this turbulent love

Chapter 55

There will be such a feeling that at a certain moment, you will see nothing but the person in front of you, and even look at him so you don’t know where you are now, don’t care about other people’s eyes, just I hope to be closer to that person.

Gu Yan thought, he is probably like this now, even if he is shrouded in Jian Mo's coat, all he sees is darkness, but leaning on Jian Mo's shoulder will feel at ease, the tip of his nose is full of Jian Mo's breath, his waist On the top is Jian Mo's tightly clasped arm, which still carries a faint fragrance.

He closed his eyes, and then let himself lean on Jian Mo, feeling being hugged tightly by the person behind him, listening to the steady heartbeat in his ears, suddenly felt as if he already owned the whole world, and felt his heart be swelled be full.

From an angle that Gu Yan couldn't see, Jian Mo was looking at He Xiao.

He Xiao looked at Jian Mo who suddenly appeared and wrapped Gu Yan in his coat, the fist in his hand was clenched tightly, the clotting blood that had been punctured was fresh again, and then flowed down along the lines of the palm, It looked extremely tragic.He pursed his lips tightly and looked at the man who was so dazzling that he couldn't bear it. As soon as the two people's eyes met, he felt that the oxygen in the air was pitifully low. Neither of them spoke, but they could clearly see the expression in each other's eyes. Gu Yan's possessiveness.

Without saying a word, Jian Mo hugged the person in his arms even tighter, until he felt the person under him struggling in a small arc, and then attached his hand to his own. He couldn't say, but his restless heart But it was ridiculous to be soothed by such a simple and tiny movement.As if being scalded by Gu Yan's temperature in his hand, Jian Mo withdrew his gaze, slowly took the person in his arms, and walked with him on the return road in this posture.

Gu Yan belonged to him, so he couldn't participate in his previous life, but in the future, he would never be absent again.

He Xiao, who was behind him, watched Jian Mo take Gu Yan away, but the person under the coat didn't hesitate and struggled. When he heard the tearing pain from his chest, he put his bloody hand on his own. In front of his eyes, it looked very serious, and the blood flowed out slowly, flowing to the sides and dripping on the ground.But the strange thing is that he doesn't feel pain at all now, and even the color of the blood makes him feel dull.

He looked at the backs that belonged to Jian Mo and Gu Yan, but he didn't have the strength to pull Gu Yan out of it at all. He knew who the person in Gu Yan's heart was, and he always knew it. He just gave himself a little hope. , but it doesn't seem to work now.He suddenly laughed silently, his eyes were obviously blurred, but it made him hold back.

Should I give up?It's time to give up.

Stumbling towards another direction little by little, his unrequited love from the beginning to the end is now finally about to draw the curtain and sing the finale of the film, he knows that it is time to leave after all.

It was such a sunny day, but it forced him to walk out of a gray, simple and easy to understand but so obscure that people can't bear to read.

Jian Mo took him all the way to the school gate before he was willing to let go. If the person in his arms hadn't really started to make a fuss, he would have wanted to hold on to the person in his arms all the time. Believe in yourself, follow yourself closely, the feeling of being tightly attached to yourself is so wonderful that he doesn't want to let go at all.

He brought the man back to his house as quickly as possible, and then he felt that his heart, which was not reserved at all, was finally happy now. He wanted to have this man for too long, so once it was confirmed, such a short time was not enough. , he couldn't even do that by looking at him carefully.

He wanted to engrave this person's appearance into his blood, and even had the urge to eat Gu Yan raw and eat it in his stomach. He couldn't help but bend the corners of his mouth to the maximum, and then laughed, probably he was really crazy now The thought of wanting to possess this person made him almost unable to suppress it, almost breaking through his body.

Gu Yan hadn't gotten used to the speed at which he was taken from school back downstairs to his own house in such a hurry, when he saw Jian Mo across from him burst out laughing. Although he still looked pretty, Gu Yan saw Jian Mo looking Looking at the unbearably thick dark color in his eyes, he suddenly felt that he probably shouldn't just come back with Jian Mo in such a way today.

He looked at the sudden blush on Jian Mo's face, which was still pale due to illness, and looked at his own hand, which had been firmly held by Jian Mo, it seemed that he was holding it very hard, and his fingertips were slightly white.When he raised his head again, Jian Mo in front of him closed his eyes like this, and fell straight on him. He was startled, and hurriedly helped him onto the sofa to lie down, and saw Jian Mo clearly A thick tired look on his face and completely bloodless lips.

He must have run away from home.Gu Yan let out a breath, and Jian Mo was even wearing a pair of house slippers that hadn't been replaced in a ridiculous way.He looked at Jian Mo who was still sleeping soundly, but he felt incredible in his heart. Before, he was probably the only one who would do this, and do such a slightly crazy and paranoid thing. He couldn't even imagine that Jian Mo would do this, but now Jian Mo did it, but he couldn't help but feel moved and touched by him.

