Time is not alluring

The expression on Xiao Huan's face obviously paused, and said, "There's nothing to say, just—"

"Can you go back to class one often?" It was Lin Youyang who said this. He was fighting the landlord with poker cards. I don't know if he in the corner blushed.

Only then did I notice that Bi Xiaoxiao, who was sitting in the corner, didn't wait for me to say hello, and Bi Xiaoxiao said, "An'an is here, just sit down."

Just like her home.

"Everyone misses you a lot." Xiao Huan said shyly.

I was a little sad, sitting in the deafening box with colorful lights, but it seemed to be sitting in a quiet and silent wilderness, the light turned into fireflies, and the deafening sound became wind.

All of this has become sentimental because of the two characters of a class.

I stayed in the first class for a year, met a group of people, and finally packed up my things and chose to say goodbye. The days when I left were quite indifferent.

Anyway, life is like that, we have to live anyway, it's no different.

In fact, when you stay in a place for a long time, the feelings generated cannot be erased by time, so I leave it to nostalgia.

And missing this thing really touches people's tear glands the most.

"Yes." I promised.

They sang louder and bombed Landlords more cheerfully, and no one cared whether I could or not.

Hmph, a bunch of little bitches.

"As you said, I won't pursue you for what happened before." Xiao Huan said generously, and waved at me again. I walked over and heard Xiao Huan asking in a low voice.

Ann, can you drink?

I shook my head resolutely, Xiao Huan let me go regretfully, hugged the beer bottle and started bragging, looking like a female hooligan, said, "That's a pity... What a wonderful day... It's so happy... It's like Chinese New Year..."

As soon as I mentioned Chinese New Year, I thought of last year's New Year's Eve. Xiao Huan must have felt particularly uncomfortable?

But... why?

Xiao Huan drank a lot of wine that day, from a small sip to a big sip, Song Shanshan and Weekend sang a lot of songs, from classic love songs to ancient folk songs, Lin Youyang played fancy poker with Xu Jietian and senior sister Xiaoxiao, from Fight upstream to fight the landlord.

And I... sat quietly in the corner, listening to them sing, watching them drink, and remembering the new tricks they turned out with their playing cards.

Song Shanshan came up to me and kindly asked me if I wanted to sing, I shook my head and declined, she insisted, and I refused again.

For Maiba Song Shanshan, it was a good thing, she said, "Then I will sing."

Song Shanshan sang, and I didn't know that she sang Yang Qianye's "Small Things Make Big Things".

In my impression, I seem to have heard someone else sing this song, but I couldn't remember who sang it for a while, so I went to look for the recording on my phone.

Sliding down all the way, I turned to the record in January 2013, clicked in, and there was indeed a recording of Liu Xu.

——Youth seems to start because I love you.

——But it made me see through the word love.

I recorded it casually last time, and now I look back and listen to it, and the past is still vivid in my memory.

"What are you looking at?" Liu Xu leaned over and asked.

I laughed, turned to her and said, "I'm listening to your song."

"what?"

I handed her the earplugs, wiped the screen with my fingers, and said a little embarrassedly, "The song you sang last time."

After thinking about it, he said in a low voice, "Better than Song Shanshan."

"Why do you want to record it?"

I thought about Liu Xu's question mark for a long time, and chose to remain silent.

Because we can foresee early that we will be parted at a certain time and place in the future, so we prepare early and want to leave some precious memories for nostalgia.

Every recording, every photo, every word you write in a book, sit on the back of your bike...

There are many, many, and there is no need to save them for the future. Now they are all covered with fluffy tentacles, how to touch and how to itch.

"You're always like this." Liu Xu smiled and said, "I never thought about it, won't we part?"

There are too many accidents in the future, so I can't say it too absolutely with full expectations. I shook my head and said honestly, "No."

I don't know if what I said was too absolute, Liu Xu was obviously sad, I felt a little irritable, and was thinking about how to save the situation, when I heard Liu Xu say again.

"I don't think so either."

I was stunned, turned to look at Liu Xu, she had lowered her head, her hair covered her expression, I was sitting next to her, but I was far away from her.

At this time, Weekend came over and asked, "Do you want to play games?"

"what game?"

"Hmm, I don't know either." At the end of the weekend, he thought about it, and then said, "That's all...games."

I usually don't like to play games on weekends and weekends, and I can't explain it, so I have to be more sincere and let the other party participate, otherwise I will lose too badly.

"Oh." I replied, and went to see Liu Xu. She lowered her head, as if she didn't want to move, hesitated for a moment, and asked, "Going?"

