The miserable system is okay

"I don't seem to have the ability to accept enthusiasm calmly, so, Shen Yi, stay away from me before I get cold in your heart." Jiang Yang has felt this way for a long time, how should I say it? Well, it seems that there is a lack of something that generates feelings. He can't give the other party the same enthusiasm, and he can't say heart-warming words. It's not that he doesn't want to, but he really can't do it. In his body, even if he was sad enough to die, he couldn't reveal half of it.

Shen Yi pressed Jiang's hand on his knee, trying his best to make Jiang feel his sincerity, "You don't need to give me any response, and you don't need to force yourself to accept anything, I just need you not to Give up, and don't push me away in a hurry, it's a chance for you and me, okay?"

"Is it worth wasting your energy on me?" There was an imperceptible struggle in Jiang Cheng's eyes, which were covered a little by his hair.

"I'm happy, I want to do this, so it's worth it, Jiang Mei, remember, I'm the one who wants to get close to you, you don't need to have any pressure, so... don't always think about pushing me away, okay?" Shen Yi's tone was unprecedentedly gentle, which was different from the gentleness and courtesy he used to take care of patients in the past, in a different state.

"Okay..." Jiang Zhi carefully described Shen Yi's appearance in his mind, as if this way he could firmly remember this person who suddenly broke into his boring life.

Shen Yi...I hope...this is not your way to treat me, Jiang Zhi thought.

......

Shen Yi said everything he wanted to say, and Jiang Yang agreed, so he didn't bother Jiang Zhi anymore, until Jiang Yang was about to go out with something like a gift box, and Shen Yi poked his head out to inquire.

"Jiang Mei, you want to go out. I happen to be going out too. Where are you going? I'll give you a ride." Shen Yi said while putting on his coat, as if walking together.

"Go and thank Leian's parents." The rain stopped outside, so it's time to go, Jiang Cheng said bluntly without any cover.

Shen Yi understood, in fact, he also wanted to thank Jiang Zhi's friend and this friend's parents, after all, without them, he might not have met Jiang Zhi.

"Well then, I'll take you downstairs to their house."

"Don't bother, I'll just take a taxi." Jiang Cheng didn't intend to bother Shen Yi, and it's convenient to take a taxi here.

"Don't be polite to me, let's go."

Just like that, Jiang Zhi was pulled into Shen Yi's car, and after Shen Yi got the address from him, he started the car and rushed out.

Nanlin

On the road, traffic jams are still unavoidable, and the faces of the drivers who are stuck here do not appear to be anxious. Instead, they look familiar. I think they are used to the traffic jams here.

The cars that were stuck together stopped and went as the front loosened, swaying and swaying, making Shen Yi, who doesn't get motion sickness, feel a little uncomfortable. He opened the window a little bit and turned his head to look at Jiang, who was not looking well. Mei asked concerned, "How are you? Are you okay? Are you motion sick?"

Jiang Zhi shook his head lightly and didn't speak. He was indeed a little motion sick. Even though there was nothing in his stomach, he still turned upwards intermittently.

"I'll give you this, it's better to take a piece, and this, if you feel sick from the smell inside the car, just smell it, it should work." Shen Yi took out a box while the car was blocked. The lozenge and a small sachet were handed over to Jiang Cheng, thankful that he had prepared these two things thinking that he might need them.

"Thank you." Jiang Mei took it and thanked him, poured out a lozenge and put it in his mouth, the cool aroma spread in his mouth, which really relieved the annoying nausea, and put the sachet under his nose and smelled it Smell, I don't like the smell very much, but I still hold the sachet in my hand.

Fortunately, today was lucky, it didn't take too long, Shen Yi quickly sent Jiang Zhi to the place.

"When are you going back? I'll pick you up." Shen Yi poked his head out of the car window and asked Jiang Cheng's profile.

"Not necessarily, I'll just go back by myself." Jiang Cheng habitually refused.

"That's it, send me a message when you leave." Knowing that Jiang Zhi would react in this way, Shen Yi didn't give Jiang Zhi another chance to refuse, raised the car window and kicked the accelerator, and drove away.

......

When he came to Lei An's house, Jiang Cheng, who had asked the two of them if they were at home, did not see Lei An's parents, but only saw Lei An who said "I knew it".

"I knew you would be like this. My parents went out for a trip yesterday, and told me to tell you not to care about these vain rituals. Come in quickly. Aren't you afraid of the cold? Why are you wearing so little clothes?" Lei who was waiting at home early in the morning An welcomed Jiang Zhi in, and even tugged at Jiang Zhi's gray sweater in disgust.

He made Jiang Mei a cup of hot soy milk, but Lei An did not refuse Jiang Mei's offer. He knew Jiang Mei's character, otherwise, he would have to think about it.

