King's order is not accepted

Feng Xizheng had indeed lost too much blood, and the sum of the past few days had completely exceeded the load that a normal person could bear, let alone Feng Xizheng's body.

Liu Qingyan even regretted saving those people now.

Originally, saving people is a good thing, but if the good thing turns out like this, is it really good?

If he had to sacrifice his life to save people, he didn't think it was worth it.

The most important thing is to see if that person is worth saving.

For example, the person who hurt Qiqi just to survive, even if such a person saves him, it is only to harm other people, and it is better not to save him.

Liu Qingyan gave Feng Xizhen some tonics, but Feng Xizhen's body could bear it, and she couldn't take too much, otherwise it would make it worse.At night, Feng Xikuo had a little fever, which was normal, after all, Feng Xikuo had caught a cold before.

When I woke up the next morning, Feng Xizheng's fever gradually subsided, but his face was still pale, there was no obvious improvement, and his hands and feet were also cold.

But people are sober, just a little confused.

"What's wrong with me?"

"You lost so much blood that you passed out."

"Too much blood loss..." Feng Xizheng thought for a while before recovering his memory, "Those people are all taking medicine now?"

"I don't know, I didn't go to see it."

Feng Xizheng sighed: "Actually, it's not that I don't want to save people, it's just that I'm really incapable of saving them. They actually think that I deliberately didn't save them... I really don't think so. The second time you came to take my blood I didn't disagree at the time... I also want to save them, after all, they are all my people, but I can't save them. There are still so many people, even if I drain all the blood in my body to make medicine, then It's not enough, I'm really not selfish..."

"Actually, they don't need your blood. Although the road is difficult to walk because of the rain, they are not seriously ill at all, and there is no problem at all when the medicine is delivered. It's not your selfishness, it's their problem, it's those people who are too greedy gone."

"I feel like I did something bad with good intentions. Originally, I wanted to save people, but after I saved them, they didn't think well of me." Feng Xiqiu felt very wronged, "I didn't want them to think good of me either... But at least don't treat me like an enemy. I don't owe them anything, but they ask me for blood and say that they want to treat them, as if I deserve to give them blood. If I give them, it's me Of course, if I don't give it, I will be heinous, and I am really not that kind of selfish person."

"Yes, you're not, Ping Ping is the best, Ping Ping is so kind, how can he be a selfish person?"

"But they all treat me like this..."

"Don't be afraid, you're fine, we'll leave when you recover a bit, we won't stay here anymore, okay?"

Feng Xizhen nodded: "Yes, I want to go home."

"Aren't you going to Jiangnan?"

Feng Xizhen shook his head: "I don't want to go, I want to go home."

"Okay, let's go home when your body recovers."

"Ah."

People are most homesick when they are weak, and Feng Xiqiu is like this.

Although he has always wanted to wander outside, the place he most wants to go at this time is home. He wants to see his father and queen, he wants to see his family, his younger brothers... He feels that the outside is terrible. It's really unpredictable, it makes him feel stuck.

"Don't worry, it's okay, it's safe here, I'll cover you with the quilt, and you can sleep well, okay?"

"I'm hungry and want to eat."

Only then did Liu Qingyan realize that she had forgotten the most important thing.

"It's indeed my negligence. I just wanted to let you rest, but I didn't prepare any food for you." Liu Qingyan said with some annoyance, "It's because I was in a hurry. Can you lie down for a while? I'll go right away." Get you something to eat."

"Ah."

In fact, there is nothing to eat here. Although there is only a plague, not a famine, but the plague has caused no one to farm the land, and no one to raise chickens and ducks. This is the problem.

Liu Qingyan went outside and saw Liu Ning decocting medicine.

Liu Ning was a little absent-minded when decocting the medicine, and she always felt that Liu Qingyan blamed her a little bit?After all, Liu Xizhen is his friend, and the three of them are all surnamed Liu... Well, maybe they are cousins ​​or something, but now that Liu Xizhen has become like this... It is because of the sick villagers here... ...When she saw Liu Qingyan's expression at that time, she felt very scary.

Seeing Liu Qingyan come out now, she shook her hand, and the spoon fell on her other hand, carrying the medicine juice, which made her hand red and hot.

"Are you okay?" Liu Qingyan frowned, and handed the handkerchief to Liu Ning, "Rinse with cold water first, then wipe off."

"it is good."

Liu Ning's hands were in pain at first, but after holding the handkerchief in her hand, she suddenly didn't feel any pain at all.

