Time is not alluring

In winter in Guangzhou, it gets dark quickly. Just after six o'clock, the lights are already on. The heavy rain can't change anything in this city.

There were still many people on the bus. I stood where I was, holding an umbrella, and turned my head slightly to look over. I always felt that there should be two people standing here.

In fact, Jiang Chuanfeng has been gone for a long time, and I should have gone for a long time too.

but I do not have.

After he left, I began to regret that I should be the one who accompanied him home.

I don't know if this is liking, because I have never liked anyone.

I took out a coin and tossed it up. If it was tails, I would continue to wait. If it was heads, I would go left without waiting for anyone.

I knew the answer before the coin fell.

Should go left because he won't be coming back.

Xiao Huan likes to watch small fresh Thai movies, and I like to watch movies made by Wong Kar Wai, because I heard others say that he doesn't need a script to make movies, and I am very envious.

I just don't know if he likes Wong Kar Wai's movies or not.

What will he do when he gets home? Is there a love letter from the girl in the second drawer of the desk, and a photo of who is with whom on the bedside table. The weather is so bad, so he probably won't come out. What if it was clearer?

I thought it was not so straightforward to like someone, but in fact it was, but I never understood it.

I held his umbrella and walked along the left direction. The rain gradually became smaller. I put away the umbrella and shook the rain on it. Suddenly I was envious of this umbrella. He could still think of it in rainy days.

When will I be remembered by him, probably not in this life.

"Hey, listen." I opened the umbrella again, looked at it and said, "From now on, we're all the same, forgotten."

Oh, I forgot, Umbrella will not answer me, which bus is its home along.

I was immersed in this world, reaching a state of insanity. When I was insane, the mobile phone in my pocket rang without warning.

Take it out and see that it is catkins.

Her tone was a bit cold, I hope it was my illusion, "Where are you?"

I raised my eyes and looked around, then shook my head. After I finished shaking, the catkins should be invisible, so I pondered for a while and said, "In Guangzhou."

"..." The other party was silent for a while, not because of my humor, I heard her say again, "Oh, are you home?"

I shook my head again and said, "No."

Liu Xu stopped talking, and I didn't talk either. The two of them stood in the wind and rain with their phones in their arms, trembling with their thoughts.

People's sorrows cannot be connected, but why, I think she is as sad as me?

"...I'm still in school." Liu Xu said.

"Oh." I replied.

"I'm waiting for you."

She said four words, I want to say that I know, because I am also waiting for someone, please don't wait, because waiting for someone is a very sad thing.

Then, when I heard these four words, tears came out without warning, and I didn't know why I was crying, probably because the atmosphere was just right and the emotions were brewing just right.

After crying for a long time, no one handed me a tissue, probably no one handed me a tissue either, so I sorted out my emotions before going to Liu Xu.

Why didn't anyone tell me that I would become like this?

Walking along the street lights, I saw that the trees after the rain were as clear as washing, and the air was very good. Before I reached the school gate, I saw catkins at the bus stop sign.

She is opposite, and I am opposite her.

I waved to her excitedly, but she lowered her head and didn't see it. When the green light came on, I grabbed my schoolbag and ran towards her, with the wind blowing in my ears.

The moment I crossed the zebra crossing, I should have returned to this world from another world.

Liu Xu was sitting there, I walked over and sat next to her, she felt cool, she must have been sitting here for a long time, and she didn't know how to find a place to shelter from the rain.

Kicked her with his feet, "I'm not going home yet."

Liu Xu lowered her head and didn't answer me. I got closer and found that the screen of the phone in her hand was still on, and the caller ID was an overseas call.

I knew in my heart that Liu Xu's family is a bit special, unlike me, my parents are all around, they don't quarrel, they don't get angry, the family is harmonious and warm.

And Liu Xu's mother is a professional woman, capable, dignified and intelligent, and treats Liu Xu as if she is looking at the product, only the result, not the process.

Her father, because of work, flew to the United States six years ago to develop, and he may not see him a few times in a few years. The air ticket is not expensive, and the visa is easy. The main reason is that her father is busy, so going there will cause trouble.

I was silent with her, the phone turned on for a while, then turned off, the whole world was silent with us, how nice.

The lights of the bus came from a distance, I squinted and saw the car we were going home, Liu Xu suddenly looked up, looked at me, and said something.

"This is the direction we're heading home."

I nodded and said, "I know."

There were not many people in the car, so Liu Xu and I found two empty seats in the back row and sat in them, opened the window, and after a while, we saw the gate of Jiangnan.

Only then did I realize that the direction to go home was to the right, not the left.

Liu Xu leaned on the window and looked outside, she didn't know what she was thinking, she looked extremely melancholy, she was as far away from me as the scenery outside.

I was not used to her appearance, and after getting out of the car, she still didn't speak.

The two walked side by side on the road in the community, the lights coming and going became very dim, the grass seemed to have the smell of summer, and the insects were undulating like waves, but in fact there was nothing.

