If you don't speak, you can donate your mouth

Zhong Zhao came out of Jiang Mingyue's studio in a daze.In the second half, he was in a trance, and he didn't hear what the people next to him were saying. He fled guiltily and hesitantly, followed by a terrifying and ruthless devil chasing him.He didn't wake up until the cold wind outside blew on his face.

He returned to his senses in a daze, and was glad that Jiang Mingyue wasn't there just now. He couldn't imagine what painful things Jiang Mingyue would think of when he saw the missing trophy. He was afraid of Jiang Mingyue's lonely and sad expression, I was also afraid that I would hug Jiang Mingyue desperately on the spot and beg for his forgiveness.Now he couldn't even bear Jiang Mingyue's frown.

Zhong Zhao suddenly wanted to smoke a pack of cigarettes and drink a whole bottle of wine. Now maybe only tobacco and wine can relieve his violent ups and downs just now, and numb his sore and swollen heart for a moment.For three years or even longer, how many days and nights, he knew nothing about the people around him, he didn't know how much he loved him, and he didn't understand how affectionate he was, Zhong Zhao recklessly trampled on his feelings And dignity, and asked him to give more, show more sincerity, and never felt a pity if it was smashed.

He was far more cruel than he imagined.

He was sitting on the side of the road with his mobile phone searching for Jiang Mingyue's photos. There were only a few pictures of him winning awards on the Internet. He was young and beautiful. Standing there, everyone was staring at him. He was destined to be dazzling. Existence is a pearl that cannot hide the light, Zhong Zhao paused his fingers, his whole body went numb, he finally saw the picture of Jiang Mingyue holding the trophy that he had only seen once.

The bright and energetic eyes in the picture are full of joy and anticipation, as if they were aligned with Zhong Zhao outside the phone, Zhong Zhao stared bitterly at the picture and had hallucinations, as if he was at the scene at that time, watching Jiang Mingyue win the championship , I saw him holding the trophy and smiling confidently with his head raised towards the camera, seeing the cheers and enthusiasm at the scene, everyone celebrated this talented young man.

And this young man did not go to celebrate with the team after the end, nor did he accept too much exposure from the media. He carefully put the trophy in his arms, escaped from a group of people who loved him and held him, and ran towards a Does not love his side.

Full of anticipation, hold up your heart.

But in the blink of an eye, he was smiling softly on the Ferris wheel, but his eyes were not bright. His eyes were like water, calm and unruffled, with snow piled up in the corners of his eyes. Zhong Zhao squandered all the fire in his eyes, leaving only Can't melt the ice that can't be melted.

The water drops fell on the screen of the phone and landed on Jiang Mingyue's face in the picture. The water drops were refracted so that they showed colorful colors, echoing Jiang Mingyue's bright smile, but the water drops kept flowing. The number increased, and it melted and spread out on the screen, and the hand holding the phone showed obvious blue veins, showing how hard the owner was using it.

On the empty roadside, there was only one person sitting under the tree, with his head bowed and his whole body trembling, he huddled there and whimpered, suppressing the sound and pain from his throat, and refused to cry out loud from the beginning to the end.

He lost his treasure, and he realized it later.

.......

Zhong Zhao went to Liangshan and accepted someone's invitation.

He knew he was mean and annoying, but there was nothing he could do.He tortured himself with endless emptiness and guilt in the time and space when he couldn't see Jiang Mingyue. Love and longing made the exiled sinner want to escape the shackles and rush to the nest of peace of mind, even if the death penalty was to die in his arms Here, death in his eyes.

When he arrived, Jiang Mingyue was talking to Yu Ying. The two of them were sitting in a corner without being disturbed. They didn't know what they were talking about. They didn't look close, they kept a proper distance, and they were talking normally Talking, but now someone is already a mad dog, losing reason and judgment, Jiang Mingyue's long-term indifference has driven Zhong Zhao crazy, seeing someone approaching Jiang Mingyue, he instinctively felt that he was trying to snatch him away , is teasing him.

When he was standing in front of the two of them, he hadn't really thought about what to say, what to do, how to let Jiang Mingyue talk to him more, he had already recklessly grabbed Yu Ying's hand, wanting to Pull him up and keep him away from Jiang Mingyue. Before the warning sound came out of his mouth, Zhong Zhao had already been slapped away by Jiang Mingyue. Jiang Mingyue stood up and glanced at him expressionlessly. At first glance, he looked like a puppy being reprimanded by his master, dejected, frightened out of the plane's ears, not daring to wag his tail, and retracting the fangs that were just about to be exposed in aggrieved manner.

Jiang Mingyue let go of Zhong Zhao's arm, and asked coldly, "Why are you here?"

Zhong Zhao couldn't say that he came here, Jiang Mingyue would get angry again, so he pretended to be relaxed and said, "Why can't I be here?"

