star reflection

Ah... why did I forget?This is obviously a self-introduction that has been done hundreds of times and thousands of times.

Since seven years ago, Ah Qin had a car accident, his uncle and aunt died on the spot, and only Ah Qin survived.But due to the impact on the head and the blow of the death of a loved one, Ah Qin suffered from severe continuous amnesia after that.So every morning, I would introduce myself to him: I am Yan Xing.

Then he would greet me with a smile: "Well... hello, I'm Huo Qin."

I'll tell him everything about me, everything about him, everything about us.At first he will not believe it, but gradually, some familiar affection will appear in his words and deeds.He didn't notice it himself, but I was overjoyed: he remembered me.His body remembers me!

I took care of him as he used to take care of me.

I would tell him lots and lots of interesting things that he would forget the next day, but I wouldn't mind saying it again.

Until one day, he gave me a chopstick of squirrel fish for dinner and said, "Eat more, you like this very much."

I was stunned: I don't seem to have told him this today!

That is to say... that is to say!

Although he didn't realize it himself, he still remembered what I told him yesterday!

I put the fish between my lips and kissed him hard.The fish is smooth and tender, sweet and sour.

The next day, I went to the vegetable market early with great enthusiasm, and wanted to cook him squirrel fish again.On the way home, the fish jumped out of the plastic bag, and I subconsciously chased it forward... What is it that is neighing in my ear?It was like the sound of a trumpet... When I looked up again, my eyes were hurt by a piece of white light... No, not just my eyes—a huge impact, I saw my body fly high and land heavily It hit the ground, and the background was red.

I feel like I'm slowly floating up, toward a soft white light, towards the door of departure once and for all.

Then, when I came back to my senses, I was standing at the source of the River of Forgetfulness, mingling among a group of lonely souls and wild ghosts, watching the lotus flowers on the river bloom and wither.

……

Snapped!

There was a loud noise in the inner room, like the sound of something breaking.

Xiaoling and I got up at the same time and rushed over.She anxiously said: "What's wrong? Brother?"

Before we could get close to the back room, the door popped open with a bang.Ah Qin rushed out angrily from inside, pushed Xiao Ling away, passed between my nothingness body, and slammed the door out.At this time, the doctor in the room was holding his belly and coughing fiercely, the window glass was broken, and the fragments on the floor were stained with some bright red.

Qin!

I didn't care about anything else, and flew straight down through the wall, looking left and right to find Ah Qin's figure.

A flash of white flashed before my eyes, and I chased after it without hesitation.

Ah Qin, I won't leave you alone this time.

——TBC——

The author has something to say: In fact, the last paragraph is still short of the end~ Do you want to post it today...

Well, I guess no one will see this either...

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Fragment five (final chapter)

5,

Sometimes, parting is to meet again.

The things I can't bear to see the most are the tears of the elderly, the despair of the middle-aged, the barrenness where happiness disappears... and the madness of the gentle.

Ah Qin had never been so excited before.I grew up with him and the only time I saw him lose control was in high school.I went to the sports meeting that year, and the boy I was competing with for the 200-meter sprint championship knocked me to the ground near the finish line.I don't know if he did it on purpose, maybe it was, I just remember that the world was spinning all of a sudden, and I half fell to the ground in a daze.

There were bursts of tearing pain in the right hand, and warm and sticky liquid kept gushing out.

There were countless figures running towards me, and I immediately located Ah Qin in the blurry shadows.I couldn't see his expression clearly, but my intuition told me that he must be angry.

So I pulled the corner of my mouth into an ugly arc with a guilty conscience, and said, "Ah... what should I do, I didn't win the championship, so I have to treat you to dinner..."

As a result, he just glanced at me and walked straight to the boy who knocked me down without saying anything.I couldn't see his face clearly, I could only see the jerky, clumsy but decisive and brave shadow representing Ah Qin beating the boy to the ground.A group of people swarmed up and pulled the two of them apart, and the dark shadows blocked my sight noisily.