Walking downstairs, I realized that I couldn't go on like this anymore, and decided to say something. I patted her on the shoulder habitually, and said, "What's wrong with you, you don't look happy."

"Winter vacation, I'm going to America." Liu Xu replied.

"Good thing." I was really happy for her in my heart, and finally reunited with my father, which is something to be happy about.

She looked at me, looked away again, walked in, and said, "It's really a good thing."

On the day Liu Xu flew to the United States, I didn't go to see her off, because I knew that she would come back again. There must be a person named Liu Xu on the plane from the United States to Baiyun International Airport.

Sooner or later, he would have to pay it back if he borrowed luck from heaven, and he would search desperately to get it back in other places, like a landlord exploiting the low-level working people, sparing no effort.

So, don't always pray to heaven as a human being, you see how miserable I am.

I sat in front of the computer, watched them in the class chat in full swing, silently clicked on the group file, the final grade DOCX, the grade grade ranking DOCX, the district grade ranking DOCX, the city grade ranking DOCX, and the grade summary DOCX.

The hand holding the mouse is a little trembling, and the number of downloads for each attachment is 35 times. I can add one after 35 with a single click.

35, a.

I slowly put down the report card, and Xiao Huan tapped the buttons on me, and the beep sounded very vigorously, and then it popped out automatically.

An An, have you read the grades?

No.

The other party was typing. When I saw these six characters, I immediately typed a series of texts quickly. Before I came and pressed the ENTER button, Xiao Huan sent it.

Grandpa, don't tell me, please.I prayed secretly in my heart.

Xiao Huan sent a screenshot and a few words. She was at the forefront of history, analyzed the achievements from a political perspective, and came to a great conclusion.

By the way, I comforted me with my terrible math grades, and encouraged me to make persistent efforts and create brilliance.

I didn't dare to make the picture bigger, but I was very moved and typed two words, thank you.

Xiao Huan sent it quickly, thank you.

I always feel that her word of thanks means that she has something to ask for, and sure enough, she sent another sentence, probably like this.

It's been a long night, I don't want to sleep, I found something recently, I am very happy, and I want to share it with all my lovers, but due to the many things, I put it on hold for now.

The weather is a bit cloudy, and it was difficult to fall asleep after tossing and turning yesterday. After thinking about it, only Aiqing can relieve my worries.

I typed a series of exclamation points and begged her to speak humanly.

The other party sent it over quickly, let's go to the movies together, hehe.

It happened to be New Year's Eve that day, and the cinema was hung with red silk, which fluttered in the wind. I thought it was very vulgar. Xiao Huan said it was a celebration, but I didn't understand.

I thought there were very few people. After all, on New Year’s Eve, who doesn’t stay at home to watch the zero o’clock, gather a table to play mahjong, but in fact, there are still many people in the movie theater, and I don’t know how Xiao Huan booked the tickets.

Most of them are couples holding hands, or families holding hands. Like me and Xiao Huan hooking up shoulder to shoulder and going on a rampage, there are really few.

Xiao Huan generously invited me a bucket of popcorn and a glass of drink, but she invited me very simply, ordering something by herself, hesitated for a long time, and the people behind kept pressing me.

She broke her heart, carried a bucket of popcorn, and went into the cinema with my drink.

The process of watching the movie can be said to be torture. The actors are too bad, the editing is too bad, and the soundtrack is too bad. From the beginning to the end, I fell asleep and yawned.

On the other hand, Xiao Huan burst into tears at the moving parts, sobbing at the pain of parting, sometimes laughing wildly, sometimes sneering, I was stunned to watch from the side, and almost wondered if she was here to cheer.

Walking out of the theater, I came to the conclusion that the audience's reaction was more interesting than the film itself.

As soon as the movie ended, people rushed out, the elevator was fully loaded, and Xiao Huan and I, two good young people, walked out consciously to make room for the big guys.

I went in and out three times, and I told Xiao Huan, why don't we take the stairs to save trouble.

Xiao Huan shook his head and said no, then my cell phone rang, it was Liu Xu.

It's very noisy here, I held my mobile phone and said hello a few times, but I couldn't hear her voice. I was pushed out of the periphery in the crowd, and I found a secluded place to pick up her phone.

Standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, you can see the scenery outside. The night is dark, the stars are twinkling, there is no fireworks display, and fireworks are banned. The joyous and festive days are much more deserted than before.

"Happy New Year." Liu Xu said over there.

"You too." I was very happy and said, "Happy New Year."

The end of the world predicted by Yama has yet to come, the Noah's Ark ticket in his hand has not been sent out, and the sensational dialogue has no chance to be spoken.

Would you like to come with me if you have an extra ticket?

If there is one more ticket, will you take me with you?

The line has become Happy New Year, and the boat ticket has become a piece of irrelevant waste paper, which is filled with our hurried year.

The days are like running water, passing by in the blink of an eye, you see, we are one year older.

Instead of being a year older.