King's order is not accepted

"You? What do you think you are? In my eyes, you are nothing." Liu Qingyan sneered, "When I liked you and wanted to be with you, what did you say? When you don’t accept me, why don’t you think that there will be a day when you come to beg me now, begging me not to marry someone else? I liked you back then, and I’ve loved you for so many years, what do you take my feelings for? You see me Like shit, am I right? You don't care how much I like you. You think about how you did it then and think about it now. Actually I think you've got what you want. You want What? All you want is for me to be with other people so you can be free. All you want is for me to stay away from you and leave you alone, and now I have. So what else do you have to say? You want to stop me, do you want me to break the current engagement? Feng Xizheng, although you are the king of a country, I am not someone you can play around with. I also have my own thoughts, I have My own temper. Since you looked down on me so much before, and since you trampled on my feelings for you so much before, then I think there should be nothing to say between us. Now I want to get married, even if you don't tell me, but I don't want you to interfere with us here either. If the matter of my marriage with Liu Ning makes you feel uncomfortable, then you can leave, no one begs you to stay here. "

After hearing what he said, Feng Xizheng couldn't regain consciousness for a long time, and finally said tremblingly after a long time: "Liu Qingyan...is that how you see me?"

"You are wrong. It's not that I see you that way, but that you are to blame. I didn't treat you like this from the beginning. Why I have come to this point now, I think you should be more clear in your heart than me."

Feng Xixuan smiled wryly: "Yeah, I rejected you, I deserve it, I rejected your love for me at the beginning, and now I beg you in turn to let you be with me, it's really ridiculous. Originally I didn't want to do anything, I just asked casually..."

"Just ask? Do you really think it's appropriate to ask me this question in front of so many people? Have you ever considered my wife's feelings? Do you want her to listen to you here? Afterwards, feel ashamed and feel sad to leave?"

"I do not have."

"Actually, when I think about it now, I really don't know why I fell in love with you in the first place. Tell me what's so good about you? You don't have any advantages. Even if you don't have those little problems of being pampered, your problems are still There are many. If you look at my current wife, my current wife is better than you in every way. She is kind-hearted and would risk her own life in order to save others. Look at yourself again, it is just for you to contribute A little blood, you are so reluctant. I really feel sorry for the people of South Vietnam. How could there be such a selfish emperor in South Vietnam? How will they live in the future? Do you think you are still worthy of being this emperor? You see See what everyone thinks of you..."

Feng Xixuan followed Liu Qingyan's line of sight, and all he saw were contemptuous eyes. Those people despised him very much, very much... Those people seemed to want to peel off all the skin on his body and let him Expose all your ugly side to the outside, let those people take a good look.

Looking at the eyes of those people, Feng Xixuan couldn't help but feel the bone-chilling coldness... It was clearly still summer, but he was shivering from the cold.

"Did you see it? In everyone's eyes, you are such a person. You are not kind at all, and you are not a good king at all. Look at yourself now. How can you be worthy of me? What are you? How can you compare to Liu Ning? Who do you think you are? You are nothing but your identity." Liu Qingyan raised her eyebrows, "What's more, you are a monster who can give birth!"

"No, I'm not, you said before that you don't care about these things, you didn't say that before, you said before that you don't dislike me, you said before that I'm not a monster."

"That was before. I mistakenly thought you were such a good person before, but now I see clearly."

"What do you see clearly?"

"I have seen your true face clearly, and I know what kind of person you are."

"Really? Then tell me, what kind of person am I?"

"You are a person who is not worthy of what I have paid before. You are not worthy of being liked at all, you weirdo!"

Liu Ning raised his hijab beside him, looked at him with a smile, and said slowly, "Yes, you weirdo."

Everyone around him was calling him a "monster" and a "weird", Feng Xizheng's ears were buzzing.

He felt that his chest was tight, so stuffy that he couldn't breathe, and his body was also shaking, shaking constantly.

He didn't know why it became like this, he didn't know why these people suddenly turned into another face, it was so scary...

He was almost about to collapse in the dream, but he no longer knew whether it was a dream or reality, he couldn't tell the difference.

Feng Xixuan yelled loudly, yelling out all the persuasion that was suffocating in his chest, and after yelling out, he also woke up...

Feng Xikuo sat up, his eyes were dazed, the clothes on his body were already wet with sweat, and his complexion was very bad.

