this turbulent love

Chapter 40

Jian Mo staggered out of the apartment, and when he got in the car to the airport, he was in a trance. He felt that the whole airport was like a layer of fog at a glance, and it was as unclear as double images. He shook his head, trying to make himself look Waking up a bit, but feeling like a splitting headache.He smiled wryly, he really deserved it, that's why everything is not going well now.

After finally boarding the plane, Jian Mo breathed a sigh of relief, carefully held the phone in his hand, covered himself with his clothes, looked at his watch, and stared at the minute and second hands almost nervously. turn.

The aunt next to her looked at Jian Mo in horror. If she didn't believe in the security check, and Jian Mo looked good and her clothes were normal, so she reluctantly suppressed her urge to call someone.Because Jian Mo looks really bad now, with disheveled hair, bloodshot eyes, pale face, and the movement of staring at the watch, it really makes people feel that this person is very strange.

It wasn't until the stewardess on the plane came over and brought everyone a glass of juice, and Jian Mo subconsciously said thank you, that the aunt next to her felt relieved.Tentatively chatted with Jian Mo, probably because Jian Mo was too tired, so he didn't like talking to people like usual, but he didn't have the energy to say too much, he just briefly mentioned that he was going to Find someone.The aunt seemed to understand something in an instant, and wanted to say more, but seeing the bloodshot eyes in Jian Mo's eyes, she silently closed her mouth, as if Jian Mo in her eyes was about to close her eyes in the next moment .

Jian Mo stared at his watch and didn't care about it, but kept calculating when he would meet Gu Yan.Although so urgent, but in the heart is more confused instead.His previous confidence was all shattered after he knew that Gu Yan had entered the room, and now all he had left in his heart was uncertainty and apprehension.

Except for Xiaoqian who gave him this feeling before, he hadn't felt like this for a long time, and he was so desperate just for one person.His heart seemed to be torn apart, something warm was flowing out, he unconsciously covered his chest, how should he repay the pain he gave Gu Yan?What's worse, he wasn't sure if Gu Yan would continue walking with him after he knew this.

He closed his eyes, his eyes were dry and aching, but no matter how painful it was, as long as that person would come back to him, he felt it was okay.The waiting in this state of mind seemed very long and flustered, and each tick of the second hand seemed slow and solemn. He forced himself not to think about the things that made him feel that the road ahead was difficult, but instead turned to talk to Gu Yan. The time when we were together is so longing for now.

He didn't want to close his eyes, and he didn't dare to close them. He felt that he treated Gu Yan too badly, so now he didn't dare to make himself feel better. He felt that this would ease the pain in his heart a little. All of this was his fault. It's his own fault, so where can he make himself more comfortable?

With his bloodshot eyes open, he tried his best to ignore the clamoring exhaustion of his body, like an ancient Christian who used physical pain to relieve the panic and fear in his heart. He was afraid that if he lost Gu Yan, he would never have another He was no longer like Gu Yan.

When Gu Yan woke up, he was still in a daze. The moment he turned on his phone, he was bombarded with text messages and missed calls.The sound was very spectacular. Yu Kun, who was still sleeping, gave a direct warning, then woke up, and turned to look at Gu Yan.Gu Yan was also taken aback by the series of beeps that couldn't stop. He turned his head and smiled awkwardly at Yu Kun, then quickly turned his phone to silent.

He seemed to wake up all of a sudden now. He unlocked his phone tremblingly, and saw a string of text messages from Jian Mo on it. He wanted to laugh, but suddenly he held his mouth and wrapped himself in the quilt. Shaking slightly.After waiting for a long time, Gu Yan poked his head out and breathed heavily. He looked down at the phone in his hand, and suddenly felt that a small phone seemed very heavy, too heavy for him to pick up.

He didn't know any reason to persist. He wanted to turn on the phone, but all that emerged were Jian Mo's opened diary, clear dates, and words that he couldn't let himself be deceived at all.He thought, even if he was with Jian Mo again, what then?Jian Mo's heart is very small, so Yu Wenqian is the only one who is full of eyes, so what is he?Poor spare tire?He felt sorry for himself at that time, and all his beautiful fantasies were shattered at that time.

