this turbulent love

Chapter 30

"Jane...Jane Mo?! Why are you here? Aren't you in the drawing room?"

When Gu Yan was shocked by Jian Mo's sudden appearance and bright smile, the sleeves of his clothes were suddenly pulled twice by Xiaoli. Su's eyes unconsciously glanced this way, and Gu Yan suddenly felt bad.He looked at Jian Mo, blinked at Jian Mo, and warned him not to laugh so provocatively when he returned to normal, the eyes of the two girls almost went straight!

However, Jian Mo didn't seem to see Gu Yan's eyes, and instead led them inside. Gu Yan had no choice but to introduce Jian Mo under Gu Yu's 'hint' on the way, and then saw Jian Mo continue to smile and talk to the two of them. Personal regards.Gu Yan turned his head away, and while they were not paying attention, he stared at Jian Mo. Normally, Gu Yan would definitely not do this, but today's Jian Mo is really abnormal. Gu Yan is a little confused about Jian Mo, okay, look Seeing that Jian Mo treated Gu Yu and Zhou Su so well, he was 'a little' unhappy.

What happened next is easy to guess, Jian Mo is like a different person, with such a beautiful and bright smile, he fascinates the two little girls who are not deeply involved in the world so much that he doesn't know what year it is... Gu Yan looked at Jian Mo's smile and Gu Yu's nympho look, and felt that Jian Mo couldn't be happy when he smiled so happily at others, while seeing his sister's embarrassing appearance, he felt really ashamed of the old Gu family!

Seeing Jian Mo smiling like a big brother next door, he really wanted to find a piece of cloth to cover Jian Mo's face, and then pinched Jian Mo's chin domineeringly so that Jian Mo could only laugh for himself in the future.But Gu Yan compared their heights, sighed and gave up this completely unrealistic imagination.Jian Mo over there saw Gu Yan walking beside him with a distorted and wretched smile, and couldn't help but doubt the correctness of doing so, but when Gu Yan couldn't help dragging himself into the corner, Jian Mo was still very nervous. Satisfied to know that I was right.

Gu Yan took Jian Mo's hand in front of Gu Yu and Zhou Su and went to a corner, leaving behind two people with confused faces.Gu Yan didn't look back at all, and when he reached the corner, he just turned his head when Jian Mo kissed him.

Gu Yan: "..."

This is definitely blatant cheating, okay?He looked at Jian Mo's face who was close at hand, and then stepped forward and bit Jian Mo's ear.Jian Mo obviously didn't expect Gu Yan to do this, and didn't realize it until his ears hurt.He lowered his head to see the displeasure in Gu Yan's eyes, and finally bent a natural and gentle arc. He had laughed for so long before, and felt that he probably didn't want to laugh because he had nothing to do these days.The muscles on both sides began to swell due to the pulling, and he unconsciously reached out and rubbed the muscles on his face.

Gu Yan was quite unhappy at first, but when he looked up and saw Jian Mo's cute action, he lost all emotions.Then he heard Jian Mo's deep and pleasant voice:

"Gu Yan, I saw you walking so close to that girl yesterday, and I look like you." Gu Yan immediately looked up at Jian Mo, and Jian Mo continued, "I thought a lot yesterday, wondering if you It was just a momentary curiosity, novelty, and then I found a boyfriend; I was wondering if you actually like girls... I thought about all these thoughts, I was very angry at that time, and wanted to go forward , but I couldn't. Gu Yan, I'm not a good lover, as I told you, I'm selfish, possessive, and have a lot of bad temper."

Gu Yan was completely shocked by Jian Mo's words. Since Jian Mo confessed his love last time, Jian Mo has never said such words to express his emotions like today.He always felt that it was enough for Jian Mo to stand there, and he would walk towards Jian Mo step by step.But today, after hearing Jian Mo's words, and looking at Jian Mo in front of him, his concern for what happened yesterday was clear in his eyes, and his heart is now so hot that he feels like he can float up.

