjects. In the first semester of high school, the teacher was a little anxious. He found Han Xuan's mother and discussed, "If you can't do it, just transfer the text. Han Xuan's liberal arts grades are all in the top three."

But no matter what the teacher said or how Han Jieyuan tried to persuade her, Han Xuan's mother insisted on letting Han Xuan learn literature.

The mother and daughter were so competitive. After the second year of high school was completely divided into arts and sciences, the science class no longer counted the scores of liberal arts, and Han Xuan's grades dropped from the top [-] in her age to just outside the top [-].

This completely angered Han Xuan's mother. Han Xuan, who was on vacation after the exam, was reading extracurricular books. Han Xuan's mother went into the bedroom, snatched the extracurricular books, and threw them on the table aside. What do you think, did you do it on purpose?"

Han Xuan lazily pulled out another book from under the pillow, and saw that the cover was "War and Peace".

"I just told you that high school metaplasia is difficult, and I can't learn it."

Han Xuan's mother was stung by her attitude, "I still don't know your ability, you did it on purpose."

Han Xuan kept flipping through the book, "Then you know everything, why are you asking me?"

"Either you let me forward the text, or just like this, let's see who has tossed whom."

Han Xuan's harsh words stunned Han Xuan's mother, and also shocked everyone watching, especially Han Jieyuan.

It turned out that when it came to Han Xuan's principled issues, she had always been so tough, but he was too busy at that time to notice.

He thought that Han Xuan had always been very obedient, but now that he was older, he had more ideas.

In the memory, Han Xuan's mother finally let go. Han Xuan transferred to the liberal arts class as she wished, and then she didn't deliberately suppress her grades. In the final exam of the second year of high school, she ranked second in her grade in total and first in liberal arts.

This memory ended here. Shi Qi looked at Han Jieyuan, "Do you think my cousin is tough now? My cousin has always been tough, but because she has always respected you, that's why she didn't treat you like this."

Han Jieyuan's face was blue, and he felt very frustrated. He hadn't even gotten to know his own daughter seriously.

She doesn't even know what her own daughter really looks like, and she is always self-righteous. No wonder Han Xuan suddenly became hysterical.

This memory is from last summer vacation.

At that time, Han Xuan was chasing a drama, because Han Xuan liked it very much, so she recommended it to her parents.

After going to university, the relationship between Han Xuan and her mother has eased a lot. In addition, the actors in the play are very attractive, and the plot is compact. Both mother and daughter like it very much.

But Han Jieyuan didn't look at it.

In fact, if you just don't watch it, it's okay, anyway, everyone has different tastes.

But Han Jieyuan felt that this TV series was very bad, "The plot arrangement is unreasonable, how could it be possible that he hasn't aged after more than ten years, and what kind of actors are these, I don't know any of them."

Han Xuan recommended it to her parents after learning that her parents liked it from the classmates who watched it together, but she didn't expect Han Jieyuan to be so disgusted.

Yes, disgusted, Han Jieyuan only watched 10 minutes, and complained about this drama for nothing.

Even when this episode was over, Han Jieyuan was still persistently asking Han Xuan for the third time, "You said you belonged to a family of cultivators, but why did people die?"

If it were someone else, Han Xuan would just say "I love you a lot or not", but the other party is her father, the father she has always respected.

She couldn't swear, and even when she explained it for the fourth time, she was already very sad.

It's not because Han Jieyuan vetoed this TV series, but because Han Jieyuan said, "I think you are very abnormal now."

Everyone watching was shocked when Han Jieyuan said this.

What kind of mood did Han Jieyuan say this sentence?

Han Jieyuan in the memory didn't see it, but Han Jieyuan who was on the sidelines saw it. After he finished saying this, Han Xuan's eyes were red, but he still restrained his voice from trembling and explained the plot to him.

But he doesn't like it. He wants to watch news, documentaries, and things he thinks are normal.

He didn't accept Han Xuan's Amway, and even stepped on the things Han Xuan liked into the mud, and crushed Han Xuan's hot heart together.

In the memory, Han Xuan and Han Jieyuan had a big fight. Han Jieyuan thought it was because of the TV series, and he was very impatient, "You show me less of this kind of TV series in the future."

I didn't listen to what Han Xuan said at all, "I just have different values ​​from yours, why am I abnormal?"

Han Jieyuan seems to have forgotten that there is a 20-year-old generation between him and Han Xuan, and it is not necessarily wrong for him not to appreciate it.

After Han Xuan finished arguing, she cried all night.

How sensible she is, she doesn't make a sound when she cries, and in order not to wet the pillow cover, she just leans against the wall and weeps, and the next day, her eyes are not swollen.

Except for herself, no one knew that she had suffered and cried all night.

