I don't love you in my next life

In the dream, I came back to that beautiful memory again and again, but when I woke up, I could only cry.When disappointment has become commonplace, only then have I learned how to be strong...

"Shengsheng, come, let Dad give you a hug." Ning Xiaohua hugged Ning Yusheng, who was only two years old, with a gentle smile on his face. Ning Yusheng's dark eyes kept rolling, happy from time to time Looking at the man in front of him.

Before the age of eight, Ning Yusheng was a happy little princess, carefree, living in an environment loved by her parents endlessly.

At that time, in Ning Yusheng's eyes, Ning Yusheng's parents were affectionate, and there was no quarrel again, and they also took time out of their busy schedules to accompany Ning Yusheng. Ning Yusheng's childhood was not lonely.In the eyes of others, perhaps there is no one happier than Ning Yusheng, even Ning Yusheng herself thinks so.

"Shengsheng, have you packed everything? You are ready to go." Jiang Xinyue straightened Ning Yusheng's clothes and asked kindly and gently.

Ning Yusheng, who was only six years old, nodded, and smiled blankly at Jiang Xinyue, "Mom is so beautiful, and Shengsheng will be as beautiful as her mother in the future."

"Shengsheng will definitely be more beautiful than mother in the future." Ning Xiaohua who came out of the room said with a smile when he heard Ning Yusheng's words.

Jiang Xinyue also responded with a slight smile.

Ning Yusheng poked her mouth, bit her finger and said, "No, mom is the most beautiful woman in the world, so Shengsheng shouldn't be prettier than mom."

"Why?" Ning Xiaohua touched Ning Yusheng's head and asked.

"Because Shengsheng is going to marry her mother in the future. Shengsheng likes her mother so much, she must be unique." Ning Yusheng shook her head and said stubbornly.

"Shengsheng is so eccentric. Doesn't Shengsheng like Dad? Dad is jealous." Ning Xiaohua looked at Jiang Xinyue who looked victorious, and said with a little taste.

"Well, I can't like my father anymore, because didn't it mean that all my daughters were my father's lover in my previous life? I already liked my father in my previous life, so I have to like my mother in this life." Ning Yusheng bit her finger and thought for a while, very serious replied.

"Haha, Shengsheng is really sensible." Jiang Xinyue happily touched Ning Yusheng's head, while Ning Xiaohua at the side couldn't laugh or cry.

"Okay, let's go, let's go to Shengsheng's favorite amusement park~" Ning Xiaohua picked up Ning Yusheng and Jiang Xinyue and went out side by side, the scene of a family of three vividly presented...

"What flavor and ice cream does Shengsheng want to eat?" Ning Xiaohua hugged Ning Yusheng, and Jiang Xinyue was sitting beside him, Ning Xiaohua asked gently.

"Vanilla." Upon hearing the ice cream, Ning Yusheng replied excitedly.

"What about mom?" Ning Xiaohua turned around and asked with a smile.

"Same as Shengsheng." Jiang Xinyue also replied with a smile.

"Okay, then I'll go buy it, two ladies, please wait a moment." Ning Xiaohua hugged Ning Yusheng on the bench and sat.Then I went to buy ice cream.

Ning Yusheng looked around and suddenly saw a couple arguing.

"It's hard to accompany the child once today, why do you want to have a meeting again? Are you a competent father?" The woman asked the man angrily.

"I want to accompany you too, but I can't get away from work. I still have to feed you two." The man was also very embarrassed, and then answered a little angrily.

"You always say that, you won't let us starve to death if you earn less money, can't you just stay with us for a while?" The woman also said angrily.

"It's all over, why are you so unreasonable? Who am I for? Isn't it for this family?!" The man became even angrier after hearing this.

"You still have reason, don't you? When have you taken care of the child's affairs? Haven't I always been the one to worry about? What's wrong with me? Am I not doing it for the child's good?" .

"Mom and Dad, stop arguing..." a little girl whispered while pulling her mother's corner in a nonno voice.

But the young couple ignored it and continued their out-of-control quarrel.

In the end, some people really couldn't stand it anymore, and stepped forward to remind them that this is a public place, so they should not quarrel here. Both men and women are obviously not the kind of people who have no quality. They blushed a little when they were said. He quickly left with his wife and children.

"Mom, why are they arguing? Isn't it fun for a family to come to the amusement park?" The naive Ning Yusheng raised her head and asked Jiang Xinyue.

"Shengsheng is still too young now, so I will understand later." Jiang Xinyue smiled slightly, then patted her head and said.

Ning Yusheng nodded, and then asked seriously: "Then will Mom and Dad quarrel like they do?"

Jiang Xinyue froze for a moment, then smiled and said, "Of course not."

"Then will our family be together forever?" Ning Yusheng continued to look at Jiang Xinyue expectantly with her big innocent eyes.

"Yes." Jiang Xinyue nodded and answered, but the naive Ning Yusheng didn't notice any difference in Jiang Xinyue.

"I'm back." Ning Xiaohua walked back with two ice creams smiling.

"Father, I want to eat." Ning Yusheng said happily.

"That's good, then Shengsheng kisses me, otherwise I won't eat it." Ning Xiaohua hid the ice cream behind his back, moved his face closer, and said a little rascally.

"Father, how are you..." Ning Yusheng said aggrievedly, but couldn't resist the temptation of ice cream and still kissed Ning Xiaohua.

Ning Xiaohua handed the ice cream to Ning Yusheng, and said to Jiang Xinyue: "Mom, do you want to kiss me too?"

