Time is not alluring

Qu Xiaoxiao sent me downstairs to my house. Out of politeness, I asked her to come up and sit down. Who knows, Qu Xiaoxiao agreed with joy.

My mother's attitude was even worse than that of Xiao Huanlai last time, which made me almost think that Qu Xiaoxiao was my mother's own daughter.

Mom brought her Soothing Brain Tonic from the kitchen. It was a murky cup with the aroma of malt. I was afraid that Qu Xiaoxiao wouldn't be able to take it, so I stopped her and turned my head and said seriously.

"Would you like something else to drink?"

Qu Xiaoxiao declined me politely, and called auntie affectionately one after another. My mother was beaming with joy and said "Hey" with a smile.

Later, Qu Xiaoxiao stayed at my house for dinner, and my mother and I were washing dishes in the kitchen. My mother lowered her voice and said that your friend has a really sweet mouth, you have to learn more.

Fortunately, Qu Xiaoxiao said goodbye after eating, and my mother asked me to see her off. I lowered my head and refused. My mother poked my back and waist, saying that I was rude.

"Auntie, it's okay, I know this place well." Qu Xiaoxiao glanced at me, then said, "Auntie, I'm leaving first."

Hearing what Qu Xiaoxiao said, my mother immediately gave me a glare, and pushed me from behind, "Go see your classmate off."

I kept my mouth shut and said nothing, and my mother glared at me again, "Don't be rude."

Then he smiled softly at Qu Xiaoxiao and said, "Hey, come and play next time when you have time."

I went out with Qu Xiaoxiao, and paid attention to Liu Xu’s house, the door was closed, I sent Qu Xiaoxiao to the elevator, waited for the elevator to be empty, hesitated for a while, and said, "You can just go down by yourself Bar?"

"No." Qu Xiaoxiao vetoed it with a smile.

I glared at her, wondering why this person was so ungrateful, Qu Xiaoxiao reached out and rubbed my head, and began to give in, "At least take me downstairs?"

I didn't speak, the elevator came up, stepped in, pressed down the floor number, the mirror of the elevator reflected Qu Xiaoxiao's figure, I stared at the mirror, and thought of something else.

"What are you looking at her for? She's not as good-looking as I am." Qu Xiaoxiao said shamelessly.

"Who watched it?" I said stiffly.

"Aren't you happy to have dinner at your house?" Qu Xiaoxiao asked again.

"No." I stared at my toes, my voice a little unhappy.

"Since not." Qu Xiaoxiao stretched out her hand to pull my face, "Then make me laugh."

I grinned obediently, Qu Xiaoxiao pinched my face and said, "It's really ugly."

"I didn't ask you to watch it." I muttered, "If you don't like it, don't watch it."

Qu Xiaoxiao pretended not to hear, and said again, "How about this, next time you are free, you come to my house for dinner, and I will cook for myself."

"How about it?"

I didn't say a word, in fact, I was eager to draw a clear line with Qu Xiaoxiao, I couldn't accept her excessive enthusiasm, I always felt that the relationship between people is a gradual process.

For example, between Liu Xu and I, there is a tacit understanding formed by getting along with each other for 17 years. For example, Xiao Huan and I, from the small quarrel at the beginning to the current hook-up.

As for Qu Xiaoxiao, she seemed to have skipped these processes, or even ignored them. This overly urgent way of getting along with her made me suspect that her intentions were not pure, and she had ulterior motives.

Well, I'm poor and white, and there's really nothing that can catch her eye, but I just can't help but speculate about people in this regard.

Is it bad?But I have also been hypocritical.

Jian Yu once asked what conditions do you think it takes to be friends with someone. At that time, I thought it was very rare for someone to be your friend, and all the conditions could be voided.

However, when I met Qu Xiaoxiao, she treated me unconditionally and corrected my previous "friend theory", which made me panic.

I don't even know how to respond to be worthy of her kindness.

Qu Xiaoxiao doesn't know what I'm thinking, but she feels that the relationship between her and An An is just a matter of course, and those processes have been wasted by herself.

Sometimes she even admires Liu Xu, the process is long, how Liu Xu hides those small thoughts, endures loneliness, and withstands An An's back.

She is Qu Xiaoxiao, not Liu Xu.

Just when the elevator reached the first floor, it dinged and opened. I was still thinking about Qu Xiaoxiao's question, so I had no choice but to say, "It depends."

Qu Xiaoxiao smiled and said, "Well...how about I come to your house as a guest, anyway your mother welcomes me."

I glared at her, "How dare you say that."

"Why not?" Qu Xiaoxiao laughed again.

I didn't bother to care about her, so I stretched out my hand and pulled her out, saying, "The downstairs is here, you can go back by yourself... right..."

Liu Xu watched the interaction between the two, her heart stilled like water, something was stuck in her throat, and the hand holding the drink bottle gradually tightened until the person faced her and saw her.

The irritable and irritable expression on his face gradually solidified, and then fell silent, like a flower that has bloomed to the point of failure.

Liu Xu tugged at the corner of her mouth, trying to mock herself, but found that she had no strength, she turned her eyes to the hands they were holding, she seemed very clueless, excuse me?

I pushed and pulled Qu Xiaoxiao, and when I looked up, I saw Liu Xu standing in front of me, opening her mouth, unable to make a sound again, looking at Liu Xu's drooping eyebrows, lonely like a lotus flower in a Buddhist temple, a certain part of her body was stabbed by her expression Stab again.

