Duplicity of rebirth

An Chen, the male artist named Jinhua who was dating Gu Nai, had met before. At the beginning, because the face of the other party was very similar to Zhou Jin, he had attracted his attention. At that time, he had thought of getting Jinhua to himself. But when he saw the little artist's attitude of resistance and disgust towards him, he suddenly lost interest.

Zhou Jin never treated herself with that attitude, except when the two broke up, the former Zhou Jin always had a smile on her face when she faced her, and her eyes were always soft. Nowhere, as long as he appears, Zhou Jin's eyes will always be entwined with him. He used to be complacent about this knowledge, so how could Zhou Jin, who likes him so much, be like that little entertainer regardless of his eyes or attitude? are full of hostility.

He thought with disappointment, if he could tame that little artist, he would be exactly like Zhou Jin. He missed the smile on that face a little bit, and also the tenderness in those eyes.

It's a pity that before he had time to make a move, he heard the news that the little artist was with Gu Nai. The moment he heard the news, he regretted it for a long time. The little artist snatched it from that person. After all, Zhou Jin was also the only one with whom he had ever been in a serious relationship. It was only after Zhou Jin was chased, although he pursued it with the mentality of having fun at the time, but it is undeniable that he and Zhou Jin have been together as a couple from the beginning.

After Zhou Jin had been away for so long, he found that he would occasionally think of such a person, of course it was only occasionally, and each time it was just a flash of one or two clips, which did not make him take it to heart. When he saw Jin Hua Afterwards, he was surprised that there were such similar people in the world, and he also had doubts about Jinhua's appearance, and secretly investigated this person, but unfortunately there was very little information that could be found, even his No background can be found.

After seeing the announcement of his relationship with Gu Nai, he finally realized it. No wonder he couldn't find Jinhua's information no matter how hard he searched.

Before that, he would only think of Zhou Jin occasionally. When he really started to think of Zhou Jin frequently, it was when he saw the overwhelming reports about Gu Nai and Jinhua. A newspaper chose Jinhua and Gu Nai. In the photo of walking side by side on the street together, in that photo, the background is the soft light of the sunset, Jin Hua slightly turned his head to look at Gu Nai, with a relaxed expression, the corners of his mouth slightly raised, his soft eyes resting on Gu Nai's face , Just such a photo accidentally overlapped with the Zhou Jin in his memory. At that moment, he couldn't remember whether the person in the photo was Zhou Jin or Jin Hua.

He stared at it for a long time, maintaining the same posture, and uncontrollably flashed many clips in his mind, all related to Zhou Jin, and then, that night, he dreamed of Zhou Jin.

In his previous residence, Zhou Jin was wearing the white T-shirt and slacks that he often wore when he was resting, lying on the carpeted floor reading the script, the corners of his mouth were slightly pursed, with a very devoted expression, and then he left suddenly In the past, she sat next to him, and when he was caught off guard, she leaned over and kissed the corner of his mouth. Zhou Jin reacted quickly after being startled, and her slightly pursed thin lips suddenly bent into a soft arc, smiling He said a word, but he tried hard to hear it clearly, but he couldn't hear anything. He only saw himself in his dream leaning over and kissing his lips deeply under Zhou Jin's soft eyes.

Then, the picture suddenly changed, Zhou Jin standing in front of him no longer had that soft smile on her face, her exquisite face was tense, she looked at him expressionlessly, An Chen was stunned for a while before responding Come here, this scene is the scene where the matter between him and Ji Ziying was broken by Zhou Jin. That day Zhou Jin also looked at him with such a blank expression, neither making noise nor making trouble, staring at him quietly for a long time, only saying In one sentence: We, stop here.

And then there is no more.

This once made An Chen feel very puzzled. He originally thought that given how much Zhou Jin liked him, no matter how much he reacted, he shouldn't have such a flat reaction, so he didn't take this sentence very seriously, and was even sure about it. I have to think that Zhou Jin will definitely come back to him by herself in a short time.

But he waited for a long time until the news of Zhou Jin's death came, but he still didn't turn around.

When he first heard the news of Zhou Jin's death, what was his reaction?There seems to be no reaction, right?At that time, he seemed to be having dinner with a friend. When he suddenly heard a friend mention it, he was just stunned for a moment, and then he did what he should do. He didn't even go to Zhou Jin's funeral. Jin was forgotten, as if he had never known this person before. Friends around him who knew about his affairs with Zhou Jin all joked about him. Sure enough, passionate people are the most ruthless.

It's just that what one of his friends said made him stunned for a long time. He said, seeing your attitude towards Zhou Jin at the beginning, he once thought you were serious, but it turns out that the prodigal son is indeed a prodigal son.

His attitude?Doesn't he understand this sentence very well, is there any difference in his attitude towards Zhou Jin?Why do you give others such an illusion?He couldn't find the answer to this question, and it didn't take long for him to forget it, but it was also from that time on that he began to consciously dismiss the men and women around him, not for any major reason, but because he felt bored.