He was sitting next to Jian Mo, and looked at this man who was so indifferent and quiet in the past, now he confessed to his family for him, and now he was so exhausted, he couldn't believe Jian Mo's love for him again Sincerely, I dare not use other reasons to twist a man's heart, and dare not face my own heart squarely.

After spending so much time and effort, they went around such a big circle, and finally returned to each other's side.Gu Yan lowered his head and put his head beside Jian Mo, feeling Jian Mo's gentle breathing brushing over the ends of his hair, looking at Jian Mo's sleeping hands and not letting go, fortunately, they went around like this Also finally together.

With such a quiet and peaceful mind, he sat beside Jian Mo, put Jian Mo's coat on Jian Mo's body, then leaned against Jian Mo's side, and fell asleep uncomfortably.

When he woke up, he found himself lying on Jian Mo's bed, his coat and clothes were carefully folded and placed beside the bed, and even the corners of the quilt were carefully covered.The curtains were drawn, so that he didn't know what time it was, and he stayed for a while before slowly sitting up from the bed.

At this time, what happened today rushed into his mind, making him a little dazed, but the corners of his mouth kept rising.A lot of things happened today, but it was these things that made him have what he dreamed of. His nose was full of Jian Mo's breath, and he felt surrounded by Jian Mo.

Then as soon as the door of the room was opened, I saw Jian Mo enter the room lightly, saw him get up, and then showed a very nice smile, he just stayed like this, watching Jian Mo come forward like this Kissing the corner of his mouth as if touching some baby, seemed a little cautious.

Gu Yan was shocked by Jian Mo's attitude for a moment. Seeing that Jian Mo's half-opened eyes were full of his own small figure, he chuckled lightly, then reached out and wrapped his hands around the back of Jian Mo's head, wrapping his The mouth was put on Jian Mo's mouth, and the two of them felt the sigh from the bottom of their hearts in an instant.

Jian Mo originally planned to put all his eggs in one basket, pass the test of his parents first, and then slowly invade Gu Yan's life bit by bit. After going home, his parents didn't dare to make a deadly move, but the final result made him so surprised and happy, he even complained and regretted that he had endured until now, considering that he only made this move now .

After his grandfather left, he really couldn't control his body anymore. He felt weak from inside. He didn't dare to let himself rest until Gu Yan said a word. He didn't dare to let himself sleep deeply for fear that Gu Yan would wait for him. After a long time, when I think of something in aftertaste, I will go back to the past and leave my side again.He felt that he woke up after just squinting for a while, but when he woke up, he looked at the time and still fell asleep for a long time.

He didn't even have time to change his clothes, he just put on a coat, found a car in his slippers and ran towards Gu Yan's house, but there was no trace of Gu Yan there, as if nothing was left behind, he wouldn't die Xin Xin went downstairs to his own door to find traces of Gu Yan's past visits. He didn't believe that what Gu Yan said in front of his grandfather was just for perfunctory reasons.He tried his best to recall the place where Gu Yan would be now, but he found that the Gu Yan he knew was simple and scary. It seemed that there were only a handful of places Gu Yan went to after coming here, it seemed that there were only a few places.

He went to school without stopping any longer. It seemed that he was lucky because he met him almost halfway, but the man who followed him made him feel very intrusive.He could hardly wait another second, and he rushed up and surrounded that person. How could his person show someone who had plans for him?

He tried his best to move twice, and then gave up. He didn't know how many times Jian Mo pressed him after he passed out, but he didn't know anyway.As soon as he gave up, the door was carefully pushed open. Jian Mo poked his head in, saw that Gu Yan was already awake, stepped forward to hug him, kissed his lips lightly, and then said softly "Good morning".

Seeing the blush gradually appearing on the face of the person under the quilt, he couldn't help kissing him a few more times.Gu Yan was kissed by Jian Mo, and found that Jian Mo's hand gradually stretched into the quilt. Yesterday was really crazy, he just stopped Jian Mo for a while, and then he fell limp from the inconceivable pain in his waist. Cool, I can't believe it!

Fortunately, when Jian Mo saw Gu Yan's distorted face, his heart ached instantly, so he wrapped him up, carried him to wash up, and then put him on his lap, ready to serve Gu Yan for breakfast.

When Gu Yan was wondering whether to eat or not, he heard Fang Hui's loud voice from upstairs:

"Gu Yan, your mother is calling you home for dinner!"

The author has something to say: the next holiday!

Ready to go home yesterday~

So for the next three days,

Every day?