this turbulent love

Chapter 12

The beginning of this semester was very difficult, not because there were too many things to do, but because Gu Yan began to redouble his efforts to sharpen himself, took out professional books and began to study and read, and in other spare time, he began to focus on the direction of strengthening his major Well, the grade test is not a difficult task for the students of this school, so Gu Yan put all his focus on how to learn how to improve his abilities.

The reason why this semester is difficult is that only Gu Yan who works so hard can clearly see the gap between him and Jian Mo.He chose this major at the beginning because he was more interested in this major than other majors. Now after he really got to know it, he realized that the reason why each major is independent is because they require special research.In the past, it was for this dream school, but now if you want to increase your own strength a little bit, so that you have more powerful abilities, these are not enough.

The more he understands, the more he feels that even the first half of the semester should not be wasted. He doesn't have high talent, and in a university where there are so many masters, there is no shortage of talented people.In fact, he is a bit lazy. If he can enjoy it, he will not force himself to improve himself, and he will not have the idea of ​​far surpassing others.In the past, Gu Yan didn't care about this. What he cared about was how to experience his college life and how to acquire knowledge in college, not because he had to run around for his own livelihood in the future.

But now, he started his journey of struggle because of Jian Mo's high flag.The road is so long, but he doesn't want to give up even if it is difficult, and the road ahead is hope, isn't it?In this way, he put in [-] points of effort and began to master all kinds of useful and extended knowledge about this major.

The Youth League Committee is also very busy recently. Their biggest sponsor has recently relocated, which caused their other activities to be affected. If they can't get the sponsorship, they may cancel it directly.In fact, these have nothing to do with the class, but everyone doesn't want to have to disappear because of this reason before they meet each other because of the sweat they shed. All the participants have a certain special feeling for their works.So this kind of subtle feelings made them also start to inquire about nearby businesses for the Youth League Committee.

Fortunately, they were probably lucky enough. A girl who inquired about a hot pot restaurant didn't worry about such a small profit, and also liked the energetic appearance of college students. It was enough for the Youth League Committee to publicize it for free on campus.This news made everyone very happy, including Gu Yan.He also spent a lot of brains for this sponsorship, and went to many businesses with his seniors, but the result was not so ideal.More people don't need this illusory thing, they pay more attention to the actual benefits, rather than just relying on the simple return of publicity, what's more, they directly drive Gu Yan and the others out and let Gu Yan and the others eat it hold back.

Gu Yan didn't expect this matter to be so difficult. In his imagination, more people should be the kind of generous and enthusiastic shopkeepers. He didn't expect to walk for so many days and only get a small sponsorship. It's just a drop in the bucket.He didn't expect that the seemingly kind-hearted boss would be so utilitarian. This seemed to forcibly tear a hole in the pure and beautiful future he imagined, allowing him to see the original face.He has always known that society is very dark, but these are all on the lips, and he has never been in contact with the scene before, and he can't think of the true meaning it represents.

An ivory tower, indeed an ivory tower.He was a little disappointed in this aimless, giving and then no return action.But this also made him more determined about the necessity of strengthening his abilities, not all for Jian Mo, but also for himself, for his future life and his own pursuit.

After such a small episode, the event was still going on as usual, Gu Yan watched the rehearsal in the auditorium as usual, watching the flow of people coming and going.Suddenly there was a breeze around him, Gu Yan turned his head and saw Jian Mo put down a bottle of water and sat down next to him, he didn't seem to care who was beside him.Gu Yan was very excited and wanted to talk to Jian Mo, but when he saw his eyes focused on the stage, he remembered the phone call Jian Mo made last time, and he still didn't talk to Jian Mo like last time.He was really afraid of seeing Jian Mo's eyes when he saw him.

For Jian Mo, such a familiar silence seemed to be commonplace. He didn't pay much attention to it, but only paid attention to the stage layout and overall performance.After taking a sip of water, he glanced out of the corner of his eye, and was surprised to see Gu Yan sitting beside him with an embarrassed expression on his face.

In order to take a good rest, Gu Yan deliberately chose a relatively rear position, but he didn't notice that this was also a good position for the stands.Awkward?He was a little surprised why Gu Yan was embarrassed.Is it because of him?Looking around, there was no one else around them.As Jian Mo thought about it, he suddenly remembered the phone call he made last time.In fact, at that time, he really felt inexplicably being spied on, and he didn't like this feeling very much.In his heart, Gu Yan is considered a friend. Although he is not very unfamiliar, Jian Mo still called him, but he forgot about this matter after that. The daily homework and the affairs of the Youth League Committee made him feel uncomfortable. He couldn't remember it.