I was taken away on a stretcher not long after, and I was in a plaster cast for a long time because of a broken right hand that I suffered that day.Later I heard that Ah Qin and the boy were both punished, and Ah Qin was fined to write a 5000-word self-criticism.Later, I blamed Ah Qin for being impulsive, but he didn't say anything, but just fed me with chopsticks.I have ghosts in my heart, and I am so happy.

I remember that period of time was the hardest time for me to have a crush on Ah Qin.Ah Qin is so gentle that I can hardly suppress my feelings.After we got together, Ah Qin told me that he already knew what I was thinking.He said that seeing the way I looked at him gave me the feeling of looking in a mirror... He used to see the same secret and desperate love in the mirror day after day.

He also thought that this was destined to be a fruitless secret love.

Later he said that the moment he noticed my feelings, he almost went crazy with happiness, but he thought about it for a long time, and finally chose to remain silent for a while.Because he was afraid that once I found out that we were in love, I would become an idiot, and then I would not be admitted to the university we agreed upon... After knowing the truth, I was angry with him for several days, but after calming down Thinking about it is indeed the case.

Will he become an idiot because of the love between the two...?

...he does know me well.

Ah Qin, let's go back.You see, it's getting late.I speak softly.

The wind blows softly, blowing from me to his direction, rolling up the leaves one by one, and raising the corners of his clothes.But my voice did not reach him with the wind.

Ah Qin continued to move forward tenaciously, the sky was gradually darkening above his head, and the ground was gradually getting colder under his feet.

I walked with the wind, not far behind him.I lowered my head and walked forward step by step in his footsteps.

A few dim stars appeared in the distant sky, gradually, the black color soaked the sky, and the shining stars were set off by it.

"The starry sky is so beautiful."

My heart trembled.He stopped and looked up at the sky.I'm pretty sure Ah Qin was whispering just now.There is no one else here.I also stopped, looking at his thin back from a few meters away.

He raised his head in silence for a while, then lowered his head and said in a low voice, "Unfortunately, I don't have that one."

He continued to walk forward, but I froze in place.

Long-term memories hit like a tide, and the scene returned to the year of high school graduation.

Ah Qin is very interested in astronomy, but I know nothing about it.But I really like to hear Ah Qin tell me in high spirits which direction is which seat, what time of year can I see it, and what are the legends behind them.

My name is often complained about. My classmates call me Yan Xingxing, and I am used to it cheerfully.

Once again I asked Ah Qin, which star is his favorite?

He looked at me and blushed instantly.At that time, my head exploded with a bang, and my head was full of roars: I blushed, Ah Qin blushed...I actually felt so tempting...Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

...So the previous curiosity suddenly disappeared.

After graduation, Ah Qin suddenly invited me to go out to look at the stars on a certain summer night. He was standing downstairs in my house, holding in his arms the astronomical telescope that I gave him as a coming-of-age gift.It was a telescope that I finally bought after working part-time for half a year. Although it was not professional enough, Ah Qin was so happy that he was at a loss.

I still remember the scene at that time.Aqin took me to the seaside in the outskirts. Above the vast sea area is an even wider starry sky.Far away from the hustle and bustle of the city, the starry sky here is particularly bright and beautiful.I stared blankly at the starry sky, and a slightly red star attracted my attention.

Ah Qin was fiddling with the binoculars, and I looked at his figure with mixed feelings in my heart.

I thought it was a fruitless relationship. I remember that I was still seriously considering whether to take advantage of his turn to make a surprise attack, force a kiss and run away immediately.

Just when I was thinking about such delusions in my heart, he suddenly turned his head.Looking at me intently, his black eyes twinkled like stars... It was like a heavy blow to my heart, and I was stunned for an instant.

"Ah, you asked me which star is my favorite." He looked at me seriously, pointed at the sky, and said word by word: "I like the red star the most, have you seen it?" ? That’s Mars, also known as Ying. Your name is very similar to it.”

"Oh..." So you really came from Mars?My head seems to be full of paste, and even the dialogue in my mind is incoherent.

The vast galaxy stretches from this side of the sky to the other side of the horizon.

"Do you know why I like Mars the most? Not only because of its beautiful colors or rich legends, but also because of..."

His face was flushed, but his eyes were still fixed on me.

"Because it reminds me of you."

"Ah, I like you."

He said, I am his star.