He is cold and distant

Chapter 69 Thinking

"My father is away on errands." Lu Chenxi replied, Lu Tanzhou's words.

"So that's how it is." Facing the quiet man, Lu Tanzhou didn't become as enthusiastic as usual for a while, "I heard from my father that you are sick, are you okay now?"

"It's just some minor problems." Lu Chenxi has long been accustomed to such a physical condition, "It's nothing too serious."

"That's good." Lu Tanzhou looked at Lu Chenxi's slightly pale complexion, and suddenly felt that his behavior of coming without saying hello was a bit offensive, "You get better soon, we can meet often at school .”

"Okay." Lu Chenxi responded lightly to Lu Tanzhou, "Would you like to sit in the room for a while?"

His physical condition did not allow him to stand for too long in the sun.

"Okay." Lu Tanzhou was actually a little bit at a loss in his heart, this... He was a little out of control when dealing with people who were sick and had a gentle temper.

Fortunately, Lu Chenxi didn't ask Lu Tanzhou too much, and even gave him some steps to go down, and the two chatted gently for a while.

When the sun is getting lower and lower, Lu Chenxi will send people away.

Lu Tanzhou left Lu's house, went to school, continued to attend a few boring evening self-study classes, and then returned to his home.

"Cousin, are you going out to cause trouble?" Mu Yuanzhu walked into the living room of Lu's house, saw Lu Tanzhou's absent-minded look, and asked him a question.

"Cousin Yuanzhu, don't talk nonsense!" Lu Tanzhou just felt that his own image was completely ruined this afternoon, "I'm a good boy!"

When Mu Yuanzhu heard that Lu Tanzhou's words were a joke, he didn't take it seriously, he just shook his head slightly, and went to Lu Shengan's study.

After staying at Lu's house for a few hours, when Mu Yuanzhu returned to Bian's house, it was almost eleven o'clock in the evening. Before going to rest these days, he would go to housekeeper Mu and tell him to go to bed early.

Tonight, he was walking to Steward Mu's residence as usual, but when he walked to the door, he heard non-stop coughing from inside.

Mu Yuanzhu wanted to raise his hand to knock on the door, but the coughing sound inside the door didn't seem to stop. He stood alone outside for a while, and put down his hand a little weakly.

Butler Mu also didn't want to see him worried, so he tried his best to pretend nothing happened in front of him.

In the end, Mu Yuanzhu didn't say anything to Butler Mu, instead, he went back to his room and lay on the bed, but he still had some insomnia.

Insufficient sleep caused Mu Yuanzhu to have a little black under his eye circles when he woke up the next day.

Bian Fanxu looked at Mu Yuanzhu's sluggish appearance, and secretly clicked his tongue, didn't he?But I haven't seen you for two days, so I can't sleep at night?

Of course, he was just surprised in his heart, and he didn't really say these words like Mu Yuanzhu.

After breakfast, the two went to school together. The daily classes were going on as usual, and it seemed that they were about to spend another peaceful day.

At this time, in a remote housing hut in the west of the city.

Xiang Xuyuan was thinking about how he should go on without any worries in the face of Lu Shengan's relentless pursuit of him.

Although this place is not easy to be discovered by others, Xiang Xuyuan still knows Lu Shengan's methods.

He couldn't find his hiding place, but Lu Shengan could let him come out on his own initiative. As for the method, Xiang Xuyuan could only think of a breakthrough from Fang Miaoyun.

Fang Miaoyun is far different from Xiang Xu, she has her own family and a business that she has run for many years to guard.

After so many years of wasting, Xiang Xuyuan was left naked alone.

His parents, two years before they heard that he was imprisoned, because they couldn't bear the sudden blow, both died of serious illness.

Xiang Xuyuan now has no wife, child, or other relatives. The few friends he made with him in the early years have not been found since he was in prison for many years.

If Fang Miaoyun really sold him, it's not impossible. Therefore, the only thing he can rely on now is his brain that can still think flexibly.

As long as he can figure out a way to escape from Lu Shengan's sight, or make him stop targeting him so blindly, then most of his current problems will be solved.

However, he still needs to think carefully about how to do it specifically, and he always feels in his heart that Fang Miaoyun is hiding something from him.

Since Lu Tongzhu left, many things have changed, but there is something wrong with Fang Miaoyun's changes.

For example, she, who was supposed to be smiling at that time, occasionally showed anxiety unconsciously on her face.

Xiang Xuyuan didn't know at the time where Fang Miaoyun's potential anxiety came from.

But there is probably a certain connection with Lu Tongzhu, because he first met Fang Miaoyun because she was a friend of Lu Tongzhu.

