gambler

Peace of mind?Han Banqing didn't feel it at all, this person could only bring him a dizzying sense of crisis, he couldn't guarantee that Qianhe wouldn't suddenly change his mind and shoot him in the next second, he was too humble to refuse Qianhe He didn't dare to say anything that would make him hate the invitation, just because of a liking.

He closed his eyes and walked behind Qianhe, surrounded by noisy voices and children's laughter.The walk went smoothly at the beginning, and Qianhe only complained: "I brought you here specially, so you just keep your eyes closed for me the whole time."

Han Banqing was about to answer, but there was a small step under his feet that he couldn't see with his eyes closed, so he stepped on the air.Fortunately, he pulled Qianhe tight, but his eyes had been opened reflexively. This step is at the huge semi-curved glass entrance. As soon as he opened his eyes, "all the scenery on the bottom of the sea can be seen." First slightly He was taken aback for a moment, almost fell backward again, then scolded his mother, turned around and ran away, and was caught by Qianhe as expected.

"What are you doing, it's like seeing a ghost."

He can be sure that this is the most frightening moment in his life. The deep blue flooded into his eyes, which instantly brought tears to his eyes. Uncontrollable fear, helplessness, falling straight down with nothing to rely on, and the nightmarish cold wantonly rampage.He never wanted to see it a second time.

"I want to go home." He said softly, but Qianhe didn't hear it because the voices around were too loud.

So Qianhe still pulled him forward, Han Banqing had no way out, if he didn't want to go forward, he had to pass through the aquarium just now, every minute and every second became very long, Han Banqing just wanted to go out early, the depression brought to him here And fear is spreading.After finally walking halfway, Qianhe's cell phone in his pocket rang, and it was Huang Shixin calling.

It's a pity that there are too many people here, and I still can't hear what the other party is saying clearly. Qianhe pulled Han Banqing to finish this short section, and then went out to answer the phone. Anyway, Han Banqing was not happy to watch.As a result, Han Banqing ran with his eyes closed and accidentally bumped into a half-grown child, and opened his eyes reflexively, which immediately made him cry.

The parents of other children looked confused, my child didn't cry when you bumped into her, why did you cry first, couldn't it be Pengci?So he hurriedly took his children away.

Han Banqing loosened Qianhe's hand after this bump, and Han Banqing cried with tears all over his face, and the people around him kept throwing their eyes at them.Qianhe felt that this person was really ashamed, and the phone rang again, and it was still Huang Shixin.

"There is only a short distance left, you can go out by yourself." Qianhe turned his head and ran out. Han Banqing was completely panicked when he heard this sentence, and opened his eyes again, but was so frightened that his legs limp and fell to the ground. He has never been so cowardly like today. People around saw him strange, and only a few people came to ask when they came and went.

He didn't answer, and then a warm hand took him, he stopped sobbing, and then stood up slowly.

The man patted his pants for him, and said in a gentle voice, "Baby Qingqing, do you know that you cry like an idiot?"

Yang Jian's pace was very slow, as if he was specially waiting for Han Banqing.

"Why are you here?" The warmth is like the temperature of Yang Jian's palm, the lingering breath of warm spring.Han Banqing suddenly felt that somewhere in his heart was stirring gently, warmly.

"You didn't watch the TV series, the heroine's spare tire will appear at this time." Yang Jian said with a smirk.

"You're not a spare tire."

"It's so pitiful, I can't even count as a spare tire."

Han Banqing was amused by Yang Jian's pitiful tone, and in the end he didn't ask any more questions. No matter whether Yang Jian was passing by or following him on purpose, he knew from beginning to end anyway that the best person in this school for him was This elementary school brother.

With Yang Jian's company, this journey of less than a hundred steps became warmer and the fear completely dissipated. Compared with Yang Jian, he was more like a child.He only discovered today that Qianhe couldn't give him the sense of security that this person brought him. He couldn't call it love, but he just felt that he couldn't live without his protection, even if it was cold and the road was far away. This person will also come to him through all obstacles.

"It's almost to the door, be careful of the steps." Yang Jian reminded: "Don't you have some kind of deep-sea phobia? You usually come here because you are afraid of dying when you see a small pond."

Han Banqing was stunned, his tone stagnant: "I won't come again, this is the last time." When it was time to give up, he didn't have the weeping reaction he imagined. In the world where he was stationed, red and yellow wet dizziness suddenly appeared. Today, less than three years later, Han Banqing's rationality finally overcame his emotions.

