Chuanshan

Yan Lan led Su Xing into the tea room and locked the door.

Su Xing: "Captain Yan, I'm really scared of you like this."

"No kidding, I have something to tell you."

Seeing Yan Lan's serious look, Su Xing subconsciously straightened his back.Yan Lan took out her mobile phone and said while typing, "What you said in the meeting today was very unprofessional."

Su Xing was taken aback for a moment, but saw the words on the screen of Yan Lan's phone read [Check if you have a bug]

Su Xing immediately began to rummage through the pockets of his police uniform, and said while rummaging: "Captain Yan, I'm a forensic doctor, can you tell whether I'm professional or not?"

Yan Lan helped him look through his collar and back, and continued, "What do you mean the deceased suddenly became addicted and gave himself an injection? What's your wording?"

Su Xing continued to rummage through himself: "I'm speaking human words. If I say that the deceased urgently needs exogenous morphines to ensure the normal physiological activities of the body because of the suppression of the secretion of morphine-like substances, do you understand? "

"I don't understand. But I really want to hear you say that."

"what?"

"I thought it was fun when you used technical terms to insult me ​​just now." Yan Lan leaned on the bar and said, "There is no bug."

Su Xing breathed a sigh of relief and asked, "What's the situation?"

Yan Lan lowered her voice: "I suspect that the car following us today is targeting you."

"I?"

Yan Lan poured a glass of water for Su Xing: "That car has been following us since the cemetery, do you remember when you arrived at the cemetery?"

Su Xing replied, "Around quarter past eight."

"I arrived at [-]:[-]." Yan Lan said, "At that time, there were only a few cars in the cemetery, and there was no silver-gray Passat among them. It has been monitored, and when the monitoring arrives, we will know whether his target is you."

Su Xing asked suspiciously, "Why did you follow me?"

Yan Lan hesitated for a moment, then said, "You may not be clear about some things. But no matter what, I hope you promise me three things."

Su Xing nodded.

"First, don't get in touch with Lu Huizi for the time being. This is not a joke. I have my reasons for saying this, so just do it."

"it is good."

"Second, keep your phone turned on 24 hours a day, and call me immediately if you need anything, and don't lose contact."

"it is good."

"Third, don't tell your master for now, I'm not sure if I'm thinking too much now, don't make him worry."

"clear."

"Okay." Yan Lan opened the door of the tea room, "You can get off work now."

Five minutes later, Su Xing knocked on the door of Yan Lan's office. Seeing that he had changed into casual clothes, Yan Lan joked with a smile, "What's wrong? I think my car is comfortable and you want me to take you home? Not today, I will There is something else."

"Team Yan, I have to work overtime today." Su Xing said as he took out something and handed it to Yan Lan.

Yan Lan immediately stood up, wrapped the small bug in a tissue, and continued: "You have to wear a police uniform even if you work overtime, go and change back!"

While speaking, he quickly wrote "Joe" on the paper.

"Alright Team Yan, I'll change it right away." Su Xing opened the door and ran out to call Qiao Chen in.

Yan Lan handed the paper bag to Qiao Chen, pointed to her ear, then pointed to Su Xing, and then pointed upwards.

Qiao Chen immediately understood, and immediately sent the things to the technical detective on the fourth floor.

Yan Lan took Su Xing into his car, he switched on the car, and after 2 minutes of silence, he finally cursed: "F*ck!"

"sorry."

Yan Lan comforted: "I'm not scolding you, this matter has nothing to do with you. I have a jammer in my car, even if you have a bug on your body, it's okay."

Su Xing was silent.

Yan Lan asked, "Do you know who you provoked?"

Su Xing wanted to cry but had no tears: "I just pissed you off."

"Who has touched your clothes?"

"I changed into new clothes today. I went out to pick up Lu Huizi in the morning, then went to the cemetery, and then met you. When I arrived at the scene, I changed into a police uniform. I just changed back after getting off work."

"It may be Lu Huizi, or it may be someone I met in the cemetery."

Su Xing thought for a while and said, "It's unlikely to be Lu Huizi. Today, the closest distance between me and her is more than 50 centimeters, and if there is something in this pocket, I will definitely find it when I pick up the phone in the cemetery."

Yan Lan: "When did you take out your mobile phone? Has anyone hit you in the cemetery? Or has anyone walked next to you?"

"I kept holding Brother Rui's phone in my hand after I answered it. I was too anxious to pay attention when I was walking towards the parking lot. I should have passed by many people. After that, I never put the phone back, and then I changed my clothes when I arrived at the scene. My clothes were put in the trunk of Brother Rui’s survey car. He drove back with Sister Huan. He probably didn’t say anything about the case. After that, we locked them in our locker room. There's no one talking in the locker room over there."

Yan Lan breathed a sigh of relief, and said, "No matter when the bug was put in, the content of our meeting was not heard, just the short conversation between the two of us in the cemetery, after you get off the car at the scene, before you change your clothes, And there are those few words when you entered my office just now."

