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Chapter 48: Persuasion

"Mother, I won't do this," Qin Ce flatly refused.

"Ce'er, do you know what you are doing?" Zhao Chan yelled at Qin Ce for the first time in history. She has always been obedient to Qin Ce and never wanted to do what he wanted, but this time This time, she will not let Qin Ce do anything reckless again.

Qin Ce looked at Zhao Chan, "It's because I know what I'm doing that I won't do it. If you really love someone, you won't let him suffer a little bit. How can I treat him as a male favorite?" , Let him be criticized by the world, I can't do it, my mother"

Zhao Chan staggered back two steps. She didn't expect Qin Ce to use the word love. She thought that Qin Ce's indifferent temperament would never fall in love with someone. She even suffered because of this, but if she knew Qin Ce Ce would fall in love with a man, and he wished that Qin Ce would never fall in love with anyone in his life.

"My son begged my mother to be perfect." Qin Ce lowered his head and knocked on the ground, "Mother, I don't want my son to be alone forever, right?"

Even a lonely life is better than marrying a man, Zhao Chan almost blurted out, but couldn't get the words out, how could she bear to watch Qin Ce live alone?But marrying a man, such a thing is too absurd, Zhao Chan said coldly, "I will not agree."

Qin Ce raised his head, his eyes darkened, "Mother, I thought you would understand me. After all, my mother also loved someone deeply. She should be able to understand the pain of not being able to ask for it, and understand how my son feels."

Hearing this, Zhao Chan's breath became stagnant, her eyes turned red and her eyes lost focus.

Qin Ce is right. She once loved someone deeply. She once valued that person more than her own life. She thought she would marry that person and have children for him. Being able to fulfill their promise with that person, thinking that they could hold hands and grow old together, she once thought she was the happiest person in the world.

But in the end, what she thought was all turned into bubbles, shattered, and no trace could be found anymore. That person just left her alone in this world. At that time, she seemed to have lost her soul, becoming He became a walking dead, and finally chose to jump into the lake to end his life in order to follow that person.

Later she was rescued, and she found a reason to survive in her father's cry of pain. She wanted revenge, and wanted to kill the enemy in honor of his lover. Later, she saw Qin Cechang, that little man. , obviously more heartbroken than anyone else but endured the tears and hid the hatred deeply.

At that time, Zhao Chan resolutely decided to enter the palace, not only for revenge, but also for the sister who loved her deeply, and for this little nephew who had a similar experience with her.Gradually, he got the favor of the emperor and sat in the back seat. His hands were gradually stained with other people's blood. Gradually, she almost became a person she didn't even know herself.

Since when revenge became the only goal in her life, many times when she dreamed at midnight, she would dream that her long-cherished wish for many years had been fulfilled, and her great revenge would be avenged.But he forgot why he wanted to take revenge, and where did the hatred come from?

Today Qin Ce's words made her sober up like enlightenment. Yes, revenge is her wish, but there are more important things than revenge. She is not alone, she has relatives, she has children, she can't Blinded by hatred.

All kinds of past events reappeared in her mind one by one, Zhao Chan was already crying like rain, unable to control herself.I don't know how long it took Zhao Chan to calm himself down, and looked at Qin Ce quietly, "Cer, you are right, I also understand the feeling of loving someone, but you are different from me, what you like is a man , which is not accepted by the world.”

"I know what my mother said. It is true that I like a man, but other than that, my liking is no different from yours, my mother. I also regard him as my life. My mother has experienced the pain of loss. Does the queen mother still want her son to feel the pain of dying?" Qin Ce's voice was hoarse, and he stared at Zhao Chan.

"The queen mother is right, liking a man will not be accepted by the world, but I want to show my attitude to the world. I don't want him to bear those terrible words alone, so I want to marry him even more. Tell him that no matter what happens, I will be with him forever."

"Besides, so what if it is not accepted by the world. Whoever I like and who I want to marry is my own business. I know how I feel, and none of them can know how I feel. I don't care what others say. I only care about him, queen mother." , I don’t want to miss this person, I will regret it all my life if I miss it, I don’t want to spend the rest of my life in regret.”

