If you don't speak, you can donate your mouth

Three years is neither long nor long, neither short nor short.

It was so long that Jiang Mingyue was used to waiting for Zhong Zhao every time, but so short that he looked back and found nothing.

It was already late when Jiang Mingyue returned home.

But he didn't expect that Zhong Zhao was waiting for him to come back in the living room.

Jiang Mingyue had always been at home waiting for him to come back, no matter how late or tired he was, he would always be there looking at the tightly closed door.

Zhong Zhao never waited for him.

He knew it, and he never asked for Zhong Zhao.

Obviously this time it was an accident.

Zhong Zhao is still wearing the suit that he went out to attend the reception. I have to say that this kind of clothes is very suitable for Zhong Zhao, which makes him look more attractive. Now the most popular is this young and promising handsome boss But he didn't look very well, he frowned and looked at his face all the time, his facial features were almost twisted together, like a little old man, his anger could be seen from his eyes even if he didn't speak.

Jiang Mingyue was a little tired. Alcohol made his eyes sour, and even his head was not particularly clear-headed. He only knew that he was tired, so he squinted at the man in front of him.

What a good-looking man, he looks the way he likes from head to toe, and he has occupied him for three years, Jiang Mingyue leans on the sofa with his head empty, not thinking about anything, only thinking about Zhong Zhao What kind of magical power has made him reluctant to part for so many years.

Did Zhong Zhao play a trick on him?

Otherwise, how could he be so obsessed with it.

"Who did you go out with?" Zhong Zhao asked suddenly.

Jiang Mingyue raised his head, his face gradually became flushed, alcohol and reason began to collide violently, making him dizzy, with a feeling of dizziness, he tried hard to hear Zhong Zhao's question clearly, and he replied, " Su Heqing."

Then he was stunned for a moment to react, turned around to look at him with a sneer, and said, "That's right, you don't know any of my friends."

Zhong Zhao never promised him to go to his friends' gatherings, and he still doesn't know a few of his friends.

What lover hasn't known a friend of his other half for three years?

Why, Jiang Mingyue asked herself countless times.

They silently acquiesced in the answer, knowing each other well.

Didn't you have fun with Bai Huan?

Why do you still have time to take care of the abandoned dog at home?

Look at me doing this for you, isn't it very happy and refreshing.

Did I laugh countless times in my heart? I'm a perverted bastard.

Jiang Mingyue could hardly control his expression, it was too ferocious, too embarrassing, he couldn't be ashamed anymore, he gritted his teeth to iron out the ugly scars in his heart, while the pain was so painful that his scalp was numb, but at the same time Also keep a calm smile to maintain the final dignity.

But it hurts.

He stood up with a smile, and found that Zhong Zhao looked at him with a pitiful expression. He stretched out his fingers and pulled Zhong Zhao's cheek vigorously, pulling his face into a big pie face, watching him twitch in pain Angry, I thought I deserve it, who told you to bully me.

But Jiang Mingyue still relaxed her strength, and gently stroked Zhong Zhao's cheek when pulling out her hand, reluctantly put down her hand, unable to bear the astringency, and said to Zhong Zhao, "It's even, anyway. I don't know your friends either."

It's fair enough, you don't know my friends, and I don't know your friends.

Jiang Mingyue showed a very ugly smile.

Smelling his own smell of alcohol, he took off his shirt and prepared to take a shower.

Out of the corner of his eye, Zhong Zhao scanned his upper body from top to bottom several times. This look was not admiring his body, but observing whether this man had any signs of betraying him.

Jiang Mingyue suddenly had the urge to stab the man in front of him.

Zhong Zhao didn't care about Jiang Mingyue's strong love for the past three years, didn't care about all the efforts and concessions he made, didn't care about his stupidity of not thinking about food and drink for him, didn't care about how many days and nights he was tortured by jealousy and unwillingness to the point of pain look.

He only cares about whether he messes with others.

The whole body was chilled, and Jiang Mingyue almost rushed up and grabbed his neck, asking him if he had a heart.

