Duplicity of rebirth

Ji Ziying was stunned for a moment, apparently he didn't expect that Jinhua would suddenly ask about this matter, but it was only for a moment, and soon he came back to his senses, and smiled lightly, but there was a strong smile in his smile. Self-deprecating, "That was just an accident."

"Accident?" Jin Hua obviously didn't believe it. He sneered in his heart and stared at Ji Ziying coldly. If he wasn't the person involved, he might still believe him after what Ji Ziying said. Unfortunately, he was the person involved. He knew very well what was going on with that video. If Ji Ziying hadn't bribed his assistant to drug him, he wouldn't have been involved in such a same-sex scandal.

Ji Ziying didn't care about his mocking eyes, and said calmly with his face lowered: "The other person in the video is me, but I didn't leak the video." Having said that, he looked up at Jinhua who was so calm. With an exaggerated expression, he chuckled and asked, "If you've watched that video, you should be able to tell that the person in the video who didn't show his face is me, right?"

How can you not see it?Jin Hua answered coldly in his heart, knowing Ji Ziying for so many years, the two have met each other honestly, even if they couldn't see their faces, Jin Hua recognized Ji Ziying immediately, and the assistant's confession , he was finally willing to believe that the person behind him was Ji Ziying, whom he had been in love with for many years. He had expected that Ji Ziying would feel a little bit guilty after betraying him. This is why Zhou Jin was completely disappointed in Ji Ziying.

Ji Ziying smiled wryly, and said: "Zhou Jin may have thought that I was the one who got him caught in the video scandal until he died. If I had known that he would die suddenly, I should have explained it to him no matter what method I used. At least, don't let him leave with the pain of being betrayed by good friends many times."

Jin Hua looked at him silently, but his heart was not as calm as he appeared on the face. What Ji Ziying said was not difficult to understand, but he couldn't believe it. If it wasn't for Ji Ziying, he couldn't figure out why his assistant If you want to accuse him, you can't deliberately frame him, can you?

"The person who gave the drug was Zhang Ying, Zhou Jin's assistant, and she wanted to ruin me and Zhou Jin." At first, Zhang Ying just wanted to blackmail him with the video. Zhang Ying liked him a long time ago. He thought he hid his feelings for Zhou Jin well, but Zhang Ying had already seen it out. After that video, Zhang Ying threatened him to be with her, otherwise he would make the video public.

He agreed to her, but Zhang Ying was not satisfied, and often asked him some inexplicable questions, and as time went on, Zhang Ying's mood became more and more unstable, and she often lost her temper for no reason. "After another meaningless quarrel, Zhang Ying put down her cruel words and disappeared, and then the video was released." It's just that Zhang Ying was not willing to be cruel to him. In the posted video, everyone who can see The footage that got his face was cut out.

He never thought of hurting Zhou Jin, but in the end he caused irreparable harm to Zhou Jin because of him.

Ji Ziying was immersed in his own memories and couldn't extricate himself, so he didn't notice Jinhua's expression that became dazed for a moment after listening to his narration, and his face turned slightly pale. Everything Ji Ziying said today had caused him Zhang Ying had never concealed her love for Ji Ziying, so when he heard that Zhang Ying said that she was bought by Ji Ziying to drug him, he could understand besides being shocked, who could refuse Got the request of the person you like?

But today Ji Ziying suddenly told him that everything was not as he thought it would be. The good brother and good friend he thought of had a different idea of ​​him from the very beginning, and betrayed himself and hooked up with his lover Being together is also to make myself understand my lover. The so-called framing is also non-existent. It is all an illusion created by the assistant beside me who was distorted by love. Her accusation against Ji Ziying is only because of love For love, I want Ji Ziying and Zhou Jin to turn against each other, so as to completely let Ji Ziying stop thinking about it.

"Why did you tell me this?" Jin Hua was silent for a long time before he finally found his voice. He looked at Ji Ziying with red eyes. If Ji Ziying wasn't too immersed in his emotional redness, he would definitely be able to spot Jin Hua No one has such a reaction when listening to other people's stories. After all, there has never been empathy in this world.

Ji Ziying breathed a sigh of relief, and said with a wry smile: "Probably, I want to talk to someone." These things have been in his heart for a long time, and Zhou Jin's heart has been tense for a long time. For a long time, there was no moment of relaxation. He regretted not explaining clearly to Zhou Jin at the beginning, otherwise Zhou Jin would not have passed away with disgust and hatred for him.

"Looking at your face, at least I can hypnotize myself. I have already explained it to Zhou Jin."

