this turbulent love

Chapter 19

Gu Yan woke up early the next day. He felt nervous when he thought of confessing his love to Jian Mo today. Although he knew in his heart how likely he would be rejected, he still couldn't stop looking forward to it. Today's class is only in the morning. After one class, Gu Yan went straight to the dormitory to get ready.

A few days ago, Gu Yan was beaten up very badly by Zhuang Qian, his face was brightly colorful.Thinking of seeing Jian Mo later, Gu Yan looked at the medals on his face with a certain rhythm. It was originally a hopeless thing, maybe people can add a little bit to his neat and tidy appearance. No, it's already giving him a lot of face if he doesn't refuse immediately.But thinking about it this way, he still kept his men in order to tidy himself up quickly.

He and Jian Mo made an appointment to meet in Jian Mo's dormitory. Although this seemed a bit too proactive, but there was an army of murderous couples outside, Gu Yan felt that he really didn't have the courage to say such shocking words in a crowded place, and with His intentions are different, and he doesn't like his stuff to be known.

When Gu Yan arrived, Jian Mo was sitting on the sofa reading a book. The warm yellow floor lamp shone on Jian Mo's hair, making Jian Mo's shiny black half-length hair dyed a warm maroon. It's really beautiful and sexy. Gu Yan looked at Jian Mo and thought that this is the person I like.

This kind of Jian Mo really seems to be close at hand, instead of feeling like there is still a natural barrier between them when they are clearly by his side like before.Go for it this evening.Gu Yan silently encouraged himself in this way.He walked over to Jian Mo, and sat on the small sofa as usual. This is a position where he can see the desk opposite. He can secretly glance at Jian Mo's back like this when he usually reads and plays games, and then he can be greedy like this. Jian Mo is in the air beside her.Sitting in that position, he felt courage and a sense of security that he had never felt before.

Today's Jian Mo is more silent than usual, he just keeps reading and doesn't even give Gu Yan the corner of his eye, as if Gu Yan is not here.His back is straight and stiff, and the hand holding the book seems to be holding the book easily, but if you look closely, you can see that there is an obvious depression in the place where he is holding the book.Of course he knew all of this himself, Gu Yan was too nervous to pay attention to tonight's confession.

When Gu Yan finally finished his draft and was about to make a heartfelt confession, Jian Mo slowly stood up:

"Do you want a drink of water?" Gu Yan was so frightened that he bit his tongue.He looked at Jian Mo who was condescending, nodded, and saw Jian Mo turned around and went to the kitchen, and quickly slumped down like a deflated ball. He fell on the sofa and let the soft sofa surround him, why is this so.

I heard Jian Mo poke his head out of the kitchen after answering the phone in the kitchen and ask Gu Yan:

"Gu Yan? Do you have something important to say? Xiaoqian, he will come here later, uh, I think..."

Gu Yan was in a hurry, but after thinking about it, he still felt that it was not a good thing to confess when Yu Wenqian came, so he stood up and said, "It's not a matter of urgency, if Brother Jian, if you have something to do, I will say the same next time." of'.He scratched his head in embarrassment, said goodbye to Jane Mo and went back to the dormitory.

When Gu Yan went back to the dormitory, he kept cursing himself as an idiot, but he couldn't be blamed, no one knew that something might change tonight.He imagined what would happen if he confessed to Jian Mo at that time?

Either he confessed to Jian Mo and was confessed by Jian Mo, and then Xiaoqian came and left in a gloomy manner; or after he confessed to Jian Mo, Jian Mo agreed, and the two of them were planning to have a deep love. , Xiaoqian came in, looked at them in disbelief, and then rushed out the door.No matter how you think about it, it's miserable, right?Thinking of this, Gu Yan originally thought that it was embarrassing for him to come out in such a disheveled manner, but after thinking about it this way, it seemed that such a result was considered pretty good.

Just when Gu Yan over there secretly thought that this was okay, Jian Mo here looked at the cup under his hands, and then at the mobile phone beside him, which showed the weather forecast of City X.He actually didn't know how to reject Gu Yan, he knew Gu Yan's character, he would not give up easily, this time he used Xiaoqian to escape, but Gu Yan would definitely say in a few days, heh, then Let's talk about it then.

Jian Mo sighed, and for the first time felt that it was she who was really tired of being liked.

Recently, Gu Yan was thinking about how to confess his love to Jian Mo. The inexplicable interruption last time made his enthusiasm even higher. He checked a lot of information silently, but felt that it was too insincere and exaggerated.He thinks it is very simple to confess this kind of thing, just tell him that he likes him, then ask him if he likes him, and then decide whether to be together or not.But this is what he thought before. Ever since he fell in love with Jian Mo, he felt more and more that his IQ was not enough. First in terms of his studies, and then in terms of guessing Jian Mo's thoughts, he felt that he had completely failed.

After thinking about it, I still think that girls think more carefully, and besides, it's mostly girls who are confessed, aren't they?He made up his mind like this, and began to look for girls who were close to him.Gu Yu definitely couldn't do it. If the little eighth woman knew about it, everyone in the family would know about it. After thinking about the consequences, he resolutely gave up on Gu Yu.Then she thought of Fang Hui, yes, Fang Hui is more reliable, and she knows that she likes men, besides, she didn't know that there was a prodigal son Zhuang Qian as a reference.

