King's order is not accepted

Feng Xiqiu is so confident in himself, Mu Liu can't say anything more.

He can't speak, but he has to use his hands to communicate, and it's quite tiring to be honest, as long as he says something meaningful, it's fine, and now he's arguing with Feng Xiqi here...he thinks it's completely unnecessary.

"No, I really have to get up quickly, and I can't waste any more time."

Mu Liu grabbed Feng Xikuo and looked at him with a frown.

"Don't look at me like that, even if you look at me like that, then I have to go. I'm here to make a living, you know? No matter what, I have to let myself survive first. Even if I don't want to Going home, there are travel expenses, etc., I have to support myself at least first? You say that I have no money now, so I can’t stay in a hotel, let alone eat. I think that since I am a big man, I don’t lack arms. I will definitely not beg for food if I have less legs... Even if I am not feeling well and have no money, then I can't do begging. It's too shameful... If there is really no way, I have a disability , There are a lot of things that can’t be done, even begging for food, but those people are obviously healthy, so why do they get something for nothing, just eat and wait to die?”

Mu Liu admired Feng Xikuo's mind.

'I'm not asking you to beg for food. '

"Not begging? What else can I do?"

'There are many things that can be done, which you have been thinking of begging for. '

"Oh, you're right... There are indeed many things that can be done, but I don't know what else I can do."

'Take some rest first. '

"No, I have to beg for food when I rest... I don't have any money with me."

'I still have some money here, you use mine first, and it won't be too late to give it to me when you recover or when you get home. '

Feng Xizheng thought for a while: "This seems to be a solution. But do you believe me? Do you believe that I will return the money to you?"

Mu Liu nodded.

"I didn't expect that I could meet a friend like you. Although I wanted to make a few friends outside before, I haven't found a suitable candidate. You help me like this...you are really my good brother. But even so, I I don't want to use your money all the time. If I can work, I just hope that I can rely on my own efforts instead of just asking someone for money. We are friends, and it is true that you can help me, but I also want to prove that I am I have the ability to live on my own. To be honest, I am actually a young master at home who stretches out his clothes and eats. I think it is very good for me, I think I should at least prove that I am a capable person, not a person who can only depend on others to live."

Feng Xizhen is the king of a country... As the king of a country, he only needs to manage the government, not the livelihood.

But he felt that if he wanted to be a good emperor, he had to experience the lives of the common people. Only when he knew what kind of life the common people lived and what the common people were doing, could he truly understand The people are suffering, and I have experienced the hard work of the people, otherwise, wouldn't he have gained nothing at all when he came out this trip?

'Then you can't carry the goods either. '

"I know, since you can lend me money, I might as well find a more stable job and work for a month. When the month is up, I will pay you back the money I owe you, and I should have some There's enough money for the trip."

Mu Liu nodded, as a promise to Feng Xikuo.

But Feng Xiqi still insisted on coming out soon, and was stopped by Mu Liu in the end.

The reason is also very simple, Feng Xizhen is not in good health yet, so weak, he can only rest, otherwise his face will be so ugly, people will think he is a born sick child, no one will want him.

Feng Xikuo wanted to say that this idea was absurd...but he thought it was very reasonable.

Anyway, in the end Feng Xikuo still obediently rested here.

"Actually, it's fine for me to rest here by myself. You don't have to stay here with me all the time. If you have something to do, then go ahead and do it."

Mu Liu shook his head.

"You said we've known each other for such a short time, why are you so nice to me?"

'I admire you very much. '

"Admiring me? In fact, I have nothing to admire. What do you say you admire me? Appreciate my embarrassment?" Feng Xikuo smiled wryly, "Do you know how embarrassing I am? You don't know what happened before, so You can say that you appreciate me...I was bullied so badly in another village...you can't even imagine what kind of life I lived. I wanted to help those people with good intentions, but they didn't care about me at all Actually, I didn't think about making them appreciate me, but they have to be at least similar. They even wanted my life for their own sake. I was thinking at the time, since they are such people, Then why should I save them? But I feel that I am wrong... After all, they are innocent people, they are sick, everyone wants to live, no one doesn't want to live, right? They want to ask for their lives, no matter what Wanting others to die...Although it is selfish, it seems to be human nature. You can't talk, so I can tell you a lot, and I believe you too, and I believe you won't tell others about it ,Right?"