Yes, he doesn't have the strength to love Qianhe anymore, he would rather abandon the misty and misty wind and snow in the north and live in the warm nest in the south.A blue bird born in the south is destined not to be able to follow the cranes in the north. He is so overreaching that he even wants to impress Qianhe with all his long love and few years.

"Finally I have such an awareness. Even a young child knows that he has to take it back after suffering. It took you three years to comprehend such a simple thing." In the short sentence Han Banqing just said, Yang Jian I already knew what he meant, and maybe no one would have thought that this self, who is usually out of shape, actually understands everything and is much smarter than others.

The light outside penetrated Han Banqing's eyelids, and someone pulled his arm heavily. Han Banqing opened his eyes and found that he was outside, and the person who pulled him was Qianhe.

Qianhe's eyes wandered over Han Banqing, and then rolled the tears on his cheeks, and finally took the time to glance at Yang Jian, and said to Han Banqing in a tone full of malice: "What the hell are you doing? What?!"

Payne's gray sky is connected with Han Banqing's dead gray eyes, and the rows of black windows under the sky can't be avoided.

tear apart the dream

"It's nothing, I'm going home now." Han Banqing's tone was dull and sad.

Seeing his half-life appearance, Qianhe felt a burst of anger from nowhere, and his tone was full of frivolity: "Oh, go home? I think we should go to have a room with him. Don't look so pitiful, You are a coquettish man, you still have sex with him while relying on me!"

Han Banqing would be lying if he said that he was not stimulated by his words.But so many years of vicious words have been superimposed on each other, and Han Banqing can't get angry. He is not a decisive person. This can be seen from Han Banqing's wandering around Qianhe's side. His decisiveness only shows On the day he fell in love with Chizuru, and today.

"I won't rely on you in the future."

"What do you mean not bad? What do you mean?!" Qianhe looked impatient.

Yang Jian stepped forward and pushed Qianhe by the shoulder, and said angrily: "Wow, you are very funny, you just said that we, Ah Qing, depended on you to death, but now he says he doesn't want to depend on you, and you still want to how?"

"Did I ask you to talk? Are you an adulterer who can't stand anymore? Yang Jian, let me tell you that this is a matter between me and him, and he will come to you after I solve it." Qianhe looked at Han Banqing, waiting his expression.

Han Banqing took a breath, bent his fingers and flicked the bangs on his forehead: "I mean, I won't bother you again."

"You fucking tell me again!" Qianhe's eyelashes trembled: "You have played me enough and you are going to throw it away?"

"No, I've liked you for three years. I'm not kidding you. But, I'm really tired of Qianhe now, and I want to go back to my old life..." Han Banqing hesitated, but in fact he didn't know what to do. If you can't go back, there is no way how to forget the affection and hard work of yesterday.

Qianhe interrupted Han Banqing's silence for a moment, and threw his never-ending anger at Han Banqing: "Don't even think about it! Am I treating you badly? I will give you a good face, and I will treat you to dinner. If you are sick, you will be sick. You go to the doctor, don't I care about you? I take you to the aquarium to make you happy, are you not satisfied? As you wish, I'm in love with you, you want to leave now, you're fucking kidding I!"

After hearing his words, Han Banqing finally despaired of this man's temperament. He had no idea how vicious his actions were to him.There was a rush of people coming and going, and many people secretly cast strange glances at them. Han Banqing didn't care, swallowed the long speech, and only uttered: "Do you know what it means to love you?"

Qianhe was stunned for a long time, unable to hold back a word, what is love?He didn't know, he just felt that he couldn't do without Han Banqing, and then this was love; because he liked being with Huang Shixin, he felt that it was love, so what exactly is love, he really couldn't tell why. .

"I have no idea...."

"Then why do you say you love me? Do you treat me well? Eldest young master, give me a good face to see if I should kneel down and thank you? You said you didn't know me when I was hit by a beer bottle. Huang Shixin suddenly appeared and said that you don’t know me, I’m posting? You care about me? The aquarium you went to to make me happy is my nightmare! For so many years, although I often want to leave you, but you can do it with a smile Let me hold on for a long time, yes, I'm cheap! Then I don't want to be cheap now, okay, you don't love me at all, so let me go, isn't it good that we don't owe each other?" Han Banqing's eyes were red with excitement, start coughing.

Yang Jian patted Han Banqing's back lightly, and said to Qianhe, "What else do you have to say?" Then he said to Han Banqing, "I'll take you back."

"..." Chizuru said really angrily