If you don't speak, you can donate your mouth

During the long period of coma, Jiang Mingyue completely let herself lose consciousness.This feeling is like the soul coming out of the body, light and floating, he floated up while lying down, leaning on the invisible clouds.My whole body is weak, and I feel tired even when I move my fingers, so I simply lie still and relax my muscles and bones.

Memories played in his mind like a revolving lantern. He floated outside and watched his past as a bystander for the first time. Funny, joyful, indifferent, and painful, all passed lightly in his eyes.

He saw himself acting like a baby beside his parents asking for gifts when he was young, seeing himself sitting in a seat and doing his homework seriously when he was a student, seeing himself walking shoulder to shoulder with his friends to the stadium, and seeing himself looking at the starry sky with a happy face Looking at his appearance, he saw himself countless nights for design drafts, and saw him standing at the venue to watch other people's and his own works.

He has countless triumphs and frustrations, and countless joys and sorrows.

One goes to a picture, in the open air playground.

In high school, Jiang Mingyue was wearing a school uniform and had just rejected a girl's confession, but was hooked by a friend. The friend had been in love several times, and he was still single. Many people wondered what kind of person could take it off. This high mountain flower.

"Handsome guy, how many girls' hearts do you have to break before you can do it." The friend raised his eyebrows.

At that time, Jiang Mingyue didn't know his sexual orientation, he just blindly refused the girl's overtures, and he couldn't answer this question.

"What type do you like? I was asked by everyone's task, so don't talk nonsense."

At that time, Jiang Mingyue raised his chin. He thought about it for a while, and then looked at the void, "Probably because he looks good when he smiles, and his eyes are bright." By any standard, there are too many good-looking girls, and there are many people with beautiful eyes, but he has never been tempted.

His friend laughed at him, "Now that you refuse so hard, you will definitely be abused miserably in the future. This is the energy conservation of nature."

Jiang Mingyue didn't care what he said, and replied helplessly, "Maybe."

......

This dream-like memory miraculously has no shadow of Zhong Zhao at all, and his memories don’t even have the man’s back, not to mention the joy that Zhong Zhao brought him, even his pain and helplessness are all lost. In Zhong Zhao's dream, he unexpectedly felt peaceful. His parents loved him, his friends loved him, and his colleagues cared about him since he was a child. In the past 20 years without love, he still lived a vivid and splendid life.

The ears are so clean that he can't ignite a spark when he floats on the floating clouds.

For the first time, Jiang Mingyue had a strange idea that maybe he could live better without love.

……

When Jiang Mingyue woke up again, she opened her eyes and saw the ceiling of the hospital.

What happened to Tai Sui this year, I was admitted to the hospital twice.

He was lying on the bed in the general ward, and there was no sound around him, as if no one was around. He moved quietly and felt no pain. He breathed a sigh of relief and seemed to be unhurt, and then immediately got out of the quilt. Li stretched out his hand to check, turned the palm of the hand and the back of the hand to see that there was nothing wrong, and his ten fingers were very flexible.

Jiang Mingyue was really relieved, it was over if his hand was injured, he relied on his hands for food.

When the hand was still in the air, someone rushed over and grabbed his hand, wrapping it tightly, the back of the hand holding him was covered with scratches, which contrasted sharply with his green and white hand .

Jiang Mingyue sat up and saw that the ward was actually not empty. Zhong Zhao was standing in front of his bed, wearing daytime clothes, but his left arm had a plaster cast, and the clothes were rubbed torn. It was a slight scratch, like it was scratched by small stones and dust, but he saw that he woke up and showed a relaxed smile imperceptibly, and his eyes never left his body for a second.

At that moment, Jiang Mingyue remembered what he said, "You have a nice smile, and your eyes are bright." He pulled the corner of his mouth to cover up his sudden beating heart. Shine brighter than ever.

Zhong Zhao opened his mouth, said something anxiously, and held his hand tightly.