Qin Ce paused for a while, then kowtowed to Zhao Chan again, "Mother, I implore my mother to fulfill you."

Qin Ce's every word hit Zhao Chan's heart, reminding her of herself many years ago, and how painful she was at that time. She can still feel this pain clearly when she recalls it. Chan clutched her throbbing heart, "Cer, is it true that you won't change your mind no matter what I say?"

Qin Ce nodded, "I have a heart that cannot be changed. I have a heart that cannot be changed."

"Do you know that you are a prince, if you want to go to a man, you will receive more accusations than ordinary people, and you will even leave an eternal infamy in history." Zhao Chan continued to ask.

"If you have him by your side, what's the point of leaving a bad smell forever?" Qin Ce said firmly.

Zhao Chan took a deep breath and asked again, "Okay, you don't have to care about these things, but what about the throne? Have you ever thought that because of this man, you might lose the supremacy that you can get?"

"Mother, I will not give up on him, and I will not give up that position either. Ascending the throne is not only what I have longed for, but also what you and grandpa hope for, and I also need the right to protect him, protect you, Protecting those I care about, and being with him is not contradictory to my ascension to the throne"

"So you want all the beauties in the country? What if you can only choose one?" Zhang Chan asked the question again, "Don't say that he will not prevent you from ascending the throne. Don't say it is me, you even yourself Can't convince"

"Maybe being with him will hinder me, but I must have both, and I believe I can do it." Qin Ce's eyes burst out with a confident light.

"You dare to think about it." Zhao Chan suddenly smiled, and helped Qin Ce who was kneeling on the ground, "Get up, kneeling for so long in such a cold day, you are not afraid of catching cold?"

"Mother, have you agreed to this son?" Qin Ce's eyes showed joy.

"If I don't promise you, will you kneel down forever? You don't cherish yourself, but I can't bear it"

Qin Ce stood up with Zhao Chan's support. "My son thanked the queen mother"

The smile on Zhao Chan's face was fleeting, "I know that no matter how much I object to your decision, it's useless. I also believe that you have considered the stakes in it. You can choose your own path and I won't say anything. Son, I am your aunt and also your queen mother, so I naturally hope that you will be happy."

"The empress mother's wishes are clear to all the ministers." Qin Ce held Zhao Chan's hand.

"Alright," Zhao Chan said with a smile, "But Ceer, I want to see if this person is worthy of your love because of your beloved, and when can I bring him into the palace?"

"Mother..."

"Why, I agreed to such a shocking thing like yours. You won't disagree with my small request, right? Or are you afraid that I will embarrass him?" When Qin Ce said that he likes men, Zhao Chan thought about asking Get rid of that person, but if it is done, she and Qin Ce may become enemies, right?She also didn't want Qin Ce to experience the pain she had experienced.

A little unnaturalness appeared on Qin Ce's face, "What did the queen mother think of? Naturally, the queen mother did not refuse the request, but he is not in the capital now."

"Not in the capital? Are you not from the capital?"

"His ancestral home is Xiangzhou"

"Xiangzhou, I heard that it is a good place. When he comes back, bring me to see."

"This minister doesn't know either." If Zhang Jiu is allowed to go, I'm afraid he will never come to the capital again in this life, but he won't let him go. He has already thought about the way to let Zhang Jiu come to the capital.

Zhao Chan looked at Qin Ce, no matter how you looked at it, something was wrong. If Qin Ce really liked this person, why would he ask without knowing anything, "Cer, are you having a conflict with him?"

It's okay if there is a conflict, he is still in the stage of unrequited love, these Qin Ce will not say to Zhao Chan, "There is something in his family, I will go to him in a few days."

"Is that so?" With a woman's intuition, Zhao Chan always felt that Qin Ce was lying.

"Yes, don't worry, mother, I will bring him to see mother when he comes back," Qin Ce said without the slightest guilty conscience.

Zhao Chan sighed, "If not seeing him can make you change your mind, I hope you never see him again."

Qin Ce silently listened to Zhao Chan's complaints.

"Forget it, children and grandchildren have their own blessings, so it's useless for me to think too much." Zhao Chan comforted herself. After experiencing a lot of ups and downs, she still hasn't fully accepted this fact.