this turbulent love

Chapter 43

Life went on like this, getting used to other people's eyes, but Gu Yan didn't care anymore, probably after being really powerless, he could only live with the situation.He continued with his own life, but he was not as willful as before, and the liveliness in his bones still couldn't be concealed. Gradually, some people began to play with Gu Yan, and everything seemed to be the same as before.

Recently, the exchange students seem to be a little restless. Gu Yan doesn't know why, but he doesn't care too much. He doesn't care much now. Apart from his family and friends, he feels that he probably doesn't have the ability to care about more people. Now, he felt that he was gradually not what he used to be.Until he heard from Professor Chen that a senior who was outstanding in this area was coming, Gu Yan knew the reason for the change of students here.

He felt a little uneasy in his heart, but he couldn't say why, he didn't even want to consider the possibility of that person.What that person brought to him was too much and too heavy for him to bear, and made him want to escape.He continued his previous life, as if it was not bad. The person who made him unforgettable is now deeply painful to him. Because of his beating heart, it seemed to turn gray all of a sudden. It lost its vitality.

He couldn't deny that the emotions in his heart didn't fade away because of the past few months. His feelings for him were so intense that they became stronger and stronger, making him breathless and densely making him want to die. He thought about the past I found that I didn't seem to know each other anymore.At first, he hid in his room and stayed up all night, afraid that when he closed his eyes at night, he would think of the past, until his body couldn't hold on and lost consciousness, and then he woke up in the silent morning, and he continued his life.

He Xiao has gotten very close to Gu Yan recently.The reason why Gu Yan said that his life seemed to be the same as before was also because of He Xiao.That day Gu Yan was sitting quietly on the rooftop, and then he was caught and mocked by a few nice boys.After these days, Gu Yan certainly wouldn't take these people seriously, but what he didn't expect was that a figure rushed over from the entrance of the rooftop and beat up those bad-mouthed boys severely.

Then He Xiao walked up to him and stretched out his hand.

Probably because the sun was too dazzling, he actually felt pain in the sockets of his eyes at that moment, and so many people and things were blurred.He didn't reach out to hold He Xiao, but smiled at him, said thank you, and walked towards the school gate. He Xiao stood behind him, Gu Yan didn't know what expression would be on his face .

In the next period of time, wherever Gu Yan appears, there will definitely be He Xiao's place.It's like installing a GPS on Gu Yan, he can know Gu Yan's location anytime and anywhere, and he even has a clear grasp of where Gu Yan will go and what he will do.Gu Yan had no other reason to reject He Xiao, he could only acquiesce in He Xiao's behavior of staying by his side. As for He Xiao's purpose, he was just an exchange student and would return to X University in a while, so he didn't really care , and at least He Xiao helped him that time, so he had nothing to say.

He Xiao is a person with a good temper and character, the premise is not to touch his bottom line, he seems to have a different kind of stubbornness towards Gu Yan.But Gu Yan and He Xiao had a pretty good time together, at least He Xiao was a very talkative person, and Gu Yan had a lively temperament.

After going back and forth like this, Gu Yan talked more and more, and unconsciously began to be as depressed as before.Also because of He Xiao, there are many people around Gu Yan who are willing to play around with him, and even ask Gu Yan to go out and stroll nearby when he is free.Gu Yan hadn't received such kindness for a long time. He didn't know how much He Xiao played a role in it. He was very grateful to He Xiao, but he couldn't restrain himself from feeling overwhelmed.What He Xiao is doing now is no different from when he desperately wanted to be friends with Jian Mo, and when he first fell in love with Jian Mo. After all, no one would help someone who was not familiar with him at any cost like this. .

He can only try his best to make himself treat He Xiao better, but more he doesn't want to think about it. He wants to do all of this. He Xiao has a good personality. This is how to describe him.He faintly felt that there was something different, but he didn't want to ask He Xiao in the past, he really wanted to cherish He Xiao as a friend.

In this way, the relationship between him and He Xiao became better and better, and the time with He Xiao became longer and longer, so long that even Zhuang Qian and Fang Hui noticed it.He didn't tell them what happened before, he just said that he made a friend recently and took good care of him, they just nodded, and then let Gu Yan join them, playing the game happily.

Gu Yan really had to admire University Z's ability to be well-informed, probably because college life is too boring, so the only way between departments can be improved in this way.After Jian Mo's incident, others looked at him differently. Now that he and He Xiao were so 'close', one night, there was a post on Z University's post bar to promote him and He Xiao. Xiao's matter, and brought a photo.

Ever since Gu Yan found out about this incident, he was furious, so he let it go, why did he bring someone else with him this time? If he knew that person's name, he must go to heaven and earth to find that person now, and then have a relationship with that person. People beat up.He was not calm in the first place, he couldn't deny the previous incident, but now this incident was simply fabricated out of nothing, and he felt even more guilty towards He Xiao.

He Xiao found Gu Yan the next day, and said that he didn't care about these things, and told Gu Yan not to feel burdened.Of course, Gu Yan couldn't live without the burden in his heart. He gradually distanced himself from He Xiao, thinking that this would probably be better for He Xiao.Just two days after doing this, He Xiao found out. When He Xiao found Gu Yan, he didn't bring up the matter of Gu Yan running away from him, but asked him directly whether he considered himself a friend.

