Yu Fei's Legend of Ten Thousand Years of Tribulation

Cold and cold, the evening of the long pavilion, the beginning of the shower.

The clear dew washes the green bamboo, and the fish belly is white and crystal clear.There are thousands of gaps, pierced with golden threads.Holding a bamboo shovel in hand, sitting high on a peach branch, looking up, pieces of peach blossoms are falling.Raise your hand to touch, the breeze blows away, and you fall into the stream. It doesn't seem to hate the ruthless mountains and rivers, but it seems to be liberated from thousands of miles eastward.

Yu Fei frowned slightly, and sighed that he could not be freed like a falling flower after all, but just existed in nondescript.

The war 50 years ago, that parting, that kind of heartbreak, that kind of pain, finally cast a lifetime shadow on her.After all, becoming an immortal is a failure, but now I am neither a human nor a ghost nor a demon nor an immortal. The world is so big that I have no place for myself. Every time I think about it, I always feel a dull pain in my heart, but I have never regretted it. One point both surprised and confused her: why not regret it?If he had never embarked on the path of cultivating holiness and immortality, how could he be like this?If you don't have deep obsessions, how can you come to this point?Zhu Xia has been cultivating for 200 years, and her talents in civil and martial arts, talent and understanding are far from her own, and she has indeed achieved a positive result. Why does God "have a special liking" for her, and try all kinds of methods to test her?If I change all the previous choices, will the current situation be bright and cloudless, and will the current embarrassment be lost in the sky?

Thinking of Zhu Xia, her life before cultivating immortality was also full of suffering.She was born in the first year of Dahe in the late Tang Dynasty. She was the eldest daughter of Wailang, a member of the Ministry of Rites. Unfortunately, her family fell into poverty, so she moved to Bingzhou with her parents.My father died sadly due to a serious illness, and my mother died of grief, leaving behind Zhu Xia and two younger brothers.Zhu Xia suffers from hunger, and bends over to his family to do all kinds of chores, and even feeds her younger brother when she returns home.However, in the capital of Hedong, Yang Bian's rebellion set off a bloody storm, and Zhuxia took her younger brother to and fro, but the two younger brothers fell ill and died on the way.Zhuxia was so sad that she climbed up Hanshan Mountain in a trance, and stopped beside a tall pine and cypress. Seeing the cliff behind the pine and cypress, she smiled miserably, feeling that it was God's will, she was disheartened, and wanted to die.When Zhengzheng was at a critical moment, he was stopped by the fairy Che Lizi who lived in seclusion in Hanshan—and also his father's mentor—and began to cultivate immortality.

Yu Fei sighed, thinking that Zhu Xia was really suffering.As for myself, do I really have no regrets, or am I deceiving myself?The reason for the initial choice: Born in the prosperous world, grew up in Xianshu Shuzhuang, the daughter of a generation of literary talents.Kai Yuanze is under the control of the world, and my father cares about all living beings. When there is peace, he only hopes that the sweetness of the world will last forever.When the poet is at ease in the world, he is elegant, free and easy, and superhumanly talented. He talks and laughs with him in the wine and tea room. His father understands his wish and takes his daughter with him to cultivate immortality.My mother only wishes for a safe life, with family matters in mind, and has no desire to cultivate immortality. She just doesn't want to give up her beloved daughter, but the husband has made a decision, and his persistent temperament will not change.And his daughter was also raised by a son since she was a child; the couple loved each other deeply, but the wife was weak, and her vitality was seriously injured after she was pregnant with a daughter, and a daughter was born when her life was dying.The husband loves his wife and decides not to have children. This is also a great regret in the lives of the two of them. However, the girl she loves is unique. She is as tall as a man, has a temperament like a father, is versatile in both civil and military affairs, and is talented. And to comfort the common people, go with your beloved daughter.But my mother only wants to go with time, and naturally she will spend her whole life.

Thinking of this, Yu Fei raised the corner of his mouth slightly, it was ridicule, helplessness, and sadness.She never expected that her father lied to her about her life experience.But my current situation and the original intention of my choice are quite different. Let alone my failure to achieve a positive result, what about my father who has achieved a positive result—now Yuxuan, the master of Ziyun Wonderland—: How can he comfort the common people? I can't even comfort myself.His achievements in cultivating immortals have changed after he entered the WTO, just as Song, Liao and Xixia were fighting fiercely.Seeing that the people were struggling to live, their hearts were full of grief and indignation. On the way, they ran into Su Shi who was demoted to Huangzhou, and then he learned about the struggle between the Five Dynasties and Ten Kingdoms after the Tang Dynasty, and many events since the founding of the Song Dynasty.He wanted to practice immortality by himself in order to take care of the common people. Now that the common people are in trouble, it is time for him to take action, so he took his daughter to rescue all living beings devastated by the war.Where the gunpowder is full of smoke, mix natural yin and yang forces to apply rain to extinguish the fire; where the vegetation is withered and yellow, take the celestial dew from the North Sea to revive it;Yu Fei is intelligent, studious, optimistic and positive. The tragic situation caused by the change of dynasty made her feel sad and indignant, but when she was depressed, she would visit her poet friends and poet friends, to chat with each other and vent her anger; she made many friends and read a lot. Poems and books, dancing with ink, feel that each generation has its own style, so it does not completely reject all kinds of disturbances in the world, and sometimes even feels that this is a part of natural change.Although my heart feels like a knife every time I see hungry people and wild animals, but because I have the common people in my heart, the heart of saving people is far more than the heart of resentment.Her close friend Mr. Jiaxuan called her a heroine, but she didn't take it seriously; not because of her praise, but because of the words of praise.Although she is a woman, her temperament is quite like that of a man. She thinks that a daughter has the virtuousness of a daughter, and a man has the pride of a man, so she hopes to integrate the strengths of everyone into one, but she does not like judgments that are too clear.Mr. Jiaxuan once laughed and said: "I can call it 'Lu Bu among men, red rabbit among horses'!" The gentleman smiled wryly, and said:

"I haven't seen your father for a long time, how is your father?"