How could you treat him like this, how could you question him like that.

How could he question that Jiang Mingyue who was able to paint the ground for him and dig out his heart?

He clearly knew how much I couldn't extricate myself from loving him.

The biting cold wrapped him, his teeth were chattering, he had no energy to cry now, his dry eye sockets were sore, his chest was breathing rapidly, as if he was frantically looking for the last breath of air with an antidote .

Jiang Mingyue took off her pants all at once, took off her whole body and stood in front of him, and turned around several times, showing off his snow-white skin, and said with a smile, "Look, look."

"Look how much fun I have with other people."

can you see me

I'm in so much pain, can you see it?

Perhaps in Zhong Zhao's eyes, Jiang Mingyue is a person with no integrity, anyone can play with anyone, anyone can love, a disgusting woman who has no chastity and will never be faithful.

Jiang Mingyue was almost out of breath, and was hurt to the extreme by him.

He stretched his arms around Zhong Zhao's neck, loosened the clenched crown of his teeth, and even the roots of his teeth tasted sour, he said in Zhong Zhao's ear, "Honey, I'm not like you."

"Find someone else for loneliness."

After speaking, he turned back mercilessly and went to the bathroom, in a hurry to be chased by hungry wolves.

He didn't dare to turn his head, he was afraid that he would see Zhong Zhao's indifferent face when he turned his head.

He didn't want to cry, and he didn't want to make himself so embarrassed.

The eyes can't be controlled, the mouth can't be controlled, and the worst thing is that the heart can't be controlled.

After he came out of the shower with his head empty, he went to bed and slept with his back facing him without even looking at the clock.

After a long time, even when Jiang Mingyue thought that Zhong Zhao was just asleep, a strong arm carefully wrapped his waist around his waist from behind, and gradually tightened his arms, obviously the appearance of lovers' eardrums sticking together However, Jiang Mingyue felt out of breath, and Zhong Zhao couldn't be bothered, so he kissed the back of his neck lightly, all the way to his ear, and called him in a hoarse voice.

"Little moon."

Jiang Mingyue's whole body was stiff, as if his throat was directly strangled, he couldn't breathe at all, his lungs were burning with scorching breath, every place Zhong Zhao kissed made him feel pain, he could accept Zhong Zhao's kiss. Whether Zhao loves him or not, he can endure Zhong Zhao's doubts, but he is about to suffocate because of the intimate "little moon", his tears flow out uncontrollably, he begins to cry silently, and his whole body begins to shiver from crying. Quickly wiped the tears off his face with both hands, but couldn't finish wiping them off.

He was afraid.

It is obvious that he has loved to the point of exhaustion, was stabbed to the point of being riddled with holes, and it is not an exaggeration to hate Zhong Zhao to the point of killing him to vent his anger, but a slightly intimate, a slightly apologetic "little moon" once again made her feel so happy. He fell into a meltdown that made his heart pound like thunder.

I'm afraid that if he says another word, he will soften his heart again.

The heart was so soft that he was injured again, Jiang Mingyue would still forgive him, wagging his tail flatteringly at Zhong Zhao.

He was turned over by Zhong Zhao to kiss him, leaving only a pair of red eyes fixed on Zhong Zhao.

The fiery breath was mixed together, and Zhong Zhao muttered something to himself, but Jiang Mingyue couldn't hear anything, leaving only extreme panic and helplessness of exhaustion.

Limbs intertwined, tender and slender kisses, sexy gasps.

But Jiang Mingyue wanted to die at this moment.

He was not in good spirits and went to the studio to continue his work. He was in a trance all day long, until Zhong Zhao came to the studio to pick him up in person.

After being taken to an inexplicable place, Jiang Mingyue knew that the date that Zhong Zhao coaxed him on the bed last night was actually real.

It's so rare, isn't it?

A "busy man" like Zhong Zhao can actually find time to go out on a date with his half-discovered lover.

He also wondered what a date it was like to lose him after releasing his pigeons so many times.

ah.It turned out to be a famous lover's amusement park in city a, Jiang Mingyue sighed when he saw the entrance.

