If you don't speak, you can donate your mouth

Jiang Mingyue would sometimes be in a daze.

From why the stars in the sky look like that, to those crazy things at work, to what to eat tonight and what to eat tomorrow morning, and finally come back to a question.

Why doesn't Zhong Zhao still love me today?

Thinking of this question, he was agitated at the beginning, and asking for it made him crazy, but his thoughts gradually calmed down as time went on, and now thinking of this is as normal as eating and sleeping, the light in his eyes also dimmed.

Because of this problem, there is no solution.

Three years, day after day.

Jiang Mingyue is used to Zhong Zhao's living habits, Zhong Zhao's food taste, and Zhong Zhao's bed habits, so she should also get used to Zhong Zhao's not loving.

A life that pretends to be peaceful will be broken sooner or later because it is a fake.No matter how fake it is, it will never be true.

After answering Bai Huan's call, Jiang Mingyue sat by the window.Staring blankly out of the window, I don't know where to stay. It may be a verdant tree downstairs, it may be the bright and tall street lamp next to it, or it may be the broken moon and the sparse ghosts. What kind of stars, Jiang Mingyue, with an empty head, didn't know where to look.

After an unknown amount of time, a car drove downstairs to their house.

He watched his boyfriend, probably the one he thought he was, getting out of the car with a tall and thin man in his arms.Zhong Zhao put one hand on Bai Huan's shoulder, leaning almost his whole body in his arms, while Bai Huan hugged him tenderly, lowered his head as if talking intimately with Zhong Zhao, his two heads intertwined Together, it seems to be kissing, maybe it is kissing.

The two hugged each other intimately, inseparable, and in the eyes of others, they were a pair of sweet lovers.

Jiang Mingyue sat on the windowsill and watched.

Maybe it was because of the heavy dew in the late night and the strong wind. Jiang Mingyue felt cold instantly after sitting on the window sill for so long.

It was so cold that his whole body froze, and his cheeks stinged, as if he would be stabbed by his cold air if he touched it.

It can be said that there is no surprise, Bai Huan sent Zhong Zhao back, and he guessed such a scene just after receiving his call, but imagining and actually seeing it are still not the same excitement.

He thought three years was enough to wear away all his impulsive love, he thought he didn't care about it, he should have gotten used to it, he thought he was ready to be discarded long ago.

But when he saw the return of Zhong Zhaoai's first love who couldn't help himself, he was stabbed severely again.

He thought that the scabbed wound was not healed, but he used a band-aid to hide it, and it hurts when he moved, but he still felt that it was good to get used to it, and it was good to get used to the pain.This time, he was severely injured again, with blood flowing, and he was surprised to find that the wound had not healed, and had rotted to the bottom.

Jiang Mingyue was too lazy to struggle anymore, thinking that he could not be cured anymore, so let him rot.

When receiving Zhong Zhao from Bai Huan, Jiang Mingyue kept his usual dignified appearance, and pretended to say thank you, but in fact, Bai Huan's white eyes had already flown to the sky, and Bai Huan, Bai Yueguang and Xiao Baihua shyly said He smiled, shook his head and said no thanks, that's what he should have done, as if he was this man's boyfriend.

Xiao Baihua even wanted to sit down at home and talk about Zhong Zhao's big project.Jiang Mingyue glanced at him, and when he wanted to step in, he closed the door without hesitation, refusing his entry.

Jiang Mingyue didn't care what the people outside said, as long as they couldn't hear them.

He hugged the big pig's hooves to the bed, and went to get a hot towel to wipe his face, but he thought in his heart how many years he would go to prison if he used the towel to smother Zhong Zhao to death.Zhong Zhao leaned against his arms without any scruples, probably thinking he was Bai Huan.

While helping him wipe his face, he looked at him with his eyes.

Even though he has been sleeping for three years, why does he never get tired of seeing this man? Could it be that his filter is too thick?Thinking of looking at another person with such eyes, kissing another person with such a mouth, and having sex with others in bed, Jiang Mingyue wished he could bite this bitch to death immediately.

He approached his ear, and in his mind was the bloody image of a hungry wolf biting off his ear, but in fact he only dared to gently bite his earlobe, fearing that it would hurt him, so he licked it carefully.

The wound was finally uncovered by him. A puppy was kicked by someone but still wagged its tail at the person to show its love.

Obviously, he was already in extreme pain, but he still worried about not biting him.

This is too cheap, too humble.

With red eyes, Jiang Mingyue said hoarsely in his ear, "Congratulations, you finally got your wish."

Congratulations, you finally waited until he came back.

Congratulations...get rid of me.

Unexpectedly, Zhong Zhao woke up at this time, and was caught by him crying.Jiang Mingyue wished to go back to the previous few seconds. He was humble, but he never used tears to win sympathy.

Zhong Zhao, what do you think?

Is he thinking that this man has been pestering him for three years, saying that he doesn't love him, and still pestering him?

Zhong Zhao's voice was a little hoarse after drinking, and a little sexy.

"Why are you crying?" I didn't cry!