But if it is possible, she actually hopes that Liu Qingyan can come over and wipe it for her in person... But after all, she knows that men and women can't kiss each other, so this is just a small thought in her heart, and she doesn't intend to come true .

"Thank you." Liu Ning pursed his lips, "Is your friend okay?"

"Already woke up."

"That would be the best." Liu Ning breathed a sigh of relief, "I didn't expect that the Yaoyin you mentioned was actually his blood... This is really the first time I heard that there is such a Yaoyin."

"It's nothing surprising. He was in poor health when he was a child, soaked in medicinal baths, soaked for a long time, and then it was like that."

"But as far as I know, it's impossible to achieve such an effect even by soaking in medicinal baths." Liu Ning sighed, "Probably because I'm not knowledgeable enough and short-sighted. In fact, although he has experienced some dangers, he can at least be able to Saved a lot of people."

Liu Qingyan frowned: "But if I was by my side, I would never let him take the risk to save people. He has bled twice to save people in the past few days, and he hasn't recovered yet, so it's impossible to do it again .I also said that the medicine is on the way and will arrive soon. You know the physical condition of the remaining people. Even if they don’t have the medicine for a while, nothing will happen. Just to save his own life, he can disregard the lives of others, such a selfish person, it doesn't matter if he doesn't save it."

"You can't say that. In fact, everyone is selfish. They just want to live. This is also human instinct. Your friend doesn't want to provide medicine because he wants to live. Everyone wants to live for themselves. Why can't they work hard to survive?" Liu Ning paused, "I can understand that you are worried now, after all, he is your friend. But if your friend is not him, but today you are fighting for medicine for your life What do you think, the person who cited it? We have to look at the problem from different angles, what do you think?"

"I would like to ask, who do you think my friend is? Are you treating my friend as a medicine pot? Do you think my friend doesn't matter if he lives or dies, as long as he can save the people here? Do you think so?"

Liu Ning didn't speak, and said after a while: "I think saving people is a very sacred thing, that's why I choose to stay here as a medical girl. I don't know how other people are i-type, but I Knowing myself, I know that if it were me, if I alone could save many people with blood, then I would rather use all my blood to save people.”

"Hehe, that's you. Everyone has different ideas. Besides, he has tried his best. If he really doesn't want to be saved, he won't bleed a drop of blood. You can't say anything, because no one knows his condition." Blood can save lives. He is willing to help those people, but those people have gone too far. It’s not that no medicine can save them, it’s that they can’t wait.”

"Do you know what it means to race against time? They have seen too many people who were infected with this plague and died in the end. Those are all in front of their eyes. They don't want to become like that."

"So they can turn other people into that?"

Liu Qingyan sighed: "Forget it, everyone has different ideas, and I can't try to persuade you to agree with our ideas. Fortunately, you have also boiled medicine now, and he is fine. I can treat everything as nothing. It didn't happen, and he didn't plan to worry about it so much. If something happened to him...it would be more than that simple. By the way, he woke up and wanted to eat something, do you have any ingredients?"

"There are relatively few ingredients...only some sweet potatoes and sweet potatoes..."

"What about the others? Don't you have anything nutritious?"

"It's like this now, no one is in the mood to take care of this anymore. What everyone thinks now is that they can eat enough..." Liu Ning pursed his lips, "But I also know that he has lost so much blood now and needs to replenish his body. I have some ginseng, if you think..."

"Forget it, I'll find it myself."

Liu Qingyan felt that it might have been a mistake to step into this village.

He went outside to search, but there was nothing alive. He happened to see a pigeon flying in the sky, so he poked the pigeon down with a branch.

Stew a pigeon soup for 霂霂, put some ginseng should also be able to nourish the body.

When Liu Qingyan returned with a pigeon, the eyes of those common people turned green.

The plague has been going on for a long time, the people here should leave, and everyone is not in the mood to go to farm anymore, they just want to take good care of their bodies... They haven't seen meat for a long time.

Liu Qingyan didn't pay any attention to them, and went straight to find a place to cook for him.

Liu Ning looked at it and didn't say anything, but distributed the boiled medicine to everyone.

"Oh, we haven't eaten meat for a long time." Someone said, "You said that young man is so capable that he has already shot pigeons, so he should be able to find them again. We are all so weak... Should he take the initiative to let the pigeon out? I think the young man in that room is strong and strong, but he just lacks some blood. Okay, is that Miss Liu?"

"You can't say that. That son also wanted to save everyone. That's why he lost too much blood."

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