this turbulent love

Chapter No.16

That time, the two of them went back after eating. Jian Mo said that he still had a lot of drawings to catch up, so the two of them went back to their dormitories early on.Gu Yan thought it was strange for Jian Mo to be like this, but he didn't think much about it. He thought that Jian Mo still had a lot of homework to do, but he still went out to eat with him like this. Another step closer to Jian Mo.

Jian Mo is probably really busy recently, because recently she has less and less promised to go out with Gu Yan, and it took a long time to reply to a text message, but Gu Yan didn't think about it deeper.He looked at the gloves Jian Mo gave him at that time, and his heart almost jumped out.He washed Jian Mo's gloves carefully, and then put them in a clean place far away from their clothes to let the sun shine on them. He looked at the gloves and laughed.

Li Sheng and Wu Yu behind them looked at Gu Yan washing a pair of strange men's gloves, and then put them in the best position. They looked like they had seen a ghost. Gu Yan must be crazy. The two of them looked at each other and agreed in their hearts. That's the conclusion.

It didn't take long for this to come to Qingming.Early in the morning when he was a freshman, Gu Yan dragged Li Sheng and the others to the train station. He ate breakfast next to the train station while waiting for Zhuang Qian and Fang Hui to get off the train.He felt that it might be really good recently, and the weather today is also very good, so he waved and said, come and play with me!Well, he had a moment of silence for his integrity.

This guy Li Sheng went to the side to catch up on sleep, Wu Yu still looked very energetic, um, probably because the game was too cruel yesterday, so he went to bed early.He looked at the two roommates beside him who exuded "I'm a dead house" with a black line, and felt deeply powerless. Wouldn't they hang on the road if they went out to play like this?

Probably Zhuang Qian's train was late, so the three of them waited there for a long time, and after sleeping in a nearby Internet cafe, the figures of Zhuang Qian and Fang Hui appeared at the exit.Zhuang Qian and the others looked very tired. After sitting on the train all night, both of them looked dusty.Gu Yan complained silently in his heart: Who made these two guys wait until the holidays to book train tickets and get on the train!

So all the planned morning trips were cancelled, and instead they brought Zhuang Qian and Fang Hui back to their dormitory to sleep.Li Sheng had nothing to do with Wu Yu, Gu Yan couldn't stay for a moment, but seeing how tired they were, after settled Zhuang Qian and the others, he and Li Sheng left lightly.

After Zhuang Qian and the others woke up, they were all over the moon.Gu Yan told them to pack up a lot of equipment to go to the nearby mountain, which is very suitable for watching the sunrise, and then brought a few thick clothes. The night on the mountain is still very cold.They started with a smile like this, walked through the street with shining lights at night, talked about their fantasies about the future together, occasionally made a few jokes that were a little bit of a joke, and then they were cleaned up by Fang Hui collectively, this kind of atmosphere really made people feel very happy good.

By the time they started climbing the mountain with flashlights on their mobile phones, the temperature had already dropped a lot. Gu Yan and the others consciously put on the clothes they had prepared in their bags. Everyone seemed to be under the faint light of themselves. Walking forward in the mysterious and silent mountains, they gradually sang songs, and they sang all the way until they reached the top.

Then we chatted like this, played in the darkest hours, watching the night sky change from pitch black to brilliant red bit by bit, and then slowly, a little sun in the middle carried a faint glow like a child As the light rose, everyone's tired or excited faces turned into a shout in the cool morning breeze:

"ah!---------------------------------------------"

It's as if everything can be achieved this way.

Everyone was a little bit exhausted on the bus back to school, but it was better than playing games for hours, or doing meaningless things that I would forget in a second, like this Come once, it really makes people leave a lot of silhouettes of such a beautiful time, such a beautiful youth, maybe love, maybe friendship.

Gu Yan's guess was right, Zhuang Qian played very well with Li Sheng and Wu Yu who were also funny, well, so did he, so he was able to join them without any sense of disobedience.Fang Hui stayed up all night and looked drowsy. Zhuang Qian took Fang Hui back to the dormitory. Fortunately, it was a holiday and the aunt in the dormitory was not very strict, so she let her go after a few words.After Zhuang Qian settled down, Fang Hui came down to start the second match with Gu Yan and the others.Gu Yan took them to a very quiet rooftop that he found. Few people come here, let alone them who just watched the sunrise. They chatted a lot on this rooftop, and then they went to Such a quick mingling, Gu Yan couldn't tell that they had just met each other.Probably boys are like this, especially this kind of straightforward boys, they often don't need to be tempted, often don't need a lot of words, and they can be very good.