I don’t know exactly what the game is about. The rules of the game made me go around. After a circle, I put a lot of sticky notes on my face. I was afraid to pat me on the shoulder at the end of the weekend and said, “It’s hard work.”

I turned my head and grinned at her. I was startled at the end of the weekend, and the hand holding the poker trembled a little, and I murmured, "I'm really... guilty..."

Bi Xiaoxiao also smiled and said, "An'an, your luck is too bad, get out, get out."

I glanced at Lin Youyang and said, "Isn't it worse than people with me?"

Lin Youyang suddenly opened the note that he had scratched earlier, and said slowly, "I won."

My heart sank, and then I tore off the sticker on my face, rolled up my sleeves, and said, "Come again."

How could I lose so badly, it's impossible, I've always been good at playing games.

Suddenly, he became a little disheartened, and he leaned there dejectedly, without even the courage to say another word.

At this time, Liu Xu came over from there and said, "I'll help you."

I smiled, and calmly gave up my seat to Liu Xu, the playing cards were shuffled into flowers, and the colorful lights of the box filled the gap, my smile gradually sank.

Watch it again, the rules of the game are very simple, I understand, not because of how good the opponent is or how stupid I am, but because Liu Xu is not by my side.

I could give up and leave, but I didn't. Instead, I became very provocative. I was not like this before. It shows how serious my selfishness is, just because of her words.

Wait for her to come.

The surrounding voices are noisy but ethereal, as if they come from a distant place. After the frosty moon and the scorching sun, they become stronger over time and will never go away.

I stared at Liu Xu's fingers in a daze, my mind was in a mess, she raised her hand, the curve of her side face was hard and soft, and there was a calm and calm temperament in her movements.

The moment Liu Xu played the cards, I suddenly realized one thing.

Liu Xu, who used to be prone to temper tantrums, now knows how to restrain her emotions. She has obviously grown up, but her thoughts are getting more and more complicated and difficult to guess.

I was staring at more and more playing cards on the table in a daze. Song Shanshan bumped into me with her arm. I was still out of state, and I heard her say again, "Hey, express your opinion."

What statement?I'm a little confused.

The rules of the game have been changed. One of the slips for grabbing has words written on it, while the others have no words. The person who draws the slip with words must follow the content of the note.

Just now Lin Youyang drew some words, which said he had to lose, so he lost, and no one expressed doubts halfway, so he won.

But now, there is only a note, and the loser must follow the words on the note.

The content on the note was to kiss the person on the left.

The note was written by Xiao Huan, and her selfishness was much heavier than An An's.

Liu Xu lost, she didn't do it on purpose, she still lost, but no one stipulated that she must follow the rules of the game, the rules of the game can be changed again and again, why can't she push away the punishment.

After all, she was unwilling to face her heart in this way.

"Don't make trouble." Liu Xu said lightly, looking at Xiao Huan.

Xiao Huan didn't back down, and met Liu Xu's gaze. Even if she did it on purpose, she just couldn't stand between the two of them, watching them chatter away.

She was stubborn, but she was defeated by Liu Xu's gaze, and retreated steadily, holding the slip of paper that she had transferred in her palm, and was about to throw it out, but Bi Xiaoxiao held her down.

"An'an?"

Bi Xiaoxiao suddenly called my name, I was surprised, and hurriedly regained my senses.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

They knew it well, but they remained silent. After a long, long silence, they only got two words from Liu Xu, "It's okay."

At that time, we were young to each other, and we wanted to use a game to express our hearts, or to see clearly the hearts of others.

But we were too clumsy, and even with all our care, we screwed up the matter.

Many years later, we walked on the long road of losing each other, and when we met again, we finally understood the vicissitudes of time on our faces.

If the meaning of love can be obtained through the guise of games, how can there be so many people in the world who get together and disperse, and get together when they are separated.

Seeing Liu Xu's appearance, Xiao Huan suddenly stood up, pushed the table away, and said, "I don't want to play anymore, it's boring!"

She looked at Liu Xu fiercely, Liu Xu looked away without panic, Xiao Huan ran out angrily, worried at the end of the weekend, and was about to go out, but was stopped by Bi Xiaoxiao.

"I'll go."

I was a little confused. Song Shanshan explained the situation to me. After listening, I lowered my head and glanced at Liu Xu.

Pulling her sleeve, said, "The person on your left is me."

Liu Xu smiled and said, "I know."

Just because I knew it, I didn't dare to try it lightly.

In fact, many things seem simple, but they are often very complicated. Xiao Huan doesn't understand, this is not a question of kissing or not, nor is it a question of confessing or not.

It was precisely because she didn't understand that she was disgusted with herself.