Mu Liu nodded.

"I still trust you...I want to tell you what's on my mind."

Mu Liu nodded, looked at Feng Xikuo seriously, and listened to what he had to say.

"Do you know the feeling of being compared? In fact, my friend I told you before...he likes me, a lover's favorite. We grew up together, two people are good brothers, and the relationship between the two is very close. Okay, but I was still taken aback when he said that. After all, I'm not completely unacceptable, but I just... have a thorn in my heart, I always want to say, I'm a man, I should be with a woman, so when he said that to me, I subconsciously thought of rejection. But to be honest, I regret it a bit now. In fact, I think I have known him for so many years, we know each other, and our relationship is also good. There are indeed...It seems suitable for us to be together...Anyway, just when I was already thinking about accepting it, a rival in love suddenly came. It is not a rival in love, because she is self-righteous after all, I still don’t know if they like each other. If it’s the former, it’s a bit early for me to say I’m a rival. But I’m actually quite afraid of being compared. There, I seem to be easily compared...maybe someone else I didn't compare us together, but I can't help but put the two of us together because he also likes my friend. In fact, that girl is really nice, a nice person, and a kind heart. She should It’s the kind of person who, if there are any shortcomings, it’s those who don’t.”

Feng Xiqi couldn't help sighing when he said this, he himself felt a headache just thinking about it now.

"I know she likes my friend, it shows. But I'm not sure what my friend thinks of her. I haven't asked, and I don't want to."

'So you just sentenced your friend to death without you asking?Then he seems very wronged. '

"Maybe, I just can't face it. My friend is good at medicine, and that girl is also good at medicine... I actually know some, but I don't know much. Compared with them, I am nothing at all. That's it In such a situation, what do you think I can do? They have a common language, and although I can't say that I have no interest in medical skills, it is definitely not as good as them. And that girl is very kind, she can do anything for the people there. Regardless, she could have escaped, but in the end she didn't leave, she insisted on staying. Isn't this just an obvious sacrifice... For the happiness of others, I don't care about anything. But I can't, my blood can detoxify , there are some diseases... can be used as medicine, but I can't even kill myself for those people, do you think I am selfish? But in fact, it's not that I didn't help... I still helped, It's just not enough... But I really can't help it... Look at me at that time, and then look at that girl, I think I'm so humble, I'm nothing. How can someone be so humble with a girl? My life is just for the common people, but what about me? I can’t do anything, I don’t even have the spirit of giving up. People who study medicine should be kind-hearted, so they should be most jealous of the people around them who don’t have a heart of kindness? I think Based on that alone, I have nothing more to say."

'This is all your own thinking, all your guesses, how do you know what he thinks in his heart? '

"I think what I think is similar to what he thinks in his heart. Don't we all like kind people?"

'But from what you just said, you are not unhelpful. '

"I helped, there is no doubt about it, but I didn't try my best. I think there is still a difference between simply helping low and doing my best. People can risk their lives regardless of any danger, but I am so hesitant. A lot of things..."

'You should ask him instead of thinking about it yourself. '

"Ask him? How should I ask? Do I have to ask after I see him: Who do you like, Liu Ning and I? I can't ask that."

'Just because you can't ask, you can think wildly, right?Then why don't you think about it, if your idea is wrong, then you will directly give up the future of the two of you, and you haven't given him a chance to explain, is this fair to him?It's not fair to you either. '

Looking at these words written by Mu Liu, Feng Xikuo lowered his head and did not speak.

"You said that if you were my friend, would you think I did too much?"

Mu Liu shook his head.

"You haven't seen that girl, but listen to my description, if you were my friend, who would you choose?"

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