Xiang Xuyuan didn't deny that he was a person who was not dedicated to feelings, but when he was with Lu Tongzhu, he really wanted to treat her wholeheartedly.

However, the people of the Lu family couldn't trust him as a poor boy... What made him even more concerned was that they even denied him as a person just because of his bad background!

If the Lu family had given him more chances, he would not have chosen to betray Lu Tongzhu.

As Lu Sheng'an said, he was the one who failed Lu Tongzhu, but why didn't the members of the Lu family destroy the last straw in his heart when he had nothing to worry about?

Heh, if he said that his mud can't support the wall, then he might as well do what they say, be a mud.

But for so many years, every time he spent one bleak night after another in the dark cell, he often felt regret for no reason.

Among them... the object of regret is Lu Tongzhu, and the object of hatred is himself.

When Lu Tongzhu left the Lu family for him and went to live outside, Xiang Xuyuan was actually somewhat complacent in his heart.

You see, the precious daughter you have raised in your hands for so many years, finally chose me, a poor boy!

But later, he became disgusted with Lu Tongzhu, thinking that her young lady had a bad temper and lost her temper all day long.

Thinking about it now, he seems to have overlooked a very important point, that is, how much this rich young lady has given up heartily to live with him resolutely.

But at that time, he didn't think about it at all. In fact, he was greedy for comfort and pleasure in his heart. It happened that at that time, he met Fang Miaoyun, who was soft-tempered.

Men will more or less prefer petite women who obey them.

Lu Tongzhu's temperament is more inclined to the type of self-reliance and self-improvement. If you can do things by yourself, you will do it yourself, and you will never trouble others.

Most of the time, she doesn't ask for help easily, and she doesn't give in verbally.

This made Xiang Xuyuan, a husband, useless to speak of, at that time he just felt depressed.

After that, he found a place by himself, intending to relieve the dissatisfaction in his heart.

It's easy to do wrong things if you drink too much alcohol. At that time, Xiang Xuyuan did something he shouldn't do when he was unconscious.

But for those who steal fish, once they have the first time, they will naturally become proficient at the second time.

Xiang Xuyuan once thought about confessing to Lu Tongzhu, but when he saw that her eyes were all about him, he couldn't speak for some reason.

Maybe at that time, he already regretted it, but he was subconsciously avoiding it, not daring to face it.

Xiang Xuyuan now also hates himself at that time, why did others look down on him, why did he look down on himself, and gave up on himself?

If he could really make some achievements at that time, he knew that with how much the Lu family loved Lu Tongzhu, it would only be a matter of time before she went back.

And to accept him, it is only a matter of time to adapt.

But now it was too late, everything was too late, he was fed up with the dark and narrow space, he didn't want to stay in such a damp place anymore.

Even if the mistakes he made before, he can't make up for it in his life, but he neither murdered nor set fire, even for the unforgivable person, a bullet can kill him.

But the pain and torment he has endured over the years has made his mind tormented, and he is increasingly overwhelmed.

But Lu Shengan refused to let him go. He had tried to kill himself in prison, but the prison guard's inspection would always come in such a timely manner.

He was rescued, and the surveillance became even closer. He tried many times later, but all failed. In the end, he gave up helplessly.

Now, he has no thoughts of stopping, and the dark blood flowing slowly was also wiped away by the sunlight the moment he stepped out of the prison.

People... Once you return to the world, even if there is nothing in this world for you to attach to, or there may be something for you to pursue.

But the youthful vigor, the accumulation of time, the retreat of desires, the realization of thoughts, the health of the body...every one of these will make you want to keep a little more breath.

Xiang Xuyuan was guilty. He lived alone for more than ten years with the shackles of his heart. Then, in the remaining years, even though his steps were still heavy, he still had to move forward.

Even if there is no way back for him in front of him, but the way is in the heart, and the heart can reach it.

At this moment, the Fang family.

Fang Miaoyun and her father were talking about something.

"Did you have any grudges with the Lu family recently?" Fang's father's company just received a warning from the Lu family.

"It's just some old things." Fang Miaoyun's words were somewhat vague.

"Don't you know what kind of temperament Lu Sheng'an is?" Fang's father didn't want to think, Fang Miaoyun dragged her family down because of outsiders who had nothing to do with Fang's family.

"Or the man surnamed Xiang back then?" Fang's father was also a person who knew the inside story of what happened at that time, "You were just fighting with Miss Lu's family. Now that he's gone, that man is useless."

"But..." Fang Miaoyun knew that her father meant to let her leave Xiang Xuyuan alone, "I did that with him."

"What if...Xiang Xuyuan throws me out again." Fang Miaoyun was mainly worried about this.

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