Mentioning my father, Yu Fei frowned slightly, "Mr.'s words reminded me! I think my father is busy again. My father is not good at talking, he is very quiet, and avoids interacting with others."

Mr. Jiaxuan was silent for a long time, and said: "Although I only saw your father's side, your father's demeanor is extraordinary and he is really imposing, but his eyes are burning, and he is always slightly sullen, and his eyebrows are slightly frowned from time to time. best friend?"

"Well, I occasionally heard my father chanting a poem, and I especially like one, which is 'Waste ponds and trees, I still hate words and soldiers'."

"Oh," Mr. Jiaxuan's eyes were slightly closed, "it was Yaozhang. I don't know whether your father loves his poems or is on good terms with him. In his poems, he is full of concern for the world and also has resentment. His father's lover Worrying about others is far beyond me; what I have in my heart is far greater than me. I only care about my family and country, but your father cares about all living beings. The burden is heavy! If you have friendship with others, like his daughter, your father should be fine! "

Yu Fei didn't understand what he meant, so he only listened to Mr. Jiaxuan asking again: "My father has high aspirations, why don't you pursue broad-mindedness in politics?"

"My father always said that harmony is also a government, and war is also a government. Since it is so turbulent and changes from day to day, how can we trust it, and how can we entrust it for life."

"Hahaha! That father really hates the imperial examinations, and even despises the candidates!"

Yu Fei smiled and shook his head, knowing that he couldn't continue talking.Mr. Jiaxuan said again: "Fleeing away, the flowers will be scorched. The son returns home, and his family is suitable. Are the friends returning home?"

Yu Fei lowered his head and smiled without saying a word. Mr. Jiaxuan laughed again and said, "My friend, please forgive me. I was just joking. You and I have known each other for many years. Although I have little knowledge, I also feel that my friend is not very human, but it is not Immortal style. Just curious about my friend's seven emotions and six desires."

"Well, I..." Yu Fei was speechless for a while. Although Xiuxian didn't deliberately get rid of emotions and desires, if she wanted to have a calm mind, she had to get rid of fluctuations. She believed that emotions were the source of restlessness, so she was rejected; Yu Fei followed her father's will to cultivate immortality when she was young , know nothing about secular feelings.My father has completed his practice of immortality, and Yu Fei followed him into the world, and his whole heart was only to save the suffering and suffering common people.In fact, she didn't even know that she turned to her friends because she was angry. She just felt restless and needed to talk to people and ask for advice, just like she did when she was cultivating immortality.Moreover, she has been wondering why she has never been successful in cultivating immortals. Master Che Lizi has always looked at her with deep meaning and never answered her. My father felt ashamed every time he heard this confusion, and he also remained silent. She was optimistic and did not answer. That's all, I will forget it after a while.

Mr. Jiaxuan didn't know his real identity, but he also saw [-]-[-]% of Yu Fei, and he couldn't help sighing, and said, "My friend, if you can have the feelings of sentient beings, it will be perfect. This is what my father said to you. It may also be his stagnation. My friend, please help me read a word before I leave, the title is "Yongyule Jingkou Beiguting Nostalgia."

Yu Fei really didn't understand what he meant, and when she wanted to ask for advice, she only heard him say the word help, and ignored him. After Mr. Jiaxuan left for a long time, she couldn't recall the previous words.Now that Yu Fei thinks back on this matter, he realizes the deep meaning of Mr.But she didn't regret it, because even if she understood it at the time, what could be changed?Yu Fei performed the song "Yangzhou Slow" by Xiao, remembering that her father, Yuxuan, was not as lucky as her at that time, and her depression was still unbroken. Although she was always by his father's side, she did not realize that her heart and nature had gradually changed.

"I have seen pines and cypresses destroyed as salaries, and I heard that mulberry fields have turned into seas", but wars, massacres, and tyranny have never stopped and never disappeared.Once the emperor and the courtiers, suffering for all living beings.The Northern Song Dynasty was replaced by the Southern Song Dynasty, which ushered in the entanglements of Song, Liao, Xixia and Jin. After that, Mongolian cavalry swept thousands of miles to establish the Yuan Dynasty. Since the Yuan Dynasty, three unified dynasties have ushered in.Yuxuan hated the world of rebellion against nature and cruelty of creatures, hated the world of wars and wars, hated the human relations of intrigues and usurpers of history.He was already lonely and stubborn. His stubbornness made him stick to his idea of ​​saving the common people. His stubbornness made him insist on believing in people's yearning for kindness. His stubbornness made him resist the rejection and anger for salvation that was already filled in his heart. But stubbornness is also the core of his heart. The root of the distortion is the reason for his forced smile, the excuse for suppressing his pain, and the reason for him to go to extremes and self-destruction.Finally, that moment of traumatic pain and lifelong regret has come.

The author has something to say: historical figures will be interspersed in the story, which is my commemoration of my favorite literati.