this turbulent love

Chapter 57

It has been several days since the last time I came out to my family, but everyone was caught off guard by this bomb-like incident, and Gu Yan didn't know how he finished speaking in a flash of his head , in front of his family, in front of the person he loves the most.

I remember his family members who he and Jian Mo saw for the last time when they were kicked out, the father who was lost and collapsed on the sofa, the younger sister who was obviously panicked and pretended to be calm, and the mother who was directly hit and fainted.He felt as if everything had turned gray at that moment, and he couldn't even hear the sound.

What I can feel is the firm and warm chest from behind, the firm and broad palms that have been tightly intertwined with his fingers, and the man who has been by his side all the time.

He didn't remember how he returned home in a daze, and he didn't know how he yelled like a sudden collapse, and then threw himself into Jian Mo's arms in the car with tears streaming down his face and wept loudly.What he did was all done by himself, but when you think about it carefully, it is vague, as if the person was someone else and he just watched a farce.

What he can remember is Jian Mo's constant whispers in his ear, the tireless comfort over and over again, and the warm temperature that never seems to leave.

And what kept ringing in his ears:

"It's okay, and I'll be with you, we'll make sure they agree."

Thinking about it now, even Jian Mo must have had a worse life than him at that time. Only after he had experienced it himself did he know that Jian Mo was besieged by all sides at that time, and the confusion and panic from the unknown future. , That's why I forced myself to choose a road that I couldn't turn back.

What if I had been more cruel at that time and stopped paying attention to Jian Mo?He hardly dared to imagine that maybe this man would continue to wait for him, continue to walk alone on a road with no direction to the end, or would he be disappointed and give up in the end?

He looked at the man who belonged to him who was still sleeping soundly, with bruises on his back and bruises all over his body. He suddenly felt his eyes warm up, but he felt secretly relieved in his heart, and he even rejoiced that he was so hot-headed at that time.At least he didn't disappoint this person, at least, he told the person who wanted to say what he had always kept in his heart. Although it was such a result, he didn't regret it.

Jian Mo didn't sleep very comfortably in his dream. His feet, body, and especially his back. The wound that Jian Mo was beaten by Jian's father when he came out to his family last time hadn't healed yet. His body had a fever. He hadn't recovered yet, and now he was beaten by his father because of his hotheadedness, and he punched himself hard a few times.He looked at the horrific-looking injury on Jian Mo's naked back. It probably hurt a lot, but Jian Mo didn't dare to show it to himself when he was awake, and he smiled at him and said it was okay until he was sleeping, and then Tenderly hug him to sleep.

It wasn't until he fell asleep that the man finally adjusted himself to a position where he could barely fall asleep. Looking at Jian Mo's eyebrows, he felt that his eyes felt sore and unstoppable, and his vision blurred all of a sudden.

He didn't dare to make a sniffing sound, so he let the tears flow down his face until it covered his face, and he just wiped it with his hands indiscriminately.Because the man frowned when he was sleeping, as if he would be woken up at any time.He gently put Jian Mo's arm around him off his body, then tiptoed out of bed, found the family medicine box in the living room, found the ointment, and went back to the room.

He didn't dare to make too much noise, didn't dare to turn on the light, but carefully unscrewed the mouth of the bottle, then put his finger in and took out a finger ointment, groping to pull the quilt off the man's body bit by bit, Then, under the moonlight, gently spread the warming ointment on Jian Mo's injured back.

His movements were light and slow, but even this made Jian Mo move a few times in pain in his sleep. Today's moon is very bright, allowing him to see the man very clearly, even more clearly than during the day.In fact, they are still children, but during the day they have to arm themselves as adults for one reason or another and then survive in this world.

He looked at Jian Mo, who was so real and simple that he could see it all at a glance, frowned when he saw him in pain, and his childish sleeping appearance would react to his occasional careless strength.He pressed the other hand between the two eyebrows, suppressed Jian Mo's frown little by little, and then continued to apply the medicine himself.

Continuously, never tire of it.

By the time the medicine was finally applied, a touch of white had been squeezed out of the sky from the black to the panic-stricken dark, and then it became brighter and brighter soon.Gu Yan just looked at Jian Mo, who was gradually getting more comfortable due to the effect of the medicine, and burst into a smile. In the warm air-conditioned room, it was as if he had really arrived at that warm and comfortable moment.

He shook his drowsy and tired head from this careful but joyful project, leaned down and kissed Jian Mo's lips, looked at Jian Mo who was still sleeping soundly, then left the room and went to the kitchen to prepare Make breakfast for Jian Mo.

He had thought about such a life for a long time, but at that time he didn't know that he would be so entangled with Jian Mo and a man in the future. world.

When Gu Yan tidied up everything and brought out breakfast to prepare for Jian Mo to wake up, he heard the sound of pinging and rattling coming from the room. He was startled, and hurried to the room to see Jian Mo in a panic. He fell to the ground, his hands seemed to be grasping something in vain, his eyes looked around anxiously, until he saw that the negative emotions in his eyes dissipated and became bright.

He hastily stepped forward and put Jian Mo on the bed half-embraced and half-supported. Fortunately, the ointment on his back had dried up in a while, otherwise the quilt must have been stained to the ground by now.He turned Jian Mo over and carefully inspected the wound on Jian Mo's back. Jian Mo didn't do anything else, but just grabbed Gu Yan's hand in his hand. He is still in the cloud, so he is very obedient.