The next day, he left the bedroom with the same expression, and then, when he was at home, he never watched that TV series again.

Han Jieyuan suddenly felt a little uncomfortable when he saw it.

Han Xuan is still ignorant?This quarrel, even the quarrel last night, was actually provoked by himself first.

But I felt it was Han Xuan's fault.

And slapped her.

The last memory is the quarrel last night.

Everyone is really curious now, what kind of mood did Han Xuan come into the plot world, what kind of mood is he thinking about his father's kindness to him.

The quarrel last night stemmed from Han Xuan's mother turning off Han Xuan's notebook.

Because of the boring holidays, Han Xuan watched episode after episode, but Han Xuan's mother felt that she was too idle, so she always talked about her and wanted her to help with some work.

After all, it's the Chinese New Year, and Han Xuan does a lot of work at home. Washing dishes and mopping the floor are all hers every day.

Han Xuan's mother sometimes needs a helping hand or something, and she also helps.

But all of this was based on a good discussion. Han Xuan's mother came over and pressed the shutdown button without saying a word, which really angered Han Xuan.

She and her parents have said not to touch her notebook and mobile phone, especially the notebook. It is very likely that she will do other things after half of her homework.

And her notebook is set to clear all background programs once it is turned off, and the homework itself will not be saved, and she has to rewrite it.

Although she didn't do her homework this time, she really couldn't understand why her mother turned off her computer after she had reminded her in advance.

But Han Jieyuan felt, "I haven't lost your homework and papers, why are you so angry?"

"This is not a matter of homework, it is a matter of principle. I said it beforehand, but it's not that I didn't say it."

Han Xuan was shaking with anger, but Han Jieyuan just sneered, "You still use your parents' money, and your parents will take care of you. What are the principles?"

"When you are financially independent and can take care of yourself, let's talk about principles."

Han Jieyuan's words were not only harsh in Han Xuan's ears, but also in the eyes of Shi Qi and the others.

In particular, he said it in a calm situation, which shows that this is his attitude towards Han Xuan's "principle issue".

Han Xuan was stunned for a moment when he heard this sentence. Han Jieyuan thought the matter was over, and heard Han Xuan smile, and then said in a trembling voice, "I always thought that you are different from other parents."

"I thought you understood me, but now it seems that you understand me better than my mother."

At least Han Xuan's mother is sitting on the sofa with a guilty look on her face, instead of forcing her to admit that it is her fault.

Han Jieyuan frowned and looked at Han Xuan who didn't know when she started to cry, and felt that she was very unreasonable, "Isn't it just a TV series, are you going crazy?"

"This is not about TV dramas. What I need is that after you agree, you can really respect me."

"What respect do you have? When you need your help to do something, wait until you finish watching the TV series and then come to help?"

"You are not me, how do you know that I will not pause, how do you know that I will not turn off the TV series?"

"Oh, don't I know you yet? It's harder than anything else to get you to do some work."

……

Han Xuan stopped talking, but shed tears more fiercely. Han Jieyuan was also a little angry at this time, and muttered "it's not about the TV series" and entered his bedroom.

Han Xuan cried for a while alone in the bedroom, feeling very bored, pulled the corners of her mouth, and wiped the tears on her face.

But at this time, Han Jieyuan came in again and said, "In the future, if I quarrel with my family because of the TV series, I will never end with you."

"Do you live with your family or with the TV show?"

Han Xuan exploded completely, standing up, she was only a few centimeters lower than Han Jieyuan, and she was not inferior in momentum.

But when she opened her mouth, Han Xuan cried, "This matter really has nothing to do with the TV series."

"Then what are you doing, it's Chinese New Year."

"I just want to get some due respect from you, am I wrong?"

Han Xuan's mother wanted to say something, but neither of the father and daughter gave her a chance. One sentence after another, Han Xuan was arguing hysterically, and Han Jieyuan was completely angry.

"You're not finished? If you insist on being right or wrong, why don't you let me judge the case for you on the spot?"

After shouting for a long time, Han Xuan's voice was a little hoarse, she coughed, and calmed down a little, "Then I deserve to be scolded, do I deserve to be denied?"

"I haven't been obedient enough since I was a child? But why I do everything wrong, and you don't understand what I do."

"Why do you always feel that what you do must be right!"

Han Xuan was already crying and began to tremble, a little unsteady, but she still controlled herself not to say too much, after all, it was her father.

But Han Jieyuan is different from her, he feels very embarrassed now, and said all kinds of ugly things, "After raising it for more than 20 years, how can I raise such a thing!"

The disappointment in her tone stung Han Xuan, and she looked at her father whom she respected very much in disbelief.

"If you don't give me a break, get out of here."