After making a decision like this, Gu Yan called Fang Hui. Fang Hui seemed very excited, and kept calling until he wanted to tell her no matter what.Although Gu Yan seemed helpless towards Fang Hui like this, he still felt heartwarming.Fang Hui gave him a lot of advice, not just limited to girls, she also thought about boys a lot, many of which Gu Yan had never thought of, so when it came to talking about it, she even forgot Zhuang Qian's phone number.

With Fang Hui as a dog-headed military adviser, Gu Yan became more confident, and he didn't want to confess his love to Jian Mo like before.He knows a lot of Jian Mo's hobbies. He has just become more diligent recently. Although he thinks it's like chasing girls, isn't chasing people the same in the world?In this way, he sent Jian Mo books and notebooks one after another. Jian Mo felt a little book-crazy. There were many brand new notebooks in the room, which were neatly coded and placed on the bookcase. Gu Yan noticed that, If you see a notebook that you think is good, you will give it to Jian Mo.

Jian Mo has been so busy recently that he can hardly find anyone. When he sees someone, he discusses the next homework with the teacher. Gu Yan's confession is forced to hold back for several days, and he doesn't read any books.When Gu Yan was about to memorize the confession he had typed in his heart, he finally couldn't wait any longer.

He asked Li Sheng to take a day off for him today, and he went to block the door of Jian Mo's dormitory after running exercises early in the morning, and squatted at the door of Jian Mo's dormitory. He greeted him with a smile, and asked him if he wanted to go in for a sit down or something, but Gu Yan refused with a smile.He just looked at his phone like this, didn't even eat, just waited like this.

Jian Mo didn't know where to go today. Gu Yan waited for a long time but there was no one around. He looked at the precarious power displayed on his phone, and raised his head to look at the darkened sky outside. His crouched body shrank even more. His stomach was on strike because of the abuse he had suffered. He rubbed his crazily wriggling stomach, then continued to look at the stairs, waiting for Jian Mo.

In this way, it was not until after eight o'clock in the evening that Jian Mo dragged his tired body to the stairs. He was spoiled by those unknown entertainments all day long.Then he raised his head and saw Gu Yan who was huddled in front of his room door, he couldn't help sighing, why couldn't he take a breather.He rubbed the space between his tired brows, stepped forward to open the door, and beckoned Gu Yan to go in.

When Gu Yan saw Jian Mo, he became happy for a moment. Although he almost couldn't bear the dizziness when he stood up for a long time due to the long-term maintenance of one movement, he still followed Jian Mo into the room excitedly.He kept circling his confession words, not noticing Jian Mo's strangeness at all, he pulled Jian Mo to sit down, then knelt in front of Jian Mo on one knee, and was interrupted by Jian Mo just as he uttered the first word Yes, Jian Mo said in a hoarse voice:

"Gu Yan, you like me, don't you?" He was so shocked that Gu Yan's words disappeared, leaving only the sentence 'Jian Mo knows' lingering in his mind.Then he heard Jian Mo go on to say: "Gu Yan, do you really not know my answer?" Gu Yan heard his words and looked at Jian Mo's face, although he thought it was probably a dead end, but There is still some vague expectation in his heart, this is his favorite person since he was a child.Gu Yan didn't know what to say, because he was not as good as Jian Mo said, he didn't know the answer.

Jian Mo must have been really distressed for a while, his words were incoherent, but when Gu Yan heard him say, 'I don't think we are people from the same world, so it probably doesn't suit us either. 'Afterwards, I felt a little buzzing and couldn't hear clearly. As soon as he heard that, he subconsciously began to explain. He probably couldn't remember what he said. His tone changed a little, and he became very loud. Just remember that you keep repeating what you will try to do.And Jian Mo over there, rubbing his frowning brows, sighed, "Gu Yan, you have always been in your own world, you only know that you like me, but what about me? What should I do? Response, you know many of my hobbies, but you are afraid to face even the most basic questions, do you know if I like a man or a woman, do you know if I like someone? Or do you think you haven’t seen me Probably there is no one else?" He sneered, "Oh, you are an idiot who only knows how to rush forward with a hot head. Now confess to me as you wish, but I must be sorry, I also want to do what I want Yes, I reject you."

Jian Mo knew that his words were hurtful, so he didn't need to think about it, just saw Gu Yan's instantly pale face.But today he really didn't have the energy to hide like before. He needed to give himself and Gu Yan an answer. He couldn't give Gu Yan hope, so he clenched his hands tightly and said the last sentence, "Gu Yan, we are not at all. There is no need to go one way. It's late today, you should go back." Without looking at Gu Yan, he went straight to his room and closed the door.

Gu Yan heard that his heartbeat started to stop from 180 steps, and then fell so low that he couldn't hear it. His stomach was a little crazy, but he still felt that there was a leak in his heart, as if his body was empty, and his eyes were still straight. Nailed straight to the position where Jian Mo was sitting just now, and when he heard the sound of closing the door, he seemed to become conscious, and walked slowly towards the door. At this time, no one knew what he was thinking, it was probably blank , or it is too much and too chaotic for people to sort out.

He ignored the stomach pain, it was like disappearing the pain, but today he had to stop because he hadn’t eaten all day, no, he was lying down, and at this moment the sense organs rushed to him, he was in severe pain, Trembling, he took out his mobile phone and called Li Sheng, but he was speechless after reporting his location.There was a very noisy voice on the other side of the phone, and then it sounded like the whistling wind when Li Sheng and Wu Yu were running. His eyes were wet, and tears flowed down like this. He looked at the sky blurry and clearly, and he didn't know how long , he finally fell asleep a little tiredly in the pain.

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