"Is it because I didn't come back at night?" Knowing it, he asked.

"I'm sorry." You know shit.

In the next second, Jiang Mingyue heard him say, "Then I'll pay you for the night."

Here comes this man again, who has always only coaxed people on the bed.Are you pitying him this time?Jiang Mingyue thought so in her heart, but she still couldn't refuse Zhong Zhao, no matter what.

Jiang Mingyue couldn't exert any strength, as if she had been exhausted by something before.

When Zhong Zhao was about to lower his head to kiss him, his mind was filled with the scene of the two downstairs who were so intimate as if they were kissing just now.

He avoided Zhong Zhao's kiss for the first time, and kissed him on the chin with his head sideways.

He exhaled heavily, and he felt that every breath he exhaled was so hot and stinging.

But the closest person knows nothing about his pain, and asks him "what's wrong? Are you still sad?"

Yes, I am so sad.You help me.

So he said, "I want you to say something nice."

Lie to me, you know, as long as you tell me, I will believe it, as long as you say I can leave, I will agree to break up, as long as you coax me, just three words.

Zhong Zhao thought for a while, bit his neck, and said lustfully, "Baby, you are so beautiful."

Ding dong, the answer is wrong.

Even though the answer was so simple, he still got it wrong.

But Jiang Mingyue still showed a smile, he was so self-indulgent, how could he say I love you.

"never mind."

Jiang Mingyue raised her hand in surrender, I lost.

More ruthless than you.

It's just a tormenting torture.

Jiang Mingyue woke up very early.

He didn't know what he wanted to do, but he couldn't sleep.He didn't know what he was going to do with the failed relationship, but he chose to deal with the failed ring first.

He went to the study.On the desk are the drawings he has designed for a long time, and the velvet box.

He looked at it for a while, but he didn't expect Zhong Zhao to wake up and walk behind him, and then he turned around as if he woke up from a dream.

"What are you doing?" Zhong Zhao bent down, "Have you started designing the ring yet?"

Jiang Mingyue paused, then picked up a drawing, said with a smile, "Yes, I drew these."

Zhong Zhao picked up the ring box, opened the box and took out the ring. When Jiang Mingyue saw the ring, his heart ached again, and he heard Zhong Zhao say, "It's pretty pretty."

"It's a pity that this is a failure." Jiang Mingyue said honestly, a meaningless ring is a failure, he would smile or not, his face was very ugly.

Zhong Zhao raised his head suddenly, and said in surprise, "This is not very good, it is actually a failure."

Jiang Mingyue snatched the ring from his hand. The ring was so small but heavy to hold. He slowly lifted the ring up to Zhong Zhao, making a gesture that he had practiced several times. Unfortunately, he would never have another chance up. "Failure is failure, no matter how good-looking it is."

Zhong Zhao was stunned for a moment, then immediately realized, "It's okay, there will always be success."

He smiled when he heard this, "Really?" It's ridiculous, do you think it will be successful?Maybe I'll succeed by proposing someone else.

Jiang Mingyue smiled wryly, thinking about when Zhong Zhao would break up, so he could give up his seat as soon as possible.

He threw the ring into the trash can very neatly. This ring is trash.

He doesn't want it anymore.

He doesn't want the ring anymore.

He doesn't want Zhong Zhao's love anymore.

Zhong Zhao kept following him for no apparent reason, and he asked a question before saying, "Why did you cry yesterday?"

Grass, he saw me cry.Shame again.He didn't want to mention anything about last night, so he replied that it was a problem at work.

"Is it because the design of the ring is not going well?" Zhong Zhao asked again.

Jiang Mingyue was stunned for a moment, thinking about it was also the reason, and involuntarily looked at Zhong Zhao's hand, his hand was beautiful, but it wasn't destined to wear my ring. "Yeah, I won't be designing rings anymore."

"I thought you were angry because I didn't come back yesterday."

In fact, Jiang Mingyue didn't feel any ups and downs at all. It was normal for her first love to let him go when she came back. She pretended to be angry and punched him on the shoulder, "I wasted the reservation and the cake."

"I'm sorry that something happened suddenly last night," Zhong Zhao laughed, what kind of scumbag would dare to laugh when he let people go.

"What's the matter yesterday? I want to go out to eat." Zhong Zhao said very briskly, completely unable to remember what day it was yesterday.

Yes, how could he remember.

He didn't care about any anniversary with Jiang Mingyue at all, he didn't remember what Jiang Mingyue liked, just like they said, "It's just for fun, not serious."

Jiang Mingyue herself felt that Zhong Zhao was just playing around.

I also feel sad and ridiculous, people play with you, but you still go to the pole.

He turned his back on him, hiding all his emotions.He couldn't cry anymore.

Even if he left, he still walked with the same dignity as before.

"It's the day I want to be romantic."

It was also the day when I completely surrendered.

The author says:

Me: The characters start to fly, and my pen doesn't listen to me anymore.

Jiang Mingyue: Yes, I'm about to fly.

Zhong Zhao: No, don't go.