Han Xuan fell down on the bed, unable to recover from Han Jieyuan's "something" for a long time.

When she finally digested that sentence, she couldn't help it anymore, and burst into tears.

Han Jieyuan was most annoying when the child cried. From a young age, Han Xuan only knew that if she cried, her father would not like it, so she would not cry when she felt uncomfortable.

When she grows up and knows that crying children have candy, she is no longer used to crying.

But today she really wanted to cry a lot.

What else is more hurtful than the negation from the elders I have always respected and loved?

She didn't want to quarrel with Han Jieyuan anymore. If the quarrel continued, both parties would be hurt. She just cried and wanted to vent the pain and grievance that had been suppressed in her heart all these years.

But Han Jieyuan didn't even give her this chance. He didn't like children crying, and thought it was a trick for the weak.

He still doesn't let the young Han Xuan cry, and Han Xuan who is in her 20s is even more forbidden to cry in his eyes.

But he forgot that Han Xuan is a girl, and she has the right to be weak.

Distraught by the crying, Han Jieyuan grabbed Han Xuan by the collar and lifted her up, then dragged her into the living room, and threw her in the hallway, "Go away."

Han Xuan's crying became quieter, she looked at the doorknob, then at Han Jieyuan, who was full of anger, and her mother who didn't know what the expression was, and turned the doorknob.

But before Han Xuan took a step forward, Han Jieyuan rushed over and grabbed her neck, "You really dare to embarrass me by going out, don't you?"

Han Jieyuan's strength was very strong, and Han Xuan's face was flushed from being pinched, but she just held her breath and did not speak, and was thrown on the living room floor by Han Jieyuan.

"It's you who let me go, and you who don't let me go. What do you want!"

Han Xuan got up from the ground, and didn't care if Han Jieyuan was about to explode now, she felt too much pain in her heart, and she didn't want to bear it anymore.

"As parents, is it so difficult to admit a mistake?"

Before Han Xuan finished speaking, Han Jieyuan slapped her on the face.

Han Xuan's mother came up crying and pulled Han Jieyuan away, but Han Xuan didn't cry, her eyes were fixed on Han Jieyuan who was yelling.

"It's your turn to take care of me? I should have fucking strangled you back then, raising a bastard."

"You can strangle me now," Han Xuan wiped her face fiercely, her tone was unprecedentedly indifferent, "It's not a big deal to stay in prison for more than ten years."

With a "slap", Han Jieyuan slapped Han Xuan again, after this slap, half of Han Xuan's face could not be seen at all, but she actually laughed.

"You can fight, you can fight as much as you can to relieve your anger. Anyway, I am just a plaything you have raised for more than 20 years."

Han Xuan's mother hugged Han Xuan to avoid Han Jieyuan's slap, and cried to persuade Han Xuan, "Stop it, stop it."

Han Xuan, who was pushed back to the bedroom by her mother, always had a faint smile on her face, but tears were shedding one by one from those smiling eyes.

Han Jieyuan in the living room was still cursing something, but Shi Qi and the others could no longer hear him.

Memories are completely over.

The scene is still in the living room of Han Xuan's house, but everyone is just silent.

As a bystander, Han Jieyuan reviewed the entire quarrel process, saw Han Xuan's grief and distress, and realized that he was not a thing anymore.

Xu Yao and Bai Lu were still supporting Shi Qi, Shi Qi glanced at Han Jieyuan lightly, she didn't want to say anything to him now.

Han Xuan's bedroom door was open, Shi Qi signaled Xu Yao and Bai Lu to let go, and went in by himself.

There is no hint in this plot world. After reading so many memories, Shi Qi also felt that there was no need to look for any clues. She entered Han Xuan's bedroom. Han Xuan was sitting on the ground with a big box in front of her.

The big box she used to store her toys in.

When seeing Shi Qi, Han Xuan smiled, "Xiao Qi, why are you here?"

As he spoke, he handed Shi Qi a blue fat man, and Shi Qi took it, looking at Han Xuan whose face was still swollen, "Cousin, let's go back."

Han Xuan seemed to be taken aback for a moment, then subconsciously touched her swollen left cheek, "I won't go back."

"for…"

"I'm such an asshole, I'm so angry with my dad, I don't have the face to go back and see him."

Hearing Han Xuan's words, Shi Qi was stunned, and Han Jieyuan, who was standing at the door of the bedroom, was also stunned.

Han Xuan continued, "You don't know, my dad was so angry with me this time, you see, if he wasn't so angry, he would never hit me."

Han Jieyuan couldn't hold back at all. He actually said that his daughter was not good, and how he raised such a thing.

Obviously he is not a thing.

His daughter was beaten by him, but he is still defending himself, and he is still finding reasons for beating her.