[Hao Ye] I am not me

"Are you trying to say that what we have been seeing all this time is an illusion?! Do you want to escape your sin of killing so many people?!" a voice shouted angrily.

"Who knows, even if the souls are the same, but I'm not good, let alone King Ye, I will bear all the lives of those I killed with my sins."

The young man spoke quietly, with a heavy voice that made everyone breathless.They never knew that the young man was actually such a person, who faced all the crimes he committed calmly, and then took everything on his shoulders and moved forward step by step.They thought that if it was theirs, they would never be as decisive as the young man.

"You say you are not good, so who are you? How did you die before?" How could he die so easily with such a powerful man.

"Heh, it looks like you want to break the casserole and ask the bottom line, Ye. But it's okay to tell you, just take it as a thank you gift for lending me strength."

Then he sat down leisurely again, as if he was going to make a long speech. Although some people were not used to it, but due to the difference in strength, he stopped talking and sat down like him.

He spoke with a nostalgic and melancholy tone.

"My name is Ye Shuang, and Ye is my surname. Because I was born the second time, it is a single name and a double word. I have an older sister, her name is Ye Wei. Ye, remember what I told you before, I have always I was looking for my mother's soul, and I finally found it, I searched for a thousand years, but I didn't know that she was always by my side."

"Could it be...! Ye looked at the boy in shock.

"Yes, that's right, she is Ye Wei, my own sister. The soul of my mother, Ma Zhiye, traveled through space with me and connected again."

"That explains why you killed that [idea], because you already knew it wasn't your mother."

He paused for a while, waiting for everyone to digest and organizing his own words.

"We fell in love."

Another explosive statement.

"What! Are you in love? Even if you didn't know it at that time, you are also related by blood. If you are a brother and sister, don't you have the same father and mother? Isn't this just...!!"

"Crazy! Actually..."

"It's crazy, falling in love or something...!"

Ye swallowed hard, and asked, "But didn't you say it wasn't love?!"

"In the beginning it was indeed not love. From the time my mother died in front of me, I had an obsession, which was deeply engraved in my soul. When I was Ye Shuang, I didn't know Ye Wei It was my mother who was reincarnated, and the accumulated obsessions of that day were distorted without knowing anything, and the relationship between Ye Wei and me cannot be defined by love. The reason why I use [love] is actually inaccurate, but I can’t find it. to some other closer word."

He closed his eyes, the memories of the past in his mind were already blurred, and her face could not be seen clearly, only the pair of watery brown eyes were vaguely discernible.

"Although there is a difference of four years, as far as I can recall, we have been together. It has long been impossible to prove who fell in love with whom first, but it is very clear that we love each other, and each other I love myself for that too. Even so, we didn’t say anything, we didn’t do anything, and we covered up all our feelings like nothing happened.”

"I look very similar to her, because I was born with deficiencies and poor physique. At that time, my father and mother didn't see me. I grew up wearing my sister's clothes. I had no new clothes, no toys, and no playmates. .Everything was given to me by my sister. For the rest of my life, I can't repay what she gave me. So, I decided that I will protect her for the rest of my life."

"I thought that this kind of life would continue forever, and one day in the future, I would watch her marry another person who loved her and have children for that person."

"But, she died."

"It's obviously not even 20 years old, but it's still the same age as a flower."

"I killed her, I ended her life with my own hands."

"She begged me, she said she wanted to die, she said she was sorry."

"I took off her oxygen mask."

"She took her last breath in my arms."

"Her body gradually became cold. I watched her body being sent to the crematorium, leaving only a pile of ashes."

"After that, I killed all those who hurt her."

"In the end, I committed suicide. I swallowed an overdose of sleeping pills, and because I had a heart attack, I couldn't be saved."

"The day I die is also her death day."

"I lived the same age as her, which is good, I am very satisfied."

Ma Cangye looked at him complicatedly, closed his eyes, it seemed that it took a lot of effort to get enough courage, and said: "Then, why do you want to go back again? Isn't it good to stay in this world? Besides, you are already It's the Shaman King."

The pair of flame pupils looked over, but Ma Cangye couldn't feel his focus. He was clearly in front of his eyes, but he didn't seem to be in his eyes at all.

"I just want to go back and take a look. As for why I don't stay in this world, it's probably because I'm too tired." He sighed deeply, staring meaningfully into Ma Cangye's eyes with nostalgia.

"Your eyes are very similar to hers. Every time you look at me, you are reminding me of the sins I have committed. I have thought about giving up, or even running away, but my self-esteem does not allow me to make such a choice. .Besides, I've lived long enough."

"Those who despise the cycle of life and death will not end well. Even if you are strong enough to control the cycle of life and death, so what, the way of heaven has not let you go." The white ghost laughed at his stupidity.

"Who knows, every time I am reincarnated, I will die badly. I can't count how many times I have passed the Santu River, and my memory has never been lost. Even if I want to die, when the time comes, I will still die." Continue to reincarnate with memories, for such a process, it is really boring to the extreme."

"You didn't make your purpose clear, why are you vague?" Anna said concisely and sharply.

"I thought you all should know, so I misunderstood. In fact, my purpose is very simple, and you all know the reason."

"...you...you want to become a god."

"Yes, you are right. As expected of Ye."

"Bold and reckless guy, with such a purpose! No wonder there are always some clues leaked from the documents left over thousands of years ago. Most of the gods served by the Ma Cang family disappeared unknowingly at that time. It's you. Guy!"

"Heh, did you realize it now? A bunch of trash. No wonder Ma Cang is going down."

"Those disappearing gods were... devoured by you?" He responded with a smile to Anna's shocked and terrified expression, and it was clearly a definite answer.