He explained everything yesterday incoherently, dancing and dancing. Jian Mo looked at Gu Yan's excited look, and saw that the scenery around him seemed to be several times better because of Gu Yan's presence. Because Gu Yan, a person whose whole body seems to be full of colors, is by his side, he can see the surrounding scenery clearly, can't he?

Gu Yu and Zhou Su had already waited a long time for the two to settle their affairs.Seeing the two of them coming back, Gu Yu subconsciously wanted to ask Gu Yan what was going on, but when she saw Jian Mo, who seemed to have completely changed, she seemed to have suddenly appeared on her body. In the aura, he immediately swallowed the question and just waved to them, indicating his position.Zhou Su beside him frowned, but then returned to normal.

After walking around for a while, a few people realized that it was getting late and planned to go back home.Gu Yan and Jian Mo sent the two girls back to where they lived, and then they went back together.Because he was afraid that Gu Yu would come to the school with a brain twitch and make a surprise attack, Gu Yan never thought about going back to the apartment, but...he didn't want to be separated from Jian Mo, especially tonight, he had a hard time After hearing so many touching words from Jian Mo, I don't want to be separated from Jian Mo even more.But he couldn't say this kind of little girl's retaining words at all, so he hesitated along the way and couldn't explain why.

Jian Mo usually doesn't care what other people think because he thinks others are unimportant, but now he takes Gu Yan into his heart, so he knows what Gu Yan is thinking right away.He looked at Gu Yan's troubled look, feeling very happy at the same time, and at the same time just wanted to tease Gu Yan, who made Gu Yan get so close to a girl in such a short time when he was not around?Well, after the explanation, he was already fine, just wanted to see Gu Yan's reaction.

Jian Mo pretended not to know anything, and said nothing along the way.The two of them chatted to the downstairs of Gu Yan's bedroom like this, without even knowing what they were talking about.Seeing that Jian Mo didn't say anything about staying, Gu Yan secretly darkened his eyes, then turned around and pulled Jian Mo up to run upstairs.Forget about him, pull him up first, and then we won't let him go today.

When Jian Mo saw Gu Yan lowering his head, he wanted to say something about sleeping together in the dormitory tonight, but in a blink of an eye, Gu Yan dragged him to the dormitory.Jian Mo looked at the back of Gu Yan's head, adjusted his footsteps with Gu Yan, and cooperated with him to enter Gu Yan's bedroom in this slightly Korean drama posture.

Just as Gu Yan was about to say something, to take advantage of the good atmosphere to do some small bad things, Jian Mo's cell phone rang.Jian Mo was stunned when he heard the ringtone, then he answered the phone and walked to the balcony.Gu Yan sat down on the chair a little depressed, finally felt that today was a good time, he looked at Jian Mo on the balcony.

Jian Mo seemed a little excited, and he waved his hands unconsciously.Probably Jian Mo was a little abnormal today, so Gu Yan didn't think it was very strange. He swayed his feet on the chair and waited for Jian Mo to come in after calling.

It didn't take long for Jian Mo to hang up the phone. When he came in, Gu Yan found out immediately. Unlike when Gu Yu and the others were together today, Jian Mo seemed really anxious, and he didn't even have time to explain to Gu Yan. Too much time to rush out.

Gu Yan was worried about Jian Mo, so he followed Jian Mo closely and ran out.

Jian Mo didn't notice that Gu Yan was following behind him, and he stopped the car as soon as he went out and left.Gu Yan followed Jian Mo and stopped a car, and told the driver to keep up with the car in front.When Gu Yan turned his head to tell the driver not to get lost, he saw a sympathetic and understanding expression on the driver's face.

Gu Yan: "...." Did the driver make up some bloody things in his head?But right now I don't care about that much, Gu Yan just hopes that nothing will happen to Gu Yan, it's not something important, who would call Jian Mo at night?

Gu Yan tried to call Jian Mo, but the line was either not answered or busy.Gu Yan looked at the fast-moving car in front of him, and then he had no choice but to hold his phone tightly, and kept telling the driver not to lose track of the car in front of him.The driver originally wanted to comfort Gu Yan, but seeing Gu Yan's nervous expression, he decided to just follow the car in front of him honestly.