What about him and Jian Mo?He was silent like this in the gradually brightening sky, watching them making a mess.In Jian Mo's eyes, they probably would never do this in their entire lives, so they quickly put down their guard.His eyes seem to be probing, he seems to not allow uncertainty in front of him, he hopes that there will always be clarity in front of him.Gu Yan exhaled, Jian Mo, aren't you tired?He felt that the distance between himself and Jian Mo was getting closer, and he also felt that he fell in love with someone who seemed to never meet.But, what does it matter? If you don't try, you will never be qualified to say anything. At least he has to go to the end by himself and see the answer. He has to persist like this.Moreover, there is not only darkness at the end, but also dazzling light.

Zhuang Qian felt that Gu Yan's roommates were very cheerful, and he felt very happy.He glanced at it, and just wanted to hurt Gu Yan, but saw Gu Yan looking up at the sky that was still faintly red, his eyes were confused and determined, this kind of contradictory emotion.He thought of the out-of-control Gu Yan during the New Year, listening to the unstoppable laughter in his ears, it was as if he was sawn in two.He watched Gu Yan pat the dirt and walked towards them, with a bright smile in his eyes, he watched and smiled at Gu Yan.

They still have a lot to do today.Gu Yan raised his hand and looked at his watch. At this time of day, he should catch up on sleep after breakfast, and then take a car to a small ethnic street, where the strong ancient style really makes people intoxicated.Although he thinks that Jian Mo, who is already a junior, has no chance of not going to that street, but he still wants Jian Mo to come with him, enjoy the graceful and mysterious scenery together, and want to give him the best things look.

Looking forward to him and Jian Mo walking through every street and alley like this, he opened his eyes, this kind of imagination is really really good, so he knows it is not true.After thinking about it, he took pictures of the road under his feet and the scenery on the side of the road just like before, and then sent good morning and the hope of going to Minzu Street with him as before, waiting for the time to come as always No reply.He thinks that the most pretentious is probably the current self, but he still thinks this is very beautiful.

After finishing this, he looked at the three backlit people who were waiting for him on the road ahead, and slowly ran to them, joined their jokes, arrived at the cafeteria first, and then went back to the dormitory to catch up on sleep.

It was late when Jian Mo woke up, he was almost used to holding his mobile phone, and it was no surprise that there were text messages lying on it.He opened it, and there were a few photos on it, which were very beautiful, and the person who took the photos seemed to be very careful.He looked at the words "Good morning" and "Invite him to Minzu Street" below, he was silent, he probably couldn't go, he probably already knew what kind of mentality Gu Yan used to treat him, he couldn't do this like before, he still didn't know With him affectionately, he can't give Gu Yan hope... He lowered his head and looked at the deserted air in the dormitory, the neatly arranged but seemingly unpopular furniture, and the meticulous care of everything. The only warm time I can think of is when Gu Yan came.

After Gu Yan came last time, he sometimes came to drop by, saying that it was because their dormitory was too shabby, and it was annoying to have to help their lazy roommates buy food every day, but every time he would carefully prepare the only thing he was good at. Noodles in clear soup, and then quietly pick up a book, or quietly play a mobile game.He is a very noisy person, so he always gives this dormitory the lack of anger, and it seems that the sun is very fond of this dormitory. Jian Mo always feels that the sun is very good when Gu Yan comes here, and the people are very warm. In fact, he really likes this kind of time in his heart. When he was drawing, he knew that he was not alone, and the subtle voice seemed to bring him emotions that he couldn't describe.

He clenched his phone slightly, why did someone who brought him a little different during the time he enjoyed had to face him in such a posture.He wished to enjoy such warmth very selfishly, but he had no other burdens.Now this person is a little reckless but keeps joining his life. Look, he is very used to receiving invitations from Gu Yan anytime and anywhere, or meaningless greetings. He used to be curious why Gu Yan could always He persisted in this way because he didn't show any particular desire to make friends, but he didn't want to know now.

Today's sunshine is very good. When it shines into Jian Mo's dormitory, Jian Mo can see that the few books on the small bookshelf in the living room are all glowing from the sunlight, and there are dust hard to distinguish with the naked eye.He saw the packed books, which were given to him by Gu Yan. On the title page of the book, there were words written by Gu Yan very solemnly and carefully. Although the content was awkward and jerky like a primary school student, he was still very careful. up.He looked around, as if without realizing it, Gu Yan really had gradually infiltrated into his life.

His face was lowered, his fine hair fell down, he buried his head in the quilt, in the quiet and dark space of the bedroom, he thought of that bright Gu Yan, he couldn't give Gu Yan hope.He felt slightly puzzled, but he was always able to say a lot of things indifferently and cruelly to those suitors before, just to completely cut off their thoughts, but Gu Yan.It should be because he is a friend, so I want to escape.

He couldn't hold his breath, raised his head and took a breath, Gu Yan, don't say it.In this way, he will not hesitate like before, but now he wants to escape.

The author has something to say: Is it really good to say this?

Hungry Ghost Festival everyone...don't stay up late.