What he insisted on was broken by Jian Mo himself; what he deceived himself was seen through by his own eyes; he.

He seems to have always been directing and acting alone, wishful thinking, he doesn't know what else he can insist on with this relationship, and now even the word Jian Mo, and even many things linked to Jian Mo want to escape .He looked at the flickering warning light and was afraid to see it, but he still...

After sitting there for a long time, as if he had made some decision, Gu Yan turned on his phone, clicked on a text message sent by Jian Mo, pressed the reply button, and typed word by word.He wanted to send his thoughts and feelings to Jian Mo, he wanted to ask Jian Mo a lot of things, he wanted to know how Jian Mo could be so cruel, he could not say a word about the time between him and him, Not even a penny.

He typed a lot of words in one breath, but seeing the extreme and indignant words on it, he was taken aback and sighed.Forget it, just get together and break up, let them be like this, he is really afraid to sink in and find out that it is all his own one-man show.Delete the full words one by one, then delete the text messages in the message box, slowly pull the word Jian Mo into the blacklist, delete everything about Jian Mo, and look at the phone and never see again' Jian Mo' After that, he sighed and fell on the bed as if he had been discouraged.

So be it, him and him.He covered his face with his hands, and then said so in his heart.

Jian Mo, who had just got off the plane, almost staggered and rushed forward, but he couldn't do anything else, so he had to let himself fall straight down like this.Fortunately, someone beside him helped him, and he turned over and nodded to that person, but that person walked away quickly.

Jian Mo was stunned, and without thinking about anything, he quickly left the airport and walked to the place where he took a taxi.After telling the driver the location of Z University, he turned on the phone and saw that there was only a pitiful little charge on it, and did not receive any other text messages. He turned off the phone in disappointment, then put the phone in his pocket, and watched the car speeding ahead. OK.

When he got out of the car and wanted to pay, Jian Mo touched his wallet and realized that his wallet had been stolen by a thief. He thought about the person who helped him, and then smiled wryly. He was really bad before, and now he wants to Start paying for your mistakes little by little.I apologized to the driver, then took out my mobile phone and dialed a number.

Not long after, a boy ran out in a hurry, paid the fare for Jian Mo, and then walked towards Z University together with Jian Mo.The boy is from Jian Mo's relatives, and he has admired Jian Mo since he was a child, so Jian Mo is probably the only one he can rely on in Z Dali, including just now.

After Jian Mo found out where the exchange students were staying from the teacher, he left, even with the suitcase in his hand, he had never been so embarrassed before, but when he saw Gu Yan later, he suppressed his discomfort, Go in the direction of the dormitory.

The campus of Z University is about the same size as that of X University, so it took Jian Mo a lot of time to find the student dormitories lined up in the teaching area.The aunt downstairs was very strict. She had never seen Jian Mo before, and she was still holding a suitcase. Regardless of the reasons Jian Mo said, she refused to let Jian Mo go up.

Jian Mo had no choice but to bend down and dig out all the things in his luggage that could prove his identity. Unfortunately, the wallet was stolen by a thief, so he couldn't show his ID card.Jian Mo put out his student ID card, team member ID card and everything else he could show, and then under the half-believing eyes of his aunt, he said that he was going to find an exchange student, and made up a reason why there was an urgent matter at home, and then Let the aunt help him check the dormitory of the exchange students.

The exchange students don't live together, and because they are temporary, they are arranged in the dormitory. Only the dormitory number is marked, and there is no time to prepare more for the others.When Jian Mo stood up, he felt dark in front of his eyes, and he held the wall in front of him for a while before feeling better.After writing down the dormitory numbers, Jian Mo thanked Auntie, and put his suitcase on Auntie's side as collateral, and then went upstairs.

Gu Yan and Yu Kun were getting up to wash up and then went out for a stroll around, when they heard a soft knock on the door, and a deep and pleasant male voice came from outside:

"Excuse me, I want to find someone, can you open the door?"

Just when Yu Kun was about to get out of bed to open the door, Gu Yan firmly held him back. Gu Yan's shocked expression startled Yu Kun, and he knew that the person he was looking for was Gu Yan.He didn't know what happened, so he had no choice but to say nothing, watching Gu Yan immediately tidy up his bed and put away everything that could be put away. In an instant, there was only one person living in this room.