Probably some playboy gave him a bad idea, and it was definitely not Zhong Zhao's own idea.

But Zhong Zhao showed great fun and excitement abnormally, he kept pulling him to play various sports, and sat up a few more times, Jiang Mingyue felt his stomach was overwhelmed, and the sky was spinning.

Zhong Zhao was walking around like a child who had never been here before, asking for this and that, and if he didn't play with him, he would be secretly angry.

Jiang Mingyue's nerves gradually relaxed amid the noise and his laughter, and he laughed uncontrollably several times.

Zhong Zhao rarely wore a casual outfit that he had never seen before today. He was much younger than usual in a suit, and he liked to smile more.

Jiang Mingyue looked at Zhong Zhao from behind him. In a trance, she seemed to see Zhong Zhao from the university, the person who made him fall in love at first sight in the crowd under the sun.

The one who made him desperate at a glance.

Zhong Zhao was too tired from running and sat under the shade to rest, propping his head up and wondering what he was thinking.

Jiang Mingyue turned around and saw the ice cream truck not far away, while thinking about buying an ice cream for Zhong Zhao when it was hot, and thinking about what it would be like to eat couple ice cream with Zhong Zhao.

Holding two lovers ice creams in both hands, he walked carefully to the shade of the tree.

In the distance, I saw more than one person under the tree, and when I approached slowly, I saw that there were two little girls around Zhong Zhao.

A little girl showed Zhong a picture of what she was looking at with her mobile phone, and said shyly, "I just couldn't help taking a picture of you and that little brother just now, and I'll show you! Do you want me to send it to you?"

Zhong Zhao glanced at it, smiled and said, "No need."

The little girl knew it was a polite refusal, so she took back her phone, but asked boldly, "Then, just now, does the other little brother want a photo?"

Zhong Zhao was stunned for a few seconds and said, "He doesn't need it either."

The little girl glanced at the clock photo, and said playfully, "It's probably not your boyfriend."

"Friend." Zhong Zhao replied without thinking.

The other little girl gave her a hand, and the little girl smiled awkwardly. The two little girls saw that he didn't get in, so they left quickly.

Then, Zhong Zhao returned to the state of contemplation just now.

Jiang Mingyue smiled, thinking that he was a bit like a big golden retriever running outside, sitting innocently waiting for his master to come back.

But he quickly closed his smile again, his master is not him.

Zhong Zhao was sweating profusely from the heat, and his handsome face was full of enthusiasm and impatience. Jiang Mingyue gave him one of the ice creams, and he began to eat the ice cream slowly.

He was so absorbed in eating that he didn't look around at all.

He is still so handsome and gentle. Time has made him grow into a more handsome and attractive man. Even his eyebrows, eyes, nose, and that fickle mouth are all extremely beautiful. He doesn't know how attractive he is. , the same as three years ago, and the same after three years.

Let people go one after another.

Sweat dripped from his forehead and slowly onto the tip of his nose. Jiang Mingyue stretched out his hand and tapped his nose lightly. Zhong Zhao's concentration on eating ice cream was suddenly interrupted, and he looked up at him in puzzlement.

Jiang Mingyue carefully looked at the man in front of him, showing an unusually gentle smile.

My heart is always tense and vibrating for you, but you don't feel it, just like you don't feel the taut winding of a pocket watch in your pocket.This clockwork patiently counts your hours for you in the dark, calculates your time, and accompanies you running around with its inaudible heartbeat.

And you've only glanced at it once in the millions of seconds it's been ticking.

The author says:

Me: Have you ever been like this, very angry and sad, as if the world is about to collapse, but as long as others coax you a little, or you can forget the bad things by yourself when you sleep.Little Moon is like this, she is actually very easy to coax and easy to satisfy, but Zhong Zhao refuses to coax.But, believe me, I won't let Little Moon forgive Zhong Zhao so easily!I bother!Scumbag!

We are really about to break up!

Note: The last paragraph is from "A Letter from an Unknown Woman"