After Feng Xizheng calmed down, he hugged his head with his hands and curled up in the corner of the bed, feeling sad for a long time.

After Mu Liu was busy with the affairs of the two of them outside, he wanted to go and make some food for Feng Xizhen first, but he was worried, so he came back to have a look. As soon as he came back, he saw Feng Xizhen curled up by himself, pitiful Xixi look.

At that moment, Mu Liu's heart tugged.

Looking at Feng Xikuo's appearance, he subconsciously wondered if it was because Feng Xikuo knew that he was pregnant?

Mu Liu approached slowly, leaned in front of Feng Xizhen, and patted Feng Xizhen on the shoulder.

Feng Xizheng trembled, looked up at Mu Liu.

Mu Liu was taken aback.

Feng Xixuan's hair was wet, and his face was blushing, not knowing whether it was sweat or tears.

'What's wrong? '

Feng Xizhen shook his head, and said dumbly: "It's okay."

Mu Liu pulled Feng Xikuo out, let him breathe, and patted him on the shoulder.

"Wu Liu... I just had a nightmare."

Mu Liu listened carefully to Feng Xikuo's words.

"I dreamed that my friend got married to that girl."

Mu Liu paused.

"Actually, I have been dreaming about him these days, every day... People say that I think about him every day and dream about him at night. I think I really miss him."

After Mu Liu heard this, she felt a little relieved... But looking at Feng Xiqiu's current state... she didn't feel happy anymore.

"He probably really doesn't want me." Feng Xizheng smiled wryly, "Otherwise, why hasn't he appeared yet? Am I really too self-willed? Is it true that no one can bear the way I am now? ?”

Feng Xizhen didn't even look up, what he needs now is not someone's response, he just wants to express all the troubles in his heart.

"I dreamed that he got married this time. I wanted to stop him. I wanted to ruin their wedding...I didn't want them to get married. But he was angry. He said that he liked me before because he was crazy. Later, when he saw Only after that girl did I know how good that girl is, and how bad I am... I am nothing compared to that girl, and I am nothing compared to that girl. Yes, I know it myself, myself I have self-knowledge, I know that I am not as good as that girl, but why did he say that I am a monster... He said he didn't mind before, he persuaded me and comforted me before, but now he is getting married, I It turned into a monster again. What I don’t understand is, can a person’s thoughts really change at any time? What you said before can be counted, and you can meet another person, or meet another person. Do you overthrow it immediately when it happens? I don’t understand why... There are other people, other people also look at me with disgust, saying that I am a monster... I know that I am different from others, I also minded my own identity, but...but why would they say that? What did I do wrong?"

Seeing Feng Xizhen like this, Mu Liu felt very distressed.

Mu Liu knelt down and looked at Feng Xiqiu.

Feng Xixuan continued: "Do you think that what I do now is self-inflicted? Do you think I deserve what I do now? Before he chased me, I ran away, but now he stopped chasing me, and I became like this again. Dexing, do you think I am crazy? I think I am crazy too... Although it is a dream, everything is unreal, but I know he is that kind of person... He is the kind of person who is for his beloved, A person who can do anything. He is the kind of person who can do anything for the person he loves, at all costs. He is willing to give everything for that person, even if it is his own life. He doesn't care about others, he only cares about that person... I know him about this. He is in love with Liu Ning, and he is willing to do anything for Liu Ning, and he will not let anyone say a word about her. I really don't know if we can continue to be friends in the future... …I thought it would be okay, but I’m not sure now. If we were still friends, I don’t know if I would be able to maintain that so-called friendship with him as if nothing had happened. But if I cared , maybe there will be no more.”

The more Feng Xikuo talked, the more annoyed she became.

He didn't know what he was thinking before, did he have to wait until he lost it before starting to cherish it?How could he be so stupid?

"Mu Liu, I feel like I'm really a failure...I feel like I'm nothing without who I am now. I don't think anyone would like someone like me except my family...except Liu Qing Yan... But I still always get into trouble with him... Now that I think about it, what right do I have to get into trouble with him? I always rely on his tolerance for me to do whatever I want, now he won't tolerate me like that, and our relationship will not be the same in the future. It would be embarrassing, without him, I really don't know what else I could be... probably I am nothing."

"But I will always be by your side, and I will never leave you."

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