I don't love you in my next life

Ning Yusheng was dragged by Luo Xinyan to eat together. Although the food was delicious, Ning Yusheng was tasteless. This meal was probably the most embarrassing and heartbreaking she had ever eaten.

Only through a brief observation, she knew that the relationship between Mo Qingyu and Luo Xinyan was really not so good, and she didn't know if it was because she liked Mo Qingyu too sensitively or something, she always felt that Mo Qingyu was too sensitive to Luo Xinyan. Yan always has a very special relationship.

Ning Yusheng didn't know how she got back to the hotel. Anyway, since she saw that person, her head was in a state of confusion. Sure enough, falling in love will lower people's IQ.

Ning Yusheng looked at the window, quietly watching the night scene of S University, and couldn't help sighing slightly, such beauty does not belong to her...

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Luo Xinyan helped Mo Qingyu pack her luggage, and suddenly remembered something, looked at Mo Qingyu who was carefully arranging her clothes, and said with a malicious smile: "Yu~ Aren't you going to explain something to me?"

Mo Qingyu paused for a moment, then continued to move her hands, and replied in a cold voice: "Explain what?"

"Tsk tsk, the relationship between you and classmate Yusheng is extraordinary~" Seeing Mo Qingyu's reaction, Luo Xinyan was very dissatisfied, so she continued to joke.

Mo Qingyu frowned slightly, and said softly, "It's just an ordinary classmate relationship."

Luo Xinyan squatted down and pinned a strand of black hair on Mo Qingyu's forehead behind her ears, raised her chin with her slender fingers, and said with a flirtatious tone: "Really? But I don't think so, don't worry about it." Lied to me."

Mo Qingyu gently moved away Luo Xinyan's hand, put it close to her ear, and said slowly: "Does Xinyan want to know that much? Then let me tell you, the relationship between me and her is Like the relationship between me and you."

Luo Xinyan's ears were already sensitive, but now that Mo Qingyu was so close to her, she felt her ears itch and felt a little overwhelmed, but she was stunned after hearing what Mo Qingyu said. What does this sentence mean? ?

After Mo Qingyu said this, she returned to her cold state, and continued to pack her clothes, as if she hadn't said anything just now, and nothing had happened.

"If Xinyan doesn't help me tidy up, I won't be able to sleep today." Mo Qingyu looked at Luo Xinyan who was in a daze, and said.

"Oh, oh." Luo Xinyan realized her gaffe, and hurried to help tidy up.

What Mo Qingyu said was exaggerated, even if she tidied up by herself, it would not take long, but it would be faster with two people.

"It's over, go to bed early, I'm going back to my beauty sleep, good night." Luo Xinyan stood up, yawned lazily, and instructed Mo Qingyu.

"Wait, Xinyan..." Mo Qingyu shouted when she saw Luo Xinyan who was about to leave.

"Huh? What's the matter?" Luo Xinyan turned around and asked suspiciously.

"Well...can you sleep with me today..." Mo Qingyu begged Luo Xinyan very softly.

"Ha, I forgot that Yu you have the habit of sleeping in bed. It's my fault. It's okay. I'll sleep with you these few days. Wait until I go to my room to get my pajamas..." Luo Xinyan suddenly remembered Mo Qing Yu has the habit of using her bed, and she has a deep memory of this, because it was late when Mo Qingyu came to play at her house, and it was still raining heavily outside, so Mo Qingyu had to stay overnight at her house.Luo Xinyan was sleeping soundly at that time, but she was vaguely awakened by a burst of crying. She opened her eyes and saw that Mo Qingyu was sitting by the window crying.At that time, she was very worried, so she got up and asked Mo Qingyu what was wrong, and then felt distressed when she saw Mo Qingyu's tear-stained face.Mo Qingyu said that she couldn't sleep and was very scared, no matter how she tried to coax her, Luo Xinyan had no choice but to sit and chat with Mo Qingyu until dawn.

Now that I think about the past, I find it funny. Who can imagine that Mo Qingyu, who has always been like a queen, would be afraid to spend the night elsewhere? !And the queen is still crying?You must know that it is an extravagant wish to see a superfluous expression on Mo Qingyu's face, let alone cry...

The two were lying on the bed, chatting one after another, Mo Qingyu leaned on the soft pillow, felt the warmth of the person next to her, and smelled her unique fragrance, maybe this is also a kind of happiness?