With a pale face, Gu Yan made a please gesture to Yu Kun, and then he dodged to the balcony.Yu Kun was dumbfounded by a series of actions, and did not open the door until there was a continuous knock on the door.

There was a tall man standing outside the door. He was very handsome, but now he looked extremely embarrassed, as if he had not rested for a long time, full of exhaustion, but his back was still straight, and it looked like it would break if it folded.Seeing him open the door, he nodded to him and walked in. He paused when he saw the sign that there was only one person living there, then turned his head and asked Yu Kun who was standing behind him if he knew the boy named Gu Yan.

Yu Kun was a little slow before answering that he didn't know him.Jian Mo's eyes flickered, and then he suddenly opened the closed bathroom and looked inside. It was indeed a person's utensils inside, but it seemed that he had just cleaned it, and the whole bathroom looked very clean.Jian Mo retreated silently, said sorry to Yu Kun behind him who was too terrified to withdraw, and was about to leave.Suddenly, out of the corner of his eye, he seemed to see a shadow on the balcony, and he immediately walked up. Yu Kun behind him became anxious and wanted to hold Jian Mo, but Jian Mo had already opened the balcony door.

There was no one outside the door, only a few scattered clothes, which seemed to be blown by the wind and fluttered a few times.Jian Mo took a breath, coughed a few times, and then apologized to Yu Kun again, this time he really left.

Yu Kun was made a little nervous by the series of events in the morning. He followed Jian Mo and couldn't see the balcony, but at that time he felt nervous that his internal organs were shrinking into a ball.After Jian Mo left, he hurried to the balcony. Gu Yan was not on the balcony. He looked at the bedroom next to him and called Gu Yan. Sure enough, he saw Gu Yan holding some clothes and standing slowly. Woke up, but in a short period of time, Gu Yan's forehead was already covered with sweat, and his eyes were full of disbelief and other stronger emotions.

Helping Gu Yan back to the dormitory, Gu Yan seemed to have come to his senses, sitting on the chair, unable to say a word, just staring at the dormitory door in a daze.Before the two of them could prepare anything more, there was another knock on the door, the two of them looked at each other, and Gu Yan immediately jumped up and ran towards the balcony.

Only then did Yu Kun open the door, and Jian Mo was still outside the door, looking very bad, he confirmed Gu Yan was here with a certain tone.Yu Kun didn't know how to answer for a moment, so he had to make up Gu Yan that he really wanted to live here, but now he went back to his home first, and he will come to Z University in a few days.I didn't expect the man in front of me to believe it all at once. When I was secretly thinking of countermeasures, I didn't expect the man in front of me to just pause and say thank you before believing this flawed statement, then turned around and left.

Yu Kun was stunned for a moment, and all he saw was the man's back. He recalled the man's terrible appearance, and suddenly felt that the word "sad" was stamped around the tall and straight figure.He suddenly hesitated, but when he saw Gu Yan who turned over from the balcony, he thought of Gu Yan's abnormal behavior, and sighed, what's the matter.

Jian Mo went downstairs and took his suitcase. When he walked outside, he felt that the sun shining on his face was too much for him to bear. He looked at the word 'Gu Yan' on the list. I haven't seen you for a few days, why is it like a lifetime ago? I miss you very much, Gu Yan.

He didn't know where Gu Yan's home was, so he had no choice but to go back to X City first and inquire about it. After so long and tiring, he was finally overwhelmed by the fact that he didn't know the direction ahead.He used the last bit of power on his mobile phone to call the boy, and then he couldn't support his weight, so he sat down on the side of the road and waited for the boy.

I borrowed money from the boy, and then asked the boy to book a plane ticket. Ignoring the boy's dissuasion, I said thank you with my pale and bloodless mouth, and walked forward a little unsteadily.After not taking two steps, he finally shook a few times and fell down.

The author has something to say: Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

The dormitory is so stuffy, it's like being in a sauna~

God! !Why is the electric fan not powerful.....╮(╯﹏╰)╭