Which one of the men and women around him didn't have a plan?And everyone can see his transformation. Many people ridicule him for finally turning his prodigal son back. Every time he just smiles, but only he knows in his heart that it is not the prodigal son turning back, but the attitude towards this kind of man who is completely piled up by money and power. Get tired of the relationship.

The dream I had that day ended with the background of Zhou Jin turning away indifferently. With Zhou Jin's back gradually drifting away, the surroundings gradually became darker at a slow speed until it became completely dark .

When An Chen woke up, it was already bright outside. He lay on his bed and stared at the ceiling for a long time without regaining consciousness. The back of Zhou Jin who left indifferently kept reappearing in his mind. He felt strange that Zhou Jin was already dead. For so long, he has never felt anything, but why would he have such a dream at this time?

Of course, he still didn't pay much attention to it at this time, but when he repeated this dream for more than a week, he began to have a faint uneasiness in his heart. Every time he finished the dream, he felt exhausted. Tormented by this repeated dream, he finally couldn't bear to consult a friend of his, a psychologist who interprets human dreams.

The answer the other party gave him made him feel ridiculous. He said that what he did in the dream was actually something he had been subconsciously avoiding. Recently, he began to have this dream frequently because he could no longer escape. , or there may be some incentive to make his subconscious feel that it will only be worse if he continues to escape, so he reminds him through such a dream.

The other party prescribed some medicine for him, and the past two days are better than before, at least he no longer has dreams every night, and his energy level is also a little better, thinking about relaxing, he promised his friends at the wine table to come out for dinner, It's just that he didn't expect that the activities that he enjoyed so much in the past, but now he just feels boring in it. After staying for a while, he couldn't help but find an excuse to smoke a cigarette and relax.

Then he unexpectedly saw the trigger that made him feel wrong during this time.

The other party didn't notice him at first, because An Chen was smoking while standing in the shadow of the corner. If you didn't pay attention, you wouldn't notice that there was a person standing in that small corner. An Chen lit a cigarette between his index and middle fingers. He had a cigarette, but he hadn’t smoked it all the time, and let it burn on its own. The white smoke curled up in the air, and he narrowed his eyes slightly to watch the person who was standing not far away on the phone.

This distance is not too far, but it is not enough for An Chen to hear what Jin Hua said on the phone, he can only hear a little voice, and he can't hear what he said, so he can only see Jin Hua's profile when he looks over. The trance overlapped with Zhou Jin's face again, and the smile on Jin Hua's mouth made An Chen inexplicably irritable. On the trash can, he raised his foot and walked towards Jinhua.

Because Jinhua felt that the party inside was too boring, he sneaked out and called Gu Nai. He was excited because his role was about to finish, and couldn't help but want to share his feelings with Gu Nai, chatting , began to plan the trip in the near future. At first, he considered that Gu Nai would not be able to leave due to work, so he originally planned to go alone, but after thinking about it, he still felt that it would be better to go with Gu Nai. It was fun, so I put forward the request with a stern face, and Gu Nai, who has always spoiled him, would naturally not refuse, so Jinhua is busy filming during this period, and Gu Nai is not idle, so he must arrange the company's appointment as soon as possible. In order to free up time to travel with Jinhua.

The two were chatting happily at the moment, when Jin Hua suddenly sensed that someone was coming, he subconsciously turned his head to look, the smile on the corner of his mouth hadn't had time to take off, otherwise he saw the person he didn't want to see standing in front of him, Looking straight at himself, it was obviously aimed at himself.Can't help but frown, he said to Gu Nai on the other end of the phone: "I have something to do now, I'll call you later."

Hearing this, Gu Nai paused for a moment, didn't ask any questions, and agreed to come down. Jin Hua replied, "Go eat first." Then he hung up the phone, put down the phone, and looked at An Chen who was standing in front of him , asked lightly, "Is there something wrong?"

When I saw this person before, I still felt uncomfortable in my heart, but now seeing this person, Jinhua found that he was already very calm, which proves that this person can no longer affect his emotions at this moment. Really let go, the only feeling left for this person is nothing but disgust.

That's right, he has always disliked people who play with his emotions. It's just that he was too inexperienced at the beginning, so he couldn't even tell whether he was sincere or not, and wasted his emotions and energy in vain.

An Chen smiled inexplicably, and a trace of unknown emotion flashed across his black eyes. Hearing Jin Hua's very indifferent voice, what came to mind was Zhou Jin's soft whispers in his ear, such soft words. The voice was full of affection, and he could even clearly recall the warm and itchy breath that the man always inadvertently brushed against his ears when he spoke.

An Chen thought that she was really going crazy.

Otherwise, why can any random thing be associated with that person?Obviously, that person has been dead for such a long time, how could he be born uneasy at this time?