First-served ABO near the water

The meaning of Gu Chengan's words is already obvious.

Even if Qin Yu was a fool, he would still know what he was talking about.

Qin Yu froze there, but the hand on his stomach didn't stop, it was warm and gentle.

To be honest, Qin Yu never thought about establishing a long-term relationship with anyone.

Because in his opinion, parents can't love themselves unconditionally, so what qualifications does he have to ask others to give him a selfless and long-term love?

After Yu Ning passed away, Qin Ruhai didn't live at home very much, and sometimes he didn't see each other for a month.

The living expenses are paid to the cards of the two brothers and sisters on time, and they have never been short of the two materially, but usually there is not even a phone call to greet them.

Even if Qin Yu or Qin Xu called him, Qin Ruhai would say that he was very busy and hang up in a hurry.

Qin Yu sometimes even wondered if they were Qin Ruhai's biological children.

But for so many years, Qin Ruhai has never had a reunion, nor has he even had any scandals with anyone.

This made Qin Yu's heart still somewhat defend Qin Ruhai, maybe he just doesn't know how to take care of children, maybe he gave all his love to Yu Ning.

Qin Ruhai has been in the mall these years like a duck to water, and his business is getting better and better. From a poor boy in the village to a wealthy businessman now.

Some people once said that he relied on his Omega's mother clan, but after Yu Ning passed away, no one said that anymore.

But only Qin Yu's brother and sister knew that no matter how good he was outside, in their eyes, he was just a dereliction of duty father.

He wouldn't even take the two children to pay homage to Yuning's tomb, even if it was to pay homage, he had to go alone.

None of Yu Ning's relics remained, as if this person had never appeared in this world.

Qin Ruhai made him completely disappear from everyone's life.

Qin Yu was still young at that time, and before he could get over the pain of losing Omega's father, he had to accept the indifference of Alpha's father again.

For a moment, he had doubts about the world he once lived in.

Fortunately, Qin Xu still needed his care at that time, he told himself to protect his sister, and he must not fall down.

In this way, he and his sister grew up dependent on each other.

However, the uneasiness brought to him by his native family has kept him from getting rid of it for so many years.

The physique of the body is so special that no one can confide in it, and he dare not find a stable partner, because he does not want to be controlled by another person all his life.

He can linger around many people, but he must protect his heart firmly.

However, it happened that they met Gu Chengan at this time.

Aside from the fitness of his body, he had saved himself before, not just that one rescue.

It is also to give the self who once wanted to give up life a reason to live and a chance to face himself.

If he hadn't met Gu Cheng'an at that time, I'm afraid he would have died willingly, even if he survived, he would definitely be like a walking dead.

But this is the person who confusedly marked himself and married himself inexplicably.

Even though Qin Yu is a staunch materialist, now he has to doubt that maybe the two of them are destined.

Seven years ago, he told himself:

"No matter who you are, you can't decide your life. Only you can decide your life."

"Don't hate yourself, you will definitely meet someone who likes you more than yourself, and you have to leave yourself to that person."

Seven years later, he asked himself again:

"I like you, can't I?"

Seven years ago, he saved his life; seven years later, he saved his heart.

Although the time we spent together was not too long, Qin Yu knew in his heart that every minute he and Gu Chengan were together was very comfortable.

This kind of comfort doesn't need to be deliberately created, even if the two of them don't say anything, sitting together on the sofa in the living room is a kind of enjoyment.

Hearing the rustling sound of the other party flipping the book, seeing the way he tilted his head thinking, and the serious expression of pushing away the pomegranates.

This long companionship, like invisible warm water, nourishes and warms every minute of daily life.

Although the two would always quarrel sometimes, and Qin Yu would turn around angrily, Gu Chengan, who hugged him to coax him, made people like the comfort of this ordinary life.

For example, "eating" is an ordinary daily routine for ordinary people.

Three meals a day, a few members of the family, a dining table, a few chairs, a few sets of bowls and chopsticks.

But for Qin Yu, it was a life that only existed in childhood fantasies.

Some people at home are waiting for him to come back, some are joking and bickering with him, some are waiting for him to eat, and some are doing housework with him.

Gu Chengan is trying to make up for the company that Qin Yu missed in childhood, and those unrealistic fantasies that Qin Yu had in childhood.

So even though his heart is like an iron wall, Qin Yu couldn't help but relax this time. He thought, if it was Gu Cheng'an, could he give it a try, maybe there would be a different result?

At this time, he is not like a university professor who usually strategizes, but a passionate young man who has just begun to fall in love.

Qin Yu stared straight at Gu Cheng'an's face in a daze, showing Gu Cheng'an a little nervous.

Gu Chengan's heart was raised in rare cases, he felt that this was more frightening than going to the battlefield to kill the enemy.

"Why is this person me? I don't think I have anything worthy of being loved..."

Gu Chengan took his hand and replied seriously: "Why isn't this person you? You are more worthy of being loved than anyone else."

Qin Yu couldn't help laughing, "What kind of answer is this? Use questions to defeat problems?"

Gu Chengan shook his head with a smile, "If I want to say something good about you, I'm afraid I won't be able to finish it for several days. You always say that you are older than me and know more than me. If you can't do it well, you can't do the housework well either..."

Qin Yu's eyes widened, but Gu Chengan leaned over and kissed the corner of his mouth suddenly.

"But it doesn't matter. I can cook and do housework well. You see, how complementary we are."

"Although your mouth is always unforgiving, you do your best for each of your students. You stay up late to correct their papers, and you use your own time to give lectures to students who drop out."

"Although you always say you can't get along with me, but when I'm sick, you take care of me more attentively than anyone else, even Xu Zeqi, an unrelated person, you want to help him as much as you can."

"Including my father, you visit him every weekend. Although you never told me, why didn't my father tell me? Mr. Qin, you are an idiot, right?"

Gu Chengan scratched his nose lightly, looked directly at him and said:

"You are so good, what is it that you don't deserve to be liked?"

The author says:

When Xian Xianzi wrote this paragraph, her heart was sour and sweet!