[Hao Ye] I am not me

He took out the renminbi and put it in his pocket, and then continuously cast barriers on this open space. Because it is a newborn calf, his morality was not good at first, but fortunately, the memory and a lot of knowledge left in this body make up for it , After he repeated several times, he finally got better and better, and I believe he will reach the previous level soon.

It didn’t take long to run from the top of the mountain to the foot of the mountain. It was attached to the sole of the shoe with witch power. It bounced like a spring at the moment of take-off, and returned to its original shape at the moment of landing. The whole process did not exceed one second. Fortunately, it has its own balance. Not bad, the target was converted into a tree after many experiments in the open space beforehand.

I want to thank Yunnan for its lush vitality. The trees are not thin, and there are too many strong ones. The distance between the two trees is not too big. If one accidentally falls, it will definitely break the bone... He landed in a bad position a few times. Sliding down from the edge of the branch, his mind was blank, but his body reacted before his brain, and he wove a large net under his body to connect the trunks of the surrounding uncles, otherwise the consequences would be unimaginable, most likely he would be disabled.

It was only when I ran to the village (it seems that jumping is more suitable, but I always feel very strange) that I personally felt the poverty here. The houses are all built with nearby wood materials and some stone materials. Slowly disappearing, except for lamps, there are few other electrical appliances, and many lamps are also kerosene lamps. It is undeniable that the people here are closer to nature than those in the city. They rely on farming and rarely hunt animals in the mountains. , more food is poultry.

This is where the Miao people live. They all wear national costumes. The bright strings of silver ornaments and round silver headdresses on the girls are very recognizable. Most of them speak dialects, and some people can also hear people speaking in the common language (Mandarin) say a few words.

They were surprised by him as a foreigner, and they were also a little wary. It was estimated that there were very few outsiders coming. At least he didn't see a second foreigner. "Xenophobia" can be regarded as human nature.

The girls sitting or leaning on the side of the stone bridge greeted him boldly. He smiled and shook his hand at them, which caused a series of clear and cheerful laughter, but they were all girls who were slightly older than me.A few young people grabbed the clothes of the older girl beside them, and when they saw him looking over, they quickly shrank behind them, but they couldn't help poking out their little heads from time to time to look at him openly, their eyes flickering. bright light.The shiny silverware against their bright smiles also makes people feel relaxed.

He didn't hate them discussing him in a low voice, it was pure curiosity, and there was little malice involved, besides, he just came down the mountain to buy some necessities, so there was no need to cause any trouble.Whether it's good or not, he doesn't hate people who are close to nature, simple, kind, and have pure souls.

After wandering around the village for a few times, he basically memorized the terrain and found the shortest way to the grocery store. He didn't want to stay in this village for too long.The store owner is a middle-aged man. Although the two cannot communicate in language, they can still express their meaning after gesticulating with their hands.

He asked for two towels, a set of pajamas, a large pack of tissues and several bags of dry food. Even though he already knew that the price here was very low, he still ate it when the shopkeeper gave him a stack of paper money with small denominations and some dirty and worn surfaces. Surprised, he felt that it was impossible to spend all the RMB on his body when he was going to Tokyo.

To be honest, he was very surprised to be able to achieve the set goal in just nearly a year. Of course, the sense of accomplishment is also great, and it feels a little bit expected.He was suddenly a little thankful that his previous life was one of the tragedies under the traditional Chinese-style examination and education system. The willpower and persistence honed after three major squeezes and four voluntary compulsions were nothing small.

After thinking about it, he still hates this kind of education. Learning is his own business. How much he learns is his own will. What right do others have to force these things on me?Originally, autonomous learning is very happy, but it has been twisted into a compulsive command style. It is strange if you don’t reject it. It’s good not to resist, but it’s hard to force others to ask to be submissive.

But it’s just a complaint. What most people think in their hearts is different from what they actually do. For example, he wanted to throw the book in the teacher’s face many times, pack his schoolbag in class and go straight home by car, but every time Could it be that he listened to lectures and took notes honestly, more seriously than anyone else.

Sometimes I also feel that this kind of contrast is terrifying, and I don’t mean what I say. Maybe it’s because of being so good that I hate humans so much.However, the unborn are such hypocritical creatures. This is a way of life, and it is difficult to change the distortion caused by various oppressions.

At first, he just wanted to create a world that could tolerate existence like himself, be true, kind, and free from lies, calculations, and malice. Unfortunately, this goal was too idealistic, which made him more and more dissatisfied with the real world, not to mention Heian-kyo, the era he lived in at that time, was originally a place full of material desires, selfish desires, greed and suspicion everywhere.

So when his contradictions continued to escalate one day and broke out under the circumstances that could not be weakened at all, it was not incomprehensible to do such an act of destroying the world.

If he is good, nine out of ten he will make the same choice, and good is a guy who is proud to the bone, even if he is wrong, he will go all the way to the end, and he will not look back when he hits the south wall.There are many people who have the same idea, and Hao is probably squeezed out by others because he has too much power.

I have to mention the double-edged sword ability of spiritual vision. Just think about it, as long as there is a World War I, people's hearts will be naked in front of their eyes, and their most secret and shameful things will be exposed. It is really strange to be unreservedly seen from the inside out, and even unconsciously, not to be disgusted, rejected, or feared by others, and it turns out that it is indeed the case.

When he was reincarnated into a good life, his extremeness was particularly obvious, and it was also carried out from beginning to end. In his eyes, there were at most two choices in everything, a large part of which was to kill or not to kill, and there was nothing in between. Buffer, also won't leave room.

Eliminate all the things that are not pleasing to the eye, those that block his way, and those that become stumbling blocks; the rest are irrelevant, those who cannot help oneself, those whose strength is not satisfactory, and those who are not satisfactory to him are simply too lazy to give them the strength to take a look.

There is a clear distinction between love and hate, if he treats himself well, he will reciprocate, and if he trips him up, he will absolutely retaliate to the end, regardless of whether he is a man or a woman, old or young, he will extinguish his anger first.

Emotions are so pure that it is frightening. At the same time, they say what they say, hate others' disobedience, move towards their goals, never regret it, never stop, and have unrivaled power. Even if the original wish has been unconsciously distorted, stubborn and domineering, The dazzling, charismatic guy made him very fond of it.