If you don't speak, you can donate your mouth

Jiang Mingyue found out that something was wrong with Zhong Zhao when he was busy with the fashion show.

He was too busy during that time, compared to the time when he was tired of being together for almost 24 hours, he didn't even have time to reply to Zhong Zhao. He was too busy to think about the messy things in his relationship. He and Zhong Zhao In the middle of the night when they hadn't seen each other for two days, Zhong Zhao came to accompany him.

Jiang Mingyue never thought that Zhong Zhao would accompany him to work overtime one day, and would quietly wait by his side to comfort him. He pretended to calmly accept the reality, but after drinking a cup of milk tea that he didn't like Even after drinking a thousand cups of honey, he was still addicted, which made him dizzy, and he didn't know why.

He dealt with things back and forth between the office and the outside, and hardly had time to chat with Zhong Zhao, but he still looked at Zhong Zhao from the corner of his eye all the time, and Zhong Zhao's overly obvious presence and fiery eyes made him feel uncomfortable all over. At ease, she wanted to straighten her back, avoid her gaze, and escape such eagerness. The more determined her gaze was, the colder Jiang Mingyue became. She looked serious and inviolable, but her heart was boiling hotter than fire.

The boiling bubbles rippling lightly, blocking people's sight, the boiling hot water will emit a sweet and greasy fragrance for an instant, the strong fragrance gradually turns into a fragrant fragrance, and the light refreshing fragrance lingers on the softest heart place, tied a knot lightly, and he secretly loosened his brows.

Jiang Mingyue was busy until very late, when Zhong Zhao unconsciously fell asleep, she lay quietly on Jiang Mingyue's sofa, curled up with her long legs with no place to rest, resting her head on it silently. Sleep peacefully.Jiang Mingyue took a blanket and covered him, and sneaked down to look at Zhong Zhao's sleeping face for a while.

He hasn't seen Zhong Zhao's sleeping face for a long time, except for the last time Zhong Zhao was drunk and stayed overnight, they never spent a whole night together again, Jiang Mingyue lived with Zhong Zhao for three years, Zhong Zhao has always been wanton Yes, arrogant, as if no one can compare to him and no one is worthy of him, he thinks highly of himself and hardly has a few good faces during the day, only when he falls asleep at night will he show a well-behaved and peaceful face.

But now Zhong Zhao is not peaceful either, the way he frowns and keeps turning his eyes shows that this person is not peaceful in his sleep, Jiang Mingyue gets closer and finds that Zhong Zhao's eyes are not obvious black and blue, It seemed that he hadn't slept well for several days, and was disturbed by nightmares but couldn't wake up. People who have always had good sleep quality would actually shatter their peaceful and steady sleep, and huddled together hesitantly.

Jiang Mingyue suddenly had a strange premonition, and became worried along with uneasiness.

When Zhong Zhao woke up, the sun happened to be rising, and the fiery red sunlight illuminated the whole room, and then slowly turned into a pure white tone. Jiang Mingyue watched Zhong Zhao sleep restlessly all night, but did not cry out. When he woke up, he just frowned and watched. The moment the person on the sofa opened his eyes ignorantly, he restrained all his uneasy emotions, and slowly revealed a gentle smile. Unable to distinguish between dreams and reality, when he saw Jiang Mingyue by his side, his eyes were full of unbelievable surprise and unbearable panic, as if he was a cloud that couldn't be grasped by the wind, and he didn't dare to touch Jiang Mingyue. Mingyue, the lessons he had learned from countless times of catching empty shots made him only dare to look at Jiang Mingyue obsessively.His eyes were obsessed to the point of revealing, all his eyes were on him, and he stared at him dully in a moment of ecstasy, like burnt ashes do not ignite a little fire, like hiding in a dark place all year round waiting for an opportunity The moving viper stares at its prey.

A sickly look.

It took only a few seconds for Zhao to recover. He stretched out his hand to grab Jiang Mingyue's shoulder, but Jiang Mingyue grabbed his wrist in an instant, and pulled him aggressively towards him, while his other hand clasped Zhong Zhao's. He kissed the back of his head mercilessly.He didn't kiss tenderly or very tenderly this time, it could be said that he was biting each other fiercely, as if only in this way could he calm down the emotion that was so restless that his heart beat just now, and hoped that in such a selfless kiss, he could also forget all the unpleasant things .

The first ray of sunlight in the morning is a special background, and the two intersecting backs are like glue.

Zhong Zhao closed his eyes and relied on this intimate kiss, while Jiang Mingyue opened his eyes and slowly left Zhong Zhao's lips. He said good morning to Zhong Zhao hoarsely, but he was thinking of that hazy kiss in his heart. eyes.

He sighed silently.

Since then, Jiang Mingyue has doubts in his heart, but it's normal to not sleep well. He can't say anything strange, he just thinks that Zhong Zhao is too tired from work and hasn't had a good rest. No matter how energetic people are, they will feel tired. Now, nothing surprising, he thought.