"How are you feeling recently? Is your sleep better?" Leian was still very concerned about this friend, and hoped that Jiang Zhi would get better soon. He missed that black-bellied Jiang Zhi a little bit.

"It's not bad, it's much better." Jiang Cheng took a sip of soy milk, and it tasted good, so he took a few more sips.

"Okay, just to warm you up, don't drink too much, or your stomach will be rumbling again." Leian is not blind, of course he can see the dark circles under Jiang's eyes, but he didn't poke Jiang's eyes.桪Clumsy lie.

"Understood." Jiang Mei was very obedient and did not drink any more. As for Leian, Jiang Mei paid as much attention to the friend as the original body, because this person is also one of the few lights in Jiang Mei's life.

Seeing Jiang Yang like this, Lei An couldn't help but laugh. He has been busy recently and didn't have time to find out more, so he simply asked, "How is Shen Yi? Are you getting along well?" Without mentioning treatment, Just mention the relationship.

"Very good, nice person, enthusiastic and gentle, but a bit noisy." Jiang Zhi made a comment with a blank face, and the appearance of that flushed face appeared in his mind.

Knowing Jiang Zhi's nature, Leian knew that this was considered pretty good, after all, Jiang Zhi seldom commented on people, and he still remembered what the doctor Jiang Zhi said last time, oh yes, boring, just two words, still I said reluctantly.

"That's good. There will be a small meeting in a while. Those who like your creations are eager to see it. Are you coming?" Leian asked tentatively, touching the braided hair.

"No, help me go back." As usual, Jiang Zhi still wanted Leian to help him refuse.

"Why don't you come and wander around, it's also very interesting, and you see that your fans have been looking forward to it for so long." Leian wanted to let Jiang Mei get in touch with the masses more, otherwise it will seem to be forgotten by the world after a long time same.

Jiang Zhi turned the cup around, looked at the rising heat and said slowly, "They will be disappointed when they see me. I'm like this... It should be much worse than what they imagined."

"Jiang Zhi, look at me, you're really nice, don't keep saying that." Leian didn't know how many similar words Jiang Zhi had said, and racked his brains to encourage Jiang Zhi.

"But if I'm really good, why would I be like this now." Jiang Cheng twitched the corners of his mouth, showing a smile that wasn't exactly a smile.

......

On the other hand, Shen Yi went straight to a hospital to find his teacher after delivering Jiang Mei. Regarding Jiang Mei's situation, Shen Yi felt that he should discuss it with the teacher, after all, the teacher's experience is much richer.

"Xiao Yi, I don't think the patient you mentioned is so difficult. You can handle it very well with your ability. So, what made you so entangled and even made you ignore the patient?

ability as a doctor. A man in his fifties, wearing a white coat, sat on a chair in the reception room and looked at Shen Yi. His typical amiable appearance seemed to be full of kindness, and his eyes seemed to be able to see through people's hearts.

"I just want to discuss it with you, teacher. Isn't this to ensure the feasibility?" Shen Yi didn't know why he said so many things that he knew the conclusion just now, but he just felt that his methods, If it is used on Jiang Cheng, it always feels that it does not match.

"Your ability is the most outstanding among my students. I believe that you know more about depression research than anyone else. So, is there anything special about this person? Or, for you? , Is this person special?" The smiling expression is always so decent, as Shen Yi's teacher, he can't understand Shen Yi's temperament very well, looking like this, he might be pretending to be serious.

special?Is Jiang Mei special?Shen Yi asked himself repeatedly in his heart, but he still couldn't get a definite answer, but if he said it was not special, he seemed to be different from others, so he hesitated and said, "I just think that his personality is different from the one I met before. Every patient is different."

"Xiao Yi, each person's personality is unique, and each person's attraction to the outside world is also special. Perhaps, for you, this person has a different force field from other people." The man's words were cryptic , he believed that Shen Yi could think clearly, and he didn't need to speak too bluntly.

"Teacher, I..."

"When you feel that your thoughts are vague, just make negative assumptions, and you will know what you want."

After getting out of the hospital and sitting in the car, Shen Yi thought about what the teacher said, should he deny the hypothesis... What is the hypothesis?Suppose you didn't meet Jiang Mei?Or assume that Jiang Mei is not a patient?Or assume that Jiang Mei is the same as other patients?

After much deliberation, Shen Yi still didn't find that transparent feeling, and was maddened, Shen Yi suddenly realized that what he just thought of...it was all related to Jiang Zhi...

"Ah...really, Jiang Mei, look...how can I leave you alone."

......

Under Lei An's repeated nagging, Jiang Zhi left Lei An's house. The wind outside was indeed a little cold. Jiang Zhi, who had tightly clenched his sleeves, stood alone on the side of the road to stop the car. He started to feel noisy, when two empty cars passed by him, Jiang Cheng silently took out his mobile phone and sent a message to the only contact on the message interface except Lei An - "Come pick me up .”

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