"I woke up and found that you were gone. I thought you were gone again. I thought about what mistakes I made this time to make you angry. I also thought about how to find you this time and how to bring you back to me. Let you know again that I really love you. But after thinking about it, I still feel the pain of my heart being ripped away, and I really don’t know what to do if I lose you.”

He listened to Jian Mo's slightly hoarse voice just after waking up, and heard the heavy and bewildered words that resonated in his chest, and suddenly tears came down like this.He cried several times in the past few days, and he was almost used to the tears, and they fell as soon as he said it.Jian Mo was startled awake by the cold liquid dripping on his back.

He didn't care about the injury on his back, and hurriedly turned around to look at Gu Yan. The torn muscles on his back made him hiss in pain, but his hands kept wiping away the tears on Gu Yan's face. down the tears.

He thought it was his words that frightened Gu Yan, so he kept apologizing to Gu Yan, and then stayed in Gu Yan's more turbulent tears. In their arms, the two of them were in the warm room like spring, sucking up the peace of mind that belonged to each other.

After the two of them settled themselves down, the breakfast that Gu Yan made early in the morning was already cold, but Jian Mo didn't seem to care at all, picked up the already cold food on the table, and ate it in three mouthfuls with a satisfied face. Then he went downstairs and bought a steaming breakfast for Gu Yan.

Gu Yan looked at the eaten breakfast and the obviously richer breakfast in Jian Mo's hand, couldn't help but stepped forward to put the breakfast on the table, then hugged Jian Mo tightly, Put yourself into that broad chest.

Jian Mo has changed so much that he almost doesn't know this man anymore.Since that time, all the Jian Mo he saw were often hurt, because the people around him were hurt under such and other banners, and the one who hurt him the most was himself, but even so.

He looked at Jian Mo who reacted and hugged him tightly, sniffing the fragrance of the ointment emitted from behind, he became cautious, became very afraid of not having himself, and made him feel ashamed, as if he owed Treat him as well as he has for several lifetimes.

Suddenly I hated myself for being so indecisive and panicking.If I could have seen it clearly earlier, if I hadn't been with Jian Mo earlier because of such hesitation, would Jian Mo have suffered less injuries.What he regrets most is probably that when Jian Mo was injured, he did not stand by his side, but acted as a tormentor and a victim, and then looked at Jian Mo with bruises all over his body.

He stayed in Jian Mo's arms, what if the family still disagrees?His heart became unbearably lost, but he told himself that even so, he had to stay with Jian Mo. He could no longer leave Jian Mo behind and let him go down that road alone. go.

The two stayed in the small room like this for a long time, until Fang Hui and Zhuang Qian upstairs were so worried that they knocked on their door so loudly that they opened the door.Of course, Zhuang Qian heard the news of Gu Yan coming out of the closet to his family from Gu Yu at the first time, and he took a breath when he found out about the current situation of the Gu family, and wanted to go down immediately to be with Gu Yan, but But Fang Hui held her back.

Fang Hui wanted to give the two of them some buffer time, and it was indeed not a good time to do anything, so she couldn't help but knocked on Jian Mo's door until now.

As soon as they saw the two of them, they knew that they were not doing well, and when they saw the injuries on Jian Mo's body, they knew a little about the miserable situation at that time. Gu Yan's price after coming out.Looking at Gu Yan who was well protected but had red eye circles, he suddenly felt that Jian Mo was really good to Gu Yan, very good.

Without saying anything else, Fang Hui called the ambulance directly, and then, under the surprised eyes of several people, helped Jian Mo onto the stretcher when the ambulance came, and then sat beside them in silence, silent for a while a lot.

When he arrived at the hospital, Jian Mo was caught by the doctors and nurses. He was busy taking pictures for treatment, and the three of them were sweating profusely as they stood aside. There were a lot of people in the hospital and the voices were very noisy. Just like that, he was knocked to the ground by people rushing over.

Gu Yan picked up Jian Mo's coat, and then Fang Hui handed Jian Mo's wallet and mobile phone that fell out of the ground to Gu Yan to put away, and then saw a very old mp3 inside. It was a style from a long time ago. Obviously, the owner used it very often, and the corners became very smooth, and the paint was even worn off.

She was almost stupefied, and looked at the display screen that was still on as if possessed, put the earphones into her ears, and then a clear and sad male voice came from inside, she pressed a few times, and found that there was no The other songs are only this one.She paused, and then looked at the calm and self-possessed man in the ward, her eyes suddenly turned red.

She looked at Gu Yan, and in the startled eyes of the other party, she said to him seriously, word by word:

"You, you must have a good time with Jian Mo."

Then, after the other party nodded again and again, but with a slightly incomprehensible movement, he inserted the earphones placed in his ears into Gu Yan's ears. Looking at the other party's sluggish figure for a moment, he suddenly felt, that's it, don't make more troubles up.

She looked at the people coming and going, and then silently prayed for these two difficult men in her heart.

Let's be together, for sure.

The author has something to say: My God, I originally wanted to do two updates today, but later found out that this is both. . .

I wanted to upload before 12 o'clock, but the school disconnected at [-] o'clock.

When I returned to school yesterday, I was dragged to a class reunion for drinking, and then came back when my head was dizzy. . .

It's too late, there are as many classes as shit every day. .

However, similar love is really too healing!