Qu Xiaoxiao took a step forward, and asked kindly, "I often hear An An mention you, Liu Xu?"

I turned my gaze to Qu Xiaoxiao, completely puzzled, there is no such thing at all!

Qu Xiaoxiao didn't look at me, and said to Liu Xu, "Let me introduce myself, An An's new tablemate, Qu Xiaoxiao."

Liu Xu raised her eyes and said quietly, "Hello."

Then he staggered away from us and walked in. During the whole process, he didn't even give me a look.

I was in a hurry, turned around and wanted to grab her, but Qu Xiaoxiao grabbed her hand again, and Liu Xu said very well, "Aren't you going to see your classmate off? I'll go up first."

The elevator door closed slowly, Liu Xu relaxed and slumped there, she stretched out her hand to lick her hair, it was full of sweat, she was very uncomfortable, but no one knew.

I sent Qu Xiaoxiao to the gate of the community, half-heartedly answering her questions, my mind was full of Liu Xu's face.

Feeling...like angry?

After bidding farewell to Qu Xiaoxiao, I walked back with my head down, the phone in my pocket vibrated, it was a message from Qu Xiaoxiao.

- Indigestion, don't eat so much.

I turned my head and found that Qu Xiaoxiao was still standing there, so I typed a few words immediately.

--understood.

—Does your stomach still hurt?Qu Xiaoxiao asked again.

- It doesn't hurt anymore.I wondered, looking at her not far away, I felt that this way of communication was very weird, and I could speak in person after walking a few steps.

——Why didn’t you ask just now.

Qu Xiaoxiao looked at the message, deleted the words in the dialogue box one by one, and typed a new sentence.

——You are out of shape.

--Have it?

—Well, I'm leaving.Qu Xiaoxiao thought for a while, and typed a few more words.

—Don't think about me.

When I looked at these words, my eyes were straightened. After thinking about it, I couldn't think of any good words to attack her.

So, Qu Xiaoxiao don't think about me, so I put it on hold for now.

"So what? You just watched her and Qu Xiaoxiao leave?" Xiao Huan asked, frowning at the math problem.

Liu Xu nodded feebly, in exchange for Xiao Huan's pen tip, and said, "I really lost to you."

Liu Xu didn't bother to pay attention to her, and turned her eyes to the liberal arts area of ​​the second year of high school. Is there anyone there, laughing and playing, gradually repeating their past, and then forgetting about her.

"I really don't know what you think, since you like it, just say it, why are you hesitating?"

Liu Xu was silent, pulled out an ugly smile, and said, "You don't understand."

"Why do I not understand?"

Liu Xu said quietly, "If you like someone, it's fulfillment. I hope she lives well. If liking becomes a burden, then you shouldn't have any thoughts of overreaching."

She remembered Xiao Huan's obsession with Shen Shen, and said, "So you don't understand."

This is Liu Xu, there will be room for everything, you can advance or retreat, looking at the other party is good, that is, the years are quiet, and you would rather suffer internal injuries than let the other party get hurt.

Xiao Huan didn't understand. In her opinion, liking someone is to make the other person like her. Otherwise, what's the point of trying so hard to make yourself outstanding and let the other person notice her?

Moreover……

"If you don't tell me, how do you know that An Anxi doesn't like you?"

"Intuition." Liu Xu said seriously.

Xiao Huan was stunned. She suddenly felt that a person with a high IQ does not necessarily have a high EQ, which is actually quite pitiful.

Liu Xu's only courage was killed by An An on Valentine's Day.

"Then let me ask you." Xiao Huan said seriously.

"what?"

"Freshman Basketball Cup after school, do you want her to come?"

Liu Xu turned her head away and didn't look at her, but the silence was enough to explain everything.

"Since I don't want to, then I won't go." Xiao Huan snorted, and ran to the front with the physics exercises to ask Lin Youyang for advice.

Just as Lin Youyang was getting to the point, Xiao Huan's cell phone rang, and she said to Lin Youyang, "Sorry, sorry."

It's Liu Xu's text message.

miss you.

One word, every stroke and every stroke is her sadness and longing.

Xiao Huan looked at this word, her eyebrows drooped, and the corners of her eyes glistened slightly. She pressed the pages of the book, feeling very sad.

She wanted it too, wanted it, wanted it a lot.

Liu Xu could go to Science Class A, but she stayed in Class One, still sitting in her original seat.

So is Duan Yan, so is Jian Yu, so is Lin Youyang, and so is she herself...

So many people are all there, without one person, it is incomplete.

They are all very good friends, they eat together and squeeze over a table, take up the position of the library, ride bicycles together in the square, have acted in stage plays, and have run around many places hand in hand.

Some things, how can you just forget it.

Xiao Huan also understands that choosing liberal arts is An An's own decision, and no one can influence or question her. However, in the past month, she has not come back again to take a look at the class.

Is it too heartless?

Besides... is the liberal arts area far from the science area?

If you have the heart, no matter how far the distance is, you can cross it. If you don't have the heart, no matter how close you are, it can be regarded as invisible.

It's just who misses the other more, obviously they can get closer, but they are getting farther and farther away.

Xiao Huan didn't understand why the relationship between them became weaker and weaker.

Until she saw Qu Xiaoxiao.