Jin Hua opened his mouth, looked back at him expressionlessly, and said, "No matter how similar I am, I'm not Zhou Jin."

Ji Ziying took a deep breath, shrugged, "I know." These days, seeing this face so similar to Zhou Jin dangling in front of her eyes every day, she couldn't look away from him, "You are not only You look like Zhou Jin, and even some behaviors are similar to him, many times I always mistake you for Zhou Jin." He also wanted to go on like this inexplicably, and treat this person in front of him as Zhou Jin, but every time In the dead of night, there was always a voice in his heart telling him that he was wrong, all wrong, Zhou Jin he liked was gone, there was no such person as Zhou Jin in this world, no matter how similar he was, it was not Zhou Jin.

As Jin Hua said, no matter how similar he is, he is not Zhou Jin.

"I came to you this time because I want to really let go." The past, let him go, holding on like this is not only useless, but also tiring.

Jin Hua looked at him with complicated eyes. The man in front of him clearly said that he wanted to let go, but his eyes showed a fragility and sadness that maybe even he didn't realize. Poor man who can't ask for more.

Sighing softly in his heart, he finally softened his heart, "Zhou Jin has a spirit in heaven, and she won't blame you after knowing the truth of the matter."

Hearing this, Ji Ziying smiled slightly, and there were ups and downs of unclear emotions in his eyes. He looked out the window at night and said softly: "Actually, I really hope that Zhou Jin can always blame me. When I go down to find him in the future, he will definitely remember me."

Jin Hua didn't know what to say anymore. After a long time, he reminded him: "You said you want to really let go." Like this, who believes that he can really let go?

Ji Ziying smiled and didn't answer his question. For the first time, she showed a sincere smile when facing Jinhua, looked into his eyes and said seriously: "Thank you tonight, for listening to me nagging so much at night. "The period not long after Zhou Jin left was when he was most bewildered. During that time, he had to see a psychiatrist regularly. After meeting Jinhua, his bewilderment was better, but he was thinking about how to get rid of it every day. Jin Hua became his own person, and generally regarded him as Zhou Jin, fortunately, in the end he was still sober.

"I haven't congratulated you yet, but I wish you and Young Master Gu happiness." Speaking of which, it really woke him up and realized that Jinhua was not Zhou Jin's. It was the time when Gu Nai held a press conference. Jinhua and Gu Nai His love affair was full of turmoil, and various thoughts flashed in his mind inexplicably, but in the end, when he saw Gu Nai and Jin Hua walking hand in hand on the road, all thoughts disappeared, and the only thing left was, It was the happy smile on Jinhua's face that was very similar to Zhou Jin's.

He did so many things in the past, didn't he just hope that there would always be such a happy smile on his face?

After walking in a dead end for so long, it took only a moment to figure it out. After letting go of everything, the pressure that had been pressing on his heart for a long time disappeared without a trace. Still, but most importantly, he felt much more relaxed.

Ji Ziying left, completely different from the heavy mood when he came, he left with a completely relieved mood, his face was still haggard, but the look on his face was enough to make people ignore his haggard face .

Jin Hua thought, Ji Ziying probably really let go this time.

He looked around the empty room, returned to Jinhua's life from Zhou Jin's story, and suddenly wanted to see Gu Nai urgently, even though it was late, it was usually Gu Nai who was going to sleep at this time When the phone rang, he still couldn't help calling him, and didn't make him wait for a long time. When the phone rang for the third time, Gu Nai picked it up.

Holding the phone, Jin Hua listened to Gu Nai's deep voice, and his chaotic mood suddenly settled down. In fact, he just wanted to hear Gu Nai's voice, and it wasn't really about anything. Nai gave a 'hello' over there, and it took a long time for a low 'um', and then stopped talking, the two hugged each other's mobile phones, listening to each other's shallow breathing from the mobile phone, in the It was so clear in the silence of the night.

After a long time, Jin Hua finally said: "Young Master, I miss you."

Gu Nai gave a low 'hmm' and replied, "I know."

Jin Hua smiled silently, "Then, young master, good night."

"OK, good night."

Good night, the full spelling is wanan, and the hypocritical way of saying is "I love you love you", but at this moment, Jinhua just wants to be so hypocritical. The two have been dating for a while, and it seems that he has never said this sentence. This evening, perhaps under the influence of Ji Ziying, he suddenly had the desire to confess. He felt that Gu Nai should be able to understand his real intention of saying good night. He couldn't explain the reason, but he was so sure.