Gu Yan was immediately swallowed by this non-mainstream sentence, so he had no choice but to give up using this method to solve the problem.

Recently there was a gala at Z University, I don’t know why it was held, although Gu Yan loved such lively occasions, but after going through all these things, he had made up his mind not to attend any gala at Z University, but seeing He Xiao being so excited He still drew a cross on his original idea.

On the day of the party in the school gymnasium, it looked like a big party, everyone looked very casual and natural.Gu Yan and He Xiao also felt very happy when they arrived at the scene. There were a lot of people, and the scene was very lively. The host was no different from the people in the audience, and would give up his seat to the people in the audience when the time was right. .Gu Yan likes this kind of atmosphere very much. If it wasn't for what happened a while ago, he would probably like it very much, right?Thinking of this, he unconsciously felt a little sad.

When the lights dimmed suddenly, Gu Yan was scattered away.He Xiao next to him didn't know where he was now, Gu Yan called twice but no one responded, so he could only walk slowly into the corner.

Gu Yan didn't react when his hand was held, and he didn't feel relieved until He Xiao's voice came over.He was about to say something to He Xiao, when the lights came on, and besides He Xiao, there was Jian Mo who had been staring at their hands.

Gu Yan's heart beat violently when he saw Jian Mo, he told himself what to do now, but his feet seemed to be nailed in place.

He had no choice but to turn his head, and nodded politely and distantly at Jian Mo:

"Hello, senior."

Jian Mo's recent efficiency has attracted everyone's attention. He finished all his tasks in the shortest possible time, and even directly got a place for exchange students in another department. Added him in.The eyes of the fellow students who thought that Jian Mo had recently begun to restrain himself all dropped their eyes, and at the same time had to admit Jian Mo's ability again.

While others were still discussing this matter, Jian Mo had already boarded the bus to Z University. He was no longer so anxious and flustered this time. He withdrew all his calmness just to get that person chase back.He worked almost day and night to complete the task, and wanted to give the two of them some time quietly. He wanted to wait for Gu Yan to come back, and then he would try his best to make up for everything he owed to Gu Yan.

But just when he couldn't help telling his cousin about Gu Yan's situation, and reluctantly told himself what happened to Gu Yan in school, he couldn't sit still at that moment.He asked the details carefully, and then couldn't help but smile wryly, is it because of himself?He owed Gu Yan more and more, Gu Yan probably didn't have a good time after being with him, right?

He felt sorry for Gu Yan, but he couldn't let go anymore. Letting him go now would be more sad than letting him die, just like plants will die if they lose their light.He thought about it for a long time, and finally decided to go to Z University to accompany Gu Yan. No matter what method he used, he hoped that Gu Yan could live a better life. He would block those so-called hats and stains for Gu Yan. People hurt his Gu Yan, but he can't do it himself.

He could hardly wait for more plans to be completed, so he applied to the school for an exchange spot to Z University.The school did not agree, because the communication had already started to be quite long, and it would not give him an extra spot just because it was Jian Mo, and Jian Mo himself had not yet completed the tasks, so there was almost no suspense. Mo's application was rejected.

He had no choice but to make a detour to the school while increasing his workload.In the end, under Jian Mo's insistence, the school finally let go, as long as Jian Mo does what he is doing well and does what the exchange students did before the specified time, he can temporarily add a quota.

This is almost an impossible task, because although the majors of civil engineering and architecture have many overlaps, it is also very difficult for Jian Mo to do what they did before within the specified time. It's just that he is more talented than others, let alone him who has lost his sense of normalcy now.

Just like a TV series, he tried his best to complete these things in the last bit of time, and then was allowed to participate in the next design of Z University's xx building after the break.If it were him before, he might still have the patience to wait for himself to rest to his best state, and then do what he is sure of, but not now.

As soon as he knew that Gu Yan was hurt by those big and small rumors at Z University, he felt a dull pain in his heart. He hoped that he would appear in front of Gu Yan in the next second, and then hold that person in his arms, let him Just like before, smile wantonly and beautifully, and let him bear the rest.

With such thoughts, when he actually arrived in City Z, when he was approaching University Z, he suddenly became timid.It wasn't until Professor Chen came out that he suppressed the burst of guilt and followed Professor Chen into Z University.

It was completely different from the last time he came here. Although he came here in a hurry, at least he will be calmer this time than last time.He didn't go to Gu Yan immediately, but used all the contacts in his hands to learn all the news about Gu Yan here.And the more he understood, the more he realized what those people had done to his Gu Yan, and how much his Gu Yan had been wronged.

When he read it, the information in his hand was completely deformed, his face was expressionless, but anyone could see how furious the man sitting on the chair was now.There are more booing people inside, and the most important one is the former exchange student of X University.

He narrowed his eyes, as if he had seen this person before. He thought about it carefully, and the figure of a young boy emerged, together with his voice,

"Senior, I like you very much."

He felt as if he understood something, and after integrating the matter, he roughly knew the ins and outs, and it was the first time that he felt angry towards a person like this.

When he found that person at the party and was about to go forward, he saw Gu Yan.He was staring at someone grabbing his hand, but heard Gu Yan's

"Hello, senior."

The author has something to say: Ahhh, today's Chapter 1