Jian Mo soon arrived at the destination, got out of the car the next moment the car was parked, and ran inside.Gu Yan also ran after Jian Mo after paying the fare, didn't he realize that this is Jian Mo's apartment?What would Jian Mo do in his own apartment in such a hurry?With a string of question marks on his head, Gu Yan followed Jian Mo to the apartment.He didn't know why his intuition didn't catch up to take the same elevator with Jian Mo, but waited for the next one.He didn't know that the sound of his heart beating could be so loud, but when he came back to his senses, he felt that his behavior was really dishonorable, like trying to catch a rape... Uh, okay.He admitted that he really wanted to know who or what made Jian Mo so anxious in the middle of the night, as long as he knew that Jian Mo was fine, he would go back to the dormitory right away, although he now looked like a man who wanted to catch rape.

He waited until the next elevator, and instead of pressing directly to Jian Mo's floor, he got out on the next floor close to Jian Mo's apartment, and then walked to the apartment from the safety exit.

The door of Jian Mo's room has been closed, but the conversation inside can still be revealed vaguely.Probably because of Gu Yan's concentration, the door, which usually has a good sound insulation effect, now leaks a bit of conversation because of its silence.As soon as Gu Yan heard that voice, he knew it was Yu Wenqian.

Gu Yan instantly let go of half of his heart, although he didn't know why he was so nervous who Jian Mo was meeting with, but Yu Wenqian was Jian Mo's childhood friend, wasn't he?At least it wasn't someone he didn't know. Like the boy last time, the feeling of being powerlessly excluded from Jian Mo's world was really bad.

After Gu Yan heard that it was Yu Wenqian, he didn't stay long, fearing that when someone came out suddenly, the matter between him and Jian Mo would be exposed immediately. He didn't know if Jian Mo let Yu Wenqian know about it.After thinking about it, he turned around and went downstairs and returned to the dormitory. After a long time, it turned out to be a false alarm, and Gu Yan secretly scolded himself for being an idiot.

When Jian Mo received Yu Wenqian's call, Yu Wenqian over there had already arrived outside the apartment.He immediately couldn't care about Gu Yan, and ran out without even having time to explain to Gu Yanduo, and went straight to the apartment.

When they arrived at the apartment, Yu Wenqian had already waited outside the door for a while.

Jian Mo immediately saw that Yu Wenqian's mental state was not right, so he opened the door to let him in before he could say anything, and then went into the kitchen to skillfully make tea for Yu Wenqian.After Yu Wenqian sat down and drank tea, he felt that his complexion improved a little. Jian Mo sat on the other side of the sofa, and waited for Yu Wenqian to speak.

Yu Wenqian looked at Jian Mo quietly, and asked, "Ah Jian, did Su Mo come to see you?" It seemed that it took him a lot of effort to ask this sentence, and he even took a breath , and then turned pale again.Seeing Yu Wenqian's appearance, Jian Mo really wanted to tell Yu Wenqian to let him give up, or... stop hiding like this.He watched the two fall in love until they reached this point.Only he himself knows how he feels.Jian Mo lowered his head, after all, he is not the one Yu Wenqian really cares about, so what's the use of persuading him?He laughed in his heart, as if he was back to the struggling self who was too humble to be himself, and could only use the status of a friend to cover up his feelings.

It took him a long time to hear his own voice: "Su Mo, he came to me...he asked where you are now, but I didn't tell him." Jian Mo looked at Yu Wenqian and saw the last trace of blood on his face He also retreated completely, as if caught in a kind of memory and suddenly couldn't extricate himself, just sat on the sofa like this, holding the teacup without moving.That handsome, gentle and jade-like young man seemed to have disappeared all of a sudden, leaving the current marionette with a face as pale as a ghost, sitting blankly by the side.

Jian Mo opened his mouth, then swallowed hard what he wanted to say, and sat on the sofa with the young man.Even at this moment, he still seems to be able to clearly hear the crackling sound of his own heart, just like the young man beside him as always.

He laughed at himself, what is this? !

The author has something to say: the writing made me exhausted, and I also heard the sound of my heart breaking~

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