Jiang Mingyue's eyes widened, and he laughed angrily. "Isn't it good for you to follow me?"

Zhong Zhao looked at Jiang Mingyue greedily. It was an extravagant wish to take another look. His little moon was not wearing formal clothes today, so young and beautiful that he changed his temperament. With the clothes, his whole person became soft and sharp, just like three years ago , he suddenly thought of Jiang Mingyue who was holding the trophy three years ago, he felt his throat was dry and hoarse again, he smiled reluctantly, "I used to be in the Astronomical Society, but After staying for a while, I retired. It was the president who asked me to come."

Zhong Zhao didn't lie. This time, he was really invited by the friend of the president of the Astronomical Society. He did have a brief interest in astronomy before, and he studied it for a while.

Jiang Mingyue fell into silence, she lowered her head and refused to look at him more.

"Mingyue, have you ever thought about it?" Zhong Zhao's mouth was dry, swallowing hard to get rid of the burning in his mouth, "In fact, we have been inseparable from each other for a long time. We are used to each other's hobbies and tastes. Most of them are overlapped together, this time the Astronomical Club won’t see them, maybe next time they will be in the swimming pool, or maybe in the cafe we ​​often go to, we can’t see each other forever.”

"Ming Yue, don't avoid me anymore." Zhong Zhao took a breath and said slowly.

Please, don't run away.

Jiang Mingyue raised her eyes to meet him, and sighed silently.Zhong Zhao looked at him, only to find that Jiang Mingyue's expression was tired, his eyes were wet and gleaming with water, which was helpless and extremely regrettable, and the reflection of Zhong Zhao in Jiang Mingyue's eyes was also like this.

They are all in a mess in this relationship.

.......

Yu Ying took a sip of the cold milk tea, sat between them, blinked and ate melon.

Zhong Zhao took a few skewers of barbecue and handed them to Jiang Mingyue, "You eat." He also stuffed the thermos cup filled with hot water into his arms.The grilled skewers just finished still had the aroma of charcoal, and the steaming heat gave off a seductive aroma in the cold night, and the hungry stomach screamed. Jiang Mingyue finally did not refuse Zhong Zhao's food this time, and reached out to take it. Past the skewers.

Looking up from Jiang Mingyue's angle, Zhong Zhao's face was reflected in the firelight flickering, a rare kind smile appeared on his handsome face, no one else was just smiling at him, watching.The serious look in his eyes seemed to be looking at a treasure that he dared not touch, and he actually sprouted the feeling that he cherishes me.

Jiang Mingyue felt weird, this illusion made him restless, he turned his head and never spoke to Zhong Zhao again.

Zhong Zhao brought over more skewers one after another, and Jiang Mingyue shared them with Yu Ying, trying his best to ignore Jiang Mingyue's inseparable gaze from Zhong Zhao's photo.

Jiang Mingyue was so determined that she didn't want to talk to Zhong Zhao any more, so she refused to say a word to him afterwards.He didn't care where Zhong Zhao went, he just walked forward alone.

Jiang Mingyue walked casually with a flashlight. The forest was much larger and deeper than he had imagined. Every tree looked alike. He didn't walk very far, but he kept circling around a few trees.He tried to take several more routes, but he always circled in place.

He sighed, he was so unlucky that he would get lost after walking a few steps.

He took out his phone, great!The battery of the mobile phone is dead, so I can only wait for someone to come to find it.

He really underestimated the lower limit of human misfortune. After a while, the flashlight was actually broken. He knocked on it and flicked the battery, but it couldn't make it turn on again.It was better now, lost and lost, Jiang Mingyue had fun, squatting on the ground and counting stones.

The moonlight streamed in through the gaps in the branches, and shone on the uneven road. The leaves were rustling by the wind, roaring their own roars, not afraid of single men, so they blocked most of the visible light even more angrily. , the air in the mountains was unbelievably cold at night, Jiang Mingyue was not afraid or flustered.

Count his stones, one, two, three.

.......

Just a little bored, he counted stones with a wooden face to calm his chaotic brain.

This one is relatively round, this one is relatively small, that one is so sharp that it hurts a bit, this square one is a bit special, but it is very dark, so dark that I can’t see the color of the stones on the ground, the road ahead, or the trees behind. , and there will always be a lot of emotions magnified in the dark.

Those who are panicked will be more panicked, and those who are scared will be more scared.

Chaotic people are also more chaotic.

.......

A flashlight hit the round stone in his hand, the leaves mercifully scattered the vine branches, and the bright moonlight carelessly illuminated the people in front of Jiang Mingyue.

The person brought by the moonlight is the person he is waiting for.

"I found you," he said.

The author says:

Although Xiaoyue didn't hide from him anymore, she wouldn't give him a chance. Even if Xiaozhao wanted to show her sincerity, there was nothing she could do.You need a suitable reason to break, and I will try to write as smoothly as possible.