I don't love you in my next life

I have always had a shallow relationship, but I have a deep love... I am used to being uncomfortable, I am used to missing, I am used to waiting.Mo Qingyu may be a bad habit that Ning Yusheng can't get rid of in this life...

Ning Yusheng leaned against the window, looking at Qin Xiao who was already asleep, recalling the past, she felt helpless again, she did not know how many times she had promised to forget, but she did not know how many times as soon as she saw that person's figure, everything seemed have become unimportant.

Since meeting Mo Qingyu that summer, Ning Yusheng's whole world began to revolve around Mo Qingyu.For Ning Yusheng, who is just in love, she doesn't seem to know much about love, she just thinks that as long as she is with Mo Qingyu, she will be happy, even if she is only studying in the same classroom and reading in the library with her.Even though she is so insignificant in Mo Qingyu's world, she will often be moved inexplicably by a small inadvertent action of hers.

She has been comforting herself, thinking that Mo Qingyu will know her well one day.She chose to wait for her all the time, but the wait lasted for six years.

After entering high school, this kind of liking began to become more profound. Ning Yusheng didn't know when it started, and everything Mo Qingyu liked became everything she liked.Mo Qingyu likes to read quietly under the tree, Mo Qingyu likes to eat light food, Mo Qingyu's favorite sport is badminton, Mo Qingyu likes to be in a quiet place in a quiet daze... There is no such thing in Ning Yusheng's world. There is no one else, only Mo Qingyu.

Ning Yusheng became nervous, as long as she heard the word "Mo Qingyu", she would become extremely nervous, and as long as she met her, she would be at a loss what to do.No matter who it is, as long as Mo Qingyu threatens her, she will submit obediently. It can be said that anyone who plays well with her knows that Mo Qingyu is her biggest weakness...

The next morning, Ning Yusheng got up, brushed her teeth and washed her face. The dark circles on her face almost disappeared, and she actually slept well yesterday, and had a good dream. Well, of course, she dreamed that she was with Mo Qingyu , and Mo Qingyu smiled at her from the beginning to the end of the dream.

Even so, Ning Yusheng was not very happy, because when the dream woke up, everything returned to the original state, too cold and ruthless.

She is rushing to school now, because she received a text message from Luo Xinyan, Luo Xinyan asked her for help.

When Ning Yusheng saw Luo Xinyan, Luo Xinyan said with an apologetic smile: "I'm really sorry, classmate Yusheng, I asked you to get up so early to help me."

"It's okay." Ning Yusheng shook his head indifferently.

Ning Yusheng wanted to help Luo Xinyan sort out the files, because Luo Xinyan was the president of the student union of S University, and she wanted to sort out the student union management system for the new semester.

But Ning Yusheng was surprised that Mo Qingyu was also there, but this made her embarrassed, if she knew it, she would find an excuse not to come.For some reason, ever since Ning Yusheng failed to confess to Mo Qingyu, she no longer has the mood of wanting to keep in touch with Mo Qingyu, probably because of her ridiculous self-esteem.

"Student Yusheng, please sort out these documents." Luo Xinyan smiled and handed a stack of documents to Ning Yusheng. Ning Yusheng reached out to pick it up, but Luo Xinyan grabbed her hand , "How did the hands do it?"

Ning Yusheng was stunned for a moment, and then saw a shallow scar on her palm, which brought back her memories...

It was Mo Qingyu's birthday that day, and she carefully prepared a cake she made and gave it to her.Mo Qingyu didn't react at all, instead she got used to it, but she didn't refuse, after all, it was too sad to refuse back then.

But when school was over, when Ning Yusheng happened to pass by an intersection on her bicycle, she saw Mo Qingyu casually throwing the cake she prepared into the trash can, her expression was still so indifferent.

Ning Yusheng was struck by lightning on the spot, her heart suddenly fell from heaven to hell, she didn't pay attention to the road ahead, she directly ran into a taxi, the taxi and her speed were not fast, she just fell and rolled After a few laps, this scar was left on her hand. At that time, she was really in pain. It was so painful that she couldn't tell whether it was physical pain or heart pain...

"Student Yusheng?" Luo Xinyan saw that Ning Yusheng suddenly looked at the scar on her hand and fell into deep thought, especially the complicated look in her eyes, which made her inexplicably distressed, so she cried out worriedly.

