this turbulent love

Chapter 46

After Gu Yan left, He Xiao also chased after him, leaving Jian Mo alone.

Jian Mo looked at the drops of water on his palm, which were still warm, and waited until the drops of water turned cold before closing his palms. He couldn't help but feel frustrated. Could he just make Gu Yan feel sad every time he saw him?Jian Mo didn't leave that place until the bell rang for the end of get out of class.

Gu Yan thought wildly about the next class, he could only see the professor's opening and closing, and he couldn't listen to the rest, so he managed to last the last bit of time like this.When he walked out the door, he saw He Xiao standing at the door waiting for him, Gu Yan's eyes relaxed, he cleaned up his distraught look, put on a smile, and walked out with He Xiao, how could he Can't see the worry clearly visible on He Xiao's face?

He also felt indecisive like a woman, as if in every dream he would dream of Jian Mo holding him, whispering words that he would never confide in reality, and then making him feel more irritable when he woke up Lonely, he felt that he was less and less like himself, and everything seemed to have been derailed after getting to know Jian Mo.

After bidding farewell to He Xiao, Gu Yan walked to the place where he lived alone, and when he walked to the door step by step, he found a person standing in the narrow corridor. The sun was blocked by a large shadow. Covered by shadows, Jian Mo.

He froze for a moment, and the two of them just looked at each other like this, as if time had been frozen.Jian Mo spoke first to break the strange atmosphere:

"Can you invite me in for a cup of coffee?"

Gu Yan looked at Jian Mo, and after a while, he took out the key from his pocket and opened the door to let Jian Mo in. It's not a big room, and I usually don't think it's too small until Jian Mo came in. It made Gu Yan feel powerless with nothing to hide from.He tried his best to ignore this indescribable emotion, and went to the kitchen to make a cup of coffee for Jian Mo.

The two of them were silent again in the living room. This was probably the first time since the last time that the two of them sat together like this. It was just that the sad silence made them feel a little uncomfortable, and the atmosphere became unprecedentedly oppressive.

"Gu Yan, we..." Jian Mo said, his deep and pleasant voice seemed a little ethereal in this small room, they shouldn't be like this in the first place, why are they like strangers now?Jian Mo looked at the steam curling up from the coffee cup, and then continued.

"I like you, shall we continue together?"

He turned his head to look at Gu Yan, but he didn't expect that Gu Yan would suddenly turn his head to look at him. Jian Mo clearly saw that Gu Yan's eyes were turning red, and he almost looked at him with a vicious look.Jian Mo didn't react for a while, and saw that Gu Yan had stood up as if he couldn't help it, and he didn't care about carrying things.

"If it was me in the past, I should be crazy with joy now, right?" Gu Yan's face looked distorted due to over-excitement, and Jian Mo raised his head to look at Gu Yan, "But now, Jian Mo, how do you make me understand? I I know you like Xiaoqian," Gu Yan said here, with obvious struggles in his eyes, "so I leave and let you pursue what you like, this is the last thing I can do for you. I know that I am In your eyes, you are a spare tire, but I am also a complete person, and I have my own life, as well as my own life." Having said this, Gu Yan paused, then suddenly softened, and sat down slumped. On the sofa, I curled myself up into a ball, "You are always like this, I don't know when you will leave, when you will stay, I guess until the end, I don't know what I should do."

Jian Mo looked at Gu Yan, wanting to hold such a Gu Yan in his arms, he never knew that he was so insecure.What he saw was Gu Yan who was happy every day, looking heartless, and he let them live like this forever, never forcing himself to make any choices.It turned out that even when he didn't know, Gu Yan was so terrified.

He used to think that he could already feel what Gu Yan endured, but until now, he realized that what he felt was only a small part. Gu Yan did, thought, and felt more for him than he imagined. much.He stretched out his hand, just as he was about to touch Gu Yan's body.

"Jian Mo, you are really, really despicable."

Jian Mo's hand is hanging in the air like this, is it too despicable?He looked at Gu Yan who bent himself into an uncomfortable angle, although he felt that he was close at hand now, but he felt as if he was farther away than when he didn't know where he was back then.He slowly put his hand down, held the coffee that Gu Yan made for him in his hand, took a sip carefully, and lowered his head not knowing what emotion it was.

Gu Yan was immersed in his own memories, and suddenly felt that he was suspended in the air. He subconsciously hugged the neck of the person in front of him, and then fell down on the soft bed the next moment.He was stunned, looking at Jian Mo's exquisite face above, unable to realize what the situation was now.

"Want to be on top? Gu Yan?"

Before she could answer, Jian Mo kissed her down.Then he felt his body cool down, and then he felt the skin on his body being carefully kissed by Jian Mo.Jian Mo kissed more and more, and Gu Yan's original idea of ​​resolute resistance seemed to be dissipated and blurred by Jian Mo's cherishing action.Until Jian Mo kissed that unspeakable place, Gu Yan couldn't help but let out a sigh from his throat, Jian Mo had never been like this, and there had never been anything like this between them.

Until the kiss became blurred, the body and Jian Mo's body were tightly fitted together, Jian Mo's body temperature was very high, probably because of excitement, even the movements were a lot more eager, Jian Mo is really a very delicate and gentle person, in the It's the same here.Gu Yan really wanted to reject Jian Mo right now, but this kind of skin-to-skin contact gave him the illusion that they were still together, he couldn't bear it, so he had to secretly let himself continue to sink.