Su Xing nodded: "Yes, the situation of the case should not be known. So what should we do now?"

"I'll take you home." Yan Lan said, "The technical detectives should cut off your bug. If their target is really you, it's too dangerous for you to take the subway home. Isn't your car on the way?" Is Lu Huizi there? I'll find someone to drive your car back, and install a jammer for you by the way. I'll get you a pass tomorrow, and you can drive it when the number is limited."

Halfway through the car, Su Xing took out a cigarette from the storage box and handed it to Yan Lan, saying, "You smoke it, I think you are about to suffocate to death."

"You don't die if you don't smoke, but you die from asthma."

Su Xing shook his head: "I'm really not that delicate."

Yan Lan snorted lightly, and said, "Then why did you do that day? The smell of cigarettes on your clothes can make you sick?"

"I was wheezing after throwing up at noon that day. In fact, I was not angry. I just ran back to the house to get the medicine because I thought I was going to get sick. But I got sick before I got the medicine."

Yan Lan shook her head helplessly: "You're panting like that and still have the mind to make up lies to lie to me, you really did it."

Su Xing explained: "Because I had a fever all afternoon, the situation was aggravated. I was afraid that you would blame yourself too much."

"Afraid that I will blame myself?" Yan Lan said with a smile, "Did you just——"

"ThemaskIwearisone..." Su Xing's cell phone rang, he glanced at the screen, and said, "Captain Yan, it's Lu Huizi's call."

"Do you need me to back off? I can park."

"No, I'm asking if I can pick it up?"

Yan Lan smiled: "Go ahead, I haven't restricted your freedom."

Su Xing opened the phone, and Lu Huizi's smart voice came from the receiver: "Su Xing! Are you off work yet?! Just now someone with a police officer certificate said to drive for you. I called you and you didn't answer, you Are you okay?"

Su Xing: "Well, I asked my colleague to drive the car."

"You haven't got off work yet? Your leader who can't laugh is forcing you to work overtime again, isn't it?"

"No, I have something to do here, and I'll be off work in a while." Su Xing glanced at Yan Lan awkwardly, and switched the receiver of the phone to the side away from Yan Lan.

"When are you coming to my house for dinner? If you don't come, I have to go out with Zhao Zhiqi again this week."

"I have a case here, and I can't do it for a while, so I'm sorry to my uncle." Su Xing continued, "Also, if you don't want to be with Zhao Zhiqi, don't force yourself, and find someone who has been in love with you Days, some things are not so simple to do."

"Don't keep educating me, you are in the police..."

"I still have something to do, hang up."

Yan Lan keenly sensed that there was a secret between Su Xing and Lu Huizi, and this secret, Su Xing probably didn't want to tell herself.

Su Xing: "Captain Yan, did you hear that? Lu Huizi and I..."

"Huh? What?" Yan Lan pretended to be stupid, "I was thinking about the case just now, sorry."

Su Xing looked at Yan Lan and said in a low voice after a while, "Thank you."

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Yan Lan changed the subject directly, "By the way, the reason I dragged you into the tea room is because there is no surveillance there, and there are too many people in the locker room and bathroom during off-duty hours, so it's inconvenient to talk."

Su Xing: "What I said in the tea room today is all impromptu, but it's just a matter of brain, you don't mind, Team Yan."

Yan Lan said indifferently: "That is the real reaction. Su Xing, you promised me to be yourself in front of me."

"Aren't you afraid of pain, Captain Yan?"

"What do you mean?"

"In fact, I have thorns all over my body. Anyone who gets close will be stabbed. You are right, that is my real reaction. If you can't accept it, we can still be the same as before."

"Did I say that I can't accept it?" Yan Lan sighed softly, "Su Xing, this is the second time you pushed me away today. During lunch at noon, your hormone theory that was logically disconnected was taken back by me. Now that anyone who gets close will be stabbed by you, what exactly do you want to say?"

"I... Captain Yan, I don't deserve you to treat me like this."

Yan Lan was silent for a while, raised his hand to turn off the radio in the car, and then said in a gentle tone that Su Xing had never heard before: "Emotional matters are two-way, and they are equal, whether you choose to accept or reject , I won’t force you to do anything. But I want you to remember that no one is unworthy. You can reject me for any reason, even if it’s just a sentence that you don’t like me, but don’t say you are unworthy .Once you say this, you put yourself in a very humble position. I say it harshly, like the goods on the shelf, whether it is worth being picked home by me. This is wrong, Su Xing , you shouldn't have this kind of thought. Not only to me, but also don't say that to others in the future. "

"..." Su Xing murmured, "No one has ever told me this before."

"I have it now." Yan Lan handed the water bottle to Su Xing, "Twist it out for me, tell me I'm thirsty."

Su Xing quickly unscrewed the bottle cap for him.Yan Lan took a sip of water and continued, "Now is your non-working time. There are only the two of us in the car, and no one will eavesdrop. What methods and rhetoric are you planning? Say it all at once. It's okay to be idle. I'm idle, after thinking about the case for a day, we both changed our minds and thought about something else."