"Oh, it's okay, it's the result of my own doing." Ning Yusheng came back to his senses and said with a nonchalant smile.

Looking at the complicated child in front of her, Luo Xinyan couldn't help but feel distressed, why can she always see different emotions in her, life is so tangled.

Everything fell silent and went about its business.

"Well, senior sister..." Ning Yusheng didn't understand something, just about to ask Luo Xinyan, when he saw a box above Mo Qingyu was about to fall, "Be careful!!"

Before the words fell, Ning Yusheng rushed over, took Mo Qingyu into his arms, and then the box fell down. I don't know what was in the box. Anyway, when the box hit Ning Yusheng, Ning Yusheng Yu Sheng was so painful that she almost lost consciousness, her head was numb.

When Luo Xinyan saw the box hit Ning Yusheng, her heart felt as if she was hit hard by something, and then she rushed over without thinking about herself. Why is this child always so stupid?

"Yusheng? Yusheng, are you okay?" Ning Yusheng vaguely heard someone calling her name, and she seemed to be lying in Mo Qingyu's arms at this moment?The smell of a goddess... Ning Yusheng wondered if she really had a tendency to be abused, but she actually felt very happy?

Ning Yusheng struggled to sit up, rubbed his aching head, the smell of Mo Qingyu still remained on the tip of his nose, well, it shouldn't be a serious problem, it's just that there is an extra bump on his head.

"Yu Sheng, are you okay?" Luo Xinyan asked worriedly, while Mo Qingyu who was beside her also looked at Ning Yusheng with worried eyes.

Ning Yusheng shook his head, forced a smile and said, "It's okay, it's just a little pain."

Luo Xinyan helped Ning Yusheng up, and then said seriously: "No, I will take you to the hospital."

"No senior, it should be fine." Ning Yusheng refused.

"How can this be done? You were injured because you came to help me. What if something goes wrong?" Luo Xinyan said in an unquestionable tone.

In the end, Ning Yusheng was taken to the hospital for an examination. Facts have proved that our classmate Ning Yusheng is Xiaoqiang who can't be beaten to death, whether it is physically or emotionally.

Because Luo Xinyan went to answer the phone, only Mo Qingyu and Ning Yusheng were left. Ning Yusheng felt that the atmosphere was very awkward, and she couldn't find anything to talk about, so the two could only remain silent.

"I'm sorry, I made you hurt again because of me..." Mo Qingyu said suddenly.

"Ah? No need..." Ning Yusheng froze for a moment, then patted her head and said.But she was a little puzzled, why did she say again?Does the Goddess know anything?

"Actually, you don't have to be like this." Mo Qingyu stared at Ning Yusheng with her beautiful eyes.

"..." Ning Yusheng didn't know how to answer.

"I know you have liked me for a long time, but feelings cannot be forced. I didn't send you a good person card when you confessed your love. You are indeed a good person, but if you fall in love with someone, it is easy. I won't fall in love with another person again, sorry, if I don't have someone I like, maybe I will like you, but I have someone I like, don't hang yourself on a tree, you can find someone better than me.. ..." Seeing that Ning Yusheng hadn't spoken, Mo Qingyu continued.She doesn't want to hurt Ning Yusheng, but long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. If Ning Yusheng wakes up earlier, she will suffer less injuries, but is such kindness really a good intention?

"Do you also know that if you fall in love with one person, you will not easily fall in love with another?! Mo Qingyu! Let me tell you, I have already hanged myself on your tree!!" Ning Yusheng suddenly stood up and faced Mo Qingyu. Qingyu roared.

Ning Yusheng looked at Mo Qingyu who was surprised, he had always taken care of the princess in his palm, but now he was talking to her like this...

"I'm sorry..." Mo Qingyu looked at Ning Yusheng who was hurt very much in front of her, and could only say softly with guilt.

"No, it's my fault..." Ning Yusheng shook her head, she had no expression at this time, she seemed to hear the sound of heartbreak, the black eyes revealed the sadness from the depths of her soul, "The one who should apologize is me...I shouldn't have been pestering you, I shouldn't have troubled you...I'm sorry..."

After Ning Yusheng said the last sentence, she turned and left silently. She felt that she should not stay here any longer. She felt as if she had been abandoned by the whole world... The injury this time was really good so heavy...