I don't know when it started, with her by my side, I feel at ease, and my dependence on her has become more and more serious, it seems that I have reached the point where I can't extricate myself.When I was in the third year of high school, I had to talk to her on the phone every night, otherwise I would not be able to sleep.Filling out the volunteers for the college entrance examination, it is obvious that she can go to a better C University, but in order to get along with her more, regardless of the objections of her parents and teachers, she resolutely chose S University.Now, there are too many things I want to say to her, but every time I come to my mouth, I hesitate to say anything.How many times she wanted to express her feelings to her, but she didn't dare to gamble, she didn't dare to destroy the relationship between the two of them now, if she said it out, she might not even be able to be friends.Mo Qingyu has lived in a calm world since she was a child, but Luo Xinyan is her uncalmness.

When rejecting Ning Yusheng, saying that she has someone she likes is not an excuse, she really has someone she likes, and she likes someone she likes very much.

Thinking of this, Mo Qingyu hugged Luo Xinyan tightly, even if it could only be like this, that's fine.

Luo Xinyan didn't think much about it, she just thought that Mo Qingyu was afraid, so she put her hand on Mo Qingyu's to comfort her.

The two fell asleep slowly in a daze like this...

At this time, our Ning Yusheng was lying on the bed tossing and falling asleep. In the past, Qin Xiao often scolded him for being heartless, but why her heartless ability can never be used emotionally? It's so sentimental, maybe for Mo Qingyu, it doesn't matter at all, but she herself is there to disturb others, this kind of thing didn't happen once or twice.

When Ning Yusheng and Mo Qingyu were in middle school and high school, it was because of class affairs, homework assignments, etc., and they never talked about other hobbies.

But sometimes Ning Yusheng feels that she is quite lucky, because at least she is one of the few people in the school who can talk to Mo Qingyu, but Ning Yusheng has worked hard for this, because Mo Qingyu is the monitor In order to get close to her, the best way is to work on shift, but the deputy monitor was taken over by a man with glasses who got in the way, so Ning Yusheng had to cry and work hard to learn English. Fortunately, the emperor paid off. , she finally became an English class representative.

From time to time, Ning Yusheng used her English homework as an excuse to chat with the goddess.When it came to the second division of high school, Ning Yusheng was originally good at liberal arts, but she still chose the terrible science for Mo Qingyu. She would lose her life if she studied science, but she was very relieved that her head teacher was an English teacher, and Mo Qingyu She is still the class monitor, and she is still the representative of the English class. Sometimes the English teacher will ask her to call the class monitor after she finishes her English homework, so she has more opportunities to contact Mo Qingyu.

I remember one time, Mo Qingyu accidentally twisted her foot in physical education class. She has never liked to have too much contact with boys, so she naturally refused to accept those boys who were eager to try, and Mo Qingyu was always cold, and there was nothing wrong with her. Friends, all the girls looked at each other coldly. At the moment of stalemate, Ning Yusheng finally broke through the struggle in his heart, rushed into the crowd, and picked up Mo Qingyu... Finally fell down in the infirmary, and Mo Qingyu whispered to her Thank you, it made the hopeless her excited for a long time.

Another time, because Mo Qingyu was sick and didn't come to class, as the class leader, she was naturally arranged to visit Mo Qingyu on behalf of the whole class with the other class leaders.The first time I went to Mo Qingyu's house, Ning Yusheng was still a little nervous.Mo Qingyu's father was a well-known businessman, so he lived in an expensive villa.Ning Yusheng felt very curious, and looked around all the way, not because of the gorgeous decoration that attracted her, but because she was curious about what kind of environment created a goddess like Mo Qingyu.But when she saw Mo Qingyu who was still a little weak lying on the bed, she was so distressed that she didn't pay attention to the carpet under her feet... The result was self-evident, she knocked her head on the end of Mo Qingyu's bed, At that time, she was so hurt that she was about to cry, but when she saw Mo Qingyu smile lightly, she also smirked, it was the first time she saw Mo Qingyu smile...

Lying quietly on the bed, thinking of the unbearable past, Ning Yusheng felt it was funny, she didn't have much courage to brazenly keep pestering Mo Qingyu, and could only silently follow her footsteps for six years, sometimes Just looking at her from a distance feels like a great blessing.

I don't know if God will deliberately let you meet a person, and that person will make you care about it with just a small gesture or casual words.When I can't see it, I will always think about it, but when I really see it, I don't have the courage to face it. Sometimes I want to have it, but sometimes I just want to wait quietly.This should be what it's like to have a crush on someone.

Maybe one day Ning Yusheng will understand: love does not necessarily have to be possessed, and sometimes, friendship is the best way to get along if you are not in love.