It is normal for Zhong Zhao to be more clingy to him than before, after all, he has been busy all this time and has no time to accompany him.

Zhong Zhao, who has never believed in Buddhism, took him to climb the mountain to burn incense. There is nothing to say. Everyone has curiosity, and it is not difficult to understand the rare belief.

The stupid Zhong Zhaohui wants to try all kinds of things that couples can do, as if he wants to make up for all the missing days in one day, and wants to show Jiang Mingyue all the sweet things.

Zhong Zhao, who was extremely rebellious, would not refute any of Jiang Mingyue's decisions, whether it was right or wrong, whether he was willing or not, he was always obedient and would not make Jiang Mingyue angry.

Zhong Zhaohui stared at Jiang Mingyue's face in a daze, and when he recovered, he smiled silly as he wished.

Zhong Zhao seemed to be more likely to get sleepy when he was beside him, sleeping obediently on his lap as if he hadn't slept for hundreds of years.

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One is normal, two are understandable, three, four, and five become abnormal.

Jiang Mingyue took a sip of wine, the bitter taste stimulated the brain and the tip of the tongue was bitter, he hadn't drank so hard for a long time, he didn't dare to let the alcohol indulge his rationality and brain, but at this time But I couldn't help but drink a lot. Addiction is a feeling of loss of control, a sense of weightlessness of falling from a height without protection, the despair of drowning and struggling but not being able to touch a piece of driftwood, and a flame that burns the entire forest. It is also a howling and indifferent cold wind.

It was cold in an instant, and the whole body was cold.

Three years ago he didn't know what to do with Zhong Zhao, but he didn't expect it to be the same three years later.

Jiang Mingyue had been to Zhong Zhao's house, which was the house where they lived together before.

If he hadn't lived here before and knew what it was like before, he might feel as if he had walked into his original home.This place is almost the same as my own home. The color scheme, decoration, and furniture are all magically similar. They are all Jiang Mingyue's favorite style. The warm-toned layout, furniture that is too similar, and other weird little decorations can be seen The master's careful arrangement and careful care are so warm and unique that no one can be picky. Jiang Mingyue had a wonderful illusion, as if he had two identical homes, but Zhong Zhao told him that Zhong Zhao was the master here , the momentary distorted sense of time and space, they seem to have never broken up, they have always had such a warm and warm home, and they have always been sweetly in love.

Jiang Mingyue's eyes were turbulent and deep, and the taste in his mouth was indescribably complicated, his heart was so sad that he was about to ache, he sat silently beside Zhong Zhao, and asked Zhong Zhao: "How did it become like this? "

Zhong Zhao didn't take it seriously and poured a glass of water for Jiang Mingyue, and replied nonchalantly: "If you don't like the previous one, just change it."

"Why..." Jiang Mingyue paused, why is it exactly the same as my family.

Zhong Zhao just smiled faintly, "It's nothing, I just refer to your aesthetics."

He hugged Jiang Mingyue with both hands, and rubbed against Jiang Mingyue's shoulder like a puppy coquettishly. "Your aesthetic has always been good, isn't it beautiful?"

Jiang Mingyue looked around for a while, listening to such a deliberate answer, the corners of his mouth were flattened, as long as Zhong Zhao looked up, he could see that this person was on the verge of breaking out. Jiang Mingyue's anger was what Zhong Zhao was most afraid of.

But instead of being angry, Jiang Mingyue patted him on the back gently, and said with a smile, "Of course it looks good." But there was no smile in his eyes, serious and terrifying.

That night Jiang Mingyue stayed at Zhong Zhao's house. Zhong Zhao hugged Jiang Mingyue and kissed his fair neck. When he heard that Jiang Mingyue was going to sleep here, his eyes sparkled with excitement, and he was very happy in Jiang Mingyue's house. Mingyue poked her cheeks several times, and repeatedly confirmed with great joy: "Really?!"

"Didn't lie to me!!" Zhong Zhao always thought that Jiang Mingyue would not be willing to come back here again, but not only did he come, but he was willing to accompany him. He was afraid that Jiang Mingyue would ask him several times, so he put it on his waist His strength did not relax at all.

Jiang Mingyue felt a little helpless, "Why lie to you?"

"Little Moon is so good." Zhong Zhao was finally satisfied after getting the confirmation.

People are in their arms, just in their own hands.The right person, the right time, the right place, it is impossible for Zhong Zhao to turn a blind eye to the meat delivered in this way, and gobble it into his stomach, completely clean.

After arguing for a while, the two of them felt sleepy. Jiang Mingyue leaned on Zhong Zhao's shoulder and fell asleep quietly, and Zhong Zhao followed suit. After a while, it was time for everyone to fall asleep. Slowly opened his eyes, looked at the person in his arms for a long time, and after making sure that he had fallen asleep, he carefully opened his arms, got off the bed without making a sound, and quietly opened the bottom drawer of the bedside table next to him and took out the A few cans of small bottles poured out a few pills, and the rest of the pills in the bottle collided together and made a sound. These sounds were usually negligible, but in this quiet room, the sound was clearly heard. Immediately looked up to see if Jiang Mingyue was awake, saw that he was still sleeping and was relieved, and sneaked more cautiously to the kitchen to drink water.