"Not serious." Jiang Xinyue scolded with a smile.

"Haha..." Ning Xiaohua laughed heartily.I haven't been this happy in a long time...

Seeing Ning Yusheng who was already sound asleep, Jiang Xinyue closed the door gently and walked to the living room.

In the living room, Ning Xiaohua was smoking a cigarette.

"There are still two years." The two were silent for a long time, Jiang Xinyue said first,

"Don't you like this kind of life? Don't you like Shengsheng? Does it have to be like this?" Ning Xiaohua extinguished the cigarette and asked.

"I like Shengsheng very much, but I don't like you, so I hope Shengsheng can follow me." Jiang Xinyue shook her head and said resolutely.

"Impossible! Your decision will cause great harm to Shengsheng!!" Ning Xiaohua said emotionally.

"I know, but all of this was agreed six years ago, and you agreed." Jiang Xinyue said in a more resolute tone.

Ning Xiaohua felt a little powerless, he would always be powerless when facing Jiang Xinyue.

"I hope you can fulfill your promise when the time comes." Jiang Xinyue said lightly and turned to leave.

Ning Xiaohua lit another cigarette, frowned and looked at the night scene outside the window, his eyes seemed to be deeply determined...

For the past eight years, it seems that Ning Yusheng has been living in a honeypot, without any suffering, with a harmonious family and parents who love her in every possible way, as perfect as she can be.But Ning Yusheng, who has always been naive, didn't realize that it was just the prelude to the storm...

On the day of her eighth birthday, Ning Yusheng quietly waited for her parents to come back to celebrate her birthday, but this time it was abnormal, her parents didn't come back for a long time, and she fell asleep in a corner of the sofa without knowing it. Dimly heard someone arguing.

When I opened my eyes, I found that my parents had returned. I was about to make a sound, but found something was wrong.

"I'll take Shengsheng away, get out of the way!" Jiang Xinyue said indifferently.

"Impossible! Don't even think about taking Shengsheng away." Ning Xiaohua said without giving in.

"Ning Xiaohua, we are already divorced, Shengsheng is a girl, you can't take good care of her!!" Jiang Xinyue said angrily.

"Don't even think about it, Jiang Xinyue, you have already taken me away, don't even think about taking Shengsheng away now!" Ning Xiaohua could tell from his tone that he was also very angry.

"Mom and Dad, what are you doing?" Ning Yusheng suddenly appeared behind the two of them, and asked in a childish voice.

"Shengsheng?" Jiang Xinyue and Ning Xiaohua exclaimed at the same time.

"Mom and Dad, were you arguing just now?" Ning Yusheng asked with a choked voice, "Do you want Shengsheng anymore?"

"No, Shengsheng, mom is leaving, will you go with mom?" Jiang Xinyue went to Ning Yusheng and knelt down and said.

"Is dad going too?" Ning Yusheng asked.

"Father won't go. Just Shengsheng and mother." Jiang Xinyue said patiently.Ning Xiaohua on the side was silent.

"I don't want Shengsheng, Shengsheng wants to be with her parents." Ning Yusheng immediately shook her head and refused.

"..."

In the end, the two coaxed Ning Yusheng to sleep and left.

After a lawsuit, Ning Yusheng still awarded the award to Ning Xiaohua.

No matter how naive Ning Yusheng is, she also knows what divorce is. She cried and asked Ning Xiaohua why she wanted a divorce, and called Jiang Xinyue to ask if she promised her family to be together forever?

But neither of them could give her an answer.Ning Yusheng didn't eat or drink every day, crying and screaming, hoping to reconcile her parents, but in the end there was still no result.

Later, Ning Yusheng didn't cry or make trouble, and Ning Xiaohua also went out early and came back late, and he smelled of alcohol all the time.

Later, Ning Yusheng became rebellious and cut her long hair into short hair.After entering junior high school, she lived on campus, and basically did not go home, even if Ning Xiaohua asked her to come back, she would not come back.

Once, Ning Yusheng's diary was forgotten at home when she was just in the first year of high school, she hurried back to get it, and saw Ning Xiaohua sitting on the sofa smoking a cigarette, and Ning Yusheng's diary was placed on the tea table.

"Are you peeping at me and my privacy?" Ning Yusheng asked angrily.

"As your father, why can't I watch it?" Ning Xiaohua looked very angry, which is rare, Ning Xiaohua has a good temper no matter what, but at this moment he is so angry, "Ning Yusheng , let me tell you, you can’t like girls for anything you like, especially those who like strangers!!”

"You don't have to worry about my affairs! Who I like has nothing to do with you!" Ning Yusheng knew that her father really watched her life, so her tone became cold.

"Slap!" Ning Xiaohua actually slapped Ning Yusheng, this slap shocked even Ning Xiaohua.

Ning Yusheng, who had never been beaten for more than ten years, was about to break his heart at this time, and looked at Nian Xiaohua coldly and said: "If you feel ashamed, you should treat me as a daughter, go and treat her well." Love your current wife and daughter."

After speaking, Ning Yusheng turned around and left.

"Shengsheng..." Ning Xiaohua was a little at a loss now.

Ning Yusheng had quarreled with him a few times because of his remarriage. This time, I not only saw her and her privacy, but also beat her. I'm afraid it will be difficult to recover this time, but how can I tolerate her falling in love with someone from the Mo family? ?impossible!

Ning Yusheng's departure this time led to a break with her father, and she lived on the living expenses sent from her American mother.And she hasn't stepped into her once very warm home for four years...