When he was teased to the point where he couldn't get up or down, his movements suddenly stopped. Gu Yan opened his impatient eyes, but was suddenly blocked by the clothes with Jian Mo's fragrance. He took the clothes off his face, and saw Jean The scene where his blood spurted.Jian Mo was posing in a shameful posture, looking at himself with a blushing face. Gu Yan was being stunned by this scene. It wasn't until Jian Mo was ready to sit on him that Gu Yan realized what Jian Mo said before, "in What does above' mean.

He pushed Jian Mo away, instead of looking at the surprise and bewilderment on Jian Mo's face, he looked at Jian Mo's clothes, and then smiled, very nicely, but his eyes were filled with disappointment.

It turns out that in his eyes, he only thinks about this kind of thing, for this kind of thing, he can forget everything, can cleanse and start a fool, then he is really too cheap.He got up, put the clothes back on himself one by one, and then looked at the mess on the bed, and the man who was slightly inferior now, but not at all embarrassed.

Lowering your eyes, your voice fluctuates, "Why are you so confident...why did you appear in front of me with an irresistible attitude in the first place, why are you so confident that I, Gu Yan, left you, Jian Mo, It must be a bad time..."

After saying these words, Gu Yan left the room as if fleeing, Jian Mo slowly got up and smiled wryly.Not so, he meant.He originally thought that Gu Yan's uneasiness and Gu Yan's discomfort were all due to uncertainty, so he would give himself completely to Gu Yan. Even if it was something that he felt uncomfortable, he would be willing to do it for Gu Yan. A little restlessness, a little more sense of security.But no matter how strong his concentration is now, he doesn't know how to deal with the current situation and how to go next.

There was a sound of closing the door, he put on his clothes, "What a mess, Jian Mo." He faced the empty room like this, then got up, packed himself up, and followed Gu Yan out the door.

Gu Yan's mood is obviously very unstable. It should be said that since he came to him, his mood has not been very stable.Jian Mo behind him saw Gu Yan walking bumpily, as if he had no destination, and didn't know where he would go.Jian Mo didn't care about anything else, and could only follow closely the person who had obviously lost his normal state.

Gu Yan walked more and more quietly until he walked through many alleys and passed a dark and secluded place.Jian Mo suddenly felt that something in the darkness was reflected by the street light. He looked over sensitively, and then his pupils suddenly widened. He looked at Gu Yan who didn't know it, his heart beat rapidly, and his hand quietly Reaching into his pocket, he secretly pressed the call button.

"Gu Yan," he said, Gu Yan in front of him stopped, then turned around to look at Jian Mo.Jian Mo suppressed what he was going to say, and the people in the darkness paused. "Yes, you are right, you are a spare tire to me, an insignificant person who comes and goes when you call. I will come to you, probably because I was dumped by someone like you It would be unbelievable, it’s too embarrassing and I can’t accept it.” He looked at Gu Yan, saying it while rejecting it in his heart, it’s not like this, what he wanted to say was not at all, Gu Yan’s eyes turned red all of a sudden .

"Do you think I really pester you like this because I like you?" He felt that he could hardly control himself, but he continued the conversation. "Forget it, now I feel tired, and I feel disdainful to let you be a spare tire."

He felt his body tremble, and then said the last words.

"Then, Gu Yan, goodbye."

He uttered these words to the person he missed day and night, and he felt that the tearing from his chest made him almost suffocate.He looked at Gu Yan with red eyes, and punched him viciously. He resisted the thought of hugging Gu Yan, looked at Gu Yan's leaving back, and closed his eyes. I'm sorry, Gu Yan, I hurt you again.

The people in the dark came out from the corner after Gu Yan left. The shiny thing was the big or small stick in their hands. The middle-aged man in the lead looked fierce and terrifying.Jian Mo originally planned to find a breakthrough, but the people surrounding him made him dispel this idea.They probably didn't intend to start immediately like this. Jian Mo suddenly said a series of confusing and vague words. The man seemed a little unclear, but he knew it was not a good thing.

He winked at the people around him, and they surrounded him. They wouldn't come one by one like in the movie, and even Jian Mo couldn't last long. Jian Mo smiled wryly, and now he finally knows what happened in the movie How fake.

He was accidentally beaten and lay on the ground. Jian Mo had already suffered a lot of beatings before he got up. He tried his best to get up, knowing that the situation was not right.He originally thought that it would be enough to just take a simple hit, but it didn't look like that now, and he was extremely glad in his heart that he just let Gu Yan go first.

When he felt that there was no good place in his internal organs, he also felt numb from the pain, his strength in his hands became less and less, and his body seemed to be getting heavier and heavier. Is he going to die?While being beaten, he looked for the right opportunity to take down the opponent's stick, and it was finally easier.

Come on, he can only hope that the person on the other end of the phone can get himself out before he is beaten to death.

At the moment when his vision was blurred, he lay on the ground, his body still covered with fists and feet, and suddenly disappeared.He raised his head, and a man looked at him with serious eyes. He gestured back and was supported by the man.When he turned around, the battle situation was completely different, and it really was him.

He lowered his head, just when he thought he was about to be beaten to the ground, the only thing he thought of was Gu Yan.He already knows how much he loves him, maybe he can't like anyone else?He doesn't cherish him too much, that's why he is here now, but people always make mistakes, can... can there be another chance?

I love you.

That was all he could think of when the darkness struck for the last moment.

The man felt a weight on his body, and saw Jian Mo who was in a coma.He frowned, quickened his pace, put Jian Mo gently in the car, then sat in the driver's seat, and drove frantically to the nearest hospital.

The author has something to say: ...Uh, I rushed to the early hours of homework yesterday, and I sat in front of the computer to type after class today~

Small dick homework in school is really a lot....

Sorry sorry~ {{{(>_<)}}} this time is very busy....