Jiang Mingyue's unconcealed smile just stopped in astonishment, he slowly sank down, the room was still so silent that even the air flow was silent, he looked down at Zhong Zhao's open and harmonious mouth , he could see the overflowing worry and the continuous words, he suddenly understood why the room was always silent, even though the people outside were walking back and forth and even the TV was playing the latest hot programs, he still felt quiet.

He smiled helplessly at Zhong Zhao who was still talking non-stop, "I can't hear you anymore."

……

The doctor came quickly and took him for a checkup. The doctor and Zhong Zhao were talking continuously, but Jiang Mingyue couldn't hear a word. He looked at them with a frown, and the anxiety in his heart remained undiminished. The world where no sound can be heard is strange and extremely frightening. He can't even hear his own voice, and all the voices seem to be swallowed by a black hole. He is trapped in the silent universe alone.

Zhong Zhao took his wrist and walked step by step. Jiang Mingyue suddenly felt funny when he saw him talking anxiously with the doctor, like a humorous pantomime. I thought he was deaf.

Zhong Zhao also calmed down in the end, this wounded man showed his usual bluffing calmness and composure, he seemed very safe.

The uneasy heart calmed down, and it was strange that he was relieved by the person he least wanted to see now.

Zhong Zhao took the mobile phone and typed for him. It said, "The doctor said that your ear was temporarily deaf caused by the explosion. As long as you follow the doctor's instructions and apply the medicine on time, it will heal in a short time."

Jiang Mingyue read the words on the phone and then observed Zhong Zhao's expression. She felt that he did not seem to be lying, so she nodded and asked him. "What happened to the explosion?"

He can't hear his own voice now, even if he can speak, he feels strange, something is wrong all over his body, he might as well communicate smoothly with his mobile phone.

"The gas tank exploded in the shop on the snack street. Fortunately, we are not very close." Another line of words appeared on the phone.

Jiang Mingyue nodded, and simply typed on his mobile phone to ask. "It's really thanks to you." His words were a little ironic.

When Zhong Zhao saw this line of words, he suddenly became depressed, his face was tense, and he even let go of the hand that was holding him alone. "I'm sorry, it was my fault. I shouldn't have dragged you there."

Jiang Mingyue looked at him calmly. Zhong Zhao's clothes were covered with dust and blood, his hair was messed up, his face and hands were scratched, and his left arm was cast. I don't know if there was anything else under the clothes. Injury, but this is also the most embarrassing look Jiang Mingyue has seen him in more than three years.

But when the flames spread and the explosion roared, this person hugged him.

Jiang Mingyue sighed and typed on the phone. "none of your business."

Jiang Mingyue would not think Zhong Zhao was good, nor would he deteriorate him too much. Zhong Zhao protected him, but he would not think that Zhong Zhao loved him.No matter how bad Zhong Zhao was to him, it was impossible to let him die.In that case, it is impossible for Jiang Mingyue to fall in love with such a person.

Jiang Mingyue's throat felt dry for a moment, he looked at Zhong Zhao, his soft hair was covered with dust, and he gently patted off the dust.

Zhong Zhao looked up at him, his deep eyes contained emotions that Jiang Mingyue didn't understand, he stretched out his uninjured hand to Jiang Mingyue's cheek, not daring to touch his face, and finally hugged Jiang Mingyue gently. He grabbed his neck, hugged him tightly with one hand, buried his head on his neck and shoulders, Zhong Zhao leaned on his shoulder for only a few seconds, but Jiang Mingyue had an inexplicable resonance, the two of them They all feel joy and fear at the lost and regained life.

Jiang Mingyue was fascinated by his rare fragility.

They almost really have their souls out of their bodies, and the place where they may lie is not a hospital.

Before Jiang Mingyue had time to push him away, he had already consciously let go, his expression was normal, and he didn't have the unbelievably complicated eyes just now, nor the fragility and helplessness that seemed to exist for a few seconds.

They are still indestructible adults.

……

"I'll take you home." It was displayed on the pushed phone.

The author says:

Let's make do with this chapter, the next chapter will be a little more