After dealing with a series of things, Zhong Zhao went back to the room and continued to lie down. This time, he didn't dare to hold Jiang Mingyue back into his arms for fear of waking him up, so he stuck to Jiang Mingyue's side and closed his eyes aggrievedly.Maybe it was the effect of the medicine, Zhong Zhao really fell asleep this time, and fell asleep quickly and deeply.

Shen De didn't realize that the people around him had opened their eyes and looked at him expressionlessly.

Just like a farce of reincarnation, Jiang Mingyue got out of bed, went to the bedside table by Zhong Zhao's side, opened all the drawers, and finally found the medicine bottle that almost occupied half of the drawer.

Jiang Mingyue's eye sockets were soaked, and she couldn't control the redness and sourness, so she couldn't help but groaned in a low voice.His chest was stabbed by all the medicine bottles, as if someone had knocked a sap soundlessly from behind, which made his bones ache, and it was not enough to stab a sharp instrument on his chest. To freeze until reflux.

He can accept that Zhong Zhao doesn't love him, but he can't accept that Zhong Zhao is a little uncomfortable.The person he loved in his hands, the person he devoted all his heart and soul to pain, he hurt Jiang Mingyue more than him, and the pain took half his life.

Jiang Mingyue tremblingly went to take out some medicine bottles, his tear-blurred eyes couldn't read the words on them clearly, and he didn't know what these difficult medical terms meant. After many days of panic-stricken guesses came to fruition. More uneasiness and hesitation, all he knew was that Zhong Zhao was ill.

He took photos of all the bottles and sent them to friends he knew in the middle of the night, and sent a message; "Help me find out what these medicines do, and remember to keep it secret."

It's too late, and friends can't get back to him if they don't see it.

Jiang Mingyue took a deep breath and stood on the balcony, took Zhong Zhao's cigarette and unskillfully lit it, put it in his mouth, inhaled it, it still smelled bad and choking, and he still slept there without any problems. Those who know it are still unable to explain the unexplainable heaviness.

It's just that she didn't expect to be so bitter, so Jiang Mingyue forced a smile.

"So tell me, what kind of medicine are you taking?" Jiang Mingyue received a call from a friend after the fashion show, and after barely listening to her friend's words, Zhong Zhaoqiang dragged her back home, pressed her down and kissed frantically.

Both of them froze in place as if the pause button had been pressed. Jiang Mingyue already knew what the medicines were for and just wanted to tell Zhong Zhao honestly. answer.

Jiang Mingyue stroked Zhong Zhao's cheek with her hand, controlled her emotions and said softly: "It's okay, just tell me."

"I will never leave you no matter what you do." Jiang Mingyue said reassuringly.

Zhong Zhao's face was so pale that there was no blood, his lips were white and his eyes were blank. Jiang Mingyue saw a little helplessness and unreasonable fear from it, so he kissed him gently.

From the forehead, to the eyes, nose, cheeks, and lips, he comforted him superficially, "It's okay, don't be nervous, just tell me slowly. Okay?"

Zhong Zhao's injured expression looked so pitiful and helpless, he obeyed Jiang Mingyue but evaded the seriousness and replied: "It's just some minor psychological problems, just take medicine."

Depression, anxiety, and insomnia all night, in Zhong Zhao's eyes, he said it like a cold.

Looking at such gloomy eyes, Jiang Mingyue couldn't get angry no matter how much, he was looking forward to his reaction and his answer, even if it was uneasy, fearful, and frightening.

This bad guy still yearns for himself.

"Okay." Jiang Mingyue curled her lips after she finished, as if flipping over the matter lightly, she didn't question too much, she wasn't angry, she wasn't disappointed, she just replied extremely gently, "Don't be afraid."

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"Do not be afraid."

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Just saying "don't be afraid" made Zhong Zhao sob uncontrollably. The long-term anxiety and fear tortured him. He was afraid that Jiang Mingyue would be angry, he was afraid that Jiang Mingyue would be disappointed, he was afraid that Jiang Mingyue would not love him, he was afraid of Jiang Mingyue Mingyue doesn't want him, this sweet reunion is just his wishful thinking, it's just a dream he imagined.

He was so afraid that he couldn't sleep all night, and he couldn't control his temper and threw things when he left the little moon.

But now his sweetheart tells him not to be afraid, just like a child may not cry when he falls down, but he can't help crying when he sees an adult.

He cried weakly, and humbly whispered in Jiang Mingyue's ear: "I really love you so much."

Jiang Mingyue held back his calm mask and it cracked a little, he continued to pat Zhong Zhao's back with his stopped hand, closed his reddish eyes, and he answered hoarsely and soberly.

"I see."

The author says:

I came late, because my online class is quite full and this chapter is a bit difficult to write, but I still rushed out.There are still two chapters at the end, and next time I will directly update the text of the two chapters to end.Thank you little ones!