It must have been that phone call, Jian Mo was sure.It's just that he didn't think there was anything wrong with that phone call, and Gu Yan also sent himself a text message of New Year's greetings afterwards, so, this matter has been exposed...isn't it?

It's not that Jian Mo can't notice the emotions of the people around him, he knows it.But most of the time he can't stop to explain something, he still has more things to do, he doesn't have much free time, he wants to pursue better things.Those who care and care are only left to those who care about themselves, and he doesn't care much about other people who are not accepted.Gu Yan is a very enthusiastic and simple person, and Jian Mo, who is not familiar with Gu Yan, also knows this. He became friends with Gu Yan because of this, and he doesn't hate having such a caring friend.He didn't want to see each other like this in the future.

He thought for a while, then turned his head to talk to Gu Yan: "Unhappy?"

Gu Yan didn't expect Jian Mo to talk to him, and before he could react for a while, he subconsciously responded with an 'um'.I regretted it after I finished speaking.Before he could explain in a hurry, Jian Mo said to him, "about the last phone call, I mean you can ask me directly." After Jian Mo finished speaking, he realized that there seemed to be something wrong with this sentence, but he paused.

Gu Yan's eyes lit up, he didn't think Jian Mo would explain this, he also thought it was nothing, he just wanted to wait for a good time to talk to Jian Mo.What Jian Mo said now surprised him, but he couldn't hide the smile on his face.He smiled so stupidly that he couldn't be more stupid, looked at Jian Mo, and forgot to answer the question.Jian Mo seemed expressionless, and then left because of the wrong position on the stage.

Leaving Gu Yan in his seat, he set off fireworks in his heart, as if a little fan was so excited when he saw his idol.The estrangement between them that was unilaterally imagined by Gu Yan also disappeared in the last moment, and he couldn't help but widen his smile, feeling that the sore and limp parts of his body seemed to be stimulant, trembling slightly.He gestured, so he can continue to date Jian Mo?

When it was time for lunch, everyone rehearsed once, and all of them had their chests pressed against their backs, and they marched viciously beyond the cafeteria.Zhang Dai was looking for Gu Yan all over the venue, when he saw him giggling alone in the audience behind.He directly pulled Gu Yan, who was obviously smiling silly, from his seat, called another senior and walked towards the cafeteria.

After lunch, they each dispersed. There was nothing to do in the afternoon, so Zhang Dai and the others told Gu Yan to leave and went to the Internet cafe.Gu Yan used to go up and play with Zhang Dai and the others for an afternoon, but now he didn't have the intention at all, so he just said hello and went back to the dormitory.

After a night in the dormitory, Li Sheng and Wu Yu lay down on the ground and snored.Luckily, the floor was completely cleaned again when school started, otherwise the two people on the floor would be so dirty.Gu Yan couldn't stand the loud snoring and the weird posture lying on the ground.He could only go forward to wake up the two people and drive them to bed to sleep.He took a shower by himself, and according to his plan, he opened the book and began to take notes.

It's just that today's condition is obviously not good, and Gu Yan couldn't see it after looking at it for a long time, so he had to give up.I went to pour a glass of water and started walking around the bedroom.correct!He suddenly remembered that he could contact Jian Mo now!Although I don't know where I got the difference between being able to contact and not being able to, but Jian Mo talked to him today, and that's the difference.

Thinking this way, he quickly took out his mobile phone and found Jian Mo's contact number.However, he was sending some content to Jian Mo, causing difficulties. Isn't it too simple to just say hello?There is no topic.topic?By the way, he looked at the calendar on the table and remembered the book.Because of Gu Yan's self-contradiction, that book is still lying in his suitcase until now.He opened the cabinet and took out the suitcase, took out the "The Complete Works of Cobb" wrapped in thick cloth, patted the book, put it on the table together with the cloth, and sent a text message to Jian Mo: " Is Brother Jian free? I want to give you something, you must like it. "

After waiting like this for a short time, Jian Mo returned: "Well. Then you can take it directly to my dormitory. It's the teacher's building, on the 4th floor."

Gu Yan looked at the text message and was stunned for a long time. After confirming that it was sent by Jian Mo, he rushed to the bathroom and started to take care of it.After he was sure that everything was fine, he picked up the book and went downstairs with the air of a strong man dying.

The author has something to say: For my good fortune, I can only chase him silently for a day...

So tomorrow's update may have to stop...forgive me for not saving the manuscript...(┬＿┬)!

But I will try my best~