Holding the water bottle in his hand, Su Xing seemed to have made up his mind and said: "After the level of dopamine decreases, things that you think don't matter now will become a huge gap. You can accommodate me now and not smoke, and then you will question me Why can't you let you smoke. You think it's funny for me to tease you like this, but then you will think that I have a bad attitude and a bad temper, and I can't speak well. People always have the habit of keeping the ugliest and most violent side of themselves For those who are close, most of the relationship will be a mess in the end, so it is better to keep the previous state than this, which is good for everyone.”

"Not good." Yan Lan said, "It's okay to scare your peers with your rhetoric, but it's useless against me. I know what you are afraid of. When you came back from the scene today, you breathed a sigh of relief before changing cars. But after changing the car, you know that I not only have money in my family, but also have a political background, and you start to be afraid again. You are thinking about my family background, my status, and what to do if you really can’t get together in the future In the end, you think too much. Take a step back, don’t say that we are just ordinary colleagues now, even if we are really together and separated, it’s just a matter between me and you, and has nothing to do with my family .You presuppose so many rules, think of many messy and irrelevant things, but forget the most important point.”

Yan Lan paused before continuing: "The most important thing is how you feel when you know nothing about my background."

Su Xing didn't answer Yan Lan, but turned his head and looked out of the window. After a long time, he said, "Team Yan, I can see that you grew up surrounded by love, even though you have been working in criminal investigation for so many years, seeing you You have experienced many vicious criminals, encountered the darkness of human nature, or began to weigh people's hearts as time went on, and became a bit slick and sophisticated, but you still believe in good things from the bottom of your heart, and everything is good at first glance. But I’m different. I’ve been surrounded by malice since I was a child. For a long time, even now, my first reaction when I see people is how he intends to hurt me. I know this kind of The idea is wrong. I have tried my best to be a normal person like you, but some things are like imprints that cannot be washed away for a lifetime. Those dark sides of my character still come out from time to time. .”

"you……"

"When I was in junior high school, because others scolded me as an unwanted wild child, I opened them up with a brick. That was the first and only time I beat someone. Because it was others who scolded me first, and I After seeing Master and Mistress, I started to cry loudly, crying that they bullied me, and embellished all the words they scolded me, so everyone thought I was being pushed. In the end, the parents of the other party confronted me I beat my child violently and apologized to me. But in fact, they didn't know that the moment I picked up the brick, I thought I was going to kill him. This is not a normal The thoughts that a junior high school student with the ability to distinguish between right and wrong should have, and since then I have realized that I am different from others." Su Xing laughed at himself, "Team Yan, I actually don't know who is the real me, I I don’t know if it’s me that kid who tried to beat people to death, or this one who is holding a scalpel and delivering justice. I don’t know whether it’s me who is gentle with others, or it’s me who speaks sharply.”

Yan Lan stopped the car and asked, "Have you finished? Is there anything else you want to say?"

Su Xing lowered his head and took a long breath: "No, I'm done."

"I heard what you said, and I remembered it in my heart." Yan Lan patted Su Xing, "Look up at me, now listen to me."

Su Xing slowly raised his head to look at Yan Lan.

Yan Lan turned to Su Xing and said, "It's meaningless for you to dissect yourself and try to scare me away. I've seen too many people and heard too many stories. This thing about you is really important to me. It's not that scary. You said so much, I can only hear that there is a child who is gradually growing up and sensible. Even though there is darkness deep in his heart, he is now standing in the sun. As for gentleness or sharpness, this question is very simple , it’s all about you, and people have many faces. I do judge people with good intentions, but that doesn’t mean it’s wrong to judge people with malicious intent. Whoever tells you that the majority must be right? Besides, how do you know? Do you think the majority is really the majority?"

Su Xing didn't know how to respond, he just looked at Yan Lan blankly.

"You told Xu Xu at that time that there is no empathy in this world. I agree with your point of view, but you forgot that people also have the ability called empathy. When you opened your wounds for me to see, I felt it. Your tearing and pain. What you said just now really scared me, but I am not afraid of your so-called 'dark side', I am afraid that you will hurt yourself again, I am afraid that you will hurt." Yan Lan lightly Put lightly on Su Xing's shoulder, "I didn't ask you to do something right away, you don't need to worry, and you don't need to be afraid. You think too much today, go back and take a shower and have a good sleep. We still have a case I need to check, I don't want to affect my work because of this incident. Remember what you promised me, pay attention to safety, and send me a message when you get home. "

Yan Lan looked at Su Xing's back as he got out of the car and left, and said in his heart: "It's really terrible. Before stabbing someone, stab yourself thoroughly! There are really people who will do such stupid things as hurting the enemy by one thousand and self-defeating eight thousand!"

Five minutes later, Yan Lan received news from Su Xing that he was safe. He let out a sigh of relief and drove away from Wanming Park.